When I regained consciousness again, I was lying in a sickness, with a thick quilt on my body, but I felt extremely cold all over me.
Duan Qiao and the doctor were talking with their backs to me. I stared at Duan Qiao's gradually clenched fists, and my heart wrinkled.
"Let the patient rest more, the child can't keep it, and the adult's body can't collapse~"
I watched the doctor finish speaking earnestly, patted Duan Qiao's shoulder and walked away.
Duan Qiao was still turning his back to me, clenching his fists little by little.
When I heard the doctor's words, I cried unconsciously.
Duan Qiao hurriedly turned around, hugged me, and gently stroked my hair.
After being so comforted by him, I began to cry loudly, shouting out all the previous grievances.
After a while, a crowd of people gathered at the door of the ward, peering inwardly.
At this moment, Huang Ziqiao pushed aside the crowd and squeezed in, closing the door with a bang.
She fell to the ground all of a sudden, pulling at my quilt.
I crossed Duan Qiao's arms and looked at her quietly.
"Yichu, don't stop talking, you talk to me, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my cause, if it weren't because I had to come to this shabby place, you would definitely not..."
I don't blame Huang Ziqiao, I even thank her for being able to save me at such a moment.
But when Duan Qiao heard Huang Ziqiao's words, he immediately got up, grabbed Huang Ziqiao by the collar of her clothes and lifted her from the ground.
When I saw this, I stretched out my hand to stop Duan Qiao, but helplessly, without any strength, I stretched out my hand and caught it.
I stretched out my hand but couldn't reach him, but there was some pain in the body involved, and I coughed uncontrollably.
Duan Qiao immediately let go of me and turned around to check my situation.
As soon as Duan Qiao let go, Huang Ziqiao immediately fell to the ground again. Weeping.
In fact, I have today, no wonder anyone else, after all, things have happened, and depending on the man's appearance, I will be hurt like this, not today or someday in the future.
However, this injury not only targeted me, but also hurt the child in my stomach who had never been born.
Even before that, no one knew of his existence, but he was killed in this way. How could I not feel sad.
I know that it was my bleak experience that murdered my first child, and I couldn't even forgive myself.
At this moment, I don't want to communicate this matter with anyone. My heart is scared, but more is the grief of losing the child.
I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was so dry and thirsty that it was extremely uncomfortable.
Huang Ziqiao and Duan Qiao were both by my side, I didn't say anything at all, and closed my eyes in peace of mind.
Tears slid down the corners of my eyes, and the pillow was already wet. I moved around and covered the wetness with my hair.
Let me sleep so peacefully. Everything that happened tonight has exhausted me physically and mentally.
I woke up from my sleep in the middle of the night. In my dream, I came to a strange city, and everyone had no legs. Hanging on the street.
Where everyone passes by, there will be a lot of blood.
I stopped and went all the way, and suddenly I was knocked down by some foreign object. My face fell to the ground.
Suddenly the space was reversed. Thousands of people stepped across my face. Everyone's blood dripped on my body, eyes, face, and mouth.
I screamed wildly, but I couldn't open my mouth at all, and I couldn't move my limbs at all.
It started to rain, red blood dripping rain. I was quickly covered by the red rain, and I couldn't breathe, like a fish kept in captivity in a blood-red fish tank.
I sat up suddenly, gasping for breath.
When I found that all this was just a dream, I felt more fearful.
My voice awakened Duan Qiao who had fallen asleep beside me.
Seeing me sweating profusely, he immediately got up and took a towel to wipe my face, smoothed my hair, and made me lie back down again.
He helped me tuck the quilt and wanted me to fall asleep again, but I couldn't sleep anymore.
I saw Duan Qiao's eyes full of bloodshot eyes, and suddenly I began to worry about what unpredictable consequences his impulsive behavior would cause last night.
I pulled Duanqiao's hand, and he immediately moved the chair over and sat down in front of my bed.
"Duanqiao, don't do stupid things anymore. Once you have any questions, what should I do? I can't even..."
Duan Qiao was stunned for a moment, as if he knew what I was talking about, and nodded in a daze.
In fact, Duan Qiao's current state is worse than mine, but I don't know what to say to relieve his heart.
Because I know that neither of us is less distressed than the other.
A few words that are irrelevant will not alleviate the sadness in our hearts at this moment.
My voice was so hoarse that I almost couldn't make a sound, Duan Qiao poured hot water to me. After half a cup of hot water, I felt a little alive.
"I... Sorry, I didn't keep the child."
Duan Qiao burst into tears. This is the first time Duan Qiao shed tears in front of me.
In the past, even if we were really bitter and tired, Duan Qiao didn't shed a tear in front of me no matter how I cried.
This child completely broke the two of us.
Half a year ago, when my relationship with Duan's father eased a little, every time Duan Qiao and I returned to the house, my aunt would always make some weird food for me.
What kind of salt-fried pumpkin seeds, fish floss and other non-home-style dishes.
Later I learned that I had a bad stomach and vomited once at home. Father Duan thought I was pregnant and always asked my aunt to make things for me.
I didn't explain to Duan Qiao. I secretly felt that Duan's father also had a heart-warming side. When I ate those foods, I also brought a piece of joy.
It wasn't until later that my stomach was still quiet, and Duan's father couldn't help but asked at the dinner table. Duan Qiao had to confess. Seeing Duan's father deflated, I felt a little moved.
In front of the children, this old man, who is usually a bit mean to me and Duan Qiao, became so soft.
After that, Duan's father and the aunts in the family would beat me and Duan Qiao from time to time. It was time for them to hold a grandson.
For this reason, Duan Qiao and I really discussed it seriously for a while.
In the end, I always feel that I am a child myself, and to be honest, I am really not ready to face a new life. This matter will not be over.
But since then, I have secretly vowed in my heart that if in the future, when Duan Qiao and I are preparing to give birth to a new life, then I will give him, and I will give him the best life in the world.
But now, this child should have been a surprise brought to us by life.
It has become the biggest accident of this life.
I began to regret, regretting that at the beginning, for money, for survival, let myself step into that unbearable situation.