414 Yes, I like him
Yue Jingchen was stunned, his bloodless pale lips opening and closing, "Would you rather die than get back together with me?"
"Yes!" Yu Zi said without hesitation.
This "yes" seemed to knock Yue Jingchen into the bottom of the valley, and his face was as white as paper.
"I've had enough of you clinging to me regardless of my wishes, saying you love me, but refusing to let me go, causing me pain and embarrassment. I've had enough of your mother running to my company from time to time, disturbing my work, and corrupting me. My reputation." Yu Zi gritted his teeth and said, "Now, you are threatening me with your life. Yue Jingchen, are you really good to me?"
"You said we won't break up. What I said is all hypothetical, but I don't think so. Even if we don't break up when we get engaged, we will in the future. As long as you still obey your parents' words, as long as they still use me and make things difficult for them. Me, we will definitely break up. You want me to love you and tolerate your parents. But what about you? What have you done for me? You said you would persuade your parents, but what was the result? You said let I tolerate it, but I give in again and again, only for people to push me further! You said you would persuade your parents to stop in the future. But it’s no use, I’m tired, tired of you and your parents. I want to Have an easy life.”
"Yue Jingchen, I don't love you anymore. No matter how hard you seek death and life, I still won't love you. If you continue to act like this, it will only make me hate you. I don't want to get to that point, so I beg you, don't make me hate you. Just let me go."
Yue Jingchen's eyes fell from her face to her wrist, and blood dripped from her wrist to the floor.
Yan Huaian was stunned when he saw him. Yu Zi's wrist was still bleeding.
He rushed forward and slapped Yue Jingchen hard, "Is this what you call love for Yu Zi? She is injured, and you are still pestering her here, regardless of her life or death? You want to die so much, okay? !”
Yan Huai'an pointed at Yue Jingchen's wrist, "Take off the gauze now and crack the wound. You will die here for a hundred times. This will save you having to pester Yu Zi again in the future!"
"What are you doing! Go away! Get out! It's not your turn to speak about our family's affairs!" Pan Yunfeng stepped forward to pull Yan Huaian away.
Yan Huaian had long been impatient with her and waved her away.
"Mom!" Yue Jingchen shouted, then said feebly, "Stop talking."
"You really... would rather die than see me again?" Yue Jingchen asked Yu Zi.
If it were before, Yu Zi would still be willing to be friends with him.
But now, she doesn't dare.
She was afraid of agreeing, so she gave Yue Jingchen hope and a reason to continue to pester him.
It's not her style to be non-committal.
"Yes!" Yu Zi said simply.
Yue Jingchen's heart sank to the bottom, tears welled up from his eyes, and he couldn't help crying.
"Okay..." Yue Jingchen closed his eyes, and when he opened his mouth to inhale, his breath trembled, "Then... I will ask you one more question at the end. Can you... answer me honestly?"
Yu Zi did not put down the fruit knife, but still held it against his wrist, "You ask."
"Are you in love with him now, Yan Huaian?" Yue Jingchen asked, his eyes filled with tears, so foggy that he couldn't even see Yu Zi clearly.
Yan Huaian didn't expect that Yue Jingchen would bring the topic to him. He looked at Yu Zi with his heart in his throat.
Yu Zi didn't look at Yan Huaian. She knew he was looking at her, but she didn't look over.
The slightly pale face was now flushed.
Yue Jingchen knew the answer after seeing her reaction, crying and smiling bitterly.
Then, I heard Yu Zi say: "Yes, I like him."
As for Yue Jingchen, if he missed it, he would still miss it.
Even though the two broke up not long ago, they have already missed the opportunity to stay together.
It was Yue Jingchen who was not responsible enough, but Yan Huaian was too outstanding.
Yu Zi's heart was attracted unconsciously.
Perhaps she had a crush on Yan Huaian before. Because I was with Yue Jingchen, I was afraid that I would be tempted by him, so I always kept a distance from him.
The fear of him is not only awe, but also the fear that my heart will not be under control, and that I will not be firm enough, so I always keep a long distance from him and only dare to make necessary contacts on official matters. Even so, it is still far away.
Now, Yu Zi could finally admit his feelings openly.
When he said it, Yu Zi breathed a sigh of relief and finally admitted the feelings he had been holding in his heart.
Yan Huaian couldn't control himself, staring at Yu Zi with blazing eyes, feeling indescribable joy and unable to maintain his calm expression.
The corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising until a row of white teeth was exposed.
His happy chest was making noises now, as if something was about to jump out. I really wanted to go up and pick her up right away, hold her in circles, and kiss her.
No matter what, I can't completely vent my happiness.
Yu Zi couldn't even think about looking at Yan Huaian now. The smile on his face was so bright that he couldn't hide the light. His whole face was extremely bright, making him lose his usual seriousness and look like a fool. Same as the young man.
Yu Zi even doubted whether he was going to jump up now.
Yue Jingchen's mouth felt bitter, and some tears slipped from the corners of his lips into his mouth, tasting the hard and salty taste.
"I know." Yue Jingchen said miserably, "I won't pester you anymore. I... I hope you can be happy. I'm sorry, it turns out... It turns out that I have always made you unhappy and made you miserable. I wanted to To make you happy, I want to be good to you, and I want to give you all the good things I can get. But it turns out that all I give you is pain. I'm sorry... I... "
Seeing Yue Jingchen like this, Yu Zi felt uncomfortable and her eyes were red.
The pale, sickly man lying on the hospital bed in front of her was also sunny and cheerful when she was with her.
But when did it become like this
"I won't pester you anymore, you... don't blame me, don't hate me, don't bother me, okay? I don't want... I don't want you to hate me after breaking up with you. I can't stand it, I can't stand being You hate it." Yue Jingchen cried.
He loves her so much, and it's because he loves her too much that he does so many stupid things.
He misunderstood Yu Zi and Yan Huaian when they were clearly fine, and pushed Yu Zi to Yan Huaian's side.
He keeps pestering Yu Zi because he doesn't want to let go. If Yu Zi breaks up with him, it will really cost him half his life.
That's why he was looking for life and death like this. He couldn't bear the thought of the days without Yu Zi, the thought that Yu Zi would marry someone else, start a family, and give all her good things to others. It would be better not to live.
Forced by his parents, he lost Yu Zi. His cowardice made him lose Yu Zi.
It's not that he doesn't know these.
Precisely because of this knowledge, the more I thought about it, the sadder I became, the more unwilling I became, the more unable I was to extricate myself from the pain, and finally I chose the extreme approach.
He thought that when Yu Zi saw that he was willing to die for her, she would understand how much he loved her.
But she didn't expect that in her opinion, this kind of behavior was restraint and coercion.
It's not that Yue Jingchen doesn't understand, it's because he understands that he feels deeply powerless now.
It seemed that whatever he did was wrong and there was nothing he could do to save Yu Zi.
This deep feeling of powerlessness made him close his eyes.
"Let's go." Yue Jingchen choked and closed his eyes, not wanting to watch the interaction between the two.
I don’t want to see Yan Huaian looking at Yu Zi with affection, and I don’t want to see Yu Zi look shy under Yan Huaian’s gaze.
Obviously, these were all his before!
Yu Zi dropped the fruit knife. In fact, the knife only cut a little skin on her wrist. It looked like it was bleeding, but the injury was not serious. It was just that they were nervous about her.
Yu Zi covered the wound on her left wrist with her right hand and was about to leave when Pan Yunfeng suddenly stopped her.
Regardless of the injury on her wrist, he took her right arm and said, "You can't leave! You have to stay with Jingchen, you stay with him! He was injured because of you, how can you ignore him!"
Yu Zi's right arm was pulled away from the wound on her left wrist, and blood immediately dripped down the back of her hand.
"Please let me go." Yu Zi said coldly.
"I won't let you go!" Pan Yunfeng said fiercely, "I know you are angry with me. You said it was because of me that you broke up. Okay, I will admit my mistake to you, okay? I will definitely be polite to you in the future. What? Don't say anything. After you get married, you can go out and live if you want. You can do whatever you like with the wedding. I won't express any opinions, and I won't make it difficult for you again. Just live a good life with Jingchen. ,Ok?"