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"I don't know if you know..." Nan Yao said softly, with a hint of memory in his eyes.
There is no sadness, only plainness.
"You should know that my mother didn't want to see me since I was a child. Although I was a prince, my mother loved my second brother more since I was a child. Others also thought I was weak and bully. In fact, my life before was not easy."
And if it wasn't for his second brother's accident, the position of the prince would not be his turn.
That's why he was weak at the beginning, his own uncle would rather join Nan Qiyuan than stand in his camp.
"This situation didn't change until I became the crown prince."
Nan Yao said it calmly, but only he knew how turbulent his past life was.
Su Changjin is naturally aware of this.
The second prince is Nan Yao's second eldest brother. He has restrained himself and revered his etiquette since he was a child, showing extraordinary talent. He was also the most valued person who succeeded the crown prince at that time.
Liu Mei is very pleased to have such a son.
Reluctantly, Tian was jealous of Yingcai, who died of a serious illness when he was less than fifteen years old.
"That year's mid-autumn banquet, Xirong Kingdom's visit, coincided with Xiang Guifei's daughter's birthday, and everyone rushed to the banquet to please the emperor and the Lu family..."
"They all seem to have forgotten that there is still a prince in the East Palace who is poisoned and is likely to die soon."
Speaking of which, Nan Yao only felt that he was pathetic.
If it's those insignificant people, he doesn't need to care, but compared to those hypocritical civil and military men of the Manchu Dynasty, his mother is ruthless.
It was as if his death was nothing more than the loss of a pet. Liu Mei never seemed to regard him as her own child.
"That night, I hoped and even prayed more than once, even if there is one person who can come to see me, knowing that there is still a living person in the East Palace..."
It's a pity that there is no one, even a court lady or a eunuch seems to think that he is about to die, and is eagerly, impatiently preparing to find a good next family.
"You are the only light I see when all thoughts are lost."
Nan Yao smiled lightly, and his eyes fell deeply on her face, "Do you still remember the first sentence you said when you saw me that night?"
When he suddenly asked such a question, thousands of thoughts flashed through Su Changjin's mind, and he really couldn't remember what he said at that time.
"You were standing in front of my bed at that time, looked at me and said a few words, you said, the antidote is here, you won't die."
Nan Yao's face remained calm, "And what I was thinking at the time was also... I won't die, because you are finally here."
Su Changjin admitted that he didn't want to deceive him. She actually gave him the poison back then by mistake. She interrupted his memory, "To be honest, I deserve it."
"The poison back then was poisoned by me."
She thought that Nan Yao would look surprised and unbelievable after hearing this, even if he didn't turn against her, but in fact, there was nothing.
Nan Yao's calm face could no longer be calmer. Without even blinking his eyes, he suddenly smiled softly and looked at Su Changjin, "Changjin, I'm still the dignified prince of the East Palace, can't I really find out who the poisoner is?"
Although he was weak, but after that incident, he shined in the court and won a lot of influence. As for the poisoning at that time, no matter how well Su Changjin concealed it, he would not fail to discover even a little clue.
"you know?"
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Ah, come here come!
(end of this chapter)