"I had no other ideas at the time, so I added his WeChat after the game. Because of the different courses, we rarely meet each other, but I often make some encounters based on his schedule. I collect all kinds of jokes and tell him every day. Listen, if you have nothing to do, grab him and ask about some recitation skills." Hearing Shen Zhen's description, I feel that with her personality, once she falls in love, once she invests, it will definitely not be that simple.
"It was really crazy at that time. Almost the whole world was him. I often asked my dad to send me our local specialties, which was his favorite to eat, so I often brought them to Yang Yining and him. Shen Zhen then added: "But ironically, I learned later that Yang Yining actually doesn't like sweets. The reason why he likes it so much is because the girl used to like it."
Although Shen Zhen was sad at this point, she did not stop. She said: "Just a few months have passed. Yang Yining has slowly recovered from me, and his attitude is no longer hot and cold, and he will share interesting things in life with me."
Shen Zhen shook her head and said: "Girls are really terrible of ignorance in love. For the person you like, even if the other person may only give you a little bit of goodness, you will be moved by that point. It won’t work. So even if we separate, even if Yang Yining did too much later, I can’t forget about his goodness until now."
Having said that, Shen Zhen's lips trembled a little, and I can understand that she should be struggling and crying heartily now.
"I still remember the night we were together. We went climbing a mountain far away from the school together. When we came back, we encountered heavy rain. There was no way we could only stay in a hotel at the foot of the mountain. Because of the heavy rain. There were a lot of people trapped, and there was only one big room left in the hotel. After learning the news, we were embarrassed, but there was no way to reserve this room. Fortunately, there were two beds in the room."
"It's a big room, but it's actually a very small room, probably in a mountainous area. Such a room can be regarded as a big bed room. As soon as we entered such a space, we looked at each other. In the end, I was the first to break the silence, and I asked He wanted to watch TV or not, he said yes, but I didn't know how the TV was turned on. Yang Yining also came to watch and went to fuck with me. "It's been a long time, and Shen Zhen drank a sip of water.
Then he continued: "I leaned over the probe to look at the structure behind the TV. I didn't expect Yang Yining to follow me and look at his head. The moment I turned around to talk to him, the two heads collided together. We were both stunned. At this moment, the TV suddenly turned on, alleviating the embarrassment at this moment."
"Of course I am very happy to see that the TV is on. We are all happy that the TV is in time when the TV is watched and watched, but when we all rushed to the TV, we found that it says, Due to heavy rain, the playback is now paused. We were really embarrassed at the time, so I lay down on my mobile phone and didn’t talk to him. At night, the mobile phone ran out of power, and I couldn’t sleep while lying on my phone. I asked Yang Yining if he slept, and he said no. We started to chat and talked a lot. When we met, Yang Yining said a lot more than usual. He could catch the stalks I threw out and understand my smile. "Shen Zhen recalled.
"So I couldn't help it. I suddenly said: Yang Yining, let's be together. The silence in the dark, my heart was beating very fast at the time, I always felt that I had jumped to my throat. During the few seconds of his silence, I It feels like the moment when my destiny was sentenced. Although it seems that only a dozen seconds have passed, I feel as if a century has passed since I was always worried about rejection." Shen Zhen stopped when she was most nervous.
I couldn't help asking: "What did he say later?"
Shen Zhen said: "He said,'The future is so long, let's fall in love.' At that time, I almost shed tears when I heard this sentence. Seeing that I didn't answer, he was in a hurry. Can't he ask? If you laugh, you can't say okay."
"But he is really a very simple and innocent child. That night we slept quietly in our own **. The next day we went back to school, and he didn't do anything to me. After that, we tacitly said nothing about our being together, and no one knew that we were together. Then one day, when Yang Yining and I were eating outside the school, we were seen by a senior from the same club. My sister used to be in our school, so I had a good relationship with her at the beginning. She helped me a lot when I first went. But I didn’t expect that she also liked Yang Yining, so after seeing us together, the senior sister put I told Yang Yining and the girl about the matter. The Chinese community in Japan is also very small. It didn't take long for everyone to know that I was a murderer and Yang Yining was a scumbag."
Shen Zhen didn't cry when she said this, but calmly said: "After I was with Yang Yining, I didn't mention the girl with him. Because I don't know how he thinks about this matter or how he thinks about me. After he learned about it, we also got along with me as usual, and my relationship with him did not seem to be affected. The trip to Hokkaido was also after that, and I thought our feelings could have experienced these ups and downs."
"He said that he would return to China with me to find a job. We will find a small house, buy it and renovate it ourselves, and renovate it to look like in Japan. He said he likes sled dogs, he doesn't like small animals, and wants Every day after work, I have a doghouse on the sofa with me and watching old movies. He likes watching "Avengers" and "Captain America" the most. You know, I don't like this kind of subject matter, but I do Stay with him." Recalling the bit by bit when he was with Yang Yining, Shen Zhen's tears flowed down her cheeks, "click" on the table.
Compared to the tears of crying before, the more calm Shen Zhen now means the more painful she is. But facing such a sad Shen Zhen, I don't know what to say. It seems that all the languages spoken now are pale, because you are a bystander, you will never be able to understand the feelings of the person involved, you will never be able to empathize, and your words will not have any comforting effect, so don't say it at all. .
I called the waiter and ordered a big draught beer. I said to Shen Zhen: "We haven't seen you for a long time. What kind of lemonade? I haven't drunk with me for so long. Don't you want to fight with me? I can tell you that I have improved a lot now. "
Saying that I filled Shen Zhen with a glass. Shen Zhen cried and raised her head, her mouth narrowed and whimpered and said, "Okay! I want to see what Miss Xia, who was known as "a glass of drunk" back then, has evolved into now."
I picked up the wine glass and stretched it to Shen Zhen. Shen Zhen wiped away her tears and touched me. Before I could speak, she was done. Without stopping to rest, Shen Zhen poured herself a second cup, which was almost overflowing.
Shen Zhen smiled and asked me: "Do you want more?" The corners of her mouth were raised to the highest point, which was very beautiful. If it weren't for the tears that were not dried on her face, everyone might think that she was particularly happy today.
I nodded, Shen Zhen held a glass in one hand and poured me beer in the other. As soon as it was full, Shen Zhen couldn't wait to toast to me.
After drinking one glass after another, seeing a bunch of beer almost finished by us, Shen Zhen was now ready to raise his hand and greet the waiter to add another bunch. I hurriedly pressed Shen Zhen's hand and said, "You drink slowly, and no one will grab it with you."
Shen Zhen probably drank too eagerly, or because she was not intoxicated, she seemed to be a little drunk. Her voice was also a little confused, she yelled at me: "Leave me alone! I just want to drink! Wine! Give me wine!"
Seeing her like this, I can only say: "Well, well, I will accompany you to drink. I didn't say not to let you drink, I asked you to drink slowly."
Shen Zhen's consciousness is not sober, she can't hear what I'm talking about, just muttering in her mouth: "I want to drink, give me wine."
Reluctantly, I had to call the waiter over and said: "A bunch of beer, if we are all drunk later, we will charge the account directly. Call this phone and let him pick us up and send it to this hotel."
In order to prevent me and Shen Zhen from becoming drunk and unconscious, I wrote Duan Qiao’s telephone number, our hotel’s address, and room number on the paper in advance and handed it to the waiter.
After all this was arranged, I also decided to let go of the drink and accompany Shen Zhen to get drunk and then rest. After all, I was really sad to see her like this when I was awake.
When the new sheaf of beer came, and before Shen Zhen took the first one, I drank two glasses in a row.
Shen Zhen saw that I was drinking so hard, and said to me, "What are you drinking?"
I don’t care about her, I take a cup and continue to drink, saying, "Don’t you want to drink? I’ll be with you."
Shen Zhen helped the table barely get up, staggered to me and sat down, hugging me and began to cry bitterly: "Yichu, do you know? I'm so sad, I'm so sad."
"Before, I was hyped by the seniors in the Chinese circle, so when Yang Yining was with me, there were no friends around me to play with. After the breakup, they were too late to get to the bottom, and no one could say how sad I was during the day. I have to pretend that there is nothing wrong with me, because I don’t want them to see my jokes, I want to laugh to them. But whenever I go back to the dorm alone, I feel very lonely, no one cares about me "When Shen Zhen was lying in my arms, I could clearly feel her body trembling.
When I woke up, it was already the next morning, and I was lying in the hotel with my clothes. Shen Zhen next to her was still asleep. She had already taken off her makeup yesterday, her nose and wings were powdery, and she united as she breathed, like a baby.
How I want her to be as innocent as a baby forever, without experiencing so many injuries, she won't be so painful now.
Now I can't remember what happened last night, and I don't know when Duan Qiao picked us up.
I only remember that I yelled at Shen Zhen at the end: "Can you Shen Zhen be a bit stubborn? He doesn't want you anymore. Why are you so sad for him? Will he know? Will he come back? Can you cheer yourself up?"
Shen Zhen seemed to respond to me: "No, because I still love him."