I secretly thought that it was not good, I was really afraid of what to do, but I didn't know which one he was going to ask. Besides, I haven't changed my dress here, man, are you too impatient
The palace maids and servants in the hall are very professional. After listening to him say this, they all bowed their heads and quietly retreated without being ordered, leaving only the hedge, looking at me with a worried look, wandering around if they wanted to leave. door.
Seeing her like this, I finally feel more comfortable, this girl has a bit of a conscience, and it's not worth it for me to do this for her. I was just about to give her a wink and tell her to step back, but I didn't expect her face to suddenly change into a desperate look, and before I could react, I took a few steps forward and threw myself at Qi Sheng's feet, kowtowing repeatedly. : "Your Majesty, the slave maid is guilty of death, the slave maid is guilty of death, His Royal Highness Zhao Wang was injured by the slave maid, the slave maid was lazy, and accidentally fell asleep in Wangmei Xuan, when I woke up, I saw Zhao Wang in front of me, slave maid, slave maid..."
Lvli couldn't go any further when he said that, he gritted his teeth and said again: "This servant thought he was going to be a frivolous servant, so I grabbed him in the face."
Hearing this, I subconsciously glanced at Lu Li's hand, the ten-fingered Kodan, slender white and slender, if I was scratched on the face by this hand, it would take ten days and a half to think about going out to meet people.
Suddenly, I feel sorry for Zhao Wang's unlucky child.
After the hedgerow finished speaking, he fell to the ground and shivered slightly.
Qi Sheng was silent for a moment, then looked up at me.
I pondered, the reason why I wanted to hit King Zhao was made clear by Lu Li, and the rest was to tell me why Lu Li was able to hit King Zhao.
I first calmly called Ledge, who was already crying and crawling on the ground, to get up and go out, then I sat down opposite Qi Sheng in pain, thought for a while and said, "I brought Ledge to find King Zhao, I have something to do. I wanted to ask him, so I chatted with him outside Wang Meixuan, and then I left, but I left the hedge behind. I guess she fell asleep inside."
Qi Sheng nodded slowly, and asked me again, "What did you ask the fifth to ask?"
I smacking my lips, but decided to tell the truth, and replied, "I asked why you are not close to women. I thought that since you had a good relationship in the past, maybe he could know the reason."
I guess Qi Sheng didn't expect me to be so straightforward. The expression on his face was obviously stunned for a moment. After a pause, he asked me lightly, "Do you think I'm not close to women?"
I nodded in accordance with the principle of seeking truth from facts, and replied calmly: "It's almost not like a woman, not like a man, or not like a normal man."
Hearing this, Qi Sheng picked up a faint sneer on the corner of his mouth and asked, "Then how does Peng Peng look like a normal man?"
Although I thought his question was a bit weird, I still answered sternly: "There are many men who have principles in women's sex, but very few can achieve the level of Liuxia Hui. Men are inherently different from women. , will not think about the love all day long, but also seek emotional singleness, but also physical loyalty. Men's nature is lust and fraternity, just like the stronger the male, the more females he wants to occupy, it doesn't matter. To praise and criticize, this is an instinct, the instinct of the body, it is a physiological impulse, and it is not transferred by human feelings.”
This is like sleeping in the middle of the night and suddenly there is a naked and warm beauty in the quilt. As long as you are a man, no matter if you are in a horror or a surprise, your little brother will be hard first.
Qi Sheng listened quietly, looking very focused.
The more I talked, the more I felt that I was quite academic, so I unwittingly let go of my courage, said smoothly, and continued: "For example, I may love a woman very much, but I may not be able to defend myself for her, unless she has great A strong willingness to express that I will lose her if I don't keep myself, so I may hesitate and bind my instincts. That is to say, when there are moral constraints on people in this regard, then people also have to control their own instincts , to remain loyal to the only partner. But if there is no restraint in this aspect, men are never afraid of having too many women around them. Well, men, they have to…”
Halfway through speaking, I suddenly stopped.
The faint smile on Qi Sheng's face was still there, but he didn't know when, his eyes gradually turned cold, he looked at me with a knife-like edge, and asked with a half-smile, "It seems that Peng Peng I know men very well, which also makes me more curious about your past and want to know who you are."
I choked for a while, thinking in my mind if I still insisted that I was the reincarnation of a god in the sky, how would he react? Are you just writing this letter, or will you just send me back to the West and tell me to return to the Immortal Class as soon as possible
I couldn't fathom what Qi Sheng was thinking, so I didn't dare to speak.
The corners of Qi Sheng's lips twitched lightly, and he asked without hesitation, "Or in a different way, was Peng Peng a woman or... a man before he became my crown princess?"
He spat out word by word slowly, and after I reacted, I understood the core of the problem, and then my brain exploded with a bang.
Qi Sheng still looked at me quietly, his dark eyes were like the silent lake in a winter night. Although the waves were not disturbed, there was a chilling chill. In the depths of his eyes, there was a faint murderous intent.
It's been a long time since he was like this.
My mind was blank for a moment, and suddenly I remembered what a senior Jianghu said. He said that if you have nothing to say, you should laugh first, laugh out loud, and when the other party laughs stupidly, things will be easy to deal with.
I opened my mouth and wanted to laugh, but I couldn't laugh, so I could only ask Qi Sheng blankly, "What do you mean?"
Qi Sheng hooked the corner of his mouth, smiled very lightly, and asked me: "What do you think? Pengpeng."
If I say that he is willing to believe that I am a woman, he can say anything. If he believes that I am actually a man... Then there is no need to say anything.
At the juncture of life and death, my brain finally began to run fast again. At the same time, try to make your eyes reflect sadness, resentment, unwillingness and other emotions. But after working hard for a long time, I don't know what to do to express such complex emotions with only one pair of eyes without the facial muscles still moving.
I had no choice but to close my eyes pretending to be sad, and asked Qi Sheng in a hoarse voice for a long time, "You asked me if I was a man or a woman before I became a princess?"
Qi Sheng was silent for a moment, before making a low "um".
I took a deep breath, opened my eyes and looked at him quietly, and then said: "You are curious about where I am now, who I was before, and even guessing whether I was a man or a woman before, but you never asked me before Where is Mrs Zhang, she has never had a place in your heart, she will die if she dies, even if she is still pregnant with your child, you never care, do you?"
Qi Sheng froze obviously, and pursed the corners of his lips slightly to look at me.
As soon as I saw his expression, my heart suddenly calmed down, I turned around and walked slowly in the hall, and decided to continue editing.
"Since you ask me now, I will tell you exactly." I stopped, turned to look at him coldly, "Yes, I have been lying to you before, I have never been a loose immortal. As long as I can remember, I was a lonely soul. I was bound on the Taiye Pond, watching Mrs. Zhang struggle in the water, watching her stretch out her hand to you with all her strength, and watching you swim towards Mrs. Jiang without hesitation. …”
Qi Sheng sat up straight and looked at me without moving, his eyes dark and unclear.
I smiled and continued: "I was obviously floating on the lake at that time, but the person who gradually sank seemed to be me, it was a kind of despair, a kind of loneliness that everything in the world no longer exists. Later, when I finally got liberated, someone told me that Zhang's life was extremely heavy, and he couldn't just die like this, and he told me to go back quickly."
I deliberately spoke very slowly, pausing from time to time, and when I finished speaking, I saw Qi Sheng slowly closing his eyes.
"I don't want to, I have already died once, why should I still do her? I refused to go, that person wouldn't let me go, and the result of the stalemate between the two was that he took me to see hundreds of sentient beings in the Three Realms. The state, it is said that if I have seen it a lot, I can also see it. Three days, I have seen the three worlds, and I have gone through ups and downs, and finally returned to Zhang."
I stopped, turned my head to look at Qi Sheng, and when he opened his eyes to look at me, I slowly said, "You guessed, but you never guessed that I was actually the Zhang family, that charming and willful Zhang. Shi. You think she has changed too much, but you don’t know that she has already reached a dead end, and there is no way to go, so she can only jump to another road and pretend to be another brand new person.”
Qi Sheng was silent for a long time.
I thought that no matter what story I made up, I couldn't be a eunuch, even if I couldn't make it in the end, at least an alien came out to save the field, and I could rely on science fiction.
I thought about it, and decided to use Duan Ji's provocative words to end the bitter story of the vicious female supporter who turned into a heroine after being reborn, so I raised my eyes and looked directly at Qi Sheng's eyes, and said in a tone that was out of the ordinary: "Zhang Pengpeng's people have never changed, they have become nothing but hearts. No love, no jealousy, no love, no harm, no love, no disturbance, no love and no worries."
If Qi Sheng's eyes were like a lake just now, now they are like a pool of stagnant water. It was pitch black and couldn't refract a trace of the light inside, so he looked at me quietly, and saw the hairs on my back.
There was silence in the hall, as if I could clearly hear his heavy breathing, my intense heartbeat, and the sound of candles bursting not far away.
The two were in a stalemate like this, and Qi Sheng suddenly asked, "You want to tell me that the person I'm most sorry for is Mrs. Zhang, isn't it?"
Although it was a question, it was said with absolute certainty that I didn’t need an answer at all.
I was hesitating about how to answer him, when I saw him smiling softly, that smile was light and distant, as if he had just finished listening to a lighthearted and interesting story.
Like, so fucking similar! At this moment, I suddenly realized that Qi Sheng and Matou Jun are two brothers. They have the same blood flowing through their bodies. How could I have divided these two people into different species before? !
Qi Sheng picked it up without showing any trace, and said calmly, "But even if I have lost to Mrs. Zhang, I'm sorry for her, but what does this have to do with you? You are not Mrs. Zhang, even if you tell the story again. Sad and moving, you are not her. I have known her for more than ten years, how could I not recognize her?"
I was stunned by what he said, and there was only one thought in my mind, if I would treat Qi Sheng as an SB in the future, then I would be a capitalized SB!
He squinted slightly at me, and asked slowly, "You haven't answered my question just now, are you a man or a woman?"
For the first time, I was speechless and could only stare at him in silence.
He looked at me silently for a long time, all kinds of emotions flashed in his eyes, but in the end he just smiled and stood up from the couch, looking like he was going to leave.
But I know that when he left, he decided that I was a man in my previous life, and waiting for me would only be death.
I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid of not dying!
For a time, I really wanted to hold Qi Sheng, and begged him: "One night husband and wife, one hundred nights, for the sake of having slept twice together, give me a good time."
Thinking like this, my hand involuntarily grabbed his leaving sleeve.
He paused, turned back to look at me, his eyes were cold, and he just asked me: "Are you a man or a woman?"
I dare not say the word "male", but I am not willing to say the word "female", all I can do is keep silent.
He pulled the corners of his lips, raised his wrist, and stretched out his other hand to break my fingers holding his sleeve, just like when Wan Jiang, I finger-pointed to break his tightly clasped hand.
I clenched my hands even tighter, my voice had become hoarse for some time, and I asked him, "Are you going to kill me?"
Qi Sheng stopped when he heard the words, he turned his head to look at me, there was a slight mockery in the smile on his lips, and said softly: "Empress, I won't kill you, I will ask you to continue to be the queen, just in In this palace, be the queen of my life."
If you can make offerings of food and drink all the time, it will be good to live your whole life like this. Thinking of this, the strength in my hands suddenly decreased a lot, and I let go of Qi Sheng's sleeves.
Qi Sheng's cheeks suddenly tightened, and he said as if gritted his teeth, "I will ask the queen to have a good taste of what it means to be alive rather than dead."
I rub, do we two have such a big hatred
I hurriedly grabbed Qi Sheng's cuff again, and begged, "Don't do things too badly, you let me go, or give me a good death."
Qi Sheng stared at me and asked me word by word, "Can I let you go?"
I nodded, "Let me go!"
Qi Sheng stared at me for a moment, then suddenly burst out laughing.
The laughter alarmed the people who were guarding outside the hall. Lvli and Freehand rushed in from the outside. As soon as their feet stepped into the hall, Qi Sheng roared, "Get out!"
Lu Li and Freehand immediately froze in place, but Freehand reacted first, and hurriedly grabbed Lu Li and dragged her to retreat.
Qi Sheng's face was ashen, he lowered his head and asked me, "I will let you go, who will let me go?"
Seeing that he was so unreasonable, I became anxious all of a sudden, raised his arms, and shouted, "Nima whoever holds you, go to whomever you go to. What's your revenge on me?"
Seeing the blue veins on the side of Qi Sheng's forehead throbbing faintly, he grabbed my wrist with his backhand, pulled me in front of him, and brought me closer. Then he asked angrily, "Tell me, are you a man or a woman?"
Although I was annoyed, there was still some desire to survive in my heart. I simply ripped off the clothes in front of me with both hands, and said angrily, "Do you think I am a man or a woman? You can see for yourself whether I am a man or a woman! If there is something wrong, they will come and ask me if I am a boy or a girl! I slept and slept, and the child was born, you say I am a boy or a girl?!"
I shouted and shouted, but for some reason I felt sadness in my heart, and suddenly wanted to cry inexplicably.
I was yelling and scolding here, but Qi Sheng suddenly slashed my hands behind him, arrogantly pulled me in front of him, approached, and asked forcefully, "Tell me, are you a man or a woman?"
The difference between men and women is the difference between life and death!
I clearly understood it in my heart, but the word "female" couldn't be exported. It seemed that as long as it was exported, everything in the past twenty years would be erased. From now on, I can only be Mrs. Zhang, who used to be Mrs. The Crown Princess Zhang, now the Empress Zhang, even if I become the Queen Mother in the future, I am also the Zhang! It's a woman, a woman in the harem, a woman who wants to live under Qi Sheng just like other women, a Zhang family who won't even keep her name!
Before, I never felt any difficulty in bending over to survive. Even when I woke up and transformed into Mrs. Zhang, I just struggled for a long time before calmly accepting this new body and accepting that I wanted to live in this new body. The reality of continuing to live in a woman's body.
Because I have always felt that I am still a man psychologically, even if I don’t have a second child now, even if I hold a beautiful woman, my heart is still in the water, but I am still a man who can stand upright in my heart, who is more upright and upright than Qi Sheng. man!
But at this moment, Qi Sheng wanted to "castrate" me psychologically. He wanted me to admit that I am a woman now, and I was a woman before, and I am a woman from the inside out!
Qi Sheng's body was stiff and straight, the blue veins on the side of his forehead were beating suddenly, his eyes seemed to be burning with a raging fire that could burn people, and he just stared at me.
I exhausted all my strength, and then I spit out the word with difficulty, "Female, I am a woman."
The strength in Qi Sheng's hand was obviously loosened.
My legs were weak, and my body slid down uncontrollably. At the same time, the tears that had been forcibly suppressed could no longer be held back, and suddenly poured out of my eyes. I didn't want to cry in front of Qi Sheng, so I quickly wiped it with the back of my hand, but I used both hands and couldn't wipe the tears off my face.
The more I wiped, the more panic I felt in my heart, and I also thought that I have now admitted that I am a bitch anyway, and there is nothing to be embarrassed to cry.
It's okay to cry this time, but it's hard to stop crying. I just feel that I can't stop crying. I can't wait to cry for a while before I feel happy.
I knelt on the ground and cried aloud, and Qi Sheng stood silently in front of me.
I don't know how long it took, and when my voice was hoarse, and my tears were no longer flowing, I saw the corner of my robe move, and then Qi Sheng squatted down in front of me, looked at me, and said softly. Said: "You don't know how much I want to kill you now, it's over."
He finished speaking slowly, and the corner of his mouth twitched upwards again, but this time he showed a hint of self-deprecation, got up and walked past me, out of the hall.