Lucy nodded and hugged me.
I think that during this period of time, I have no way to face Duan Qiao.
After I asked Lucy, Lucy said, "It's okay, just live like this."
In the end, we decided not to tell Zi Qiao, after all, Zi Qiao is really an impulsive person.
Like what I said earlier, if she had listened to it, she would still be willing to do something to Duan Qiao instead of me.
Because the state in front of Duan Qiao was so nervous just now, even after having dinner with Aunt Wang, he suddenly became a little hungry now.
Because Lucy didn't know how to cook, but she couldn't help but take me out to eat Haidilao.
Fortunately, because it was early in the morning and no one was in line, we were directly arranged for the table.
The waiter also organized a group to take a group photo with me.
My mood has improved a little bit.
After eating a lot of things, finally showing a little smile, Lucy finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank you, it's so late, and toss with me."
"If you plan to meet with me like this, then I won't be with you."
I smiled, "Yes..."
I am somewhat calmer now, and Lucy said to me calmly.
"But... You and Duan Qiao, do you really intend to escape like this? Don't you want to solve it?"
"I also thought about it, but his attitude was too aggressive every time. You worked with Duan Qiao. Sometimes his attitude towards me is even more disgusting than when he shows incompetent employees. , I really can’t accept it.”
"That's a bit chilling."
"You know, he has never done this before. Sometimes, I even wonder if there will be someone out there. You know, I'm afraid that it's because I don't work. I know that the company may be out of work. The problem, but the wind is too tight. If it can make Duan Qiao such a problem, how can there be no news at all? No matter how big the storm before, the two of us have experienced it together. You don’t know. , I have experienced something like that before, and he has not even complained that I was dirty."
Lucy interrupted me when I said this.
"You are not allowed to say that to yourself!"
I lowered my head very sadly, "But... Except for Duan Qiao's new love, I can't find any reason to convince myself that Duan Qiao will treat me this way. Do you understand, that kind of female intuition."
Lucy sighed and said without saying anything else that she would check it out for me.
It's getting late, we two gathered up the rest of the food on the table, and we were ready to leave.
After I got home, I almost didn't have the strength to toss about it anymore. After I was full, my stomach was warm and my body was warm, and I soon became too sleepy.
I don't know when, I just fell asleep like that.
When I woke up the next day, Lucy lay beside me, breathing evenly into my ears.
For the first time, I felt that when I woke up from sleep, the feeling that someone around me was still asleep was so happy.
Sure enough, my marriage with Duan Qiao seemed extremely happy.
In fact, compared with a truly perfect married life, it's still a bit deformed.
However, as long as I leave Duanqiao, my mood will be much better.
Not so depressing, nor so heavy.
I sometimes feel that in this state, our marriage might as well stop here.
But I also felt that if that were the case, Duan's body would definitely be unbearable, and he might as well hold on for a while.
Anyway, even if I really divorced Duan Qiao, I wouldn't find someone to marry again.
Because the whole body is bruised and physically exhausted.
Therefore, this is also very good. If I don't live with Duan Qiao, I will still be a good me.
As long as I'm with him, I will think back to our happy days before. Compared with the current appearance, my heart feels like a knife cut.
For my own mood, and for the baby in my stomach not to receive so many negative emotions, I will leave Duanqiao for a while.
However, the only thing I worry about now is that my belly is changing too fast. After being on the mirror, I really can't hide the thing about my pregnancy.
One day, I even woke up crying because I dreamed that the news of my pregnancy was being gossiped out by everyone. After Duan Qiao knew about it, he found a group of people and brought his new girlfriend to force me to kill the baby. The flesh and blood of the family can only have the one in his girlfriend's belly.
I was really afraid, and if I was not careful, this dream became a reality.
But when things developed later, it seemed that everything developed a bit according to my wishes, and it didn't add much to me.
Because... When the show was halfway through the recording, it suddenly died.
The reason is too sensitive, and everyone just feels it is a pity.
In addition, he readily accepted the above decision.
At that time, the baby in my stomach was four months old.
Every day, whether it is day or night, my morning sickness is more serious than before.
The belly is also bulging day by day.
Because I am usually too thin, if I wear normal clothes, I can still see the difference if I look closely.
The body and face are gradually becoming a little swollen.
However, I don’t know if the suspension of the show is good or bad. In short, I don’t have to worry about being exposed to my pregnancy, I don’t have to stand up with morning sickness in front of others, and I don’t have to bear the burden on my face that may not be good for the baby. Makeup.
From this point of view, my mother is actually a bit incompetent.
Fortunately, everything is over, and our studio is also open as scheduled.
Before the show was paused, there was actually an idea in my mind that was slowly emerging.
In itself, I thought that when the recording of the show was over, I could boldly implement it.
At this time, everything was as people wanted, and I was able to satisfy my selfish desires in advance.
In the past two months, I only went home during Duan Qiao’s absence.
Because it was difficult to face Aunt Wang, I just asked Lucy to call for help, and the matter was rushed.
Zi Qiao is busy with love and work, so to this day, Lucy and I have not revealed too much secrets, which is okay.
But speaking of it, Duan Qiao and I have met once, when the studio was opening the ribbon and cutting the ribbon.
That time, it was also my last chance for myself, for Duan Qiao, for the marriage of the two of us.
But it seems that it has not reached my ideal result.
So... In the end, my departure became inevitable.