The Rebirth of Nirvana

Chapter 59: Unexpected bad news

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When Zuoqiu was walking in a dim alley, the phone ringing suddenly rang. His phone didn’t have any fancy functions, but the loudspeaker sounded loudly. He was thinking about things again, and he was frightened by the sudden ringing. , Stepped into a small pit on the ground, his footing was unstable, and almost fell to the ground. He hurriedly stretched out his hand to support the wall, stood firmly, and cursed the caller at this time while taking out his phone. When he saw the caller ID, he was suddenly stunned. It was Gong Jin who called.

Ten days have passed since that ridiculous night. Gong Jin has never contacted Zuoqiu on the initiative. Even if he met him inadvertently at school, he ignored it with a cold face and strictly followed what she had said at the time. Zuo Qiu couldn't help it, and called her. The phone was on, but no one answered. Zuo Qiu couldn't think of it. I didn't expect that she actually called at this time.

Zuo Qiu hurriedly connected, put the phone to his ear, and held his breath for a while, thinking that Gong Jin would speak first, but he didn't expect to hear only her somewhat disordered breathing. Zuo Qiu swallowed secretly and spit, cleared his throat, and tremblingly said, "Hey, it's Gong Jin. How are you...?"

Hearing his voice, Gong Jin's breathing became even more rapid, and it took a long time to stabilize his emotions, deliberately lowered the rate of speech, and said every word: "Do you have time now? I want to meet you and tell you something!"

Zuo Qiu was shocked, and said hurriedly: "I have time, there is... Where are you now? I'm going to find you!"

Gong Jin quickly suppressed what he said just now, and said lightly: "I'm at home, come here!"

Zuo Qiu looked at the phone that had been hung up, and spent some time in a daze. He didn't know what Gong Jin was looking for now, but it must have been inseparable from what happened that night. No matter what happened, he must see this side. Zuo Qiu also has something to say to Gong Jin. Say. He had already walked to the door of the "Wolf's Den" and glanced upstairs. There was a light in his room, and Zhang Bingjie should have been waiting there. There was a bitterness in Zuo Qiu's chest, the bitter chest tightness and shortness of breath, and his mouth was not a good taste. He lowered his head, not daring to look upstairs, turned quietly, and walked towards the community.

When he arrived at the door of the east house on the fourth floor of the second unit of building No.19, Zuo Qiu hesitated for a moment, and he sighed, before pressing the doorbell. Gong Jin seemed to have been waiting by the door, and immediately opened the door. Only when Zuo Qiu saw Gong Jin wearing an orange pajamas with small broken flowers, his hair was scattered behind his head, fixed with a hairpin, and it was very lazy like a family woman, just that one. If you smile more, you can dump the beautiful faces of sentient beings, but now they are "showing" a haggard look. Gong Jin glanced at Zuoqiu lightly, did not speak, turned back through the aisle, and turned into the bedroom.

Zuoqiu walked into the room silently, took the door, followed her to the bedroom door, did not walk in, leaned on the door frame, and saw Gong Jin lying crookedly on her body, her pajamas were two-piece. It should have been bought for a long time, wearing her body, looking a little small, lying there, "showing" a warm lower abdomen, and the towering chest is also more scaled, and it is truly amorous. Zuo Qiu didn't dare to look more, and murmured: "You... called me, what's the matter?"

Gong Jin suddenly stood up and stepped "toward" Zuo Qiucai, staring fiercely at Zuo Qiucai's eyes, gritted his teeth and said: "Can't I find you if I am fine?"

Zuo Qiu was taken aback by her appearance, and his head shrank back. Before she could speak, she saw that her fierceness was like the dry ground that was blown by the autumn wind and disappeared and appeared again. An inexplicable desolation and fear came. Zuo Qiu was overwhelmed by her such a strong transformation. He stretched out his hand to support her shoulder, looked at her out-of-focus eyes, and said, "What happened? You tell me first, let's face it together! It's not the kind of person who just let go after doing things, as long as you want, I will be responsible to the end!"

Gong Jin glanced at Zuoqiu bitterly, and said slowly, "How are you responsible? Don't you have a girlfriend? Are you going to abandon her for me? Then will you abandon me for others in the future? I don't need it. Your pity!"

Zuo Qiu said eagerly: "I didn't mean that, I... What happened, please tell me, OK, I will bear it with you!"

Gong Jin looked excited again, raised his arm and threw away Zuo Qiucai's hand, jumping and shouting: "How do you bear with me? He is in my stomach, how can you bear with me? You stinky men What can you bear? You just care about being refreshed, and we women have to bear all the pain! I hate you, I hate you!"

Zuo Qiu was dizzy by her words, rushed forward, took her in his arms, first calmed her excitement, and then asked with difficulty: "What do you mean by you? What is in your stomach? In? Could it be..."

Gong Jin tightly wrapped Zuo Qiucai's back, listening to his unfinished words, raised his head and opened his mouth to bite on Zuo Qiucai's neck. Zuo Qiu didn't move, but hugged her tightly. Feeling his strong embrace, Gong Jin suddenly lost the strength of his whole body, and opened his mouth. He buried his head and face on Zuo Qiucai's chest, and said with a choked voice: "I don't know... I'm so scared... I don't want to In this case, let that little life come into the world, I can't let him be born without a father like me! I can't! Why, why did you do that that day? I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!" She scratched Zuo Qiu excitedly.

When Zuo Qiu heard her words, his heart was empty and there was nowhere to put it, just subconsciously clinging to the girl in his arms. After a long while, when Gong Jin calmed down again, he pressed her ears and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault! How did you find out, that, the reaction, didn't it take more than a month to come?"

Gong Jin was no longer excited this time. He pressed his face tightly to Zuo Qiucai’s heart, listening to Zuo Qiucai’s strong heartbeat, and said in a "confused": "I don't know, I can't be sure. But I’m really scared! My menstrual period was very stable before, I should have come a week ago, but now a week has passed, but I haven’t come yet. There have been delays before, but most of them are one or two. Days, two or three days, it’s never been like this! I didn’t dare to go for a checkup. I checked it on the Internet, but there was no result. I saw that others said it might be that. I didn’t believe it. So I bought an early pregnancy paper and tested it. Still no results. I don’t know what to do. You were... in it that day, and I forgot to make remedies afterwards. The official danger period that day... I dare not think about it anymore, I don’t know what to do! I didn’t want to I told you, but I just can’t stand this fear..."

Zuo Qiu felt sad, because of his own mistakes, the girl in his arms was so troubled, the fear and torture that a person endured for such a long time! Zuoqiu started to hate himself. However, regret is of no avail now, I can only face it. He looked down at Gong Jin’s thin cheeks because of fear, and blurted out: "Don’t worry, if things are really like this, I will not let you bear the consequences, I will stand by your side, and You take it together!"