Slowly, feeling Gong Jin calm down, Zuo Qiu looked down and saw that she was so tired from crying that she fell asleep like this. The love and compassion in my heart was overflowing, I carefully picked her up, walked to the bedroom, gently put it on the bed, covered the quilt, and was about to go out to put the things I bought, but my hand was pulled, and I turned around. Seeing Gong Jin looking at herself timidly, the tears in her eyes had not yet disappeared, Chu Chu was pitiful. He squatted down with a smile, leaned on Gong Jin's head, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will always be by your side!"
Gong Jin didn't let go, but grasped tighter, and said softly, "Why don't you ask about my family's affairs?"
Zuo Qiu stretched out his hand, gently wiped off the tear marks on Gong Jin's face, and said, "You don't want to say, I won't ask!"
Gong Jin closed his eyes, a drop of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and melted into the temples, and said slowly: "The two people just now, one is my father and the other is my brother. After my mother passed away three years ago, I was entrusted to them. Their home was very complete, and the family of three had a good time. I suddenly broke in and "disrupted" their peace of life. I didn't want to do anything like that, so I moved back to my mother's house I went out to work and support myself. At that time, I was still in high school, working part-time, and my life was not bad. During that time, it was the quietest life I lived before I met you."
"My mother is a beautiful woman. I look a lot like her, but she is not as beautiful as her. She was not an exaggeration when she said that she dumped all beings in Greentown, but she was just a woman with a good skin. No matter, a beautiful woman with no money and no power is inferior to ordinary women. At least people can lead a peaceful life, and a beautiful woman will only become a beauty." "My mother was born beautiful, my father The long one is also very handsome. Look at my brother Gong Jue, you can know his demeanor back then. He is old now, but his demeanor remains the same. One is beautiful and the other is handsome. How can two misfortunes be together? But I My mother preferred this man who shouldn’t love, and she was pregnant with me. After my mother told my father the news, my father disappeared from my mother’s world, but my My mother didn’t believe that he was an irresponsible man, and gave birth to me. At that time, my mother and I were lying in the hospital when I was just born. No one was in charge of us. My mother’s medical expenses were still a kind heart. The doctor paid for it. After staying in the hospital for two days, my mother hugged me back to my grandfather’s house. My grandfather didn’t open the door to my mother, so my mother knelt in front of the house. In the end, my grandma couldn’t hear my cry and insisted on opening it. The door, let us enter the house." "My grandfather was angry with my mother, and died within a year; my grandma did not hold on for long. When I was four years old, he also passed away. They are just my mother and a daughter, but this daughter angered them alive. My mother took me to live alone for more than ten years, let her become a beautiful woman who is all over the country. She became an unsalted "woman" with wrinkled faces and gray hair. She has been waiting for my dad. She believes that my dad will come back to find our mother and daughter one day. My dad is here, But at that time, my mother had already exhausted her life. Seeing her dad in the past, she was relieved and smiled, and only said one sentence, “This is your daughter, I can’t take care of her anymore, I hope you can Continue to take care of her!', and then left."
"My classmates talked about my catastrophe behind the scenes. You see, before I came into this world, I separated my parents and mother; just one year after birth, my grandfather died; three years later, my grandma also passed away. In the end, even my mother left me. I actually heard what they said, but I couldn't find anything to refute. I was a catastrophe."
"After I harmed my mother's family, I made my father's family more quarrels and fights; I almost broke the relationship between you and Xiaojie. I tried to end my unknown life countless times, but my mother "fucked" for me. All my life, how could I make her feel sad again? After my mother passed away, who would be bad luck for my unknown, it was they who asked for it and had nothing to do with me. Why should I end my life for them? So I survived. I am very lucky that I survived and met you and Xiaojie. Xiaojie made me feel the warm affection. You let me experience the feelings of my mother back then, and gave me love, my life, and now It is very complete and there is no regret. If I go to my mother now and tell her about my current life, she will definitely be happy for me!"
Zuo Qiu listened to her quietly. It should be the first time that she told others about these things like this, speaking as she pleased and speaking very casually. The tone is also very flat, as if they are talking about things that have nothing to do with her, but those things are connected to her flesh and blood. Zuoqiu listened to her plainly speaking, but it seemed as if she saw her tearing the scars that had already been crusted, the dead skin on the top was torn away, and the delicate flesh underneath was "exposed" without bleeding, because there was no more Blood can flow. Zuo Qiucai’s heart was throbbing, and he tried to interrupt her several times, but thought that these scars were torn apart, and the pain deposited inside would also be torn away, then scabs, shedding, just It will be brand new skin. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain!
Hearing Gong Jin's last words, he pulled her hand to his mouth, kissed and said, "Your mother is watching you in heaven now. She must have seen your happiness." He knelt on his knees. He raised his head and said: "Mom, please rest assured, Xiao Jin will be happier in the future, please bless us on it!"
Gong Jin turned his face to his side, staring blankly at Zuo Qiu’s solemn face, tears rose again, his teeth biting his lips tightly, blood leaking from between his teeth; his hand tightly holding Zuo Qiucai’s hand, The strength was so great that Zuo Qiu was hurt by him.
Gong Jin stretched out his hand and tightly circled Zuo Qiucai's neck. Her body was trembling. The tighter the circle, the tighter he was strangled. He calmed down, relaxed his arms, and said: " I won't bite you, your child is in my stomach. If you can't do what you just said, I will torture him. There is no way to make your heartache!"
Gong Jin said what was on his mind, and couldn't hold it anymore, and soon fell into a deep sleep.
Zuoqiu waited until she fell asleep, then gently withdrew his hand and went to the kitchen to clean up the vegetables he bought. After the meal was finished, Gong Jin did not wake up and let her rest. She ate some first, filled her stomach, and returned to Gong Jin’s bedside to guard.