I was on the street at ten o'clock in London, and I fell to the ground and wept loudly.
Regarding Duan Chengxuan, I have too many regrets.
The pedestrians passing by on the street passed me in surprise, no one could know my sadness.
His assistant took me back to the apartment they rented.
Neither he nor Xiao Lin entered the room. He told me that there was a video of Duan Chengxuan in it, and he wanted me to see it.
After I walked in, I looked at everything that was unfamiliar in front of me, but felt inexplicably familiar.
The light was very dim. I turned on all the lights, but I still felt extremely depressed. It can be seen what kind of life Duan Chengxuan has been living in the past few months.
I was sitting on the sofa with a camera on the floor. I flicked the switch, and the video was projected on the blank wall in front of me.
I sat down quietly and watched quietly the last image that Duan Chengxuan brought to me.
"Hey, Yichu, sometimes, I always feel like I am a nightmare to you. You always ask me why I know the truth, but I keep silent, how can I... Open your scars. Later when you and Duan Qiao met with me, I was surprised, I didn't expect it to be you. But looking at your ignorance, I would even get bored with my noise. I was very curious about you. I started investigating secretly, but in the process I liked the real you more and more day by day, the original you. I never thought that if I didn’t mention this, you would know or he would come back and hurt you again. I just I want to leave. I don’t know which day in the future, I dare not face such a beautiful you, nor can I face my parents. When you called, I panicked as if I lost my way in the forest. While I yearn for you to take the initiative to gain a firm belief with me, I am afraid that you will learn about my condition. I waited for a long time for that phone call. You always say, "My mother-in-law, I talk too much to your ears, but I may not I have no chance to bother you anymore. Keep my image, and finally I will tell you one thing, that is, at the bottom of my wardrobe in Duanzhai, lift up the lid, and you can find a videotape, which I got from KTV back then. Video, I wanted to take these things out of the world with my death, but at this moment, I hope this videotape can help you. There is also a document about my mother Shen Lanxin, but I hope you will live with Duan Qiao Don’t turn it on. In the bank’s personal belongings cabinet, hand it to the chip on the staff’s desk, and you can get it. This is the last thing I can do for you. And tell Duan Qiao if there is an afterlife , I hope we can be real brothers."
When I watched the last video that Duan Chengxuan left me in tears, I didn't know what kind of mood I should step out of this room.
I stayed in the house for a long time, and it was almost midnight in the morning before I came back to my senses.
Thinking that it was daytime in China, I immediately called Lucy and asked her to book her return flight ticket. I had to return home as soon as possible.
I couldn't digest the news in this foreign country, and I didn't have much time at all. Duan Qiao was still detained in an icy prison, and no one knew his specific news.
Assistant Duan Chengxuan asked me to take his ashes back to Duan's house. How dare I accept such a mission.
I just took a rest on the plane, and I don’t have any thoughts to go to the hotel to sleep.
After rejecting his assistant's request, I immediately took the videotape with Duan Chengxuan's last words, and rushed to the airport non-stop, confused for a while in the waiting room, ready to embark on the return flight.
There was a delay of less than three days before and after this incident. I traveled to and from the UK and brought back favorable evidence.
Huang Ziqiao saw my vigorous and vigorous side and said that he couldn't believe it.
When I returned to China, it was already around seven o'clock in the evening.
The doctors in the hospital are all off work, and there are only a few doctors on duty. It is not very useful for me to return to the hospital right away.
Simply went directly back to the manor. I called Huang Ziqiao and asked her to come and stay with me for one night. By the way, I could go back to Duanzhai with me the next day to get the videotape from the incident four years ago.
There is one thing that I haven't mentioned because I feel that I have accelerated Duan Chengxuan's death. I dare not face this fact.
My last phone call with Duan Chengxuan ended with the booming sound of the other party's phone.
His assistant said that Duan Chengxuan died in a car accident, and the video was taken after I called him for the first time.
As for the car accident, maybe he heard the news of Wang Hui’s return, or maybe it was because I and Duan Qiao’s child stimulated him, and the diplopia response from brain cancer caused him to bump into the driver head-on while we were talking. The big truck coming.
At that time, Chengxuan's car was knocked over immediately, the generator was ignited during the friction process, and the car spontaneously ignited with a bang.
I have been trying my best to control my emotions, trying to make myself more rational, but I have been unable to convince myself for a long time.
Huang Ziqiao happened to go through some work-needed formalities in the city center, and when he received my call, he rushed to the manor immediately.
The moment I finally saw her, my emotions broke down completely again.
I didn't know that this was the first few times in the past few days that I broke down and cried in disregard of the image.
Sometimes I cried to the extreme, but I couldn't shed a single tear in my heart, and sometimes I started crying like crazy desperately even for a little bit of things.
Xiaolin has been trying to persuade me to see a psychiatrist these days, but how can I take care of myself.
I tried to contact Shen Zhen once, and it will take two or three months for her to return to China with Chen Yu.
During this period, I did not want to receive treatment from any other psychiatrist, and I was even extremely resistant.
Huang Ziqiao was taken aback by my sudden emotions. She saw me traveling back and forth in Britain, thinking that I had become strong enough, but otherwise, I also thought I was strong enough, but this kind of illusion made me change. Got even more vulnerable.
"What's wrong with you, don't scare me, you get up from the ground first, let's talk slowly."
I was still crying, unable to say a word.
How did this tell her that I indirectly murdered Duan Chengxuan.
"Yichu, cheer yourself up, can you get up first? What do you ask me to do like this, and what to do with Duan Qiao!"
Hearing Zi Qiao's words made me more uncomfortable, but I followed Zi Qiao's support and sat up from the ground bit by bit.
"Zi Qiao, did you know that Duan Chengxuan is dead."
"I know it at the beginning, I know, don't do this, you cheer up, everything will be fine."
"Zi Qiao, I killed Duan Chengxuan, it was me, not brain cancer, it was me!"