When I was with Lin Changfeng before, I was not what everyone saw, but a girl who coveted Lin's family property and wanted to fly onto a branch and become a phoenix.
On the contrary, I have no interest in the property of the Lin family at all. My feelings for Lin Changfeng were actually based on non-rejection at first.
He rescued me from the distress and heat, and gave me the care and love that maybe shouldn't have been for me, even if these love and care are vain and have little actual content, I still did not refuse.
Because at that time, I was in such a family, a boy from an ordinary family, how could I be willing to get involved.
A boy from an ordinary family needs an honest ordinary girl to fall in love and get married.
But I am ordinary, but not a girl from an ordinary family, and my job is not a job that an ordinary family can afford.
So I dare not fall in love, and I cannot let my misfortune befall others.
I have a boy I like, but I strongly restrain my emotions. I don't deserve to like others, I don't deserve to live with them, and I don't deserve to let others help me clean up the mess I created.
Over time, I thought that I didn't need love or feelings.
But this is not the case at all. When Lin Changfeng appeared in the corridor to rescue me, it seemed like a light appeared in my life.
But the reason why I was able to get Lin Changfeng's favor is probably because I have self-knowledge.
I'm not like other girls, making senseless extravagant requests. Lin Changfeng gave it. I absolutely refused without hypocrisy and accepted it calmly, because I knew that everything he gave had made me feel like I couldn't bear it, but I knew that I could treat him For himself, these are only a tiny part of what he has, and they are not given to me. The ownership of these things is nothing more than a trash can.
So I accept it frankly, and don't feel sorry for what he has done for me, because everything is no big deal.
Lin Changfeng is a playboy. I never expect him to belong to me alone, but maybe it’s because I haven’t really loved him. Otherwise, if Duan Qiao retains the smell of other people’s perfume like him, it will come through the phone. The breathlessness of other girls, the small tickets for gifts to others will suddenly fall on my pillow.
I might make my whole person crazy in every one of these situations, but facing Lin Changfeng I didn’t. I have put myself in a right position from beginning to end, and never crossed that limit. That’s why, Lin Changfeng chose to marry me, not Xia Meng.
This can also fully explain one point. That paragraph is good, a girl can give you enough space, but everything about you, she is good, but I don’t love you. Lin Changfeng and I are like this. The relationship lasted for three years.
If it wasn’t for Xia Meng to disrupt the situation and let Lin Changfeng lose his face in front of everyone, maybe we will be together for a lifetime. I’m not sure, because I can be sure that I will never truly fall in love with Lin Changfeng, and I will never really fall in love with Lin Changfeng for the rest of my life. Maintain the dimension of the relationship between the two that he feels perfect and comfortable.
That's why, when Duan Qiao wanted to be with me, I started to become intimidated and no longer the kind of free and easy in front of Lin Changfeng, because I was afraid I would be emotional.
So apart from what Lin Changfeng took the initiative to let me know and would talk to me, I never asked about other things.
Does Lin Changfeng love me? Maybe I just rely on that kind of comfort. I thought I would be imprisoned in the kind of love without love for the rest of my life, but fortunately, everything ended just right. Duan Qiao was just right in time. Appeared in my life.
All I know about the Lin family, even what I got from Lin Changfeng, is not as good as what I got from the news and newspapers.
Lin Changfeng is now the head of Linxing Pharmaceutical, and is considered a small well-known listed company in the business world, but in terms of reputation and other aspects, Duan is far ahead of them.
After all, I don’t have the slightest interest in the industry of the Lin family, so I don’t know more about it at all. At most, I will look up and listen to a few words when I play Linxing Pharmaceutical’s advertisements or news on TV. .
It is even harder to know that there had been such a case of fire many years ago.
Lin Jingchu adjusted his emotions and continued, "Lin Changfeng was how old I was at the time. You know, kids, I love to play with older brothers and sisters who are older than me. I have been with Lin Changfeng's ass. Later, his brother called him. The leader inspected, or the president, he must just go to some high-end control room and other places. It is impossible to actually go to the workshop in person."
"And I followed the inspected troops. When they arrived in the control room, the staff all came out to greet the boss. Then I followed Lin Changfeng's ass and slipped into the control room. There are many weird switches and buttons in the control room. At the beginning, he wanted to touch, so I told him not to, because there are many buttons beside my parents’ workshop. My parents always tell me that I can come to work with me, but don’t use buttons. Press randomly."
Hearing this, I already had a general guess about the story. I don't have to wonder what happened next, but even so, I still didn't interrupt the boy who was so passionate at the moment.
I have also experienced something that caused a huge rift in my heart. I know that it is more difficult to tell everyone the cause and effect of this incident than to let my heart accept it. It is more difficult to feel hurt again. Bearable.
At this moment, Lin Jingchu is probably like this. He looks very mature, but I think, under his mature dress, he is actually still a young man, eager to wait for his parents to work. Here, take him to the factory to play.
"But Lin Changfeng just didn't listen, and he made those buttons even worse. I didn't know what would happen when those buttons were pressed, but when I knew it, it was too late."
When he finished saying this, I and Duan Qiao looked at each other. All three of them fell silent. I got up and went to the kitchen and made him a glass of honey water to drink. If I said too much, I must be thirsty, aftertaste. It's been a long time, my heart must be bitter.