I even hope that if all this is really a dream, it will be fine.
Then when the dream wakes up, Duan Qiao and I can return to our position again.
Because it is too incomprehensible, all of this makes me feel unacceptable.
But he still listened to Duan Qiao slowly and seriously.
"In that situation, I felt that even myself was hard to protect myself. I had to do that to draw a clear line with you. Later, whether it was the company or other aspects, everything became worse and worse, even ours. The relationship is also, I myself think that it is the result I want if you show that you don’t love me or even want to leave, but when I found out that we really became like that, I especially wanted to explain everything clearly to you. Let you stay with me, but when I look at you who are so pure and kind, how can I be willing to say such cruel things to you."
When Duan Qiao finished talking about this, I suddenly felt that I was about to collapse.
It turns out that in the moments I don't know, in the moments when I myself endure torment.
Duan Qiao didn't get better for a minute.
Although it feels unbelievable, I still can't help but feel bad for Duan Qiao, and even regret what I did in the first place.
Why not show weakness? As long as I show weakness, even if two people bear the company's consequences together, there will be worse results than now, but at least, our hearts will not be separated for so long, right
And when Duan Qiao finished all this, it was obviously just the beginning, but I had completely forgiven him.
I don't even want to care whether the so-called derailment happened in reality.
Just when I hadn't slowed down, Duan Qiao spoke again.
"The program you participated in was not because the TV station was banned for sensitive reasons, but because the company was about to die, so it died in two months."
I couldn't help crying. Duan Qiao saw me like this and came to me from across the sofa, helping me wipe the tears, "Don't do this."
I sniffed, and my heart was cruel, but decided to continue to sensationalize after I asked all the questions.
"At the beginning, when I left home with my baby..."
Before I could finish speaking, Duan Qiao took me into his arms and kept apologizing to me.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, at that time, I thought you really didn't love me anymore. I thought you would only suffer more if you were by my side, so I resisted the reluctance in my heart for you, and never contacted me once. I passed you, but when I wanted to get back to you, I couldn't get in touch with you anymore, and all my friends around me told me I didn't know."
I got out of his arms, "Then why are you cheating?"
Duan Qiao looked suspicious, as if he had heard of it for the first time.
I had to open the email from Lin Siqi and put it in front of Duan Qiao.
Duan Qiao looked at the photos, watched the news, and listened to the recording.
He punched the table fiercely, "Sure enough, this bitch Lin Siqi is doing a ghost!"
In fact, Duan Qiao has always been a very gentleman, and he would never have such a name for a woman. When he said this, I had actually guessed the true situation of the matter.
But still decided to listen to him.
"I can explain to you one by one, but if I say that I actually don't know what happened, it is completely tricked by Lin Siqi, would you believe it?"
I didn't express my opinion, looked at him, motioned him to continue to say I was listening.
"After I separated from you, I started to drink heavily. Almost every time I broke up, I would usually be sent home by my assistant when I woke up the next day. But that time, I drank as usual unconscious and woke up in the morning. There was a strange woman beside the bed. I was taken aback. She turned her head and I knew it was an artist under our company, but I didn’t know what happened, but I was sure that I would never do anything to betray you, even if I drank too much."
"What happened later?" In fact, I have completely believed what Duan Qiao said. I still understand him. The sincerity in his eyes at this moment will not deceive people.
What's more, I feel even more guilty that the company had such a big thing at the beginning, and I chose to leave with such a willful choice instead of staying with him. Although I can't do anything, I can accompany him. what.
But I didn't. Duan Qiao should also be very painful during the days I felt tormented.
So now I am more like listening to a story, listening to Duan Qiao, and telling me about the past that happened during our crippled year.
"Later, I scolded her away. I only feel sick when I see a woman like that. Besides, they dare not really have a relationship with me, even if these people don’t want to rely on me to get better. It’s just that I didn’t expect it to happen for a long time, and the news suddenly broke out. I guess it’s the news deliberately to keep the heat up, and I ignored it."
"Why didn't you stop the news. Are you afraid that I will see it?"
Duan Qiao curled his lips, "On the contrary, I want you to see it. I even thought, if you can see, you will come back and beat me and scold me so I can live with you again, but you don’t have any, I even I was discouraged and thought, you really don’t love me anymore. If such news comes out, you don’t even jump out to accuse me."
I feel distressed and want to laugh again. My Duan Qiao is in such a mood.
"The subsequent recording was because Lin Siqi came forward to talk to me and said that the artist in the photo was pregnant, but she had miscarried because of the filming. At the beginning, she pretended to come to remind me that she was looking for me to touch porcelain again. Unexpectedly, it turned out to be such a use in the end."
Now, these things that I find hard to let go of, can be regarded as little by little and finally the truth is revealed.
Duan Qiao looked at me sincerely again and said, "At the beginning, I was actually really panicked. I thought I really betrayed you, because those photos and pregnancy test reports were just in front of me, and I also It’s true that I drink big drinks very often, but at the beginning, I wanted to contact you, and I was so exhausted every day. I didn’t even bother to care about these bad guys playing tricks in front of me. At most I thought that someone was going to mess with me, maybe they were going to make news. I didn’t expect to be maliciously edited like this now. It’s really hard work."
I was shocked at once. I really didn't expect that my good friend would design me and Duan Qiao behind the scenes.
And I thought that this is already very unbelievable.
But in my conversation with Duan Qiao, it made people feel even more that the fact that a girl could be so horrible and dark is it really announced before our eyes.
This matter has really become more and more interesting.
And every time I go deeper, I will have a new understanding of the so-called human beings, all of which are given by Lin Siqi.
However, the relationship between me and Duan Qiao became more and more relaxed in such sincere and candid conversations.
I also began to feel sad. Although, time has gone back once, before losing a close friend and losing a Duanqiao, I still choose to lose a close friend.
However, I have already experienced the taste of losing Duan Qiao once, and now it's just lost and regained.
However, all the truth gradually surfaced, but it made me truly lose the pure Lin Siqi in my mind.
It also made me start to doubt myself, the one who had said too much to Zi Qiao for Lin Siqi and denied the advice of her true friend to me for Lin Siqi.