When recalling the part about Yang Yining, Shen Zhen took out her mobile phone from her bag, turned it over for a while, and said: "After the breakup, he deleted all my contact information, and now I can’t see his circle of friends. This is the photo. This is the photo we took when we went to Hokkaido to play together a few months ago.
Shen Zhen handed me the phone. There are more than a thousand photos in this one named "love in Hokkaido."
I saw Shen Zhen snuggling in Yang Yining's arms in the picture, and the two smiled so happily at the camera. I really can't imagine that two people who once fell in love with each other would part ways so quickly, and even become so incompatible.
Except for the photo of two people embracing each other, I swiped back. Many of them are Yang Yining who Shen Zhen is afraid of: Yang Yining who eats mango yogurt, Yang Yining who picks up cherry blossom petals, Yang Yining who shoots deer...
Shen Zhen pointed to the photo I just drew and said: "This is a British photographer who we met in Hokkaido. He was on a train with us. He said that he saw us laughing and playing at the time. The picture was very good, so I took it. Came down. It happened that we stayed in a hotel and we went on a trip to that place together. When we finally separated, he forgot to send it to me. Then he remembered that we had emailed each other, which had just been sent to me a few days ago. But At that time, I had separated from Yang Yining, so he did not see this group of photos."
The picture on the train is really beautiful. Shen Zhen leaned her chin on Yang Yining's shoulder, Yang Yining looked down at her, and helped her pull the scattered hair behind her ears. Shen Zhen's eyes were full of smiles, and the beautiful pear vortex just appeared on her profile.
Although Shen Zhen said that Yang Yining didn't love her, but in that photo, I saw Yang Yining's eyes looking at her, full of love, and they all said, "I like you, I covered my mouth. It shows through the eyes." So the look in the eyes can't deceive people.
Such a sweet pair of beautiful women became like this. I felt sad when I thought of it, so I handed the phone back to Shen Zhen. I continued to ask: "Just now you said that you met in a poetry recitation contest. What happens next? How did you stay with him?"
"When I was in the video with you before, I told you that I liked a boy. Because you don’t know many things, I didn’t tell you who it was. And at the time, I thought it was difficult for Yang Yining to like me. I think if It's shameful not to catch up with him, so I thought, I'll tell you when we are together," Shen Zhen replied.
When Shen Zhen said this, I complained with dissatisfaction: "Then why didn't you tell me after you were together? Wouldn't you ever tell me if it didn't develop to where you are today? "
"Don't get excited," Shen Zhen said slowly, trying to calm my mood. "I was on stage at the time. I was nervous when I went on stage. I kept staring blankly at the empty space behind. I didn't notice the judges seat in front until after the recitation was finished and the judges began to comment. Although there is only one side, but When I moved my gaze to the judges seat, I recognized Yang Yining sitting there."
Speaking of the beginning of the love relationship with Yang Yining, Shen Zhen's tone became very gentle, her eyes drifted away from me, her eyes became gentle and blurred.
"After so many years, he is still the same as before. As a judge, he still wears very formal at such a competition. The shirt is washed very white and clean. The second button of the shirt is not buttoned and slightly opened. I saw his Adam's apple and collarbone. I didn't know what was going on. My face turned red all at once, and I could clearly feel the hotness of my face and neck." Thinking of his embarrassment at the time, Shen Zhen smiled. Then I continued to recall: "His hair is still the same as it was in the past, standing like a ball, which makes people feel like they want to touch and rub."
"I thought he didn't recognize me. After all, there is only one side fate, and after so many years, I didn't think much about it. But when he commented, he had a very high evaluation of me. His The voice is very good, because he read the major of broadcasting and hosting after he went to Japan, and then when he was commenting, he even read the original version of the poem affectionately."
"The moment I heard him read it, I was stunned. I didn't know the feeling that this poem could be read. It felt like this poem was tailor-made for him." Shen Zhen Smiled bitterly, and said: "At that moment, I even forgot. It was originally the poem he read when he confessed to that girl. Of course it was the best."
"I was so obsessed with that voice that I have forgotten too much. I only thought about my good feelings for him. I temporarily forgot about the things that happened. I had only one idea at the time, which was probably doomed by heaven. I want to be with him."
Shen Zhen stopped, thought about it, and said to me: "That's why I was so sure after being with him that he will be the one who will accompany me for the rest of my life in the future. I am really the stupidest fool in the world. How can you be so stupid."