The Rebirth of Nirvana

Chapter 45: Zuo Qiucai's troubles

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After Zuo Qiucai and Gong Jin returned to the backstage, Zuo Qiu saw Gong Jin's shoulders suddenly collapsed, and he couldn't help but laughed: "Why, nervous? At the welcome party last time, there was no sound from your microphone. I haven't seen you so nervous!"

After the tacit cooperation with Zuo Qiucai just now, Gong Jin seemed to have forgotten the bad impression of Zuo Qiucai for a while. Although he still gave Zuo Qiu a white eye, how did this white eye look back? With a rare playfulness, "That's just acting. It doesn't matter if it's a good acting. Besides, it's not my cause; this time it's a competition, and I participated in the representative department, with the honor of the department on my back. How could it be the same?"

Zuo Qiu hesitated and said, "Oh! I didn't see that you are still such a person with a sense of collective honor!"

Gong Jin glanced at Zuoqiu and said, "Don't be ironic. I just want to do everything I can to do my best. It has nothing to do with the sense of collective honor."

Zuo Qiu had never spoken to Gong Jin so easily before. After a successful cooperation, he realized that the girl in front of him was not as inaccessible as she had been before, "Hehe, then your previous life will definitely let you Extremely dissatisfied, that's why you keep a cold face every day, as if others owe you money!"

Gong Jin's face shrank, lowered her head, and when she lifted it up, her face was already covered with frost, "Do I need to care about what others think of me?"

Zuoqiu was unable to adapt to her face-changing skills for a while, swallowed and spit, did not choose to shrink, but added another sentence: "You refuse to interact with others like this, even if you are satisfied with yourself in the end, you should not. It doesn’t make much sense to recognize others!"

Gong Jin became indifferent and said, "I live only for myself. It is enough to satisfy myself. There is no need to force others' approval!"

Zuoqiu shook his head secretly, and saw that she was stubbornly like an iceberg that couldn't be melted for thousands of years, so he stopped wasting his tongue.

The game is still going on, and those who have already participated cannot leave the game early, because after the game is over, the awards will be awarded on the spot. Zuo Qiucai and Gong Jin waited in the background. They both fell silent if they didn't speculate. Zuo Qiu stretched out his head to watch the performance on stage, but Gong Jin lowered his head, expressionless, not knowing what he was thinking.

After waiting for an hour, the game was all over. The on-site scoring continued as the game progressed. Within five minutes after the game, the ranking of the game was reached. The cross talk between Zuo Qiu and Gong Jin unsurprisingly won the only first class. prize. There is a trophy for the first prize, so there are two certificates of honor in the department, one for each of Zuo Qiu and Gong Jin. There is no material reward, and it is very poor. If in a previous life, this certificate might be useful when Zuoqiu was looking for a job after graduation, but now it's just a piece of waste paper.

The Minister of Culture and Entertainment was very excited. After the end of the song, he had to take Zuo Qiu and Gong Jin out to celebrate. Zuo Qiu had already seen that the Minister of Culture and Entertainment had a bad heart for Gong Jin. At this time Of course I wouldn't make light bulbs, because I didn't go with them because I had something to do.

Just the day before the game, Zhang Bingjie, Sun Xinxin, Shao Ning, and Ji Xiujuan were moved by Zuo Qiucai, Wang Zhaonan, Zhao Yunsheng, and Qian Zhao, and moved to the small courtyard named "Wolf's Den" by them. . Sun Xinxin was bold and daring in this regard, and first lived in a room with Wang Zhaonan; Ji Xiujuan was also taken down by Qian Zhao’s rhetoric and moved to the same room with him; Zuoqiu’s mouth was smart enough, but Zhang Bingjie’s face was thin. Very, actually left Zuoqiu aside, and lived in the same room with Shao Ning, who had not been taken down by Zhao Yunsheng. Zuoqiu didn't have the habit of living in the same house with a big man. In desperation, he lived in a room by himself. On the second floor of the small courtyard, there were seven rooms. On the first floor, there were three single rooms and a two-bedroom. The two rooms and one hall were installed as a computer room and an office. The remaining three rooms downstairs were reserved by the "monkey" Jia Tianhou. There are five rooms left, which are occupied by Zhou Ziyang, Cao Yinghao, and Zhang Kaixiang. One, but not every day. The remaining two rooms are reserved for Pang Chongbin and Zuo Qiulei, so that they don't have to squeeze in a gang when they can't go back. Zhao Yunsheng didn't mean to move out at all. Sometimes, he stayed alone in the dormitory.

After the game ended successfully, Zuo Qiu didn't return to the small courtyard directly, but returned to the dormitory. There is no one in the dormitory. They should all go to the small courtyard. Today is the first day of their relocation. As usual, they will have a little fun. Zuoqiu has asked for leave, saying that his participation in the competition does not know when it will end. Now it is just nine o'clock. A little more, the gathering in the small courtyard should be in the ascendant, but Zuo Qiu was not in the mood to join in the fun. To be honest, he was sulking Zhang Bingjie.

After Zuo Qiucai's life was over, he believed that the biggest difference from the past is that he bravely captured Zhang Bingjie's heart. Although he had a crush on Zhang Bingjie for nearly four years in his previous life, he didn’t have much contact with her. Now after so long of mutual understanding, he found that besides her outstanding figure, the girl’s "sexuality" is also very gentle and very harmonious. His own spleen and stomach, however, he also discovered Zhang Bingjie's stubbornness and caution in his "sex". This stubbornness and caution is reflected in her attitude towards feelings: Although she has completely accepted Zuo Qiucai and has placed everything she has on Zuo Qiucai, in some respects, she still will Have their own persistence. For example, she does not want to be Zuo Qiucai’s housekeeper and manage the finances of Zuo Qiucai’s company. Instead, she has her own business and is busy decorating their jewelry store with Shao Ning all day long; for example, she does not want to She always sticks with Zuo Qiu, but subconsciously keeps the distance she thinks is the most suitable with him... In terms of work, Zuo Qiu respects her ideas, she wants to do things by herself, and Zuo Qiu fully supports her. She; but emotionally, after they have reached this point, she has to deliberately maintain a distance, which makes Zuo Qiu very angry!

Only then did Zuo Qiu know that she did not distrust herself or the feelings between them, but in her opinion, keeping such a distance would keep their feelings fresh all the time! Distance produces beauty! However, Zuo Qiu didn't dare to agree with her thoughts, especially now that Zuo Qiu had just tasted the forbidden fruit, but Zhang Bingjie wanted to keep her reserved and the sacredness of love, so that he could not let Zuo Qiu hold back. I felt angry!

Zuoqiu is actually not a person who is good at managing feelings. His perception of feelings is quite extreme: if you love, then devote yourself to it, and don’t pretend to make some reservations; if you don’t love, Or if you can't love, you can't afford to love, then you would rather guard quietly in the distance! Therefore, in his previous life, although he liked Zhang Bingjie for four years, he finally realized that Zhang Bingjie had a good impression of him, but because of his own difficult life, he could not give Zhang Bingjie happiness, so he chose to protect Zhang Bingjie silently; in this life, he changed the trajectory of his life. The biggest motivation for Zhang Bingjie is actually to provide someone he likes with a condition that can make her feel happy. He now has this condition, and he is fully involved in the relationship between him and Zhang Bingjie. Unexpectedly, he gets someone like Zhang Bingjie. I was really disappointed in the treatment.

He did not turn on the light, lying quietly on his own, thinking about his past and present relationship with Zhang Bingjie, he couldn't help but wonder whether the love he thought was the most perfect is as perfect as he thought it was! Is there really no perfect love in this world

I don’t know that the sage said that love is actually a compromise between two people! Zuoqiu thought that he had done a lot for love, but he was not satisfied with the reward, which made him very disappointed! I don't know if it is disappointment in Zhang Bingjie's persistence, or disappointment in her incomprehension. He thought about it seriously, and no longer blamed Zhang Bingjie for all the reasons for the disappointment, but instead looked for the reason in himself: Is it because he asked too much? Is it because I am too eager? However, the people around him are all walking in front of him, and he is just following their path. Why do people have to go through so many rugged and rough roads? Others don't say, it is Wang Zhaonan and Sun Xinxin around him. With such an example in front of him, how can Zuo Qiu not feel depressed