Actually, hearing Lucy say this, I still feel it, because I have also felt that way.
The sense of comfort that I feel that I am making progress and getting better is something that no one else can realize.
In the past, although I would always keep smooth and proper sense in getting along with unfamiliar people.
But it seems that when it comes to making friends, there is always over-reliance. If you always have trusted people around, you will become unwilling to do what you haven't done, or try what you haven't tried.
And it is precisely because of the trust that makes me feel very satisfying, it makes me weak, young, and incapable in front of my friends and Duan Qiao.
But I don't know when, perhaps in getting closer and closer, the things that my friends admire in my eyes also have unknown sadness.
Perhaps it is because I gradually used the kind of sadness that I had to replace the different kind of sadness that my friends had endured.
At that time, I knew that no one's life was all smooth sailing.
No matter how unfair God is, he will not only let anyone bear all the love, of course he will not let me bear all the pain.
Because if this were the case, I would not have met Duan Qiao, Zi Qiao, and Lucy.
The appearance of these people is a great test for my past life.
When I understand some truths, these people will become my band-aids, heal my injuries carefully, and give me unlimited energy to accompany my growth.
And when I don't understand, maybe I won't grow up in my whole life and become more and more immersed in the so-called great grief created by myself.
I once asked myself if I swap positions with Zi Qiao and Duan Qiao, and do all the things they did for me with my character.
There is not too much, and I suddenly felt exhausted.
At that moment, I knew that no one had the obligation to do for me all my life what I wanted him to do for me, and no one would do it for a lifetime without complaining.
What I rely on and consume now is their love and sincerity for me.
And even if it is a god, there will be burnout and the day when you don't want to love.
Therefore, what I should do is because they have trust by their side, so they can do it with confidence and boldness, instead of getting smaller and being the baby under their shelter.
And I was gradually fulfilling this truth that I slowly realized.
In fact, I am willing to think about this matter, this so-called thing that can become mature in getting along with friends, I am already a little different from the bad self before.
And this gap is something that excites me and my friends.
Although Lucy praised me today, which is different from the original intention of my change, but only we know that if this were to be placed in the past, I would be the anxious violent walking, and kept asking others what Joe should do. And began to insult Li Xian's behavior aimlessly.
Although I am not that mature yet, this change is more of mutual comparison, which is a qualitative leap compared to the previous me.
I smiled and patted Lucy, "It's okay."
"Cut, will you be happy to blossom!"
"Slightly, so so."
"But the sadness over there is like that. Is it appropriate for us to be frolicking here."
Just as I was about to speak, Lucy preempted me to say, "I see, you have to think in another way. Zi Qiao definitely doesn't want his negative emotions to affect us."
"Hahahahaha, bingo!"
"Oh, it's nice that you can become so open-minded now."
"Don't put a high hat on me, I am now, at best, I am a little heartless. Besides, thanks to you, you are the best positive teaching material by your side."
"It's an honor to be your teacher."
This time, I didn't laugh and dislike Lucy for taking advantage of me, because there is nothing wrong with calling them the enlightenment teachers on my growth path.
Maybe, because I didn't have any friends since I was a child, so many things in making friends really came slowly later, following the people around me to make changes.
However, when it comes to progress, change, and growth, it is never too late.
I patted Lucy on the head, "I won't go home tonight, I will sleep with you."
Lucy looked excited and asked me gossiping, "What are you doing, you and Duan Qiao just didn't get along right after you met."
"What do you think, you can't expect something good from me. Are the three of us going to become miserable sisters?"
"Haha no, then why do you sleep with me well."
"Why do you still ask me why I feel sorry for you, she cried like this, do you dare to go to bed early? If you go to bed early, do you sleep well by yourself?"
"Cut, I'm obviously worried about Zi Qiao."
I straightened up, "Are you going to be jealous like this?"
Lucy stuck her tongue out, "Oh no, I'm just happy, of course it's much better than sleeping alone."
As I was talking, there was a phone ringing in the living room, and Lucy and I could only hear faint voices in the bedroom, so I didn't care too much.
As a result, it rang again. Both Lucy and I's cell phones were in the room. Only then did I guess that it was Zi Qiao's cell phone.
According to Zi Qiao's current appearance, naturally he has no ability to answer the phone.
We both ran out to take a look, and it turned out that it was Father Huang's call.
In order not to worry the family, I simply picked it up.
"Hey, Uncle Huang."
"Oh, it's Yichu, is Zi Qiao there?"
"Zi Qiao is asleep. Today we are too tired to go out to play together."
"Well, please tell me, Joe, tomorrow, the company will have a plenary meeting, let her resume work."
"You are polite, Uncle Huang, I will tell~"
"Okay, it's still early, so you guys should rest earlier."
"Yes, I will visit you at home with Zi Qiao another day."
"Oh, welcome, welcome!"
"Okay, let's not disturb you, Uncle Huang, there is nothing else to do."
"Um... Just let Zi Qiao come over first, let's talk about other things tomorrow."
"Okay Uncle Huang, pay attention to your body, goodbye~"
"Yeen... Goodbye is also the beginning."
I hung up the phone, but it felt so dangerous. After all, my parents have a sharp eye on whether the words of their children are true or not.
But fortunately, I concealed Father Huang first. If I knew that Zi Qiao was crying like this because of Li Xian, it would be more difficult for Li Xian to be a man in front of Father Huang in the future.
Although of course, I am not very supportive now, the love between Li Xian and Zi Qiao.
However, everyone has their own ideas and choices. Even if I don't want to, I can't replace Zi Qiao in the final choice.