Zhen Junran had actually been staying in the capital during this period of time, but after having such a relationship with Jinxiu, he didn't know how to face A'man, how to face Su Jinxiu, and even more so how to face himself.
He doesn't know how to deal with his feelings.
His parents may have their own selfish motives, but they were successful in raising him. Although he was simple, he was honest and brave. The education he received over the years made him understand that the most important thing he should do is to take responsibility and live a good life with Su Jinxiu in the future.
However, feelings always prevail over reason. He has liked someone for so long and has been waiting for the flower to bloom, but he didn't expect that the flower he was expecting didn't bloom, and he would have to spend the rest of his life watering another flower. Naturally, he was reluctant.
So, he has been thinking about what to do in the future.
However, before he could figure it out, he heard the news that Su Jinxiu was pregnant.
He was annoyed, angry and sad about Su Jinxiu's pregnancy, but despite these complicated emotions, he was actually a little happy.
Because he knew that what his mother had always expected was for him to get married, and then have his wife give birth to children for her and have grandchildren. That was the future his mother expected.
It’s just that this future was not created by him and Ah Man together, so besides being happy, Zhen Junran felt even more guilty.
He didn't know how to face his parents, he didn't know how to face Su Jinxiu, and he didn't know how to face A'man.
He could only hide himself away and keep himself away from the emotional turmoil.
He was spoiled by his mother. Whenever he encountered any problems over the years, his mother would bravely stand up and fight for him. So this time, he was very at a loss and didn't know how to face what was going to happen next.
He could only hide, as if by hiding he wouldn't have to face it.
But this hiding finally ended due to some idle gossip in the market. They said that the emperor wanted to choose a son-in-law for A'man.
This was just a rumor spread by someone with ulterior motives, but this rumor was like thunder, leaving him no way to escape.
The troubles of these days have allowed him to accept everything calmly. The only thing he cannot accept is that Ah Man will become someone else's wife.
What would he do if Ah Man really married someone else? What would he do if that person treated Ah Man badly? What would he do if…
One if after another tortured his mind and made him dare not think about the future that he had longed for countless times.
In his heart, Ah Man's happy future must be with him.
So, he finally plucked up the courage and returned to General Anguo's Mansion.
The first thing he did after entering the mansion was to find his parents and solemnly tell them that he was going to be Ah Man's husband.
General An Guo and his wife looked at their son, who seemed to be possessed by a demon, and were speechless.
"Zhen Junran, this is impossible. Do you think that our royal princesses are cheap cabbages on the street? My marrying you means the emperor values my father very much." Su Jinxiu rushed over after hearing the news, but she didn't expect that after many days, the first thing she heard from Zhen Junran was that he wanted to marry A'man. She tried hard to suppress the resentment and anger in her heart and said softly.
As soon as she finished speaking, Zhen Yuandao nodded seriously. He was indeed very important in the emperor's heart, but it was impossible for the two princesses to marry into the Zhen family.
Madam Zhen looked at her son with a bitter face, then looked at her daughter-in-law who was caressing her abdomen, and sighed helplessly, saying, "Good boy, you should just accept your fate."
Zhen Junran has been loved since he was a child. Even if he wanted the stars in the sky, his mother would set up a ladder to pick them for him. Even when he married Su Jinxiu, they said that they would find a way to make his wish come true in the future. But now, they are retreating.
I have liked Ah Man for so many years, how could I let her go
(End of this chapter)