Beast Beast explained in one breath.
"So, you didn't help me weaken?"
Ming Jiuge asked.
"Yes, the host's hatred was too strong at the time, and it would take a lot of energy to weaken it, and there would be sequelae."
Ming Jiu Ge: "What sequelae?"
"Suicide."
The beast spit out these two words with a heavy tone.
Ming Jiuge shook his heart and lowered his head in silence.
"The host at the time did not have any desire to survive, only revenge can make you live, so I boldly decided not to weaken your hatred of the original world."
"I thought I could control it, but I didn't expect this hatred to grow stronger and stronger, and it will also cause the host to become more and more indifferent when you finish your mission in the later stage."
Ming Jiuge recalled it carefully, it seems that this is really the case...
Beast: "I don't dare to arrange emotional tasks for the host. They are all auxiliary tasks and tasks to repair the world, but even so, the host still has a second personality, which is an extremely rare second personality. "
Ming Jiuge was silent for a moment. Although he had guessed that he had developed a second personality, he felt a little complicated when he heard it firsthand.
And it is a rare second personality, which makes her mood more complicated.
"What is rare?"
"The second personality you have gathered all your negative emotions, and at the same time, you have gathered all the moves you have learned in so many worlds, including profound powers and abilities."
"Your second personality doesn't have any emotions. You can kill if you want, and do whatever you want. Like a killer, and like a newborn baby who doesn't understand anything, it only acts on emotion."
"Every time you lose control, it’s hard to wake up. I can only summon you to the space urgently, let you vent in the space, consume your physical strength, and finally until you wake up, send you back, and at the same time reverse the time of that time and space. To erase your memories."
The beast's voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end it was almost inaudible. He was afraid of hitting Ming Jiuge.
"Do I still have treatment?" Ming Jiuge asked hopelessly.
"Theoretically, it cannot be cured by drugs. You can only repair it slowly by yourself."
The beast said there was nothing he could do. If there was a way to heal, he would have done it a long time ago.
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"You just said that you can turn back time, or would you let me go back to my previous life?"
Ming Jiuge said something suddenly.
If she can go back in time and return to her previous life, then she will have the opportunity to prevent all of that from happening, and she will not develop a second personality.
"Unable host."
The beast's voice was a little lingering.
"The reason why I can control those worlds is because most of them are artificially created virtual worlds that we can control, but you are a real world, and we can't turn back time."
Ming Jiuge frowned.
"Your explanation is unreasonable. Since it is a virtual world created by you, why are there so many problems? You still need to solve it yourself. Wouldn't you just change the program at will?"
"Host, we can easily control the dead things like time, money, and life, but we can't control their feelings."
Ming Jiuge's expression relaxed for a moment.
Yes, people's feelings are uncontrollable. If they can be controlled, there will be so many sorrows and joys.
"I know, what should I do now? I have begun to take revenge now, and the hatred in my heart has diminished.'She' shouldn't appear often again, right?"
Ming Jiuge asked blankly.
Since the second personality was created because her hatred was too strong, she has already begun to retaliate now, and she has not hated as much as before, should the second personality gradually disappear
Beast sighed.
"It's too late for the host. Once the second personality is formed, it is difficult to disappear, especially your second personality is very special."
"Then I can't do anything."
Ming Jiu Ge was a little depressed.
She didn't want to be like this. If she accidentally hurt people around her, she would definitely blame herself. What's the point of rebirth
"In the past, I thought that everything was the only way to go, but this time when the host came out of your second personality, I found that she had memories of that man Xiao Beiyuan."
After Ming Jiuge's meal, she suddenly remembered the bottle of blood Xiao Beiyuan gave herself and what Wanwan said.
She thought everything was just a coincidence, but now that even the beast said that, it must not be a coincidence.
"What do you mean
"
"The specific beasts can't be explained, perhaps because this man is the host's only hope in your previous life, and this feeling is very strong, even the second personality is affected,'she' may not remember Xiao Beiyuan's face, but But he is very familiar with Xiao Beiyuan's blood."
"Host, think about it, did you drink this man's blood in your last life? Or in a crisis."
Ming Jiuge frowned and recalled carefully, but the two hadn't even met officially. She really couldn't figure out when she had drunk Xiao Beiyuan's blood.
"I don't know either." Maybe it happened when she wasn't awake, but at least she didn't have it in her memory now.
"Well, it doesn't matter, I ran to the man to take a drop of blood while the host was in a coma..."
"Wait! A drop of blood was taken? How did you get it?"
Ming Jiuge suddenly interrupted the beast's words.
"Just pierced the man with the spikes on the ivy."
Ming Jiu Ge:!
"The thorns of the vines are poisonous!"
"Host, don't get excited, it's all controllable, don't worry, the thorn that took the blood is not poisonous."
The beast felt a little tired.
Unexpectedly, that man is so important in the host's mind, and it's no wonder that even the second personality with no consciousness still feels about that man.
"Don't say it earlier."
Ming Jiuge breathed a sigh of relief. She only knew that the vine thorn was poisonous, but she never knew that the poison could also be controlled.
Knowing that Xiao Beiyuan was not poisoned, she felt more relieved.
The beast was silent, but thought in his heart, you didn't give me a chance, it's really wrong.
"Then, you took his blood."
Ming Jiuge motioned to the beast to continue.
"Then I took it back to the space and checked it. The beast thought that the man's blood could wake up the host because there was something special in it, but after checking that the man's blood had no special place to wake up the host, it was all because of this. People."
Beast Beast said helplessly, the blood he finally got was a waste of work.
These words made Ming Jiuge's heart slightly confused. Is Xiao Beiyuan really that important to her
How many things she didn't know had happened in the last life, all of which was like a big mystery that trapped her tightly.
(End of this chapter)