In fact, I have always said to the director how to live, and what he asked for, the behavior that should be paid attention to in the program, it means that he is obedient.
For example, try not to talk to Duanqiao in front of the camera, and so on.
After experiencing these things early in the morning and listening to these words, I will feel quite heavy in my heart all day today.
It is because I feel that some things are too easy to be dominated. Whether they are correct or not, dark things need to be hidden and disguised. Why is true love even so.
My love for Duanqiao is not love mixed with impurities, our love does not hurt anyone.
So I don't want our relationship to be used as a bargaining chip, like all the facts that need to be hidden from the camera.
But perhaps, there are still kind people in the world who are sincere and lively.
So when I uncharacteristically spread our love words and living conditions under the sun, the response turned out to be pretty good.
The director was very surprised and encouraged me to express some love for Duan Qiao frequently to the camera.
But I almost never did it again, because our love shouldn't be dominated in this way.
Maybe one day I will be happy, and I will still make such a phone call, telling my grievances, and talking about my concerns, as if no one had ever watched.
But maybe this is where I am hypocritical. When you must show me this kind of feeling in a show way, I chose to refuse it again.
After hanging up the phone, I lay on the sofa and stared at the camera for a long time, then slowly got up, ready to go to the vocal music classroom.
When I first entered the door, I forgot that the door of the vocal music classroom was a bit broken, and limped with my elbow to prepare to slam the door open.
As a result, the door that was caught off guard was pushed open with a creak, and the sound was louder than they were practicing.
For a while, everyone raised their heads or turned their heads, looking at me all at once.
I was extremely embarrassed, and I was inconvenient to move. As a result, I got everyone's attention. When I was nervous, I wanted to sneak in. As a result, I accidentally fell at the door.
This fall is even more embarrassing.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I just lay down on the ground and refused to get up.
Of course, it's not just that I don't want to think about it in my heart. Even if I want to get up quickly, and no one comes forward to help me, I'm a little bit powerless.
And instead of staring at these children who seem to be sympathetic to me on the surface but are gloating in their hearts, it's better to just pretend to be dead for a while before someone pulls me up.
I was closing my eyes and feeling a kick in my butt. I squinted my eyes and raised my head, and found that it was Li Xian. I immediately raised my arm and grabbed his wrist like a life-saving straw. .
As soon as I had some strength on my feet to get up with his strength, I was lifted up by Li Xian.
I took a stunned look at him, and I just wanted to find a hole to go in.
Of course, it doesn't matter what it is in front of him, after all, he has successfully seen my various ugliness because of Huang Ziqiao's relationship.
But whether it is the person who is watching my jokes or the person who supports me behind the camera, if I see this scene, I really don't know where to put my face.
As soon as I stood up, Li Xian was amused by me like this, but the way he held back his smile was too funny. I could not help but almost laugh when I saw his appearance.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am extremely stupid, but if I fall and laugh at myself, I really have a reputation as a fool.
I didn't use crutches. I wanted Li Xian to help me jump to the end of their team and sit for a while.
I stretched out my hand and pinched him subconsciously. Maybe I didn't grasp the strength well. He almost let go of me subconsciously when he was in pain.
He glared at me, and I stuck out my tongue at him, lowered my head and continued to walk into the classroom.
At this moment, I dare not look up, the room is quiet to death, I guess everyone's eyes still haven't left us.
As a result, "Hahahaha!" Suddenly there was a burst of strong laughter coming to us.
I was already guilty of conscience, and even when I was scared by this smile, I was a little bit agitated.
"Yichu! Don't know me!" I raised my head and looked forward with Li Xian to make this sound.
But I didn't expect it to be a familiar face, blurting out, "Uncle!"
I looked back at Li Xian excitedly, and everyone in the house, including Li Xian, should be shocked.
Li Xian helped me to the bench at the back of the classroom, and then went back to the team to read the score.
After I sat down, I immediately grabbed the uncle's hand and choked a little bit when I spoke.
The uncle kept patting the back of my hand, muttering, "Oh, my little Yichu, he's all this big!"
"You haven't changed at all, you are still so healthy."
The uncle laughed hahaha again, "The little mouth is still so sweet." He stretched out his index finger and nodded my head.
This feeling is so good, it seems to have returned to the good time when my grandma had not passed away.
Since I was young, because of my family, I have never had the opportunity to get in touch with these art-related things, content or information, and I have no way of knowing what the so-called commander Wang Hui looks like.
And even though I heard about the status and accomplishments of Teacher Wang Hui in the commanding circle, I just heard about it. I never thought that the so-called famous conductor in front of me was the one who accompanied me in the courtyard when I was young. Rubber band, Uncle Wang of Hopscotch.
When I was young, my happiest thing was to go back to my grandma's house, which is why Duan Qiao moved our new home to a suburban manor.
There is an uncle next door to my grandma's house. There are many flowers in the yard. When the season comes, when I go back to the country, the uncle will accompany me to fly dragonflies and play various games.
Many good memories came from that time with my grandma and uncle, and the short accumulated days of playing in the country were the only time in my childhood that I can remember.
Later, when I was eight years old, my grandma passed away. Since then, I have never been back to the place where the greenery is full of cicadas in summer.
Speaking of which, all the salt-burning cicadas I ate when I was young were also made by my uncle who used a flashlight to help me stick it back in the woods at night.
In this way, all ties with the uncle were cut off, and it has been more than 20 years since then.
Since then, whenever I think of my grandma, I also miss the uncle next door who treats me like a daughter.