Yu Xi's sorry was for her mother. She thought she knew the truth of the year, but she never expected that it was far from the truth she knew, and it was even worse.
She just kept thinking about what she would do if she were Jiang Jingbai when she was taking a shower.
Let's die together.
She, who has no relationship with her parents, can still think like this. She can't imagine that Jiang Jingbai has survived. She said that you are too noisy and we are not suitable. It is really too forbearing. Why didn't she say more? Excessive words.
If she had said more excessively, scolded her harder, and had a more decisive attitude, she would not feel so uncomfortable and guilty now.
Water seeped from the corner of Yu Xi's eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry."
"my mother-"
Jiang Jingbai put down her chopsticks, and her stiff face returned to normal for a moment, interrupting Yu Xi: "It's all over."
She raised her eyelids to look at Yu Xi, her voice was slightly lower and hoarse: "Yu Xi, it's all over."
"And I found out."
"It has nothing to do with your family or your parents."
Yu Xi bit her lip, how could it be okay, because her mother, Jiang Jingbai, suffered eight years of pain, struggled day and night for eight years, and then found out one sentence, erased her eight years of time and started all over again , Those past hatreds are like jokes.
These are the best eight years of her life!
How could it not matter!
Yu Xi was in pain, her face turned pale, tears were streaming down her face, she couldn't say anything except sorry.
Now she finally knew what Tao Yitong said.
Do you know why she is afraid to see you
She is afraid.
She is afraid that she has no bottom line.
Is it funny? A person like her will have a day without a bottom line.
You will only cause her pain.
She has been in pain for eight years, and I don't want her to continue to suffer.
Yu Xi clasped her hands, her eyes were warm, she lowered her eyes, and kept saying, "I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."
Jiang Jingbai got up and walked to Yu Xi's side, reaching out to hug her, the thin woman was crying in her arms, a faint fragrance lingered around the two of them, but Jiang Jingbai didn't think or do anything, just hugged her she.
Hold her tightly.
Language is now a burden.
She can understand Yu Xi, the feeling of her previous cognition being subverted in an instant. She tried it once. When a thin piece of paper declared that her eight years of hard work was a joke, she collapsed and didn't know how to face it.
During that time, she even thought she couldn't hold on.
But she couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear it, her mother, Yu Xi.
She still wants to see her.
What Sheng Xian said was right, she returned to China on purpose, and found Hu Yuan also on purpose, but she really just wanted to see her occasionally, and she didn't dare to disturb her life anymore.
But she always overestimated her strength.
When she was still abroad, she couldn't help but want to come back. Even at that time she thought that her father's death had something to do with Sheng Xian, but she couldn't control the thought. She even thought about being an unfilial daughter.
By being an unfilial daughter, she can be with Yu Xi.
But she can't.
When she saw the fluffy report, she didn't know whether it was more painful or more relieved.
It took her three months to come out. She didn't want Yuxi to experience such pain like her, so she resisted the idea of telling her the truth, but that night, she asked her heartbreakingly why she left , Why did you break up, why didn't you take her with you, she was so distressed that she didn't know what else she could do except tell her the truth.
The next day she woke up and said that she forgot about being drunk, Jiang Jingbai was actually lucky, because she also regretted saying it, and now she can forget it, it would be great.
But she didn't expect it.
Yuxi still remembered.
That night, she cried for a long time, hoarse.
Same as now.
Yu Xi hasn't cried so much for a long time, she seems to take the opportunity to vent all her emotions, good and bad, painful and sad, together with that regret, she wants to vent, she hugged Jiang Jingbai's neck and cried desperately , Tears fell from the neck to the skin, as if dripping on the chest, hot and scalding.
Jiang Jingbai couldn't help hugging her tightly with both hands, and couldn't even utter the palest comforting words.
There was only the sound of crying in the room for a while, the two figures embraced each other, Yu Xi was teary-eyed, choking as she spoke, she bit her lip to suppress the sudden surge of emotion, maybe it was the dark scene recorded in the morning that made her unable to hold back, or maybe it was Because she just learned the whole truth after taking a bath, she hadn't had time to digest it yet, but now seeing Jiang Jingbai, she couldn't help but explode.
Yu Xi cried for half an hour, and finally Jiang Jingbai said, "If you cry again, you won't be able to record the program this afternoon."
In a word, let Yuxi control the faucet, she took two pieces of tissue paper from the coffee table and wiped her cheeks casually, her face was red and moist after crying, her eyes were foggy, and her lips were slightly swollen and glowing due to biting. Gorgeous red, Jiang Jingbai glanced at her and quickly looked away.
The atmosphere in the room changed subtly, Yu Xi lowered his head and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
The voice that had just cried was slightly lower and hoarse, falling into Jiang Jingbai's ears, she nodded slightly, and hummed lightly.
After Yu Xi entered the bathroom, she leaned her back against the door and slowly slid down her body. Tears oozed from the corners of her eyes again. She closed her eyes tightly to prevent Jiang Jingbai from hearing the noise. She bit her lip tightly. , there was a fishy smell on the tip of her tongue, so strong that she wanted to vomit.
A few seconds later, she lay on the toilet and retched a few times. Jiang Jingbai heard a knock on the door outside: "Yu Xi?"
"I'm fine." Yu Xi held back her emotions and replied, "I ate too much at noon."
Jiang Jingbai: ...
This obviously lame reason, Yu Xi used it very easily.
It was ten minutes later when Yu Xi tidied up and came out of the bathroom. There were no tears on her face, but her eyes were swollen, which was worse than before. Seeing this, Jiang Jingbai brushed her body and walked towards the bathroom.
Yu Xi thought she was going to the bathroom, but she didn't expect that after she went in, she just took a towel and came out, then walked to the refrigerator, took ice cubes from the freezer, wrapped them up and said to herself, "Come here."
The tone is not very strong, but it is not open to comment.
Yu Xi was silent, walked over, sat on the sofa, Jiang Jingbai sat beside her, wrapped the ice cubes and said, "Lie down."
"Close your eyes."
When she said a word, Yu Xi obediently made a movement. She lay on Jiang Jingbai's lap and felt the corners of her eyes were cold. Yu Xi couldn't help but ask, "Why didn't you tell me?"
"if you… "
If she had said those things before, she would not have said those hurtful words or done any hurtful actions because of a misunderstanding. Jiang Jingbai lowered her head and looked at her with lingering and gentle eyes: "I don't know what to say."
She replied honestly: "Yu Xi, if possible, I hope you will never know these things."
Yu Xi bit her lip, the corners of her eyes were cold and warm.
"Afraid that I will go to my mother?"
Jiang Jingbai used silence instead of answering. She lowered her head and seriously worked on reducing the swelling for Yu Xi. Even the air in the room was quiet. After a long time, Yu Xi said, "Tell me about your affairs abroad."
"What do you want to hear?"
Yu Xi thought for a few seconds: "Anything is fine."
Immediately she thought of Jiang Jingbai's character and pursed her lips: "I'll ask, you answer."
Jiang Jingbai: "Okay."
…
There were only a few words left in the living room, and the atmosphere was quiet. When Zhong Chen came to knock on the door, Yu Xi was about to fall asleep. She sat up and blinked, but the pain was gone. The corners of her eyes were cool, and she rested for more than an hour. She chatted with Jiang Jingbai a lot, and her emotions gradually stabilized, her expression stable.
The knock on the door continued, accompanied by Zhong Chen's voice: "Xixi?"
Yuxi walked to the door, opened it, and Zhong Chen leaned in: "Xixi, the recording time is almost up, are you ready?"
As she spoke, she looked at Yu Xi, and seeing that she was still wrapped in a bathrobe, she couldn't help but be speechless: "Hurry up and change, we're going to get on the bus in ten minutes."
"By the way, have you seen Mr. Jiang?"
Yu Xi returned her lightly: "I see."
Zhong Chen scratched his head: "Xixi, are you unhappy? I'm sorry, I will definitely stop her next time! I will never let her rely on the company again—" Before she finished speaking, she saw Jiang Jingbai sitting on the sofa, Swallowing: "Jiang, Mr. Jiang."
Jiang Jingbai nodded, with her usual expression, she got up and said to Yu Xi, "Are you going to record a show?"
Yu Xi replied to her: "There are still ten minutes, you go back and rest."
"it is good."
After waiting for Jiang Jingbai to leave, Zhong Chen blinked his dazed eyes, patted his small chest, and was about to speak, Yu Xi said, "Don't ask, don't talk."
Zhong Chen held his breath in his heart, his face was going to flush red.
After Yu Xi was ready, she went out with Zhong Chen, the opposite door opened, and Liu Yuyao appeared on time, she saw Yu Xi snorted coldly and turned her head away, Zhong Chen gestured behind her, gritted her teeth, Yu Xi said: " I will pack my luggage later, and I may have to reassign the room at night."
Zhong Chen followed behind: "Why?"
Yu Xi shrugged: "How would I know?"
This show was the most unreasonable show she had ever participated in. Maybe it was because she hadn't participated in it before and she didn't have much experience. Anyway, she just followed the arrangement of the show team.
Zhong Chen nodded: "Okay."
"By the way, Xixi, Sister Bai asked me to ask you, have you read the script I gave you before?"
Yu Xi remembered the script she kept at home, she shook her head: "Not yet, what's wrong?"
"Sister Bai seems to be asking if you want to take it." Bai Yutang called at noon, and she guessed that Yu Xi was resting, so she called her. Yu Xi nodded: "I'll call her back later."
Zhong Chen sent her to the car.
After getting in the car, Yu Xi was about to call Bai Yutang, but when she turned to the call log, she saw a number on Bai Yutang, and the note was a liar.
She paused for a few seconds, clicked on the name with her fingertips, and changed the note.
President Jiang
Jiang Jingbai
Jingbai
Yu Xi bit her lip, and finally typed in Jiang Jingbai. After correcting it, she called Bai Yutang.
"Have you considered it?" There was a sound of typing on the keyboard on Bai Yutang's end: "Yao Qing contacted me at noon and said that you performed very well."
"Hee Hee, you're great."
Yu Xi lowered her eyes when she heard her praise: "I haven't read the script yet, I'll reply to you when I go back and read it tomorrow."
Bai Yutang: "Alright, tomorrow night at the latest, I will give an answer there."
"knew."
After hanging up the phone, Yu Xi pinched her phone and looked out the window. The heroine who had been playing the leading role since her debut, now wants to play the female supporting role. Life is full of surprises and surprises all the time.
Her expression was cold and clear, and her eyes looking out of the window were also deep and deep. Liu Yuyao was two places away from her, and she looked at Yu Xi from time to time.
She was still grieving about being robbed of her badge in the morning, coupled with Yu Xi's victory in the second round, she couldn't hold back the anger, and was thinking about how to get back to the round in the afternoon without eating lunch.
However, the program team would never inform them of the content of the recording in advance, so she wanted to prepare, but she didn't know what to do, and the more she thought about it, the more angry she became.
Especially seeing Yu Xi's breezy and bright appearance made her even more angry.
How could she be so calm, no resources, no announcements, being banned, everyone commenting on the Internet, netizens spurning, boycotting, how could she still be calm and breezy
Liu Yuyao has been looking forward to Yuxi being dragged off the altar one day and standing in the swamp crying bitterly. She has been working hard in this direction. Since the first time Yuxi robbed her of resources, her career has not been going well. Fortunately, she did not fail. In the next two years, two idol dramas were released in a row, allowing her to secure a position in the flow, but she was not reconciled.
How could she be reconciled, if it wasn't for Yu Xi, if she hadn't robbed her of her resources.
The one who became popular because of that play was himself.
However, Yu Xi stepped in.
In the past few years, she and Yu Ximing have been fighting secretly, winning or losing. Now she is clearly standing in the swamp, but she is still as proud as a peacock. Everyone likes her wherever she goes. Why
Liu Yuyao clenched her fists tightly, looking at Yu Xi's back as if she was going to poke a hole out of her, Yu Xi turned her head to look at her, and looked away as usual.
She still doesn't look at herself
Liu Yuyao seemed to be underestimated, and her anger burned even more vigorously.
The car was rickety, and the distance was about the same as in the morning. Half an hour later, the two arrived in Changyuan.
Yao Qing was waiting for them outside with four other people, while Zhang Lele was wearing a hat and waving the flag, "Sister Xi!"
Yu Xi leaned against the rear door and got out of the car first. The scorching sun shone on her body, adding a layer of halo. She raised her eyes to meet the crowd, pursed her lips and smiled, which was more dazzling than the scorching sun.
"I can't hold it anymore." Zhang Lele's words made everyone laugh, Yu Xi quickly walked over, stood in front of Yao Qing, and nodded to the others as a greeting.
Liu Yuyao followed closely behind her and also got out of the car.
Seeing that everyone was present, Yao Qing gave them hats and small flags, and the six of them plus other members of the program team walked into the garden in a mighty manner.
Just after the lunch break, many people in the garden went to eat, and the few events were still fully lined up. Yu Xi followed Yao Qing and listened to her explain the rules of the third round.
Quite simple, double jump rope.
Yu Xi's scalp went numb when she heard about this duo, and she knew what the program group meant without thinking about it. Sure enough, the one assigned to her was Liu Yuyao.
Zhou Xiao is in a group with Zhao Qingping, Zhang Lele is in a group with Wang Yuchun, and she is in a group with Liu Yuyao.
The person who jumps more within the specified time wins.
In physical strength, they are not as good as Zhou Xiao and Zhao Qingping, and in tacit understanding, they are not as good as Zhang Lele and Wang Yuchun, but the camera hardly moves away from them, because Liu Yuyao can't dance at all.
Yu Xi looked at her helplessly, "Let's admit defeat."
"You are dreaming!"
Liu Yuyao gritted her teeth: "You won in the morning, and it's my turn in the afternoon."
Yu Xi couldn't do anything about her naive comparison, and danced the rope again, but when the rope jumped to Liu Yuyao's feet, her reaction was always a bit slow.
"Didn't you skip the rope in school before?" Yu Xi really couldn't imagine that a person could be so uncoordinated. Even if he didn't skip the rope in school, he would be able to learn it. Well, why couldn't he jump three times in a row? It is suspected that Liu Yuyao did it on purpose.
Liu Yuyao really didn't do it on purpose, she gritted her teeth: "I didn't skip it, it's fine!"
"Move!"
Yu Xi waved the rope in a good-tempered manner, and when it was Liu Yuyao's turn, she jumped up with her legs and jumped over, Yu Xi jumped up too, the two of them jumped over the first one, and there was an extra one on the counter.
Liu Yuyao couldn't help laughing: "I jumped over here! I jumped over here! Look—"
As she spoke, she looked at Yu Xi, her smile froze on her face, she didn't say the rest, and the camera was still looking at the two of them, Liu Yuyao's smile quickly turned into a fake smile: "Go on."
Yu Xi nodded. She was the one holding the rope. After Liu Yuyao's first victory, it became much smoother. She seemed to have found the trick, and the two jumped a dozen times in a row.
"Nineteen! Twenty! Twenty-one! Twenty-two!"
Zhang Lele didn't know when it stopped, and stood beside them with Wang Yuchun: "Twenty-three! Twenty-four! Twenty-five..."
Liu Yuyao's calf hurts like hell, but she gritted her teeth and held on. Yu Xi didn't say stop, but she was determined not to stop. Yu Xi looked relaxed and indifferent. Although she didn't skip rope often, she still had a lot of exercise. As far as she is concerned, it is no problem.
But not Liu Yuyao.
When she was forty-four, she was really about to collapse, and her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and they were swollen, sore, and sore.
"Forty-nine! Fifty! Fifty-one..."
Just after finishing fifty one, Liu Yuyao didn't jump up, the rope went around one of her feet, and the other foot tripped, she jumped straight at Yuxi!
Zhang Lele and Wang Yuchun opened their eyes wide and looked at them.
Yu Xi was not thrown down, she just took two steps back to stabilize her figure, and supported Liu Yuyao with one hand.
"It's okay."
Liu Yuyao was dripping with sweat, her pretty face was red and hot, her throat was about to burst into flames, Zhang Lele promptly handed them mineral water, Liu Yuyao couldn't help but want to call her agent after taking a few sips people.
What program is this.
She doesn't want to record it!
However, she just thought about it, and when Yao Qing came to ask about the situation, she smiled and shook her head: "It's okay."
"It's okay, I can hold on."
Seeing this, Yao Qing had no choice but to say: "Then let's rest for half an hour and prepare for the next round."
The next round is the roller coaster, which is more thrilling and exciting, and then there is the sticker paper, which compares the strength of the arms. After a round of playing, the six people have no energy in the morning, and are quite tired. When we brought them back, everyone was sleeping in the car.
Even that clown Zhou Xiao didn't have the energy to speak.
Yu Xi was also quite tired, but she didn't sleep. After getting in the car, she leaned against the window, shaking her head with the car. Word.
The carriage was very quiet, until Yao Qing's whistle woke everyone up when getting off the train, and Zhang Lele stood up in a daze: "Are you there?"
The voice was mixed with exhaustion, and Yu Xi felt that she would never want to go out for dinner tonight.
Yao Qing clapped his hands: "Here we are."
"Last stop today!"
Wang Yuchun opened his eyes: "What else?"
Yao Qing smiled at her: "Did you sleep well last night?"
Wang Yuchun didn't understand why, so he nodded, "It's comfortable."
Yao Qing: "Do you want to be more comfortable?"
"Sleeping alone?"
Wang Yuchun immediately understood: "Separate room?"
Zhang Lele raised her hand: "Fun Fen Fen Fen Fen Fen Fen Fen! She will hit me at night when she sleeps!"
The people in the car laughed, and Wang Yuchun got up to fight with her. When they got off the car, everyone recovered a lot, and Yu Xi followed behind Yao Qing.
It was still the same venue as yesterday, the table had not changed, and even the box for drawing lots was still squarely placed there and had not been moved. According to the order, Yu Xi was still the first, followed by Liu Yuyao.
When Zhang Lele touched the box, Yu Xi caught a glimpse of Yao Qing's finger on the side of the box.
She lowered her eyes.
There is no accident tonight, she is going to sleep with Liu Yuyao.
In order to bring the two of them together, the program crew did everything they could to get them together. Even so, Yu Xi still had an expectant expression on his face when he opened the note.
"Thirteen."
"Ah, Thirteen, it looks like Yu Xi is going to spend time with a beautiful woman tonight."
Zhang Lele immediately raised her hand: "I can!"
Zhou Xiao followed: "I can do it too!"
Yao Qing laughed and said, "Don't make trouble."
"How much are you, Lele?"
Zhang Lele opened the note nervously.
"Seventy-eight."
Next is Wang Yuchun, forty-three.
In the end, everyone turned their attention to Liu Yuyao. She was tired all day, and she was too lazy to pretend. She didn't even have any extra expressions. Seeing everyone looking over, she opened the note directly.
eighteen.
Yu Xi stood beside her and heard the sound of her grinding her teeth.
After going upstairs, Zhong Chen was full of worries: "Xixi, are you really sharing a room with Liu Yuyao? Shall I give you another room?"
Yu Xi shook her head: "It would be bad if the show crew knew about it."
Zhong Chen's face was troubled, it was true to say so, but when she thought of her staying in the same room with Liu Yuyao, she still felt awkward, Yu Xi took the luggage from her and said, "Okay, you can go back, I'm fine .”
Liu Yuyao is probably more awkward than her.
Sure enough, when Yu Xi entered the room with her luggage, she heard Liu Yuyao was on the phone. When she saw Yu Xi, she just squinted at her, walked past her without any shyness, and continued, "No recording, I'm leaving tomorrow."
"You can find anyone for the remaining five issues."
"I do not care!"
"I won't record it anyway!"
Yu Xi laughed softly when she heard her words, Liu Yuyao turned her head angrily when she heard the voice, and said fiercely, "What are you laughing at?"
Her face was exhausted, and the sequelae of rope skipping was that her legs had no strength. When she took the elevator just now, she almost missed the wall, and now standing in front of Yuxi is not very imposing, but her bright eyes are full of anger, and she is gnashing her teeth.
Yu Xi lowered his eyes: "I'm not laughing at anything."
"Miss Liu doesn't want to record, because she thinks she can't beat me? Quit automatically?"
Liu Yuyao hated her attitude so much that she gritted her teeth, took a few deep breaths and said, "Yu Xi, don't think I don't know what you're thinking."
"Do you think the aggressive method is useful to me? Isn't it all because of me that you are on this show now?"
"You are afraid that if I leave, the program crew will replace you, right?"
Yu Xi nodded slightly: "Yes."
After she finished speaking, she smiled, leaned close to Liu Yuyao and said, "But you didn't beat me today, Miss Liu, you are still a loser."
Liu Yuyao clenched her phone angrily when she heard this, and roared, "Yu Xi!"
Yu Xi calmly began to pack the things in the suitcase, Liu Yuyao stood in front of her annoyed, the person on the phone asked cautiously: "Yaoyao, what's the situation with you?"
Liu Yuyao took a deep breath: "It's okay!"
The person on the other end of the phone continued to ask, "Are you still quitting?"
Liu Yuyao gritted her teeth: "Back your sister!"
Yu Xi raised her eyebrows when she heard her words. Liu Yuyao was right. She was able to appear on this show because of her relationship. If Liu Yuyao quits now, 80% of the show crew will replace her, so she cannot be allowed to appear on the show. Walk.
The two of them have been fighting for so many years, and she is very clear about Liu Yuyao's weakness, so it is not difficult to keep her.
Liu Yuyao threw away her mobile phone and sat on the sofa. Seeing that Yu Xi was still busy, she became so angry that she simply took out her clothes from the suitcase and rushed into the bathroom. When it rang, she looked at the number on the screen.
It's Jiang Jingbai. ,