Rong Xi felt Wen Heng's dry lips touched with a gentle force. Rong Xi was greedy for such warmth and took the initiative to bring him closer.
The other party's body continued to tremble involuntarily just now, and the panic didn't subside much, instead, there was a hint of anger, as if he was afraid of hurting himself, Wen Heng just kissed himself in a more gentle way.
At this moment, Rong Xi clearly realized what the emotion of grabbing Wen Heng was.
That is fear, the panic of fear of loss and the treasure of lost and found.
After learning Wen Heng's emotions, Rong Xi couldn't help but blame himself. Why... can't we be more careful? Why... to make Wen Heng worry
Rong Xi's psychological self-criticism didn't last long, and Wen Heng let him go. Rong Xi looked at Wen Heng's eyes, there was a faint mist in his eyes, and then he complained in a low voice, "Don't scare me again, okay? I'm very worried about you, Xiaoxi."
"right… "
"Don't say sorry, just agree." Wen Heng's voice was soft and outrageous, like a helpless prayer, as if he only cares about such a thing in the whole world. This voice seems to be low in the dust.
"it is good."
"Good, let's go back to school first." Wen Heng stretched out his hand and touched Rongxi's hair, and spoke very naturally.
Rong Xi was held by Wen Heng's hand, but he didn't move. In the light kiss just now, at the moment when Wen Heng held him back, Rong Xi decided to tell Wen Heng the matter.
Wen Heng was able to follow him to the police station, and stood by his side without hesitation, saying it was impossible not to be moved. In the incident two years ago, no one stood on his side to speak for him. Wen Heng's steadfastness made Rong Xi feel warm.
What's more, with Wen Heng's keenness, Rong Xi felt that he already knew to some extent. He is not afraid of others misunderstanding him, but he is only afraid of Wen Heng's misunderstanding. He does not want or dare to see disappointment and contempt in Wen Heng's expression.
Rather than letting him know about He Luran's guesses from others, it's better to let him say it himself, although, in the past two years, every time I recalled this incident, it felt like a knife was stabbed in my heart.
The white knife goes in, the red knife goes out.
But now, Rong Xi felt that this past had been revealed in front of Wen Heng, so it was necessary for him to tell Wen Heng. Moreover, Rong Xi felt that Wen Heng already knew more or less, otherwise he would not have come to the police station to pick him up, and he managed Duan Mu Xu so smoothly.
"Why don't you go?" Wen Heng's voice was still in his ears, still so nice, he asked softly, waiting patiently for Rong Xi's answer.
Facing each other's eyes, the hostility and anger just now disappeared, leaving only the color of concern and waiting, Rong Xi moved in his heart and licked his lips, "I want to tell you about this."
"If this makes you unhappy, you don't need to say it." Wen Heng didn't want Rong Xi to recall those bleak days before, but he was afraid that Rong Xi would think too much, so he added, "I will always trust you."
Rong Xi knew that Wen Heng was very good, and this kind of words undoubtedly reassured him, but if he wanted to be with Wen Heng, he always felt that speaking out was the beginning of opening his heart.
In a tacit understanding, neither of them took a ride and walked all the way to the playground. Today is a working day, there are not many people in the playground, and the children have not yet finished school, so almost all the couples who come here.
Rong Xi suddenly had the illusion of coming to the playground with Wen Heng on purpose, but he felt very relaxed. In the past two years, he had never been able to mention this matter so relaxedly, and now he is calm only because the other party is Wen Heng.
"Two years ago, when I was a freshman in high school. One night, Huo Chenjia suddenly came to me after self-study in the evening and said that she had something to talk to me about. I didn't expect that she would confess to me, I was... Rong Xi was stuck here for a while, but continued, "I liked you wholeheartedly at the time and had no feelings for Huo Chenjia, so I rejected her. I didn't expect that she would jump from the library building the next day. ."
"I didn't expect her to take the answer I gave her as a verdict to decide her own life and death. This matter was discovered by Huo Chenjia's brother looking through her diary later. Huo Chenjia had a very unhappy year in high school. , She originally wanted to die, but she wanted to give herself another chance. She wrote in her diary that if I accepted her confession, she would muster up the courage to live again." Rong Xi said reproachfully, " I don't know so, if I had known, I would have pretended to promise her..."
Wen Heng listened quietly, and between Rongxi's pause, he said, "It's not your fault."
"Later... The forensic doctor said that Huo Chenjia was actually pregnant, plus the last diaries she left, Huo Chenjia's cousin, Ji Xinfei. He thought her child was conceived through a relationship with me, It was publicized in the school..." Rong Xi said in a shaky tone, "About half a year later, the sex offender was caught by the police, and he confessed to Huo Chenjia..."
Wen Heng listened to Rong Xi's every word, and felt very distressed, "Xiaoxi... If... you don't have to say it."
Wen Heng couldn't bear to let Rong Xi recall, but Rong Xi continued.
"That half year..." Rong Xi's mind flashed frame after frame, clearly visible, just like yesterday, "Whenever I feel like I can't stand it, I think, I haven't been able to see you yet, I haven't been able to confess to you yet. At the time, I didn't know if I could tell the truth, but I just relied on this wish, no matter how much they tossed, I didn't let myself give up. "
"Sometimes I wonder, if I could promise her at the time, would things be better? Although it was very sad for half a year, I kept thinking that I could have pulled her, obviously I could have saved her... "
Originally Wen Heng was walking beside him, and suddenly took his hand, and then Rong Xi watched Wen Heng walk in front of him, and clasped his fingers together, "It's really enough."
"… what?"
"You were just an underage child at the time. Who caused her miserable life? It was the father who drank and beat her, the rapist who insulted him, and it wasn't you at all. People will not attract countless people like in the news, they will say goodbye to this world and then die." Wen Heng sighed, "I think... you should have a deep understanding of this matter."
Rong Xi suddenly widened his eyes, "What did you say?"
"I remember now. At that time, there were two students in Class 397 who tried to commit suicide. One was Huo Chenjia; the other was rescued by you, right?"
"… Yes."
At this moment, there is no longer any need to hide.
"Xiaoxi." The tenderness in Wen Heng's eyes seemed to overflow, "I, I regret that I only met you now, I wish I could face this with you two years ago, I'm sorry that it is only now. be with you… "
Rong Xi wanted to speak, but couldn't say a word. He looked at Wen Heng quietly and calmly, not knowing what he was expecting.
"You said just now... You already liked me at that time?" Wen Heng smiled gently, the point seemed a bit wrong.
"...Yes." Although he had shown his affection in front of everyone, Rong Xi was still a little embarrassed when Wen Heng asked him like this.
Wen Heng intensified and asked, "I was in the third year of high school, how did we meet? And those paintings, why do you collect the magazines where I have submitted paintings? Did I miss something, Xiaoxi, tell me? ~”
"This..." How could Rong Xi be so embarrassed to tell Wen Heng about his years, but Wen Heng asked Rong Xi and didn't dare not say it, after all, he never had the ability to resist Wen Heng.
"Tell me?" Wen Heng looked at Rong Xi expectantly, "Did we know each other before?"
"Know."
"Under what circumstances, I don't remember, can you give me a hint?" Wen Heng deliberately acted pitifully, "I want to know, otherwise I don't even remember how we met, isn't it pathetic? what… "
Rong Xi watched Wen Heng sell miserably, but felt that it was too cute for the male god to be pitiful, and he really wanted to take him home.
No, he has already brought people home.
So Rong Xi explained honestly, "Do you remember a boy you helped in the third year of junior high?"
Wen Heng smiled and said, "This is too broad, please give me some more hints."
"At that time, I was stopped by several seniors in the third year of junior high school asking for pocket money. I have been stopped by them for three consecutive days. I was going to fight them that day, but you just happened to stand up. As soon as they saw you, they would be scared. He said he would never recruit me again. I was ready to die, but when you appeared, my preparations were all in vain."
"It's a pity to say it?" Wen Heng smiled, he really remembered such a thing, he happened to bump into it at the time, and only remembered that the boy was very good-looking at that time. A pair of eyes are bright and compelling, cute and tight, making people have a desire to protect.
Wen Heng, who usually doesn't like to meddle in his own business, stepped forward to take the lead for the child. And then I didn't forget to take advantage of it, and took advantage of the trend to brush a handful of hair on other people's hair.
"That's when you fell in love with me?" Wen Heng asked in surprise.
"Yeah." Rong Xi lowered his head and replied.
"Then I count as half of your savior." Wen Heng looked at Rong Xi with a slight smile, "Is it counted?"
"Count, count..." Rong Xi was embarrassed to the extreme, and now Wen Heng said what he said.
Wen Heng saw that Rong Xi's face was finally rosy. He originally asked this to make Rong Xi feel better, but now he feels that he is addicted to it
The words are even worse, "Should the life-saving grace be promised?"
Rong Xi raised his eyes and looked at Wen Heng, blushing to the bottom of his ears, his heart beat extremely fast, and replied, "Should, ought to."
"When will it be?" Wen Heng raised Rong Xi's chin with his fingers, which was very comfortable to touch, and couldn't help but touch the corner of his lips, "Can we just do it today?"
"… Row."
Wen Heng took a verbal advantage and was in a good mood. However, because of Wen Heng's words, the car in Rongxi's mind was already driving at the high speed.