When I saw the appearance of the person in front of me, I was surprised that I didn't know how to resist.
Only panic is left.
He slowly approached me, and I seemed to freeze.
He put his mouth close to my ear, "Why, afraid?"
I can only continue to make the "Woo..." sound.
He changed the other ear and continued, "Or, don't you recognize me?"
This incident has always been buried in the deepest part of my heart. I have never told anyone about it. I subconsciously avoided and paralyzed myself over and over again. This incident never happened, but his appearance broke my last psychology. Line of defense.
I remember that it was a night three years ago. I just became a princess of KTV not long ago. I didn't understand the rules and everything was still ignorant.
I know that I have not done anything unclean, but everyone treats me as an unclean girl.
Life is forced, except for the odd job, I don't know where to hide.
Gradually, I also feel that I am getting dirty. This kind of inner filth cannot be washed away.
That day, after I got off work, just after I got out of the private room, I was taken to the rescue by our so-called "mother".
Our place is not a completely healthy place in itself.
So at the beginning, I refused, but the "mother" promised me that if I accompany the guests inside, I can get an excess fee.
I have a high self-esteem, but I still chose to succumb to money.
The venue I went to that day, since I entered the door, I found that it was different from the past.
I thought that the customers I served were already very high-end, but I didn't expect that the decoration and facilities of the venue gave me a little understanding of this KTV and its forces behind it.
I am at the level of'kneeling' in the venue. Apart from drinking and singing with the guests, I have no other services.
Can only choose a female college student, let these bosses smell fishy.
When changing clothes, a sister Bingbing, who is usually very concerned with me, was surprised to see me entering a place with her and asked me why, because when we were chatting, I told her about my family background, and she felt sorry for me. So she would take me with me on occasions where I could sell a lot of alcohol, but she wouldn't allow those men to touch me. During that time, she blocked me from beating the hands of many men, which was extremely disgusting.
The reason why Sister Bingbing was surprised by my appearance was because Sister Bingbing was the type of'sitting' in the venue, which meant that she could touch and sleep in the venue. As long as the guests were happy, they could play whatever they wanted.
I embarrassedly explained to Sister Bingbing that I was not, but was pulled by the'mother' to charge.
Sister Bingbing persuaded me to leave as soon as possible, but I refused. I said I could earn a high tip tonight. Sister Bingbing said that in the future, she would take me to other places to sell wine to make money, but I didn't come today. I didn't agree because she had used her body to help me out many times.
I can no longer accept other favors from the sister in front of me, because I know that Sister Bingbing is not easy.
In the end, Sister Bingbing didn't move me. The two of us entered the room together. She told me that no matter what happened, we should hide behind her and listen to her.
And every night in the future, I regret the decision that day.
I got 30,000 yuan that night, but it also created a nightmare at the moment.
After entering, I kept my head down and poured the wine in silence.
Faced with the disgusting big hands reaching out to me, I pushed back away in the usual way.
For those roles that I can't surrender, I am not ashamed to ask for help like Sister Bingbing, because those big hands are really difficult for me to digest. Every time, I pull the corners of Sister Bingbing's skirt and ask her to help me out.
But when I met this man, no matter what I did, it was useless.
I poured wine for this man normally, absent-mindedly, because I was silently thanking "mother" for giving me this opportunity, and calculating how much extra money I could earn this time.
And this man grabbed my wrist and splashed the wine in my hand on his pants.
Suddenly, a large area of the lower body was wet.
I was a little panicked, but I still refused to touch the man’s place. I took the towel and handed it to the boss respectfully, but he grabbed my wrist again, and he pulled my hand to my lower body. , I struggled to break free.
But accidentally, he threw the towel on his face.
Seeing this scene, Sister Bingbing hurried over and pulled me away, beating me, picking up a towel and wiping the man's lower body.
"Boss, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, that's because my sister is ignorant. Besides, my sister is kneeling. Don't make it difficult for her. Do you think I wiped it for you? Don't you think it's because of my sister Yaxing who came out to play, come to you for a drink, this time I will pour you..."
When I saw this scene, I was sour in my heart, I didn’t know what to say, but before Sister Bingbing finished speaking, the man raised his hand and overturned the wine and the wine glass before I was finished. I felt even more uncomfortable. In this way, not only do I have no tips tonight, but I don’t know how many people have to pour the wine at this sky-high price before I can earn it back.
My tears came out all at once.
The man knocked over the wine bottle without saying anything, and immediately gave Sister Bingbing a slap. The force was too heavy, and Sister Bingbing was caught
Slapped to the ground.
As soon as I thought of getting up, I was held back by Sister Bingbing.
As if nothing had happened, Bingbing got up and took a new wine and glass. She was about to pour the boss again, and was slapped to the ground again.
At this time, I picked up the towel, knelt in front of the man, and slowly helped him wipe the wine stains on his lower body.
He suddenly started laughing wildly, tearing my hair, and yelling.
"You pretend to be a calf, you are all sold out, you pretend to be a calf, aren't you'kneeling'? Come and let me let you sit on me!
As he said, he pulled my head against his lower body.
I struggled desperately not to let my face touch his pants, but I didn't dare to resist.
Seeing my resistance, the man became more frantic, and he started to slap me by pulling my hair.
No one stepped forward to stop it, and the people who were walking with them also looked at the show, and sister Bingbing didn't dare to stand up for me.
He drew enough, so he dragged me by my hair for several meters, and got out of the private room. In the corridor, everyone came and went. I started yelling, but I couldn’t even attract the eyes of others. Everyone Passing by us numbly.
Occasionally, someone stopped and looked around, just thinking that our movements were too big and blocking the corridor.
He began to tear my clothes and put his hand into my skirt. I used the strength of breastfeeding, but I couldn't push the man away from me.
I was desperate. My mouth fell on my head, face, and chest. Just as I was desperate, a man who seemed to be in a private room suddenly came out and knocked him aside with a few punches. .
Sure enough, the power between a man and a woman, no matter what, is such a great disparity. I tried my best and I couldn't successfully resist a single bit of his infringement. This man punched him to the side with a fist.