Actually, I'm pretty hopeless.
In the face of a man who has ever had an infidelity experience, he still has no resistance.
In fact, it was the same before. As long as Duan Qiao didn't treat me as coldly as before, I would definitely disarm and surrender.
But ah, both of us are always so proud.
And this mutual pride almost destroyed our originally beautiful love.
After Duan Qiao stepped right in front of me, I was at a loss.
At that moment, it seemed to be back to the school days when the boy I liked was suddenly very close to me.
I still can't help feeling that kind of throbbing in my heart.
I didn't know what to do, and I became even more nervous.
Duan Qiao didn't step back, but instead stepped forward and raised his hand to lift my face up.
Duan Qiao, who was still stern at first, smiled like a star at the moment I raised my head.
I think my heart is about to explode.
Just about to escape, Duan Qiao took my hand.
I looked into his eyes, and the next second, I couldn't help but get into his arms.
How proud I can be in front of Duan Qiao.
Unbearable, defeated.
At this time, Chenguang burst into tears. I pushed Duan Qiao away and picked up the Chenguang in the cradle bed.
It looks like he is peeing his pants.
I skillfully changed Chenguang's diapers, then held him in my arms and gently patted his back. After a while, the little guy fell asleep quietly again.
It’s so good, I re-tucked the quilt for the two of them, turned around and said to Duan Qiao, "Let’s go out and talk."
Duan Qiao nodded and followed my ass like a schoolboy who did something wrong.
I called Aunt Zhang upstairs and asked Aunt Zhang to take care of the two people.
Then, I greeted my master and went home with Duan Qiao.
Said it is home, it is actually just the master’s villa.
Before I came, Maize lived there with the master.
When I first arrived, I had no place to live. I felt that living with a pregnant woman at the master’s house would cause trouble for the master.
But the master didn't think so, and thought it would be nice to be able to help me.
Later, I learned that the master actually led the hair to practice and would never marry for the rest of his life.
So the factor that I thought would bring inconvenience to the master's life does not matter much.
Because I was really upset, I still lived in the master’s house in the form of renting.
Although it is rented, the luxury of the master’s house is not proportional to the rent paid by me.
Hey, when did my young grandmother who has been calling for rain and wind for two years be so downhearted
But also, everything I once had was just because Duan Qiao gave me face.
If Duan Qiao doesn't love me, I won't get those things for eight lifetimes.
It's just that I haven't really figured out how to face Duan Qiao.
Over the past year, there is no way I can describe the hardships and sufferings I have suffered in my heart or mind and body.
I can do not complain to Duan Qiao, but those sufferings make me unable to stop complaining to Duan Qiao.
If I can't make me live like that all the time, I shouldn't have made such a promise, right
We are husband and wife after all, no matter what, even if I still love him, even now to forgive.
But this does not mean that Duan Qiao is not wrong to me and the child, and there is nothing to apologize for.
After arriving home, Duan Qiao sat on the sofa first, and I went to pour him water.
After drinking, Duan Qiao looked up at me and said, "You actually, remember to make honey water for me."
This can be regarded as a little hobby of Duan Qiao, drinking water does not like drinking cold water, he only likes to drink warm honey water.
This is not bad for health, it is much better than people who love to pour cold water.
I just heard him say, "I haven't forgotten everything about you."
I said this, staring at him blankly.
Duan Qiao lowered his head and said in a particularly quiet voice.
"I am sorry... ... "
"If I'm sorry it's useful..."
Halfway through, I suddenly didn't want to say it.
My mood, to be honest, is not so good.
I can talk to him quietly, which is my biggest step backward.
Because I want to punch him a few times and scold him a few words, but I can't.
"I can explain it all, I... After I listened to what Ziqiao and Lucy said, I realized that I turned into such a person in your heart. I don't want to justify, but I I can explain it to you, wife."
The moment Duan Qiao called my wife, I had already disarmed and surrendered.
However, there are some things, even if we are reconciled, we still have to ask clearly, otherwise, it will form an eternal estrangement in my heart.
I took a deep breath, okay, since Duan Qiao said so, let's look through the old accounts from beginning to end to see what he can explain.
I looked into his eyes and sat on the sofa opposite him.
"do you still love me?"
"Yichu, whether you believe it or not, I just want to tell you that I never did not love you for a moment. Since I was a child, I have always loved you deeply. Before, it was all my fault. I don’t I know how things turned out to be like this."
Yeah, I also really want to know what it is that brought us to such a situation.
I ignored Duan Qiao's question and continued to ask.
At this time, I quickly went through my mind about what has happened since our relationship went wrong.
Then, he asked.
"Do you know that after the New Year last year, my attitude towards me was very bad and excessive?"
Duan Qiao’s eyes dimmed suddenly, “I know that at the beginning, I had a very bad attitude towards you because I suddenly learned some news. Regarding everything that Shen Lanxin has done to the Duan’s enterprise, she used Duan. His huge system, doing some illegal and criminal things, laundering money, reselling illegal goods."
As Duan Qiao was talking, he paused for a while, and then went on to say.
"During that time, I faced the possibility of being summoned every day. At the beginning, my dad suddenly went to our home to deliver small dishes. It was because he knew those and was afraid that I would be suddenly taken away by the police for investigation, so I went to my home to check if you were okay. What he didn't know was that at that time, I had already planned to disassociate myself from you. I also transferred all the clean money I had received over the years to your name. I don't want to hurt you."
Listening to Duan Qiao's words, I felt more like a dream, too illusory and unreal.