121 I didn’t think of anything good when I was working in the study.
"I remember very clearly that when Beicheng was 7 years old, one year when the Chinese New Year was about to come, it was rare that she was willing to take Beicheng to the mall to buy new clothes. I had always taken him with me before, but she had never done this. Beicheng was very happy, so little The child never gave up on wanting his mother's love, even a little bit. The result? She took him to the mall, and while Beicheng was changing clothes in the fitting room, she answered a phone call. Later we guessed Yes, it was probably Lu Zhenting who called her. She went out to answer the phone, and she didn’t know what she heard, so she walked away in despair, forgetting Beicheng in the mall. "
"Beicheng came out after trying on some clothes. He happily wanted her to see if what he wore looked good, but he couldn't find anyone. The clerk said he saw his mother going out to answer the phone, so Beicheng insisted on staying in the store. Waiting. When the mall was about to close after work, Jiang Changdai didn't come back. Beicheng cried and went to the fitting room to change out of the clothes in the store. He had been wearing them before, waiting for Jiang Changdai to come back. "
"Beicheng's father worked overtime that day. When he came home at night, he found that the child was not there, and she was not there either. He thought Beicheng was at our house, so he called home, but found that Beicheng didn't come back, so we became anxious and went out to look for him. Such a small child, quickly There were the most people in the shopping mall during the Chinese New Year. What if he... What if he met a personal trafficker there? I didn't meet a trafficker at Beicheng Fuzhou University, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous. I really..." Old Mrs. Yan choked, "I really just want them to divorce! It's a sin to marry such a woman!"
As Mrs. Yan spoke, tears fell.
Mrs. Chen had taken Yan Ningbai back to the bedroom to sleep. She was afraid that these words would be bad for the child.
Yu Zi sat next to Mrs. Yan and silently handed her a tissue.
Old Mrs. Yan wiped her tears and blew her nose again, "The clerk saw him as pitiful and took him to the police station. When the police station notified us, our hearts dropped. When Beicheng saw us, he suddenly He cried, crying very hard. No matter how much he was wronged, I had never seen him cry like that before. He was really scared. After that, he had nightmares for several days, calling for daddy and mommy. Calling his grandparents, saying don’t let him go, he wants to go home.”
"It's hard for me to imagine that a child like him was alone in a shopping mall, watching people coming in and out, but no one was his mother to take him home. Until everyone left, no one came back to pick him up. He, how scared he is." Mrs. Yan cried and said, "After that incident, Beicheng gave up on Jiang Changdai and no longer expected any attention from her."
"It's just that he is young, and he still has some hope in his heart. But every time Jiang Changdai is so cold, as if she doesn't like to look at him, and ignores him, he no longer has extravagant hopes. When he grew up, he gave up completely. When he saw her, he would just call her "Mom" and not say much else, let alone try to attract her attention. Before Beicheng was seven years old , and will also ask us, does mom not like him, is he not doing well enough? Is it true that as long as he works harder and does better, mom can like him a little bit?"
"We can only coax him and lie to him to say yes. After he was seven years old, he never asked like this again. When Beicheng was ten years old, he had his own opinions. Although he was a young boy, he had the ability to be close to an adult. Qi Qi was lukewarm towards Jiang Changdai, but Jiang Changdai was unhappy again. She asked Beicheng why he was so unfilial and didn't see her as a mother. It wasn't until he was 15 years old that you would know what happened next."
"Actually, I can understand Beicheng. It's not that he doesn't want to talk about it. It's actually that he doesn't even want to think about it, let alone talk about it again. It seems like he is experiencing the past all over again." Mrs. Yan sighed.
"Grandma, I'm sorry, it was all my willfulness that insisted on—"
"Silly boy, it's not your fault. What does it have to do with you? You have to know sooner or later!" Old Mrs. Yan said.
The two talked for a few more words before ending the call.
Lin Chu didn't dare to go back immediately. She couldn't stop crying now. Thinking of the suffering Yan Beicheng suffered when she was a child, she felt extremely uncomfortable and couldn't stop her tears. Let alone go back now and let Yan Beicheng see and worry.
I planned to go to the bathroom and hide for a while, wash my face so that my eyes would not be so red before going back.
As a result, as soon as he opened the door, he ran into Yan Beicheng's arms.
He put on comfortable home clothes, navy blue casual trousers, and a white baseball T-shirt. Just after taking a shower, the familiar scent of shower gel hits my face.
Since moving here, both of them have used the same bottle of shampoo and shower gel, but the same things smell different on them. On Yan Beicheng, it looked particularly masculine, which she liked very much. It seemed to have an stimulating effect, making her feel weak when she smelled it.
His T-shirt was a little damp. It was obvious that he had just taken a shower and his body was not completely dry yet, so the clothes had some moisture on them.
My hair was just wiped with a towel a few times and not dried. Now half-dry, water droplets slowly fell from the ends of her hair onto her shoulders, making her shoulders wet. The vapor with the scent of shampoo drifted into her nose.
Lin Chu didn't dare to let Yan Beicheng see her cry, so she lowered her head and refused to raise it.
As he was being held by Yan Beicheng, he heard his clear voice above his head, "I just came out of the shower and I saw you weren't there. Why are you here?"
Lin Chu shook his head and did not dare to speak, otherwise he would be exposed.
Yan Beicheng felt something was wrong, frowned, and his voice became nervous, "What's going on?"
Lin Chujian couldn't hide it and could only say in a low voice: "Grandma called just now. I think it was because you hurried to the old house and left again. She was worried about us, so I came here to answer the phone. As a result... I heard grandma call Talk about what happened when you were a child."
Her voice was muffled and soft, like a child who had been wronged and came to act coquettishly with adults.
Yan Beicheng hugged her tightly, his heart aching.
"Those things are in the past. Besides, I haven't cared about it since I was a teenager." Yan Beicheng knew that she was distressed, so he lowered his head and kissed her hotly on her hair.
He simply picked her up, sat on the sofa in the study, and let her sit in his arms.
"You don't care, I do. Thinking of the grievances you suffered when you were a child makes me uncomfortable." Lin Chu said in a low voice.
How could a mother be so bad!
"I know, just like I know what you suffered in the Lin family, it was also uncomfortable." Yan Beicheng said softly, with a smooth and elegant voice, a gentle murmur, which was particularly soothing. "You don't want to see me feel uncomfortable because of your things, and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable because of my past things. Anyway, things have passed a long time ago. We are looking forward to treating each other well and not letting each other feel wronged. We also don't let each other be in someone else's place. The grievance is enough."
Lin Chu nodded. Things in the past cannot be changed, so he must work harder in the future.
She was finally willing to look up, but her face was filled with tears and she couldn't stop it for a while.
Yan Beicheng didn't have a handkerchief or tissue on hand, so he pulled his sleeve to wipe her tears. The fabric of the T-shirt was soft and comfortable, and he wiped it carefully for fear of hurting her delicate skin.
Lin Chu nuzzled in his arms like a baby, looking so petite, with her long hair hanging down, covering his arms across his back, graceful and lovely.
The person who originally cared for him was acting coquettishly in his arms. Yan Beicheng fell in love with her just by looking at the top of her dark hair and wanted to rub her well.
Just as he was about to find her lips, she suddenly raised her head, looking up at her little face that was red from crying, and her eye circles were red, which looked particularly painful. The aggrieved and pitiful look made him wish he could melt her into his bones.
The strength of his arms around her couldn't help but increase, causing Lin Chu to feel a little painful, but she didn't say anything, she just felt that his strong strength made her feel at ease.
"Yan Beicheng, when I am here from now on, I will definitely not do anything to make you sorry, let alone make you sad. No matter what happens, I will definitely think of you first." Lin Chu blushed, His tongue was a little uneasy, "I...if I follow you, I will be loyal and loyal, and I will never betray you!"
Yan Beicheng: "..."
Where is this all going
Yan Beicheng sneered, and his big hand fell on her head without hesitation, ruffling her hair, "There was a little heartless person who just told me that she would never cheat on me, but it turned out You have forgotten me for 18 years."
Lin Chu: “…”
She simply nuzzled into his arms and rubbed her face against his soft T-shirt. As if it wasn't enough, she wrapped her arms tightly around his narrow waist, raised her head and nibbled on his chin.
"Why are you trying to compete with a six-year-old child?" Lin Chu lowered his head and took his slightly protruding Adam's apple into his mouth. His teeth even slightly met, leaving two rows of shallow teeth on his throat. Yin'er just outlines the position of Adam's apple, "I, I will never forget you in the future. You are so kind, how can you let people forget easily."
Yan Beicheng's throat slid, and he was teased so gently by her. He felt that his throat was numb and numb from the fine grinding of her teeth. Her lips were pressed against it, and it was wet and moist. He couldn't help but feel itchy. As the agitation became more intense, it became even more majestic underneath.
Thinking that she felt sorry for the suffering she suffered when she was a child, her heart felt warm and even more intense. He pulled her face away from his Adam's apple, scratched her particularly itchy throat, then lowered his head and captured her lips fiercely.
Lin Chu was pressed on the sofa by him, and she felt his hand come in from the hem of his clothes and rub it upwards. She originally thought it was just a few kisses and it would be over. But when his thin, hot lips began to rub down, the situation became increasingly uncomfortable.
Lin Chu held his shoulders tightly, "It's broad daylight!"
"There's nothing to do anyway." Yan Beicheng muttered, pulling off her collar.
Lin Chu: “…”
You don’t have anything else to do, so you just do this
"Good boy, I want you so much right now." Yan Beicheng hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would take the opportunity to run away. He raised his face from her collarbone, his dark eyes glowing with fire, and he traced her face carefully with his eyes. .
In his opinion, there was nothing unattractive about Tian Jing's facial features. The thin redness on his face and the mist in his eyes made his throat tight.
"There was something unpleasant last night. I left without saying a word this morning. I scared you. I'm sorry. This will never happen again." He hugged her tightly, his face and eyes filled with concern for her. Full of possession and love, she understood his mood at this time.
I just want to use her to fill up the regrets of last night and this morning, and I want to hold her tightly.
She wanted to too.
Lin Chu blushed, and gently rubbed her bare, thin and soft toes on his instep, "Go and close the door."
Just now he was so anxious to bring her in that he didn't even close the door.
Yan Beicheng wished he could stick to her and not leave her, but he really didn't want to get up.
Lin Chu simply kicked him on the instep, "Go and close the door quickly! What if Aunt Zhuang comes up?"
Yan Beicheng took a breath and sucked her lips hard before closing the door and locking it. After a few steps back, he came over again, "It feels quite good in the study."
Lin Chu punched him angrily, but he was fooling him like this and attacked step by step. When he was about to drop anchor and come in, Lin Chu suddenly stopped him, "Wait a minute, where is the umbrella?"
Yan Beicheng was stunned for a moment. Lin Chu was embarrassed to call the word "umbrella" directly, so he kept calling it by another name.
He gritted his teeth, and this time he inhaled harder and heavier than before. He bit her lips viciously, his eyes turning red, "Did you do it on purpose?"
"..." Lin Chu shrank his neck. Although he didn't mean it, he must have been holding back too hard after going through such troubles again and again and having him press against the door but not being able to open it at the last moment. "I didn't mean it. Hurry up." Go get it.”
Yan Beicheng was really anxious and helpless. She had no choice but to say, "What else do I need to say once?"
"No more." Lin Chu said quickly. He didn't dare to say any more requests, and they were all gone.
Seeing that his handsome face was so stiff that he couldn't bear it, Lin Chu felt a little sorry. She raised her head and held his face, and kissed his beautiful and soft lips, "I really didn't mean it. Come back." … I’ll make it up to you!”
Yan Beicheng raised his eyebrows, and finally the corners of his mouth curled up in a good mood, "You said so."
After finishing, Lin Chu quickly got up. When Lin Chu saw that he was not wearing clothes or going out, he went directly to the desk, opened the drawer next to him, and took out a box of Durex.
"..." Lin Chu looked at him speechlessly, "Why do you have this here?"
"For the sake of convenience, I have prepared the bedroom, study room, bathroom, and any other rooms where the two of us are likely to be alone together, so as not to have to go all the way to get them." Yan Beicheng came back proudly holding a small umbrella. "You see, it will be used today."
Lin Chu took a bite from his shoulder and said, "I didn't think of anything good when I was working in the study."
"Why isn't this a good thing?" Yan Beicheng put it on smoothly, opened her door and knocked in.
…
Cheng Ziming was leaning against the wall at the door of the house originally rented by Lin Chu and Xu Moyan but didn't ring the doorbell for a long time.
He didn't know what he was doing here. According to Xu Moyan, Lin Chu had stopped living here a long time ago and moved to live with Yan Beicheng. He didn't know Yan Beicheng's address, so he ended up here unknowingly.
He didn't knock on the door because he had an unpleasant quarrel with Xu Moyan. It wasn't because he was afraid or embarrassed. He couldn't tell what his emotion was.
He didn't mean to say that he wanted to meet Lin Chu. Even if he did, Lin Chu would not treat him well and look down on him so much. He just didn't know what he was here for.
Suddenly missed the time when you were with Lin Chu
When I fell in love with Lin Yuwen behind Lin Chu's back, I still think of her and would take a few days a month to come see her and have a date with her. Maybe he didn't plan to break up with Lin Chu at first, but even if he would eventually marry Lin Yuwen, he still wanted to delay it one day.
Even though he never discovered it, thinking about it now, he was still reluctant to let Lin Chu go.
The days together with Lin Chu were the most peaceful and carefree times, with no interests mixed in, just pure love.
Now, he really misses the peace he had before. But he had already made a choice, so he could only go on.
After Lin Yuwen was discharged from the hospital, the family became restless.
Even Chutian Hospital was unable to do anything and concluded that she was no longer able to have children. Lin Zhenghe was already asking about the possibility of in vitro fertilization. If it didn't work, he would find a surrogate.
And Wang Jinglin cried at home every day. As soon as he returned, Wang Jinglin would whisper in his ear, what should Lin Yuwen do if she can't give birth? He also asked if a solution had been found. The old Cheng family couldn't give up. Even when she came back with Lin Yuwen, Wang Jinglin could bear not to ask questions at first, but after a few times, she started to talk in front of Lin Yuwen again, which annoyed Lin Yuwen. She refused to give Wang Jinglin a good face, and even asked her to A few words of welcome.
Lin Yuwen had always relied on her status and secretly looked down on Wang Jinglin and Cheng Jindong. It's just that Wang Jinglin used to be gentle and polite to her, so Lin Yuwen also gave her the filial respect she deserved.
But now because of fertility issues, Wang Jinglin feels that Lin Yuwen is no longer an incomplete woman. What's the use of having money? Even though he was rich, he was no longer worthy of his own son, and his attitude changed unknowingly.
The conflicts between the two became more and more serious.
Lin Yuwen spoke rudely to her, and Wang Jinglin cried, looking aggrieved. Cheng Ziming could only let Lin Yuwen endure it and let Wang Jinglin talk about it once, then forget it. But Lin Yuwen is now sensitive and suspicious. If she couldn't give birth to a child, she was afraid that Cheng Ziming would have an affair with her.
Cheng Ziming was kind to her and patient, but she felt that Cheng Ziming did all this for Lin Mao. If she hadn't been useful to Cheng Ziming, he would have divorced long ago. If Cheng Ziming was annoyed by her and became impatient, she would feel that Cheng Ziming no longer loved her and had a great impact on her infertility. She finally expressed her dissatisfaction.
Anyway, it was wrong no matter what you said. Cheng Ziming advised Lin Yuwen not to contradict Wang Jinglin. Lin Yuwen said that the Cheng family no longer valued her. If she couldn't give birth to a child, she would be considered useless, right
Cheng Ziming was also exhausted mentally and physically by Lin Yuwen's capricious temper. He fell in love with home less and less, and arranged for himself to either work overtime or socialize every day. But it happened that she went back late, and Lin Yuwen felt that Cheng Ziming was doing some flirting outside, and she was even more noisy.
Lin Yuwen recovered and went to work, so she kept an eye on Cheng Ziming. Last week, just because she saw Cheng Ziming talking a few words to a female staff member with humorous language that made the female staff member laugh, Lin Yuwen felt that Cheng Ziming was hooking up with the female staff member, so she found an excuse to kill the female staff member. The female staff member was fired.
Cheng Ziming was so angry that he didn't dare to get angry with Lin Yuwen. Lin Zhenghe and Su Changxin were watching him all the time, fearing that he would be wronged by Lin Yuwen.
He is really tired now. He feels like he has no progress in his life at all. When he goes to the company, he can see Lin Yuwen's mean and distrustful look, and he can still see it when he comes home. I don’t know what to say to make Lin Yuwen happy.
After trying to coax him with nice words, Lin Yuwen said that his rhetoric was not sincere. Without speaking, Lin Yuwen said that he didn't have her in his heart and she didn't even want to talk to him anymore.
This day is simply unbearable, it really gives me a headache just thinking about it.
He doesn't know now whether the efforts and sacrifices he has made are worth it.
The company has not been obtained, but it has been determined that there will be no children.