The Rebirth of Nirvana

Chapter 368: on the way

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Zhao Yuqi didn’t know what he did after learning about his wish, how he got the car, how he got the money, how to prepare the equipment, how to set the travel route, and how he was discovered by his family. Later, Ruyi escaped... She didn't ask, just sat next to him, looked at him quietly, gave him everything she had, and let him take her where, how, and what to do!

The biggest obstacle to their journey was not the unknown way forward, but the obstruction of the families of both parties. Zhao Yuqi believed that when their family members discovered that they were missing, they would not hesitate to use their powerful force to Find them in the shortest time! Zhao Yuqi had no doubt about the ability and energy of their family. When she got in his car, drove away from the mansion, and drove away from Beijing, she was not sure, how far she could go on this trip, she didn’t care, even if Before leaving Beijing, she was found by her family and pulled back. She was also satisfied!

Even Zhao Yuqi didn’t think of his reckless move, let alone their family members, so before they left Beijing, their families had no doubts about their movements. After they left Beijing smoothly, they quickly Changed a car, didn't go on the road, and moved forward hard on the small road! Naturally, the road conditions on the small road are not much better. The car that I changed to is not in good condition, so the bumpy road along the way makes life easy since childhood. Zhao Yuqi, who has never had a bit of hardship, suffers not lightly, but she There is no complaint about this!

He is very well prepared for this trip, and also considers the biggest obstacle to this trip. In addition to always choosing small roads and constantly changing cars, he also avoids all cities and only stays in some small towns. When I was eager to hurry, I missed my head, and I would ask for "sex" and "exposed" to stay in the wild!

They did not have a definite purpose in this trip, they were just doing what they wanted. Anyway, no matter where they went, all they saw were scenery they had never seen before! Moreover, seeing the scenery is not the purpose of their trip. They want to enjoy the world of two people. In this world, there is not so much utilitarianism, not so much illusion, and some are just pure innocence. feeling!

They first headed north, to Inner Mongolia, and saw the vast grassland where "the wind blows the grass and the cattle and sheep are low", then turned west, looked at the desolate and crowded Gobi Desert, and then turned south to see the snow-capped mountains and rain forests. On July 21st, they had seen the grasslands, the Gobi and the desert, and turned to the south. When they were going to see the snow-capped mountains and the rainforest, they spent the night on the upper reaches of the Yellow River in Qinghai.

The weather that day was as good as today, the sky was clear during the day, and the moon was high at night! Zhao Yuqi clearly remembered that the moon that night was the roundest she had seen in the past nineteen years!

They had a simple dinner, lying leisurely on the bank of the Yellow River, watching the bright moon half-hanging in the night, listening to the rustling of the Yellow River around them, the temperature was not low, but their bodies were hard. But it's very close, as if to draw heat from the other person's body temperature.

When Zhao Yuqi came out with him, she was ready to dedicate everything to him, but in the previous time, she was worried about the pursuit of her family and had to hurry on her way. Second, she did not encounter such a quiet night. , Warm and romantic environment and atmosphere, after three years, Zhao Yuqi found that he didn't seem to want her! Therefore, Zhao Yuqi has just been waiting for this moment!

At that time, Zhao Yuqi believed that the time was ripe! He didn't mean to want her, she must take the initiative to dedicate her life! This is not that she is shameless, but that she is afraid! After getting along with all these days and nights, she saw the truth of his life. She took a lot of "medicine" every day to keep her body functioning normally. The weight of those "medicine" was more than the amount of food he ate every day. !

Zhao Yuqi had also taken "medicine" and knew what it was like to take "medicine". She just had a cold and fever. Taking four or five pieces of "medicine" at a time was uncomfortable enough, but every time he took dozens of pieces of each. "Lose" "Pills", Zhao Yuqi just looked at it, she felt her throat clogged and her stomach churning, let alone his true feelings!

In this way, under the support of a large number of "medicine" substances, his spirit is also languishing day by day, and his body is obviously thinner than before; his cheeks are obviously thinner than before, and even his eyes are not as bright as before. , Only a smile is left, still warm!

Zhao Yuqi looked at his body, weakened day by day, empathizing with him, even more distressed than being sick! Along the way, she had to interrupt the trip countless times and asked him to go back to Beijing and go to the hospital for an examination. He controlled the obviously deteriorating condition but was stopped by him. He looked into the distance and said with a smile: " This trip, I am not just for fulfilling your intentions, but also for myself! I know that my body can’t last for long. I just returned to Beijing to control my illness, and at most, it can prolong me. How long is the life

"Yuqi, since you were born, you have lived in a large house, so you want to escape there, go outside and breathe the free air! Why am I? Especially after I was found to be ill, I acted more. It is strictly controlled, not only at home and the hospital, but also at home and hospital. I have to take a lot of "medicine" every day. What makes me even more unbearable is that despite this, my life is still going step by step, towards the end!

"Yuqi, you see that I have to take so many "medicine" every day, and I can feel the feeling of heartache! And I have been like this for more than three years, my feelings, you can't realize it anyway! I don’t want to be just like that, being imprisoned in that small world, suddenly one day, I fell down, and I can’t wake up anymore! Instead of that, I would rather fall on the road! In this way, when I fall asleep, my face Still smiling!

"So, Yuqi, this trip is not only for fulfilling your wish, but also for myself, for me to come to this world once, and there will be less regrets when we go! Therefore, we must continue to walk until we I'm all tired and don't want to go any further!"

Zhao Yuqi saw his firm expression and firm eyes, and her heart became stronger! Yes, as long as the two of them are together, then no matter what is ahead, they can face together, share together, and bear together! Even if he really can't hold on, falling on the road, it's better than returning to Beijing, the two people are separated, and even the last side of him may not be seen!

In order for him not to be so tired, Zhao Yuqi insisted that he teach him to drive so that when he continues to move forward, the two of them can drive in shifts. He did not refuse Zhao Yuqi's request. Instead, he started teaching Zhao Yuqi to drive with great interest. As Zhao Yuqi was learning to drive, he added a lot of laughter to the trip.

After that conversation, Zhao Yuqi never mentioned the interruption of the journey. Instead, she smiled with happiness every day, so that every day, perhaps the last day he spent in this world, could live happily. Full of joy!

However, in her heart, Zhao Yuqi is praying to God, so that he can hold on for one more day, one more day, best, to be able to keep going! Although she had a smile on her face, she was worried in her heart. For fear that he was smiling, she closed her eyes, fell asleep, and couldn't wake up anymore!

Zhao Yuqi didn't know how long he could hold on, so when she was on the bank of the Yellow River and felt that the time was right, she didn't want to wait any longer. She would truly become one with him that night!

During the journey, they did a lot of things that they had not done before and had no chance to do, holding hands, hugging, kissing, and "touching", but every time at the end, he would restrain himself and refrain from going over. The bottom line!

It was the same this time. They hugged, "touched" each other's body with their hands, and their lips were entangled. Zhao Yuqi had mastered his sex and made him feel his desire, but when it came time, he Restrained and retracted back!

Zhao Yuqi did not let him give up this time, but opened his eyes, firmly pulled his arm, looked at his face, and said firmly: "Everything about me belongs to you!"

He lowered his eyes, not facing hers, and said in a deep voice, "I know!"

Zhao Yuqi said: "Then why are you..."

He said: "I can't give you a future, I can't ruin your future!"

Zhao Yuqi said: "Without you, I would have no future! My future is all yours!"

He said: "No! Your life is still very long. I'm just a passerby in your life. In the future, you will meet someone better than me. Your future is yours. I can't be so selfish. Owning your past, owning your present, but also forcibly occupying your future!"

In Zhao Yuqi's eyes, tears suddenly gushed out, falling down the corners of both eyes, she did not wipe them, letting the tears blindfold her eyes, and said: "I am selfish and want to take everything you have! I know, You will not give it to others, but if you do not give it to me, then in my life, you are not complete! I want to have a complete you!"

He stretched out his hand, wiped her tears gently, and said softly: "I am now all yours. If it is like that, nothing will change! Don't cry, I'll sing you a song. !"

He has liked singing since he was a child. At that time, whenever she was angry and ignored him, he would sing her a song, which would make her turn her anger into joy, and the two people reconciled as before! He sings very well, and in her ears, he is many times stronger than those so-called singers! Any singer's song, after his interpretation, will add his unique style, making Zhao Yuqi "fascinated"! When Zhao Yuqi had her own tape recorder, she forced him to record several tapes for herself. She listened to it over and over again and never tire of listening! Later, as long as she heard any good song, she would let him sing it again and record it instead of the original song and store it in her treasure box!

ps: Are there any literary styles in these chapters? Haha, I don’t know how it feels to be seen, I write smoothly anyway! The kid knows that this is not in line with the tone of the book. The kid will break free from this emotion as soon as possible and return to the right path!

ps2: Well, since I have spoken, let me say a few more words. Everyone can see the current clicks and red tickets. The kid knows that this is a kid's low level, and the results are so dismal, and I can't blame others, but the kid said that if you don't have an eunuch, you will stick to it. Regardless of the results! In addition, to say weakly, if the judge feels that there is still something to read in this book, give the boy a red ticket. The boy is very grateful!