Zijin thought for a while and asked Yuxi: "Madam, why did you say Mr. Song did this? You don't have a deep hatred with her. Even if you don't like you, you shouldn't do it this way, right?"
Yuxi smiled bitterly, and said: "I don't know why? Why is it so full? Only Mr. Song knows this." He said that he didn't know, but he could guess something in his heart. Mr. Song felt that she was too scheming, and after adopting Dafang, she felt that she was rebellious and unfilial, and her character was not good. But if you don't like it, you shouldn't put her to death! Zijin said, "Could it be that she was talking nonsense there?" This is not a question of corrupting reputation, it is a matter of life and death.
Yuxi thought for a while and said, "It's so far from the capital, I can't do anything I want. Let's let it go for the time being!" Originally, Mr. Song didn't like her, and Yuxi didn't think much about it. He has a personal fate. But now, Yuxi felt uncomfortable in her heart. Although she did not worship Mr. Song, she was also her mentor, so she was very respectful to Mr. Song. But this kind of respect, in exchange for this kind of result.
Zijin said: "I'm so embarrassed." I thought that Mrs. Northwest would be able to live a comfortable life, but I didn't expect to suffer such a thing again.
Yuxi said: "Yes, I'm really frustrated." Although Qin Zhao and Xu Shige responded to her before, Yuxi has confidence in Yun Qing. As long as Yun Qing is in the position, Qin Zhao, Xu and Xu's family are not a problem. . She was also thinking about solving these things, and she would be able to live her birthday in the northwest in the future. Unexpectedly, there is another knife hanging on his head now, if this knife falls, it will be dead at any time. Fortunately, the Yu family didn't respond to this. Otherwise, a three-way flanking attack would really have no way for her to survive. Cough, why is it so difficult if you want to live well.
Just after dark, Yuxi was still reading in the room. Mother Qu came in and said to Yuxi, "Madam, Han Guan said that the third master of the Lu family is here." This time, she must have come to stay for the night.
After hearing this, Yuxi thought of this, and said with a smile: "It's already late today, and it's not convenient for me to see him. See you tomorrow! Please entertain Lu Sanye." Although he is a relative, he is a foreigner. I'm sure I won't see you this night. When the northwestern folklore is open again, Yuxi still receives the most orthodox education and is more cautious in all aspects.
Mother Qu went back and returned, and then told Yuxi one more thing, and said: "Madam, the manager of Han said that Lu Sanye has made a vacancy for a hundred households." Baihu is an official position of the sixth grade, Lu Sanye. Two years older than Han Jianye, he is now a sixth-grade positive, which is already considered very good. As for Han Jianye, it is a special case and cannot be compared.
Yuxi nodded, showing that he knew it.
In the evening, Yuxi started to move his muscles and bones again. Yuxi thought it was simple, just shaking his arms. But that's it, Zijin has to watch from the side, for fear that in case she can catch Yuxi by the side. But so far, what Shijin is worried about hasn't happened yet.
That night, Mother Qu was on duty. When Yun Qing is not there, Xi's mother is worried that Yuxi is sleeping in the house alone, and there is something outsiders do not know, so she asks Yuxi to have someone to accompany her. Yuxi couldn't help but put an extra wooden couch in the room, and the people who watched the night slept on the couch. In the absence of Yun Qing, Mama Qu and Mama Xi took turns in the evening.
Yuxi lay down, but couldn't sleep at all. As soon as I squinted, I remembered what was on the letter. This time, Yuxi was really sad.
When Mother Qu heard the movement, she put on her clothes and walked to the table to light up the lamp. Then he walked to the bed with a tung oil lamp, put the lamp on the bedside table, and asked: "Madam, did something happen in the capital? It makes you worry about it?" The lady saw Lu Sanye send it away. After I received the letter, I was in a bad mood. It is certainly not an ordinary thing for a lady who is usually moody and invisible to show such an expression.
Yuxi thought for a while, and said, "My eldest brother told me one thing in the letter today, saying that Mr. Song told the prince that I have a deep heart and that I will become a disaster for the Zhou Dynasty in the future. I can't figure out why she said that? "Usually, Yuxi would not tell Mama Qu about things like this. Only this time, she was really sad and needed someone to analyze this matter with her. Otherwise, she can't restore her peace.
Mother Qu's face changed.
Yuxi just wanted to find a catharsis, and then said: "Mother Qu, I respect her very much. She is my teacher. I respect her very, very much. Even if she doesn't like me, I still respect her. But why? Why? She wants to hate me like this, so she can't let me die? What did I do wrong to treat me like this?" She doesn't know why Mr. Song said that to her? If only a few words are not good for her, but Mr. Song wants her to die like this! If it's an enemy, that's all, but this person is her enlightenment teacher, and someone she respects!
At this point, Yuxi's eyes were red. She doesn't understand why? Sometimes she really wondered if she was really hit and bad? How else could she be so annoying? Her biological father disliked her so much that she wanted her to die, and her grandmother also hated that she would leave her words before her death to tell her filial piety. Now even her respected husband wants her to die.
It was the first time that Mother Qu saw Yuxi so sad, she paused, and said, "Madam, since Song Mingyue can say that, it proves that she doesn't care about the relationship between teachers and students at all. Why does Madam do this? People are sad."
After hearing this, Yuxi suddenly looked up at Mother Qu and asked, "Do you know Mr. Song?" Even now, Yuxi still respects Song Mingyue as Mr. Song.
Mother Qu shook her head and said, "I don't know, but I have heard of some deeds of Song Mingyue." After a pause, Mother Qu said to Yuxi: "Madam know why Song Mingyue married the second master of the Lu family?"
Yuxi shook her head, she really didn't know about it: "Does mother know?" It has been many years, and not many people knew about it back then. And because Mr. Song is her teacher, Yuxi didn't want to inquire about her.
Mother Qu nodded and said, "This was not unusual at the time. Song Mingyue's father and Lu Houye at the time, that is, Lu Erye, Lu Song's father, were confidant friends, so they ordered dolls for them. Dear. Later, the Song family got better and better, but the Lu family has not been like since the death of Lord Lu. But Master Song is a trustworthy person. Even if the Lu family fails and Luzon is not a talent, he has to fulfill his promise. Otherwise, With Song Mingyue's talent, appearance and reputation in the capital, she will not marry the mediocre Luzon!"
Yuxi had long guessed that the two would become a couple and get married should be a marriage contract made by their parents, otherwise the two would not be a couple, because it is too unmatched.
Mother Qu glanced at Yuxi, and saw that Yuxi's expression was calmer, and then she continued: "Later, my wife must have heard of the incident. There was something wrong with the Song family. The Lu family was afraid of being involved and wanted to kill Song Mingyue. , But Song Mingyue peacefully reconciled with Luzon."
Yuxi nodded and said, "I've heard of it."
Mother Qu said: "Song Mingyue brought back the dowry and used it to support the people of the Song family who stayed in the capital. Later, she came out to teach and accumulated a lot of contacts, all of which were brought by Song Mingyue to the sons of the Song family. It's paving the way, otherwise the Song family wouldn't be able to get up so quickly. Song Mingyue has made great contributions to the family."
Yuxi asked, "Mother Qu, if you have something to say, just speak straight." It's a waste of time to go around so many turns.
It’s the first time Mother Qu felt that Yuxi was so impatient, but anyone who encounters this kind of thing will feel uncomfortable: "Madam, it’s not good to say it, because the third old lady is with the dead old lady. Many people feel that You are disobedient and unfilial. Even in the eyes of many people, the eldest lady has been influenced by you." The relationship between the wife and the biological father is the same, and the relationship with the old lady is extremely bad, otherwise the old lady will not let go of her deathbed. Yuxi keeps filial piety. Therefore, in the eyes of many scholars, it is a big rebellion.
Yuxi was not angry because of Mother Qu's words: "Mom continues to say."
When Mama Qu saw this, she continued: "The scholars pay attention to'filial piety, loyalty, loyalty, courtesy, integrity and shame', and they can't see what the wife does." Of these people, Song Mingyue was naturally included.
Yuxi laughed bitterly when he heard this: "If you can be filial to fathers and daughters, who would be willing to bear the charge of disobedience and unfilial piety?" He has already died once in his previous life, and it is still a dead end if he does not resist. She doesn't want to die, she just wants to live well. But now it seems that this road is not easy to follow. Before I knew it, so many enemies were erected.
Mother Qu said: "Madam has difficulties, we all know these, but these people don't care about the above, they only believe in their own way." A little bit of endurance will be defeated by this kind of rumors, OK. Yuxi has a strong endurance ability, so far, he hasn't been affected much.
Yuxi looked up at the top of the bed and said, "Yes! It was not their flesh that was cut, and it was not their blood that was shed. Naturally, I don't know how painful it is." Can you stand on the commanding heights of morality and blame yourself.
Mother Qu paused and said, "Does Madam know why Song Mingyue has been married to Luzon for several years but has not given birth to a child?"
Yuxi thought this question was a bit strange, and asked, "Isn't it saying that Mr. Song can't give birth?"
Mother Qu nodded and said, "There are concubines and concubines in Luzon, so Song Mingyue has no children and all the people say it is her problem?"
Yuxi was confused, and asked, "What do you mean by mom?" If Luzon has only one child born, it can also be said that this child may not belong to Luzon. However, Luzon has several children born out of it, and it is impossible that none of these children are from Luzon. Therefore, Luzon's body is okay at all.
Mother Qu said, "Madam, Luzon has limited talents. From the age of five to enlightenment until the age of eighteen, she was only awarded a talent. It is not certain whether this talent was admitted to him or not. Song Mingyue is a well-known talented woman in Beijing. Madam, do you think Song Mingyue looks good at Luzon?"
Yuxi heard the implication, and said: "Mother's meaning is that Mr. Song is not unable to give birth, but is not willing to give birth?" After thinking about it seriously, this is not impossible. But since I can't look down on Luzon, I thought of retiring from this family at first, so why bother with myself for the rest of my life.
Mother Qu did not give a definite reply, but said: "This is just my guess. But one thing is for sure. The few students Song Mingyue accepts are all talented, intelligent, and of high status. There is potential." The first few said that Yuchen didn't talk about it, but he didn't marry very well. After all, Song Mingyue teaches these students for not benefit. But she can do yes, but she thinks Yuxi can't do it, which is really funny.
Mother Qu actually doesn't like people like Song Mingyue very much. They always feel that they are doing it well, and they demand this and that from others, but often these people act on their own but have no bottom line.
Yuxi had already noticed this point. Yuxi didn't have much feeling about this before, but the husband naturally hopes to teach talented students. She minds why Mr. Song would say something like that to Chen Yu: "Then my mother thinks, why does Mr. Song hate me so much that he hates me to die?"
Mother Qu thought for a while and said: "Song Mingyue is so disgusted that she can't wait for Madam to die. I guess she should think that Madam is wearing a boneless body, and the general is a person who can fight. Once the general has the power of the Northwest, she will suffer. Influenced by the wife, she thinks it will be a disaster for the world in the future, so she said that to the prince’s people. In Song Mingyue’s eyes, she did this for righteousness." Song Mingyue has no feelings for her wife, so she does this. There is no burden at all. On the other hand, Madam, because she was invested in feelings, she felt so uncomfortable.
Yuxi looked at Mother Qu and asked, "Do you think I have a boneless body?" People with a boneless body refer to those who are unfaithful and unrighteous. What Yuxi didn't want to hit was that one day this word would be put on her body.
Mother Qu shook her head and said, "No. Madam has clear grievances, and she is a gentleman." The women of the big family demand filial piety, gentleness, consideration, and chaste. Such a temperament is really unpleasant.
Yuxi laughed mockingly, she couldn't do anything about her grievances, and she couldn't be forced to. If she doesn't sever ties with Han Jingyan, she will be restrained for the rest of her life, and in the end she may still end up in the same way she did in her previous life.
Mother Qu said: "Madam, since Song Mingyue didn't take you to heart, why should you be sad for what she said? Madam, it's not worth it to be sad for such a person."
Yuxi was silent for a while, and then said quietly: "It's really not worth it." From now on, Song Mingyue is just a woman who wants her life, not her mentor.