Every time you wake up, you need to reach noon, and the day's time will be reduced to half.
Every time I haven't done anything, the sky has already darkened unknowingly.
When I got home, Lucy was already in bed watching a drama, because I had an appointment with Lin Siqi and An Ru, so I had to touch up my makeup and wait for Duan Qiao to pick me up.
After getting on the bus, I knew that because Lin Siqi's popularity is really high now, we finally decided to eat at Lin Siqi's house.
I was a little surprised and asked if Duan Qiao was Lin Siqi cooking by herself, Duan Qiao said that was correct.
I didn't expect that a person with such a great talent would also have a culinary skill.
How come I am not such a person.
When I arrived at Siqi's villa, Lin Siqi came up and gave me a big hug because it was too long to see.
I always felt that the two had not seen each other for too long and had forgotten all the previous friendship.
It seems that a hug will fill up all the previous vacancies.
It still feels very kind.
Upon seeing her, An Ru also came forward to ask for a hug. My heart melted as I looked at her.
I didn't feel that she turned out to be a psychiatrist with such outstanding achievements.
After the four people had a good meal, An Ru pulled me aside and asked if I had really decided to start psychotherapy.
I nodded.
When she suddenly spoke to me in a serious face, to be honest, I was somewhat uncomfortable, after all, I was used to laughing and joking.
An Ru stared at me for a while before he said to me, "Then you are ready to answer what I ask, you can answer truthfully, I know, you are more alert to strangers? , Maybe, restarting psychotherapy is already a difficulty for you, and it is even more an obstacle for me to tell my heart. However, we need you to start everything, tell the truth, even say nothing, we Only then can you really know what your weakness is and what your armor is."
I looked at An Ru's face and suddenly felt that this person really wanted me to get better.
So even though I hesitated for a few seconds, I still nodded.
"I'm ready."
"Then, if you have nothing to do tomorrow, how about when we meet in a relaxed occasion? It depends on your state and feeling. You should start treatment as soon as possible, otherwise the disease will become more and more uncontrollable. After all, you have You can't grasp the abnormal laws of your state at the beginning, right?"
Through what An Ru said, I recalled what happened to me during this period of time, and I feel that it is true. Whether it is the first burst of tears after a long time or the second tears without warning, I still shed tears. I feel that I cannot control my tears and emotions.
And, even the slightest, unprepared, happened under unknown circumstances.
This recognition made me very heavy at once, and I suddenly wanted to pretend to be happy, "Then... or you come home with me tonight!"
An Ru smiled, stood on tiptoe and touched my head, "It's good, but don't force a smile, you will see through it at a glance."
I chuckled and laughed, this time I was really amused.
An Ru is really a very healed person.
However, how Anru’s smile healed me today, and in the future, her mouth will have the power to kill me.
I took An Ru's shoulders and came to Duan Qiao and Lin Siqi's side.
"Tonight, I borrowed An Ru." I said to Lin Siqi.
Lin Siqi pretended not to, then found An Ru tightly around my waist, poked her lips and poked An Ru's forehead.
"Little white-eyed wolf~"
We left happily.
Because we need to be treated with Anru tomorrow, we simply went back to the manor together.
Although Anru is very close to me, it is not to Joe Lucy.
If you bring Anru back to Ziqiao's house directly, it should be troublesome for the two of them.
After calling Lucy to confirm that there is no common itinerary tomorrow, I returned to the manor with peace of mind.
I have to say that the air in the manor is really much fresher than outside.
The air will let people smell the grass, which is natural.
But this doesn't seem to constitute much for me, because compared to these, I really like the advantage of convenience in life.
The next day, after enjoying Duanqiao’s loving breakfast with Anru, because the weather was so good, the two of us moved two cushioned sofas, held milk tea, and sat outside the door.
The two of us sat face to face, and I looked at An Ru's sincere face.
The second time, like a self-report, from the beginning to the end.
Without realizing it, all the grievances I have suffered over the years have been confided to Anru, bit by bit, without reservation.
This shows how much trust I have given to this small body.
And Anru naturally knew everything about me, even my obsession with losing a child.
There is no doubt that no matter what kind of pain it is, it is not as good as a child. This weakness can make me even more at a loss.
The talk I once thought was not a so-called talk at all.
It's better to call Taolu, and it's not to listen to. This is Lin Siqi's revenge against me for so many years of dormant.
What's very despicable is that what they used to threaten, and what they took advantage of, happened to be my painful point of losing my child.
Yes, if it wasn't so accurate, then Lin Siqi didn't have to work hard to create a role like Anru and put it by my side.
But at the moment when I am still ignorant of everything, I said these words to An Ru.
Not a trap, but a great relief all the time.
And then, for a long period of time, I just confided everything about myself to An Ru under the guise of so-called psychotherapy, bit by bit.
And all of this, the final recipient and user, is nothing more than Lin Siqi.
Fortunately, An Ru still retains himself as a psychologist. The bottom line of morality has made me gradually healed.
The last me, why is it not invaded by all kinds of poison.
Because, before everything came, I was already full of holes.
With the setting of the sun, today's sorrow is all over.
I took a long sigh of relief and hugged An Ru tightly in the sunset.
However, when everything came to light, I recalled everything today, it was really ridiculous.
I'm like a clown, bit by bit, letting myself walk into the clown that will never recover.