Aunt Wang was a little embarrassed when she saw me, and felt that she might say that I was serious.
But Aunt Wang did not say anything, just a few words.
But I was lost all of a sudden. The reason was not that I was disgusted by Aunt Wang, but that even if it was harvesting vegetables so simple that it couldn't be so simple as if someone would never make a mistake, I made a mistake abruptly.
I really don't know if I have a few bottles of paste or something in my mind.
"I thought Xiao Cai Miao was..."
Aunt Wang immediately explained, “Oh, Auntie didn’t blame you, but the little vegetable sprouts you shoveled were all leaves that just emerged from the seeds that were just sown. I was fertilizing them. It was auntie’s fault. I didn’t tell you clearly which is a small vegetable seedling."
Aunt Wang said that she took off the two gloves, took my shoulders, took the shovel and the food basket in my hand, put them on the ground, and then went back to the room with me.
"Auntie, do you think I am very useless, I can't do anything well, and I will always cause trouble to others."
"Which is it, a little girl like you, who is a person who does this kind of rough work. I am very happy that you are willing to help aunt to share some trivial things. As for how to do it well, next time we know which kind of shovel? It's all right."
To be honest, although I often eat these dishes from the vegetable garden, I really don’t know what they are really called and what are the differences between several similar dishes.
I did hesitate between the big leaf and the small leaf just now, but I was afraid to look ignorant when I asked again, but what's the matter, if I’m not so strong, in front of Aunt Wang, In front of the people close to him, he refused to really let go of his defenses, and made a wise look at Aunt Wang who was playing with Xiao Cai Miao.
But I didn’t know what to do and how to do it, so I thought it was the small vegetable seedlings and shoveled them all away, saying that it was nothing, but it was also because Aunt Wang had worked so hard to sow, and it was a long time to plant it. The fertilizer finally gave birth to seedlings.
But I was pretended to know everything by my self-righteous pretending that I completely ruined Aunt Wang's so many days of hard work.
Yes, this is nothing, but I just suddenly felt that I was so useless, and I refused to admit it.
Aunt Wang’s words, I knew they were comforting me, and there was absolutely no malice, but I was very heartbroken.
What do you call a little girl like me? A little girl like me has become an old girl, and I am almost thirty years old. I don’t even have my own children. I grew up under psychological conditions that are harder than anyone else. I got up, but now I can't do even the simplest shoveling vegetable seedlings.
I always seem to bring a burden to others. It is obviously my own depression and troubles. I don't want to spread this emotion and state of mind to others, but I always invisibly put deeper pressure on others.
Last night, Duan Qiao’s thing was like this. I was just myself wanting to re-enter the show, but in the end it turned out that I wanted to open some but made Duan Qiao depressed with a few words. .
It was also this morning, thinking that I had nothing to do to help Aunt Wang share some things, but instead of doing the most basic help, it caused more trouble to Aunt Wang.
I really look down on myself more and more.
Aunt Wang comforted me a few words, I'm afraid that Aunt Wang will be burdened again, and the relationship between us will be separated.
In itself, this is a blunt existence of a'master-servant' relationship. Finally, we slowly influence each other with love to have such a harmonious and close relationship today.
I didn't want my emotions to push Aunt Wang away again, so I pretended to go back to the room without paying attention. Aunt Wang started cooking. I just ate breakfast because I didn't have the mood at all to eat lunch again.
Simply lock yourself in the room, stay quietly for a while, and guide yourself.
Looking at the exposure rate of all my things online these days, I don't know if I should be happy or not.
Because in just a few days, the amount of reading of my various news can easily exceed 100 million.
For the media, this may be a joyful thing. After all, just picking up my topic casually will be able to complete the target of the month without any effort.
I count this month, it shouldn’t be the gospel of the editors in recent months.
In order to comfort me, Li Xian used very clumsy tricks. As soon as he saw me, he said to me, "Yichu, I am content with Changle. If I have such a high level of popularity and topics every day, our company will be happy to catch me. You will be able to marry Ziqiao."
"Go to your uncle, I think you have caused such a fishy suit like me, your company will not block you."
He turned his face to think about it, "Yes, hahahahahahaha."
Every time I was mad at his dialogue, I dared to come and say I was envious of this kind of thing.
I lay in slumber and bored, and opened the news again.
In the exclusive report a few days ago, only those reporters who participated that day issued a press release that, in my opinion, was derogatory and praiseworthy.
In the past few days, the exposure has increased, and some third-rate newspapers have all begun to spread out hot topics like draining water from the inside.
It is not obvious from these topics that the title party has done more than one title.
"Kuo Taixia was exposed to old things at the beginning, and the identity of the princess in the night scene was confirmed."
"Surprise! The old manager sits at the press conference for his daughter-in-law."
"President Duan's wife once stunned the biggest night show in City A!"
The content on the phone made me involuntarily snorted, no wonder these reporters can never take the stage.
The ideas that came out are indeed eye-catching, but the content is vulgar, and you can see it at a glance.
However, there are too few reporters who have a conscience. Most of them are so unscrupulous from interviews to editing for the purpose and reading volume.
On the other hand, the quality of the reporters who appeared on the scene that day seemed much better. The content they wrote was also high-level. Although everyone also relayed the facts, the former used writing to deepen the readers’ impression, while the latter was. Use vulgarity to keep the same rubbish eyeballs.
This is why the former can be respectfully invited into the venue for a separate interview, while the latter can only be pieced together from other people’s reports.
Perhaps, the gap between some things, from the very beginning, or from the foothold of each step, has a final fixed number.