Suddenly, Lu Beichen turned over, facing Lin Xi's back sideways, his long arms naturally embraced Lin Xi's slender waist, and then buried his tall nose on her shoulders,
Lin Xi was taken aback for a moment, his body stiffened for a moment, and his breathing stopped, trying not to let himself cry out.
After waiting for a few seconds, I realized that Lu Beichen was already sound asleep.
Lin Xi was so stiff that she didn't dare to twist her body, she looked down at the long arm that was imprisoned around her waist,
The scorching heat of his body spread to his lower abdomen along his fingertips, his thick and even breathing warmed his back with a sultry breath, and his good-smelling masculine breath flowed unscrupulously between his nostrils,
Lin Xi could clearly feel the presence of the man behind him that was hard to ignore,
In the past, this was the tranquilizer for Lin Xi to sleep soundly, but today Lin Xi couldn't fall asleep anyway,
Instead, I felt an excessive sense of oppression, spreading from the mouth, the wings of the nose, to every cell in the whole body.
Lin Xi kept tightly covering his chest with his hands, as if his heart was being grabbed by something, making it hard to breathe.
She knew that she shouldn't doubt Lu Beichen,
He was so good to her,
He was always the first to appear when she was in danger, pulling her behind and protecting her,
He carefully prepared for her the most romantic proposal in the world,
He always appears in time when she needs it most, whether it is happiness or pain...
But this time...
Lin Xi's heart was really messed up.
The phone call he made last night, Liu Jin's picture, and that inexplicable call from Mu Mo,
Basically, it disturbed her thoughts, her thoughts, as if something was pulling her to doubt him...
All the facts point to him, but there is a voice deep in Lin Xi's heart telling her to let her believe him,
So, she really doesn't know what to do now,
She wanted to tell him what she thought,
She wants to know what he said on the phone last night, she wants to understand why Xiang Yi took some strange photos of Liu Jin, and she wants to know who sent Liu Jin's photos to Mu Mo ,
but…
The words came to her lips, but she couldn't say them out,
Because she was afraid, afraid that the answer she got would be a reality that she could not accept,
She was afraid that the reliance she had gained with great difficulty, and the trust she had built up with great difficulty, would disappear overnight.
this night,
insomnia…
In the early morning of the brutal day,
Lin Xi has been in a light sleep and woke up before five o'clock.
I don't know how many hours I slept, I was so exhausted, I cried all night, I became more thirsty,
He got up to fetch water, but a big palm on his waist pulled Lin Xi back with force.
Lin Xi fell down on a broad chest all of a sudden, only then did she realize that Lu Beichen's palm was still resting on her waist,
Lu Beichen was sober in a daze, habitually buried his head on her shoulders, and tightened his arms around her waist,
"What are you doing?" His voice was extremely hoarse because he just woke up from sleep.
"I'm thirsty and want to drink water." Lin Xi pursed her lips and explained,
"Oh." Lu Beichen responded in a low voice, but still did not let go of the hands that imprisoned her waist, but tightened them even more, as if afraid that she would disappear at any time.
He didn't let go, and Lin Xi didn't argue...
The two of them maintained this posture for a long time,
For a long time, until Lin Xi thought that he would not speak again,
Lu Beichen spoke slowly, with a bit of sadness in his voice: "Honey, I thought you didn't want me anymore..."
He had a long, long nightmare last night,
In the dream, she cried and questioned him with red and swollen eyes, why did he lie to her, why did he help others behind her back,
He explained to her, but she didn't listen to a word,
Instead, he said "Let's get a divorce" and turned around and left.
When he went to look for her again, she was nowhere to be found, lost in the vast sea of people, and he couldn't find her no matter how hard he looked...
So, feeling that she was leaving this morning, he was flustered, afraid that she would really leave,
Afraid that she would leave and he would never find it again...
Lin Xi's body trembled suddenly,
His slightly sad words came to my ears, "Honey, I thought you didn't want me anymore..."
Only then did Lin Xi feel his nervousness, the worry in his heart,
Is he... afraid that she will leave him
She originally thought that this kind of insecurity was only felt by herself, but she didn't expect him to be like this...
Her cheek was turned away from her, where he couldn't see, Lin Xi reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth, comforting: "How could it be, I won't leave you."
"En." Lu Beichen responded lightly,
He hugged her again, greedily inhaling the unique jasmine fragrance of her body, and maintained this position for a long time before he was willing to let her go.
Lin Xi was liberated, resisting her staggering steps, went to the bathroom, closed the door and imprisoned herself in a small space,
Lu Beichen's words just now echoed in her mind again,
Inexplicably strong distress and guilt surged in my heart,
She never knew he had some insecurities too,
She originally thought that she was the only one who was worried and insecure all this time,
But completely ignored his feelings...
She is so selfish, she only thinks about herself,
Lin Xi suddenly felt that she was really a bad woman,
However, on the other hand, Lin Xi was very entangled in her heart,
There were two voices in her heart, one voice told her not to doubt Lu Beichen, Lu Beichen was so kind to her, how could she doubt it
However, another voice made her believe the facts, her thoughts,
Lin Xi really felt that she had a terrible headache. Her head, which had been swollen and sore from crying all night, now ached even more because of irritability.
He raised his small fist and hit his temple hard a few times, twisted his neck to relieve the pain,
Lin Xi looked in the mirror, and was suddenly startled by the woman in the mirror,
Damn...
Gloomy, red and swollen eyes, severe dark circles, and a few tear stains on the face,
Lin Xi quickly turned on the faucet to wash her face clean,
He took the foundation and lipstick and put on a light makeup to cover up the tiredness and traces of crying on his face. Only then was he satisfied.
So... she was so ugly just now,
Fortunately, she turned her back to Lu Beichen just now. If Lu Beichen found the tears on her face, he would definitely question her.
Lin Xi stayed in the bathroom for a long time, as if on purpose, she thought that Lu Beichen would leave for work,
But I didn't want to, just as I went out, I saw Lu Beichen leaning on the door...