After Lucy received us, she first sent Aunt Wang back to her place of residence, and the two of us hurried back to Lucy's apartment without stopping.
On the way, I asked Lucy, "Yesterday... how was she? Fortunately, she kept crying, and when she was tired, she said something to me. In fact, I was quite surprised. I didn't expect that she would So I became so fragile." I smiled, did not answer her sentence, "Yesterday, I'm sorry, Duan Qiao is really, I have to go to see him first. You, I found you It’s just a fake polite. It’s been like this since the two of us first met. It’s been almost two years now. Why are you so annoying."? I was shocked, and I also asked questions in my heart. Am I... annoying? Lucy continued.
"Obviously because I trusted me, I troubled me to do this. I've already troubled it. Then I talked about thank you and sorry. If I just coveted you to say sorry, then why would you do this? I'm hypocritical, And Xia Yichu, I thought it’s been more than a year, and we are friends in the true sense.” Actually, I was a little scared by Lucy’s honesty, but to be honest, I like this honesty because I always I can't be so courageous, so when someone else does it, I'm very happy.
I smiled, Lucy also expected that I would react like this, gave me a sideways glance, and continued driving.
After a while, I patted her on the shoulder lightly, "I know." In fact, I have already regarded Lucy as my friend.
For so many years, there are only a handful of people I can call friends. When I was a child, my friend was Uncle Wang, I was in college, and my friend was Shen Zhen. Later, I was fortunate enough to meet Zi Qiao, and now I meet Lucy.
My circle of friends is very small, it can even be said to be very small.
It's like what Lucy said to me now. If Lucy wasn't so honest today, maybe this friend, I would have missed it.
I am actually very grateful for her honesty.
After listening to her complaints, I finally realized that my own constant twisting strength was originally called fake politeness.
I found that not only Lucy, but even Duan Qiao, I always make such mistakes.
But this time I had a conflict with Duan Qiao, because of this kind of fake politeness and pretending to be considerate.
But now I understand, maybe next time, I will be sincere, more sincere, and face my friend and lover.
It’s just that I suddenly don’t know what kind of need to describe. I already consider Lucy to be my friend, but I think, don’t worry too much, that lightly pat, can convey to me, that pat, Lucy knew it. After returning to the apartment, just after turning out of the elevator, Lucy and I saw two figures in front of Zi Qiao's room.
The acquaintances of us hurried back to the elevator entrance before they were found.
Turned and turned into the stairwell.
After sitting for a while, feeling the atmosphere was dry, Lucy suddenly took out a pack of cigarettes and stunned me.
I shook my head.
In fact, when I was a princess in KTV, I was often asked by customers to smoke with them.
At that time, I would not, I always refused, but the refusal meant that all my efforts that night were wasted.
Because of these cunning customers, after being rejected by you, you will not drink even a glass of wine for which you will get a profit.
At that time, I didn't understand that my refusal not only meant that I refused to smoke with them, but also denied their dignity as men in the group.
I didn't learn it until the end.
Did not learn to smoke, and did not learn to maintain their fragile dignity for these vulgar men.
Actually, I tried it once.
At that time, it also made me understand that I don’t have to grudgingly cater to things that don’t suit me. I don’t belong to myself to win people. Even if I cater to them, I can’t really get them.
In fact, I haven't told anyone about this experience. It was the first time I liked a person. Of course, in the situation I thought, maybe he liked me too.
No one knows the real situation, maybe.
Maybe he liked me, maybe he didn't, but, yo has never heard of him, so-called, like.
It's just that people may really be dividing the distinction between high and low, and some people may be a height that you can never reach.
In fact, I thought that I had forgotten about it a long time ago, I forgot about this person, I forgot about this experience.
But as soon as Lucy's cigarette was lit, the familiar but pungent smell of tobacco rushed into my nose.
For a moment, I felt a bit of blockage in my chest.
It’s just that I don’t know if it is the smell at this moment that makes me feel bored. The experience that this smell once carried stung me.
That was... About four or five years ago, the order of appearance of this person was before Lin Changfeng.
When I was about to regain this memory, I thought, maybe he helped Lin Changfeng's pursuit of me very well.
At that time, I was so dazed that I wanted to escape him, but I didn't know who should be pulled into the water. At this time, I didn't even have a choice that could help me.
During that period, not long after I became a princess, I always met a boy who came to drink.
Sometimes one person, sometimes a group of people.
The first time I saw him, it was at his friend's birthday party.
That day, I was also replaced in the high-level hall upstairs to work in place of other sisters. In the room, I knelt at a corner of a table, and saw the boy from a distance. I was a little stunned.
In fact, if you give me another chance, perhaps, I will control my gaze.
And that time, I also saw what a childlike face is. When I saw him, I was 25 years old and he was 30 years old, but he looked like a schoolboy in school.
In fact, he is the kind that everyone is talking about now, a canine man, that's why he looks young like that.
He and Duan Qiao are actually two completely different types. I don't know how to describe them. In short, the difference is quite big.
To put it in an exaggeration, he could be regarded as my first love. When I was twenty-five years old, I just sat in the crowd, calmly, stroking my heartstrings.
That night, the two of us never had a moment when our eyes collided, but at the end of the birthday party, I accompany the guests to drink until I knelt on the toilet and vomited.
Out of the toilet embarrassed, I ran into him in the corridor.
I think at that moment, my face should turn red after a single brush.