147 I hate her, I hate her, I want to tear her apart
I didn't have a good impression of Dai Huimin at first, but now I don't like him even more.
She looked around and saw that Lu Weining had already left. She did not find Lu Weining's car. But because of Yan Beicheng's reminder yesterday, she didn't believe that Dai Huimin came alone.
Looking away, Lin Chu said: "There are people coming and going here, let's talk somewhere else."
Dai Huimin was extremely surprised. She didn't expect Lin Chu to be willing to talk to her. She thought Lin Chu would ignore her at all.
Lin Chu didn't take her to a restaurant or coffee shop. He just walked through the high-rise buildings on the roadside and went to stand in an inconspicuous corner.
"Ms. Dai, what's your purpose in coming to me?" Lin Chu asked indifferently, not showing any hatred, but also not showing any smile.
Dai Huimin's heart throbbed. Lin Chu's reaction was even more uncomfortable than yelling and cursing at her.
"I didn't... I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to come and see you." Dai Huimin said calmly.
"Then what?" Lin Chu asked calmly, looking far away, as if he saw a familiar Audi trot. There was sarcasm in his eyes, and then he looked back and said, "You see me now, and then Woolen cloth?"
"No... I... I just want to see how you are doing." Dai Huimin whispered.
Before Lin Chu said anything, she cried again.
Lin Chu said calmly: "As you can see, I am living a good life. If you pay attention to the news, you should also know who I am with. When I was a child, I met the old dean to take care of me. When I grew up, I met Beicheng. It was me. The greatest luck in my life. I am living a good life now. The Yan family treats me as a family member and does not dislike my origin. I regard the old dean as my own grandmother, and Beicheng is equally filial to her. My life now, There is nothing to be dissatisfied with anymore.”
Dai Huimin's lips moved, as if she wanted to say something. When Lin Chu saw that she was still reluctant to speak, he continued: "So, you wanted to see me, and you have now. Is there anything else?"
"You... do you hate me?" Dai Huimin looked at Lin Chu earnestly and raised her hands, as if she wanted to hold Lin Chu's hand, but she didn't dare.
Lin Chu saw it all, his hands hung on his legs and did not move, but he moved back without leaving any trace.
She looked at Dai Huimin in surprise and blinked, as if she felt incredible, "Why do you think so? I don't hate you."
As soon as Dai Huimin showed a look of surprise on her face, Lin Chu said slowly: "The old director told me that I have been in the orphanage since I was a baby. As long as I can remember, I only remember the life in the orphanage. So you To me, he is just a stranger. There is no resentment towards strangers."
Dai Huimin suddenly stepped forward excitedly and grabbed Lin Chu's wrist before she could hide.
His expression changed, and he wanted to shake off Dai Huimin's hand, but Dai Huimin's hand was surprisingly strong in her excitement.
At this time, a person suddenly rushed out and grabbed Dai Huimin's wrist. She let out a painful "ah" and let go of Lin Chu's wrist.
Lin Chu's wrist was still hurting, and there were still five thick red fingerprints on it when he lowered his head. Dai Huimin also saw it and blamed herself: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I... It's all me... I'm too rough and strong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
He kept mumbling, but he didn't dare to touch Lin Chu again. It feels like she is made of porcelain, and I dare not touch it for fear of breaking it.
Dai Huimin's wrist was also released, and then she realized that the man who had pulled Dai Huimin away just now was a man, wearing a shirt and jacket, and he was dressed very inconspicuously.
At this time, I heard him call: "Miss Lin."
Lin Chu was stunned and looked at him in surprise, then listened to his explanation, "My name is Huang Changxian. Young Master Yan asked me to come here to watch because -"
The man glanced at Dai Huimin and said frankly: "Master Yan estimates that Ms. Dai will have to come to you in the next few days. He is worried and asked me to protect you here. If anything happens, I will take action."
I just saw Lin Chu being stopped by Dai Huimin, but I didn't see any violent reaction from Lin Chu. Because I couldn't figure out Lin Chu's attitude, it seemed that she wanted to talk to Dai Huimin, so Huang Changxian didn't show up in a hurry.
It was only when Dai Huimin grabbed Lin Chu and Lin Chu was unhappy that she hurried out.
Lin Chu nodded, and didn't think there was anything wrong with Yan Beicheng secretly arranging someone beside him. It was just right to protect her at times like this, so he didn't feel unhappy or uncomfortable.
Those who have pimples are called hypocritical and mean. If a man is not happy to treat you well, isn't this acting like a traitor
Lin Chu smiled at Huang Changxian and said, "I still have something to say to Ms. Dai, I'll be with you in a moment."
Huang Changxian nodded and walked away a little further so that he could not hear Lin Chu and the others talking, but he could still let Lin Chu see him, showing that he was watching and Lin Chu would not be bullied. Seeing him take out his mobile phone again, he made a call and said it to his ear. Lin Chu thought that he was calling Yan Beicheng.
Lin Chu didn't think Dai Huimin had the guts to do anything to her. Dai Huimin cried and said, "Lin... Lin Chu, can I just call you that? I know you hate me."
"I really don't hate you." Lin Chu was a little curious as to why there were always people who refused to listen to other people's explanations, and who didn't believe the truth anyway, always feeling that the other person was lying.
Dai Huimin shook her head, as if she still didn't believe it, and just cried and said: "I had no choice back then. I was only 17 years old at that time, and I had stopped studying. I was working outside, met a man, and then we got together. As a result When I found out that I was pregnant, I told the man. The man promised well and was very happy. He also said that he wanted me to give birth to the child and that he would raise us, mother and daughter. He would marry me when I grow up. .”
"In the end, when my belly swelled and I was about to give birth soon, the man ran away, and there is no trace of him so far." Dai Huimin remembered that she felt uncomfortable at the beginning, not because she missed the man, but because she was angry that she had been deceived. "His conscience found out that he left me a letter before leaving and told me the truth. He said that he just didn't have the money for me to go to the hospital for an abortion, so he didn't let me have an abortion. But he really If you can’t afford to support me and my children, you have to go out to make money, and when you make money, you will come back to us.”
"I have been deceived by him once, how can I believe his words again? Sure enough, it has been more than 20 years, and he has never come back. After I gave birth to you, I couldn't raise you at all. I am a waiter in a restaurant, and I have to start from the morning I was busy until midnight, and I didn't even have time to rest, let alone raise another baby. The financial situation at that time didn't allow it, so you would have to endure hardship if you followed me. I... I... "She is also a child herself!
But Dai Huimin didn't have the shame to say this.
"I can only leave you at the door of the orphanage. I have also inquired before. The people in the orphanage are kind-hearted and will not ignore you." Dai Huimin sniffed. The snot in her nose was thick and difficult to breathe. It was quite difficult, "I... I feel uncomfortable too. You are my biological daughter. I have no choice but to throw you away. I hate my own incompetence. But for orphans and widowers, I... It's my fault. I don't look for it." Reason, you deserve to hate me. Over the years, I have missed you every day, and I don’t know how you are doing.”
"Later, I met my current husband. His name is Xu Dongguo. He is not a very talented person. Now he works as a chef in a small restaurant. When I met him, he was just an apprentice. So it was nothing for us to get married. The money is enough for me to feed myself. I am waiting to feel that I can finally raise a child. Although I cannot say how meticulously I raised it, it will not starve the child. If I save a little, I will not lose her in education. .So we gave birth to a daughter, your sister, who is four years younger than you and is about to graduate from her senior year."
Lin Chu was a little impatient listening to what she said. It sounded like listening to a stranger's family affairs, trivial and boring.
"I... I don't mean anything else. I know you are living a good life now, that's enough. I just want to come and see you, not to see how well you are doing, or to take advantage of you." Dai Huimin said sincerely explain.
But secretly, she still hoped that Lin Chu could call her mother. It was said that just one look at her was enough. But if that's the case, wouldn't it be better to watch her from a distance without letting her know or worrying her
If you want to know if she is doing well, then from what you saw in the news, you know that she is doing well, so why bother coming here
How could Lin Chu not know what she was thinking? He sneered at Dai Huimin's selfish behavior, and how could he be willing to get involved with her any more.
"Then you've seen me now, and I've made an appointment with someone, so excuse me." Lin Chu said coldly, and was about to leave her.
As a result, Dai Huimin grabbed her wrist again, but this time she could control the force and did not dare to use such force again.
Lin Chu frowned in annoyance and was about to shake it off, but the next second he fell into a reassuring embrace.
At this time, the sun was shining right at noon, and it was warm and cozy. When I was talking to Dai Huimin earlier, I couldn't feel the sun, only the coldness. But now it was as if all the sunlight suddenly came over, covering her whole body, and she could smell the crisp and clean fragrance of pine and cypress. The delicate fabric of the suit clung to her cheek, giving off a refreshing coolness.
Without looking up, he knew who was coming.
Lin Chu withdrew from Yan Beicheng's arms, but still stood close to him, with Yan Beicheng's shoulders wrapped around him, protecting him in his arms, as if he were protecting a little cub.
"Why are you here?" Lin Chu looked up and saw Yan Beicheng's upright chin that hinted at displeasure, which made his expression look even colder.
Dai Huimin shuddered suddenly on the opposite side.
"Huang Changxiang just called me and said that Ms. Dai was here, so I came over to take a look." Yan Beicheng said.
Huang Changxian's call was only a few minutes ago. He came over so quickly, and he didn't know how anxious he was on the way.
Turning around, he saw his black Grand Cherokee parked on the side of the road, and there was no Shao Huai following him.
He poked his ribs angrily, "Didn't I tell you not to drive fast!"
Yan Beicheng quickly grabbed her hand, not daring to admit it. He only said: "The road conditions were pretty good at noon today. There was no traffic jam, so we came quickly."
Lin Chu had no way to verify whether it was true or not, so he could only curl his lips, grunt twice and stop worrying about this matter.
"Lin Chu, this is... is..." Dai Huimin looked at Lin Chu and then at Yan Beicheng with tears in her eyes.
He looked at Yan Beicheng as if he were looking at his son-in-law.
Lin Chu really didn't like her look, and he wasn't as tall as Yan Beicheng, so he couldn't stop him.
Lin Chu could only say indifferently: "You said you didn't want to recognize me, and you didn't expect me to recognize you. You just wanted to see if I was doing well. Now you can see that I am doing well. And I don’t need any compensation from you. Now that you’ve seen it, can you leave?”
Dai Huimin's lips trembled, and she whispered in disbelief: "Lin Chu, you-"
"You just said these things to me, but now you refuse to leave. What do you want to do? Why don't you honestly say what you are thinking, and then we can solve the problem."
"I didn't think much about it," Dai Huimin muttered, "I just wanted to see you."
"Ms. Dai, let's not go around in circles. Since you didn't think much about it, now that you have seen me, can you go? Beicheng is very busy with work, so he came here to pick me up. He hasn't even eaten lunch yet. We Can you leave first?" Lin Chu said coldly.
She felt Yan Beicheng's palms tighten on her shoulders, quite worried about her.
Lin Chu turned to look at him, her eyes soft, letting him know that she was really fine.
"You just... hate me, don't you?" Dai Huimin said with a trembling voice, "Do you not believe that I am your mother?"
Lin Chu took a deep breath, suppressed his violent temper, and restrained himself: "Ms. Dai, let me say it again, I don't hate you, sincerely. You are just a stranger to me. I didn't even know you before. Knowing you, where does the hatred come from? If you abandoned me after I became sensible, I would carry your memory with me, and I might blame you for abandoning me. But when you abandoned me, I was still ignorant. A baby, this is like giving birth to a child and giving it away, then the child will only have her adoptive parents in her memory. I am the same way, I haven't suffered much, so I don't hate you, really."
"But you are just a stranger to me, and I can't recognize you. There is no emotional basis between you and me. And you have been telling me that you don't want to recognize me, you just want to see me. Me. Now that I have shown you, you can also see that I live a good life. All your guilt should be relieved at this moment. As for you saying that I don’t believe that you are my mother, I have no such doubt. "
"You don't need to tell such lies that can be exposed immediately. You just need to go for an appraisal. But I'm not interested. You have no intention of recognizing me, and I have no intention of recognizing you. Then we will still be strangers from now on. , just pretend that we have never met each other, how we lived before, how we will live in the future, and the original life will not be disrupted."
Seeing that Dai Huimin didn't seem to believe it and wanted to speak, Lin Chu didn't give her the chance, "Please believe me, my words are sincere. From the beginning to the end, I was calm and not as excited as you. So. How do you know that I hate you? I hope you can understand and believe that I really don’t hate you. Stop talking about this matter in circles and go around with me. You can’t explain it no matter how you do it. I also hope that you As you said, you just want to take a look at me and make sure I'm doing well."
"I-"
Lin Chu raised his hand to stop her, "I'm not saying you want to take advantage of me. I believe you won't. I just want to say that since you said you won't disturb me, I hope you will say it from now on." Do it. Don’t say just look at me and hold my hand when I leave.”
Dai Huimin's lips moved a few times, feeling ashamed when Lin Chu said it.
"If you want to see me, I can't stop you, but I really don't want you to disturb my life. I am very satisfied with my original life and don't want anyone to disturb me. If you want to see me, you can sneak in the corner If you don't let me know, I won't just find you and deny you permission to look." She knew Dai Huimin would definitely do this.
As for Dai Huimin's behavior today, it doesn't look like he would just come to her once and be willing to accept it, so he just needs to make it clear.
Dai Huimin nodded listlessly and kept crying.
The corners of Lin Chu's mouth twitched a little, where did he really get so many tears.
When Lin Chu said these words to Dai Huimin, Yan Beicheng never interrupted.
He and Lin Chu had always had a tacit understanding. The two had never spoken publicly, but they seemed to have known about it from the beginning.
He understood Lin Chu's temper and knew that Lin Chu would like to resolve matters concerning her, especially matters like this, by herself and did not want to be interfered with too much.
So Yan Beicheng stood aside quietly, just to prevent Lin Chu from suffering a loss. As for the rest, if she wanted to solve it by herself, then he would leave it alone, just draw a frame invisibly, and once it gets out of the way, he would take action.
"Ms. Dai, you said I am your daughter, are you sincerely interested in me?" Lin Chu asked.
Suddenly asked this question, Dai Huimin was stunned for a moment, blinked, and nodded in confusion, "Of course, I'm already so sorry for you, how can I have the nerve to do something bad to you again?"
Lin Chu nodded, seemingly satisfied with Dai Huimin's answer, "If you really want to be good to me, why should you listen to Lu Weining?"
"Miss Lu?" Dai Huimin said in surprise.
With just one word from Lin Chu, she leaked out about Lu Weining.
Dai Huimin is not a smart person. If she were smart, she would not have been deceived by a man at that time.
So at this moment, I haven't guessed Lu Weining's thoughts, and I don't even know that I leaked something. I just feel that even if Lu Weining says it out, it won't matter.
"It was Lu Weining who brought you here, right? It was she who told you that you could find me. If the old dean doesn't help you, she will." Lin Chu said coldly.
Dai Huimin opened and closed her mouth, "You...how do you know?"
Lin Chu didn't answer her, and the smile on his lips was obviously sarcastic, "Have you known her before?"
Dai Huimin shook her head honestly, and Lin Chu said sarcastically: "Since you didn't know her before and it's your first time meeting her, why do you trust her?"
"She said she could bring me to you." Dai Huimin said anxiously.
"Yes, she brought you here." Lin Chu pouted and looked at Dai Huimin disappointedly, "Then have you ever thought that this is a private matter between you and me? You don't know who she is or what she is. Identity, what is your relationship with me? If you believe her and tell her everything about you and me, will she use this to do something bad to me?"
"She said she is your friend." Dai Huimin said.
"You believe her when she says you do? You say you are good for me, but you easily tell a stranger such a private matter and trust an outsider. In fact, you just came to see me. No matter what kind of impact it will have on me, you just blindly I want to feel at ease and happy. To put it bluntly, it is selfish. Just like you thought I was a burden to you and wanted to throw me away. After all these years, you are still selfish and only think about yourself, so you don’t think more about it. , will it be bad for me?"
"If you really don't understand, then I will make it clear to you. Lu Weining has never been my friend. I hate her, hate her, and want to tear her apart. I think she sees me the same way. She covets my man and is shameless. , stalking her, even if I made it clear to her, even if I was rude to her, even if I spurned her directly, she still wouldn't give up. She just heard about your identity, so she took advantage of you again. "
"And you just wanted to see me, but you didn't think about me at all, and you actually came together with her." Lin Chu sneered.