In fact, although I have seen how Lin Changfeng slander me.
But I didn't go to a deeper level to see what everyone is saying about this matter.
The fact that I was framed and pushed to Lin Xueqing has already caused me to bear a lot of infamy, but those words may be a bit of a fur to me.
At this moment, I don't dare to face it at all, how do you evaluate my status as a'KTV Princess'.
But I don't need to look at it. Everyone must be using these nasty words to describe me, blasphemy, my original intention of working hard for life.
But ah, who cares, what am I doing
Maybe all people think that I love money, status, and power.
Want to benefit from this dirty shortcut.
But I didn't. Every day I worked part-time in ktv, I suffered and was coerced by life, doing things I sneered at.
When I wanted to buy a piece of clothing, my heart was soothed back and forth by myself, until it was riddled with holes, I couldn't get a piece of clothing that had no style but just made me warm.
When everyone is happily rushing for the elective courses they like, and reporting about the club activities that they love, I am still thinking about which course I can earn enough credits to let me end this dark night struggle as soon as possible. .
In our place, there are very few local college students. Everyone is a little girl with a low level of education, but with good looks.
We are willing to tout that we are college students, and those people are willing to believe that we are beautiful women with high education.
But ah, when everyone is using lies to show off that he is a famous school girl, I dare not say a word, I am afraid that others will know that I am a college student, which is really shameful.
I can't bear the dirty hat that the public put on college students because of the embarrassment of my life.
The college students in our shop were also children from remote cities or rural areas. I don’t know why they did such disgraceful work.
I have a high spirits, I always feel that I am different from these people, but when I look back, I'm not even as good as these girls.
This kind of sadness and frustration makes me feel uncomfortable.
So I dare not face it. Faced with these people arrogantly pointing to my life, I don’t resent anyone. Even if I had difficulty getting through every day, it’s still the path I chose. I look down on it the most. Yes, it's not the college students in the country, the young ladies who praise themselves, the beasts who come to have fun.
It's just that what I look down on is myself.
I fell asleep in this kind of self-reflection.
Duanqiao’s bath took too long, so I couldn’t wait to get into the bed first.
I don't care whether I am covered with dirt or dust today.
Climbed into the quilt without a doubt.
I thought, I must be strong, these things are not enough to knock me down, it doesn't matter.
When he woke up the next day, Duan Qiao was still lying beside him unexpectedly.
I opened my eyes and he looked at me with his arms on the side. This scene was so heartbreaking.
If it weren't for me to encounter these trivial matters now, then I would definitely want to kiss him.
If I hadn't lost my child by Wang Hui's abdomen kick before, we can do other hotter things now.
But everything is a little bit at odds with our minds.
Obviously the person around him is such a beautiful person, and the sunshine at this moment is such a warm sunshine.
I smiled bitterly, but the corner of my mouth was sore. I stretched out my tongue and licked it, and found that there was a small opening in the corner of my mouth.
It hurts me, as if this is the most painful moment of my life.
I licked, and the small wound at the corner of my mouth was irritated by saliva.
And I licked it and started crying.
Seeing this, Duan Qiao stopped being handsome immediately, sat up and began to wipe my tears.
I cried all morning and my eyes were swollen like light bulbs.
Finally stopped tears, Duan Qiao hugged me downstairs.
Let me sit at the bar counter and watch him busy making breakfast for me.
I am obviously such a happy person, why should I shed tears, this wicked world.
After breakfast, I asked Duan Qiao why he didn't go to work, but he replied that he wanted to stay with me.
I was very happy, thinking, okay, then you can go to the recording with me.
In such a situation yesterday, the director should be quite embarrassed. Although the two of us always pinch each other regardless of occasion, he is still a very responsible person. I still want to be careful about his work. cooperative.
Duan Qiao himself thought that the director didn't call, so we just had a day off. After all, we need to go to the TV station to record the next day. Normally I am so lazy, but this time I became more active.
In fact, I don't want to let myself be so free. Although there is nothing to do there, I can practice with the players not only to improve myself, but also to make myself busy.
And there is a difference between me there and me at home. Although I am not a person who loves to pretend, I can feel that I am quite different under the camera.
So when I am in this state, I still love being in that environment. Although my heart will be very empty, I have to manage my facial expressions so that I don’t feel so sad on my face.
It is born from my heart. If my appearance at the moment can be tasted, it must be very bitter.
However, when we finally arrived at the villa after being tossed for a long time, I regretted it.
Regardless of whether he is happy or not, at this time, I should lie down and play leisurely, rather than having to toss about it when I can rest.
But maybe I am such a self-contradictory person. When you asked me to keep my self-sacrifice to record, I wanted to be lazy today and I wanted to escape the bondage of sickness tomorrow, but today someone is finally willing to let me rest, I I have to jump into this circle again, I'm so hypocritical.
There are too many reporters at the door. In the past, the door of the villa was open, and no one came to bother. Since Lin Xueqing’s fall of the stairs, a large number of reporters have always come to surround the door. In order not to hinder the normal life and study of the people in the villa, I had to Close the door every day.
And when we came today, we naturally couldn't drive the car straight to the backyard and get out of the car, so these desperate reporters would have to break into the house.