Shen Zhen did not directly talk about Yang Yining, but took my words and recalled the follow-up of that incident many years ago.
"Isn’t the girl mad that night, and we both left without drinking too much. I didn’t have a particularly strong feeling for the boy, so I didn’t take this matter to heart. When I was in class the next day, I used to go to the school forum to post stickers. As a result, the private messages almost exploded as soon as I logged in. There were hundreds of messages at one point, and my mobile phone was almost stuck at that time." Shen Zhen said as he said. Stirring the papaya powder in front of him.
I'm very curious about this, why can't I remember it? I looked at her suspiciously, but I was embarrassed to interrupt her to ask questions. After all, for my own curiosity, it is impolite to interrupt the person’s speech, especially her current mood and state make me feel that I can’t bother her. In case her mind breaks down and out of control, I can't solve it.
"Are you desperately thinking why you don't know about this?" Shen Zhen really understands me, and only needs a look to understand my heart.
I was amazed at the realization of Shen Zhen's thoughtfulness. I couldn't say anything. I just nodded vigorously, like a chicken pecking at rice.
"Of course you didn't know at the time. You took time off and went home the next day. I was alone at school that day. After you came back, the matter had been resolved, so you definitely didn't know." Shen Zhen looked at me and paused. After a pause, I continued: "I don't want you to know about this, because I have experienced too much, and I am afraid of getting you involved."
"What happened at that time? Why didn't you tell me why? If there is anything, I can stay with you by your side." When I heard this, I couldn't help interrupting Shen Zhen.
";Because what happened later was beyond my imagination. There was a post on the school forum that day with me. The vocabulary in it was so dirty that it couldn’t get my eyes, what bitch, bitch, bus, etc. Words are full of that post. From the time I saw that post to the time I read all the comments, it only took ten minutes. When I quit to see this post, the comments were over a thousand and the number of clicks was over a thousand. More than 10,000 people have been fired to the highest level. Such a popular post should be topped. It may be that I am afraid that the protagonist is me, and the person in charge of the forum did not dare to do so."; At this point, Shen Zhen closed his eyes. After trying to calm my mood, I started talking again.
"Although I knew that the comments below must have been ridden by everyone, I couldn't help but read the comments from the beginning. Even though I was prepared, I didn't expect the following to be such vicious words. There are many familiar IP addresses. , I used to post enthusiastically on the forum in the middle of the night, holding my mobile phone to watch the jokes they said at night, laughing like a fool. I thought this was a friend, but I didn’t expect that I saw the comments below that day. He is a idiot, so he can easily treat everyone as someone who can make a heart-to-heart."; said this, Shen Zhen had already started to choke.
I understand the feeling of being betrayed by a friend. It’s probably the same heartache as I was abandoned by the Lin family back then. I’m a person I trust, but at a critical moment, I don’t care about myself, or even speak harshly. Desperate, I really don't know how Shen Zhen got through it, and I'm not by her side.
I sighed and said to Shen Zhen: "It's all right, it's all over, don't be sad. If you don't want to say it, don't say it."
Shen Zhen shook her head and said, "It's okay. Since I decided to tell you today, I intend to tell you everything, as a copy of the future and the past to prove that they have come. When the day is over, I will just tell you everything. Let it all drift away in the wind, at least with me."
Shen Zhen picked up the paper and wiped her nose. At this time, I found that Shen Zhen's nose and eyes were red. Like a little rabbit, I really want to hug her.
In fact, Shen Zhen is really a person with a knife-mouthed tofu heart. Although she grew up holding a golden key, she is surrounded by wealthy children of the same status. It is said that this kind of worry-free life is what many people dream of. Yes, I want to live a life, but she doesn't seem to be so happy every day.
Her father used to be a soldier, and after changing jobs, he contracted a heavy industry factory. At the time of urbanization, the government invested in large quantities of products produced by their family. Such large-scale purchases enabled her father to establish a good relationship with the government leadership at that time, and gradually developed into our local leading enterprise. It has gradually monopolized this industry in our city.
It is precisely because Shen Zhen’s father is such an excellent person, combined with his military character, that he is particularly concerned about Shen Zhen’s education issues. He hopes that his daughter will either go to the battlefield to gallop on the battlefield, or be proficient in four languages and study abroad. For an MBA or something, I went back to my country and arranged it in the company. When she got some results, she gave way to her and went on a global tour on her own.
Therefore, the family education Shen Zhen received from a young age was rigid and rigid. As for the education or lesson of his father, Shen Zhen gradually turned from being afraid of fear at the end to being numb and indifferent. When his father severely criticized and even raised his hand to teach When she was, she would only look at other places with cold eyes and calmly accept everything her father gave.
At home, her mood is always suppressed and cannot be released. So in school, Shen Zhen always dominates and never puts anyone in her eyes, because she knows that for her own studies and for her own future, Father will mobilize all available resources to help her settle. Even if the bloody dog who would be scolded later was even beaten up, Shen Zhen didn't care.
Originally, I thought that Shen Zhen in my eyes was Shen Zhen, but after a few contacts, I discovered that one cannot judge another person's good or bad from the surface.
At school that day, I saw Shen Zhen feeding a stray cat with a ham sausage. In the setting sun, she was dangling her hair, shining in the sun, and she was so gentle.
I remember that I took the initiative to walk over and greet her that day. She just raised her head, and the smile on the kitten was still on her face, it was too late to fade. I asked her: "Do you often come to feed them too?"
She probably didn't recognize me, she didn't know who I was, she just nodded at me. Later, we gradually made appointments to feed the stray cats together. As we communicated more, we gradually discovered that Shen Zhen just protected herself and enclosed herself in a hard shell. She was domineering towards outsiders only because she was afraid of being hurt, so she was early. She puts others thousands of miles away, "If you don't touch, there will be no accidents" is her principle of doing things.
But obviously, she can't adhere to this principle, otherwise she won't be good friends with me who only feeds stray cats together, and she won't easily be regarded as friends because of online contacts.
Otherwise, I wouldn't be bullied to such a wrong degree, and I would not say anything to me for so many years, and tolerate it by myself.