This in itself should be a pure and beautiful night.
Duan Qiao and I are two people... Obviously already...
But this kind of accident happened again.
Sometimes, I even feel particularly sad. I don't know what kind of evil force it is that dominates me and my emotions.
Just like just now, if it wasn't for Duan Qiao to stop suddenly and look at me distressedly, I don't know when I burst into tears.
Until the moment I realized that I was crying into tears, there was an unspeakable sadness that slowly came to my heart.
For a moment, there was nothing in my mind, it almost became blank.
But I couldn't help my nose and eyes, and wanted to cry.
In fact, no one wants to drive away this demon more than I do.
But what can I do? The tragic past that has happened is still vivid even when I close my eyes.
The marks and scars on my body remind me that I have been desecrated like that.
so horrible.
Sometimes, I think I have recovered, and I was particularly happy. It seems that I no longer need to be accompanied by a psychologist every day.
However, in the deepest part of my heart, at this moment, I can't help but ask myself, am I really healed
Of course, I still can't find the answer. The recovery I thought was just what I thought.
In an unknown corner, everything that once shocked me would still be forced into the corner in an inadvertent dusk, and at that moment my infinite infinity began to become insignificant.
And the grief that was once began to grow infinitely.
I tried to break free countless times, but I couldn't escape the blind spot that I had built for myself.
It's so miserable.
This is me, one who looks glamorous on the surface.
In my back, I was scarred.
Looking at the distressed Duan Qiao at the moment, I couldn't help thinking.
Perhaps, for ourselves and Duanqiao, for our common dream of wanting a baby.
Should I go for psychotherapy again
Thinking so pessimistically, I gradually fell asleep.
When I woke up in the morning, I found someone lying next to me and breathing.
I subconsciously thought it was Duan Qiao, and opened my eyes in a daze, only to realize that it was Lucy.
The concealer was done, but fortunately I didn't do anything extraordinary, otherwise I would be embarrassed in front of Lucy again.
I lay and played with my phone for a while, and Lucy by my side also slowly woke up.
Everything about last night seemed like it had never happened before, but it was also good, and it wouldn't add another burden to my already heavy heart.
Lucy woke up unexpectedly soft.
After I asked, I realized that it was Duan Qiao who was commissioned to make it so quiet.
Otherwise, as usual, this person would have been twittering in my ears a long time ago.
"Why are you here."
"Don't mention it, your son, Duan, woke me up in the morning, and the good name is to make me breakfast, but in fact it is to give me a task and let me accompany you after eating."
"Puff... Duan Qiao is really interested."
"Yo yo yo, goodbye, you are very interested. I am thinking about a person who sleeps like a dead pig. Do I still need my company?"
"Cut, who is it."
I'm not in high spirits, Lucy looked in her eyes and teased me silently.
I can be regarded as awakened.
Then, Lucy looked at me with sad eyes like Duan Qiao last night.
"Yichu, seriously, are you okay?"
In front of Lucy, I didn't want to pretend, so I shook my head bluntly.
Lucy sighed, more pessimistic than me.
"Hey... ... "
"What's the matter, it's more pessimistic than me."
Lucy slapped me on the head, "For whom, for whom?"
I smiled, "However, I decided that I still can't give up seeing a psychiatrist."
"Isn't Yang Yu abroad? Can you do the video!"
I shook my head, "It's not Yang Yu. Lin Siqi introduced me to the new doctor before. She is someone she can trust. We have met a few times, but we have never planned to start treatment."
"Are you sure you can trust it?"
"Hmm! Don't worry, I've seen it with Duan Qiao."
"Duan Qiao thinks it's okay?"
I spread out, "I don't know what he thinks, he follows me, but he didn't say anything he didn't like."
"You only need to trust it. Through this method, you can understand that your privacy matters are small. Your own situation is the most important thing. You know what I mean."
"Well, I know, your concerns were my concerns, but I have met An Ru. I think she will not harm me. We have to believe in our own heart, right? After all, I don't want to live forever. In doubt."
Lucy nodded earnestly, "That's good."
I sat up with a bullet and said, "Hey! I'm hungry, you can eat breakfast with me again~"
Lucy rolled her eyes at me, but she said very well-behaved, "Okay."
The body is also very honest, and sat up with me.
Duan Qiao always took care of everything when he woke up early without accident.
After Lucy and I went downstairs, Lucy had already had breakfast once, but she still exclaimed in admiration for the piles of breakfast.
I embarrassedly slapped her, "Is it such an exaggeration!"
"You know, I have always felt that Duan Qiao is a clear person who can handle everything. Whether facing hundreds of millions of projects or facing flesh and blood relationships, I have never seen any waves, but Since you appeared, Duan Qiao seems to be refurbished and full of colors. I used to think that Duan Qiao in front of me is already alive, but I found that Duan Qiao in front of you is It really has to be alive, which is why, at that time, I will suddenly change my views and attitudes towards you."
After listening to Lucy Rory talked so much, I still understood what she meant, and I felt quite moved.
After all, what Duan Qiao has done to me over the years, I have seen it in my eyes and in my heart.
Yes, with such a man growing up by my side, what reason do I have to stagnate because of my own selfish desires
I should get better, whether for myself or for Duan Qiao.
I took a piece of toast and stuffed it into Lucy's mouth.
"Just eat it. Thank you my sister-in-law."
"Hahahaha, I like to hear that."
"Pick what you like to hear, what else can be done."
"Eh, eh, how come I am so scolding when I hear this. It's better to stop here, it's perfect if the words stop at the last sentence."