I remember what the director said before, probably to let two people announce their voluntary withdrawal from the competition on the day the show was broadcast, that is, the night after.
Unexpectedly, these two girls decided to leave now. They must have a bad mentality, otherwise, who would be stingy to be photographed for a few more days.
I don’t know what the future prospects of these two girls will be. Maybe God has closed the door for them at this moment and will open another window for them in the future. I sincerely hope that even though they are on the show today The road has stopped, but the two people will never stop their love for music and the stage in their lives.
I hope and expect that they will have a better life than they are now.
But when it comes to this, I am actually quite worried about Lin Siqi’s situation. As Chen Yu told me later, the two girls’ unfriendliness towards Lin Siqi did not form in a day, nor was it because they thought Lin Siqi was right. I did bad things and wanted to fight against injustices. Their behavior that day was nothing more than a seemingly suitable opportunity to vent their personal emotions.
However, all the things that were not transparent to me about Lin Siqi's annoying them did not cause any actual impact or harm on the two of them, but now it is really because of Lin Siqi, or indirectly because of Lin Siqi. Lin Siqi caused two people to be retired.
I don't know if in the future, if two people have any rights or influence, they will look back and do bad things to Lin Siqi.
But I soon discovered that my current inexplicable worries were completely unfounded and worrisome, and they were also more conspiracy theories.
As for Lin Siqi, her method is not to be able to kill two completely real, joyful girls, but to be too lazy to start. After all, compared with the viciousness of the conspiracy that she has done and the conspiracy being carried out, this The trick of the two girls is completely beyond her word.
Not to mention, these two girls will be disappointing in the future, as if the world has evaporated, and there will be no more news in the entertainment circle. Instead, Lin Siqi is more promising and has what she wants and wants to change. Everything, although only temporary.
But after all, after she appeared in a new identity, through her own efforts again, she got the same honor as before, and when she reappeared, she had already got everything, and there was no greater regret.
But at the moment, the real trouble is that Lin Siqi was vilified by netizens again, was scolded, and took away two roommates. In fact, I am more upset by such remarks, because I am already considered to be in the dark. A certain kind of supporter of Lin Siqi.
But in fact, at that time, the person who told the truth through verbal abuse was a bit extreme, but maybe that was the real wise man who really saw through Lin Siqi.
I don't know what to comfort her, or I don't know whether she needs my comfort because she is hiding out of the world at this moment.
I nodded, just feeling sorry for the two people who were about to leave, and instead prepared to pretend that nothing had happened before returning to the room, but I didn't expect to be stopped by Lin Siqi.
"Sister Yichu, that..."
"Huh? What?"
"I don't know if I should say it, but..."
I saw her hesitating, thinking that something happened. "what's happenin?"
"Just now, I heard the content of your call."
"Oh, it's okay, don't care. Let's go back quickly."
While talking and walking towards the door, in fact, I was a little bit ashamed to talk to her about some of my own inner things, not to say that I did not trust, but I always felt that more people knew about my own affairs, so I just There will be more worry.
So I deliberately avoided her proactive inquiry, and prepared to just give up.
"I mean, if you need a psychiatrist, I might be able to introduce my psychiatrist to you."
My footsteps stopped for a while. Actually, I don’t like this way of communicating with others’ inner secrets by prying my own secrets, but when she told her my psychiatrist, I suddenly felt relieved and thought a little bit. Go to believe what she meant.
I looked back at her, questioning, "Sit by the door for a while, I don't like places that are too dark."
She nodded and sat on the steps with me.
"Actually, when I was abroad, I always needed sleep aids to fall asleep. I kept having nightmares. Every time I dreamed that I fell off a cliff and fell into the abyss. That kind of demonic experience was tightly entwined. I left me out of breath. Later, my mother introduced me to her friend who was a Chinese psychologist. Until now, I still receive her treatment through video calls from time to time."
In her narration, I was more and more moved. No matter what purpose she was in, she confided her experience to me. For her, it would be a scar that was difficult to heal in her heart. She was willing to expose the scar to I think I don’t care about her purpose anymore.
She continued, "I don’t know what kind of psychological distress you are having, but I don’t feel that your condition is particularly good. If you are willing to believe me, she has plans to return to China in the near future, I can introduce her to you. Know, people like us have to learn to resolve the depression in our hearts. We have to get better."
Her kind of us made my sense of belonging too strong, but I naively thought that everything was a sincere invitation and help, but it was not.
I can accept the reality of the bloody forest, but I am unwilling to face high-sounding deception.
This is the reason why I was hit so hard afterwards. I really feared the slightest bit of deception.
I suddenly wanted to hug her, took her into my arms, and I said in her ear, "Okay."
I just immersed in this sad carnival of two people, but didn't realize that at the moment I closed my eyes, the girl I believed to be sincere in my arms smiled hideously.
She is indeed getting closer to her plan and the conspiracy, but I am on the contrary, step by step, step by step, walking into the end of her abyss.
We just did it for a while, and I felt the temperature of such a girl, and I felt very uncomfortable.
When I was immersed, suddenly a contestant and a photography team came back from the night shot and took a photo of me and Lin Siqi hugging at the door at night. For a long time, I liked that photo very much. It was healing. Is recovering.