Speaking of work, I'm actually a person who can't be idle.
But there is an extremely contradictory point. If you must ask me to go to work every day, then I will do everything possible to be lazy. If you don’t want me to go to work, I will do something all day when I get the chance. thing.
To put it bluntly, I still feel too insecure.
Because when you are busy, you can always devote yourself to the busy atmosphere, and you don't have time to think about it or do some messy things.
But as long as I am free, I must be completely in a mess of brains and fall into a vicious circle.
So I am still really afraid of people who have a lot of free time of their own every day.
Doing things is the same. Even if there are too many people, it will make more chaos. I also like the feeling of many people doing things, rather than doing it by myself with extremely high efficiency.
It stands to reason that a former engineering graduate student like me shouldn't be like this, but after being with Duan Qiao, I really like to rely on others even more.
Maybe it was caused by too many bad things that I had experienced before, other than that, I really can't think of any better possibility.
After returning to the manor, I was in great spirits, but looking at Duan Qiao's appearance was already exhausted, so I hurriedly washed and slipped into the quilt, so that Duan Qiao didn't worry, I kept waiting for sleep.
In the end, I really didn't guess wrong at all. As soon as Duan Qiao touched the pillow, there was a soft snoring sound.
I was really incapable of falling asleep. After all, I slept from more than ten o'clock to more than three o'clock, and I was really over-energized.
Unable to be lonely, I picked up my phone and prepared to refresh it for a while to look at the dynamics, but I happened to receive a message from An Ru, asking me why I stopped contacting her, and if I felt better.
I just remembered that I have always been procrastinating to say goodbye to her once, but I have never had time to honor it.
However, An Ru's active concern gave me a hint of goodwill, but I didn't know that this time An Ru came to greet me, but it was only Lin Siqi's instruction.
Because it has been a while since Duan Qiao and I disappeared from her sight, I didn't expect to be so anxious.
But at this moment, I don't know the powerful relationship at this level.
I only know that it hasn't been a long time that the little beauty Anru can even take the initiative to ask me. I am also very happy. It seems that I am not so inexistent.
After responding to Anru, I just wanted to continue to refresh the news to see how things are going to be affected today.
If the incident subsides a bit, does it mean that I can participate in the show again
In fact, I was used to this kind of exposure, and when it really calmed down, I suddenly became a little unaccustomed to this kind of calm, but for me who was busy at the time, peace was not what I had ever wanted the most.
Only then did I finally understand what the director said to me that these children should seize the fleeting opportunity in a timely manner.
Because even though they are enjoying the show and the infinite glory that the stage brings to them, after leaving the stage, if they can't seize the opportunity of signing or better exposure, they may not be able to continue their interpretation career.
The most unforgettable thing is not not not getting it, but after getting it, knowing the taste of the peak, but turning around and falling down, the feeling of gap.
In the past I always thought, what can I do, but I am very unhumbly said, in my current capacity, I develop my work as an interest. When I leave a little bit of the cheers of the crowd, I feel that I am here. The feeling of inferiority slowly becomes small, not to mention the players who have slowly climbed up from the bottom.
I have been unable to truly empathize with such a contrast.
But now I am a bit able to try to understand the kind of effort required by ordinary people.
Because if I am not Duan Qiao’s wife today, and he has not given me the resources and connections around me, maybe I will struggle for ten or eight years, and I may not be able to have the current status.
So even if it is an interest-based job, at this moment when I suddenly lost it, I was actually quite anxious to get back on track.
When I was about to learn about the progress of my return, Duan Qiao put an elbow on his shoulder.
I was taken aback at first, and then I wanted to laugh a little. It's still so dishonest for such a big person to sleep.
As a result, they didn’t turn over unconsciously. After embracing me in a daze, they said in my ear, “It’s so late, don’t look at the phone anymore, go to bed~”
Duan Qiao's bewildered little milk voice made me helpless at once, obediently dropped the phone and got into his arms.
No matter whether you can sleep or not, just get into the nest first. Sooner or later, you will fall asleep with Duan Qiao's steady breathing at this moment.
After waking up the next day, Duan Qiao had left the room as usual. I grabbed my phone for the first time and wanted to read the news.
This shows how strong my enthusiasm and desire for this job are, but maybe it is true, it may really be because of the escape and fear of emotional instability in my free time.
As a result, before I finished reading the specific news about me and Duan Qiao yesterday, the headlines that made me feel sick suddenly popped out.
Of course, the recent connection with nausea can only be related to Xia Meng and Lin Changfeng.
I really can't imagine how eager the two of them or Xia Meng are for me in this matter, want to convict me or let the power of public opinion punish me.
Waves of news continue to impact the public and each other.
Because I can see that the two of them are really anxious to completely lock the eyes of the public and the media on themselves.
But I am quite speechless.
I have almost figured it out about Lin Changfeng’s exposure this time. As long as I can figure it out by myself, or as long as I am willing to let go of myself, the whole thing is not a big deal, because I said that I am on my own. My ability to earn money to complete my dedication to studies and thirst for knowledge is not ashamed.
Even if this kind of job sounds like a shameful job title, I know that I am innocent and I don't avoid explanation. This is enough.
Although this choice has brought me damage that may follow me throughout my life, it is the part that I have to bear outside of the choice, and it has nothing to do with anyone.