This time, I took a shower. Doing more things here means that I will be unwilling to be more reluctant.
I changed into my pajamas and lay down in advance, playing with my phone.
The Nan Feng coming out of the bathroom looked at me unexpectedly and said, I thought I would wait for you for a while.
I raised my head and glanced at him affectionately, and continued to lower my head to play with the phone.
I stared at the extra 10,000 yuan on the account. This was what I received when I was out in the car after taking a shower.
The one who appeared in front of me with Qian, and his message, said that if I gave it to you in advance, the phone will run out of power immediately, and I don't want to delay.
Actually, I feel quite ironic.
And this ten thousand yuan means that I will accompany him to do the same thing last time.
This is the fourth time I have visited this place, and I told myself that this will be the last time.
In the first two times, I didn't do anything, just accompany me to sleep for a while. Every time, my value is five thousand.
Last time, I skipped work and gave 30,000 yuan. After I came to this room to attend the appointment, I accompanied him on drugs. The value was 10,000 yuan.
This time, before it was over, I first received 10,000 yuan.
What needs to be done is obvious.
He dried his hair and lay down in front of me. I put down the phone and watched him take out four pills from the drawer beside the bed.
He picked up the water cup on the bedside table, turned his head and handed it to me.
I did the least respectable and most correct thing. I picked up my phone and turned it back to him.
I don't know where my courage came from, I clicked on the transfer record and handed the phone to his face.
I didn't dare to look at him, just holding the phone in such a daze.
After a while, he let out a chuckle, and I slowly raised my eyes to see him suddenly raising his hand.
I thought he was going to hit me, and subconsciously put my arm in front of my face, but he didn't.
Laughing wildly, smiling wildly, raised his arms, and threw the water glass to the ground.
The pill was also thrown out by him.
I thought, perhaps we really played with each other, with the sound of the glass breaking.
There was silence for a while, and I was fidgeting, not knowing what to do.
I think maybe, I'll go, and even five thousand will be transferred back to him after going out.
As a result, as soon as the corner of the quilt was opened, he grabbed my wrist.
The movement was a little trembling, I know, he was trying to stay.
I broke free of his imprisonment, and then put the quilt back on my body.
I saw him get up, took another glass of water, and then opened the drawer of the bedside table.
I thought to myself, after playing, if I knew it, I would get rid of his wrist and leave.
In the end, I was wrong about him again. He only took out two pills and ate them by himself.
When the drug's effects started to come on, I regretted it and regretted not being with him.
Even though I know he must be very happy at the moment, but I don't want him to look so painful, but I am not qualified, not qualified to persuade him to stop, this is impossible.
I don't want to look at him like this, I would rather become like this with him.
I didn't know that after taking these two pills, it would turn out to be so ugly, scary, and staggering.
If I knew, the first time, the first time I would reject him.
Soon, the effect of the medicine passed, and he returned to his normal appearance.
He took me into his arms and said, I forgive you. Even if you don't accompany me this time, I will forgive you, but next time, you must accompany me.
I nodded mechanically.
I think I must leave him, I must.
In front of him, I will lose my judgment and reason. I will meet all his requirements. I can't find the way to refuse him. The only way is to escape far from now on.
He pulled me up, and the two of us, leaning against the wall behind us, sat down in the middle of the world.
He lit a cigarette, and at first I felt a bit choking, just like the cigarette that Lucy had lit at the moment.
At first, I choked my nose, but slowly, I will smell a minty fragrance. When I get used to it, I even feel that my nose is not so choking.
It seems that the smell of Nan Feng's body is always good, even the smell of smoke, perhaps this is his own unique aura.
After he took a few puffs, he passed it to me naturally. I don't know how to smoke, but looking at his face, I can't make any refusal.
Moreover, the cigarette is not like a pill, it's okay to take a few puffs.
I took it easily, as if seeing my sisters smoking cigarettes, as if they were very familiar with the hands, and took a sip.
As a result, the situation was not what I imagined. I took a breath into my lungs and almost coughed up my lungs.
He squeezed the cigarette back into Nan Feng's hand.
He immediately reached out and patted me on the back, my voice was violently uncomfortable, and he handed me a water glass again.
After I calmed down, he continued to smoke the cigarette, smiled and looked at me and said, it turns out that you can't even smoke a cigarette.
I swallowed the water in my mouth and nodded shyly.
Nan Feng seemed to have an interest all of a sudden, and chatted with me. In fact, he had never chatted with me, even once.
He asked me again, have you done it.
I shook my head.
In fact, I was a little embarrassed. He took this kind of thing to the table and asked about it. It was a bit embarrassing in the end.
He laughed harder, I was a little flustered, I was afraid that he would follow me.
In fact, I thought about it before and wanted to do it with him again. After all, it was the boy I liked. The first time I gave it to him, it was not a loss.
It's just that the later, the more afraid I was that he would really do it with me.
Because I can't afford to play, maybe I'm just one of his thousands of girls.
But if I did, maybe, I would even remember him for the rest of my life.
But, he still didn't, and I even felt a little grateful, I thought he was a good person.
Later, we talked a little bit, but not very deep, because I was afraid I would be reluctant.
After the next day, he still transferred the five thousand yuan I transferred to him back to my account.
He said, this is what I should take, and I don't have to feel burdened.
I smiled, but I actually thought I was ridiculous. My feelings and my likes were so bought out by him.
From the beginning to the present, there are a total of 60,000, and there is not a point that I should take.
I would like to see him, all because of my liking.
After a long time, I didn't see him again, and I didn't contact him by phone.
I told myself that this was the result I wanted, and the last time was the last time we met.
Another voice in my heart told me that if I accompany him obediently on drugs last time, maybe everything would be different.
I don’t know, I don’t know what to do.
I have never seen his friends even the faces I am familiar with.
Of course, the downstairs was not the place where he should have come. For me, he had been wronged enough.
After he left, why should his friends condescend to come downstairs to consume again.
Until a long time later, I almost forgot the existence of this person, and I saw his news in the news.
He died. According to legends, he was played by others, the kind of sex, playing.