In fact, during the makeup process, I had already talked to Lucy a little bit about her family and some things about her mother. She also expressed sorrow for herself. She was in a low mood at one time, but I still got from this depression. Captured the special pleasure she was immersed in the things she liked.
This is the look I have never seen since I have known Lucy for so long, whether I met in private or when I first started working with her.
There was also the look she showed when we first went to the image management club. I also made fun of her. I thought she had never seen such a big scene, and she showed such a weird expression when she saw such a high-level club. .
But later when I reacted, I felt quite embarrassed. When I ridiculed her, I thought I was shaking with some excitement and black humor, but then I realized that I was completely incomprehensible at that time.
Soon, Lucy once again drew a different style from the last time I was dressed in clothes that suit me today. Lucy who did what she likes was happy, and I was so beautiful and so beautiful that I was also happy to be dressed up. Extremely.
Then we got into the car on twitter, ready to go to the interview site.
After getting in the car, we continued to chat about her story, and in the end only sighs were left.
I saw that this emotion made both of us a little embarrassed, so I laughed a few times and asked her.
"Lucy, have you thought about doing other jobs?"
She knows what I'm talking about. After all, she gave me makeup and asked her side by side, not once or twice.
Sometimes I feel that if I ask her this or say that it is not good to interfere with other people's choices frequently like this.
After all, sometimes I also feel that I know best what I want and what I want to do. Isn't it better than others that I know how to do it for myself.
So until I heard her story, I was very hesitant. After saying so many times, she was indifferent. Do not persuade her to choose a new life this time.
After all, if you really choose to give up the job you already have and start a new life, for Lucy, perhaps the change will be earth-shaking.
So I am still hesitating.
But when I finished listening to her story about my childhood, my family, and my own story, I decided to be the nosy person for the last time.
Because my instinct told me that Lucy didn't want to do makeup-related work, but her mother's experience prevented her from taking this step.
She may just lack someone who can really lift her out of the swamp of the past.
But maybe, the result of choosing a new path may not be good, maybe not as good as it is now, or maybe a big victory to find a new self.
But I still feel that even if it is a wicked person, I want to do it, and I must do it. After all, with Lucy’s current financial resources and IQ, unless she does not do it, she will not fail if she does it, and it will not. regret.
At first, she was still pretending to be stupid, knowing what I was asking her, she still didn't respond directly to me.
"What? What's the matter, I'm afraid I will stay in this post and take Duan Qiao away."
I became a little serious, "Don't be poor with me. If you really have the energy to take Duan Qiao away, I really won't stop you. I just feel that your mind is not in your current job at all."
She still responded to me jokingly, I know, she was shaken in her heart.
"What are you doing? I don't think I have been dismissed because of my poor professional ability recently, right? It's still such a circumstance, huh."
"Lucy!"
I called her name out loud, and she was quiet. Both of us withdrew the smiles on our faces and remained silent for a while.
After a few intersections, the car stopped waiting for the traffic lights, and she suddenly said to me, "Yichu, thank you."
Only then did I know that she didn't care if my words were too serious, after all, in front of such things, everyone would be messed up.
"If you really start to be willing to face yourself one day, then I should thank you. Life is yours, not mine, nor other people’s, let alone life for others. Only you know that you feel comfortable in your heart. Others only care about whether you fly high or not, but now I want to know whether you are tired or not."
She became silent again, but I couldn't hold back the anger in my heart, and said again, "I think there is a drama anyway, you know, I have seen a psychologist for so many years, I can't save myself, the most important thing about people is not to rely on To save others, the most difficult thing is to save yourself. If you figure it out one day, you will tell me, if Duan Qiao doesn’t let you go, I will do ideological work for you, and I will be your biggest shareholder in the future. I have nowhere to spend the money the bridge gave me. I also want to do something of my own. I have tried to be a star, and I feel comfortable for a while."
Lucy suddenly turned her head and glanced at me. I was looking at the street with cars in front of me and talking about it. Like a speech, after feeling her hot gaze, she turned her head and met her with a smile, scared. I jumped.
As a result, she turned her head back and continued to drive, "You continue, I'm listening, I'll drive well."
Being attacked by her such gentleness, I suddenly forgot which part of my speech was going on, but after a flash of inspiration, I had a new argument and the speech started again.
"Did you know that when I was young, people said that my ideal was to be a scientist, teacher, and astronaut. I said that my ideal is to be a boss. I was ridiculed by everyone for quite a while. Now, there is an opportunity that can help me realize my dream. Do you want to help me?"
Lucy pounced and laughed, haha kept laughing, I patted her, and then we were silent for a while, when we arrived at the interview place, Duan Qiao came out and picked me in.
When I was about to enter the room, Lucy called me suddenly.
"Yichu..."
I stopped with Duan Qiao, and then I turned around and asked her what was wrong, and I let Duan Qiao go in first, seeing how she wanted to talk and stopped.
Then I walked to Lucy's side, she took my hand, lowered her head and said, "I will consider it, thank you."
I suddenly felt like I was about to jump up, and screamed uncontrollably.
She grabbed me at once, made a shush gesture, and I smiled and shrugged.
"Keep your voice down, I haven't figured it out yet!"
"What does that matter? I'm going in first."
Then he reached out and patted her head.
She stretched out her hand and hugged me, "Come on, I watched the journey, you are quite nervous."