After being surprised, the man's voice was very unexpected: "Qingqing. Is that you?"
That familiar voice carried a great surprise. Zuo Panqing's breathing stopped, her body froze and couldn't move, she just stood there blankly.
The clenched hands, the nails that sank into the depths of the palms tightly, caused waves of pain.
The pain made Zuo Panqing unconsciously take a breath, only to realize that she was not breathing.
She relaxed her fist, and then relaxed, without raising her head, her body moved one step to the side, and then another step, just thinking about leaving. But unexpectedly, a big hand grabbed her arm, and then hugged her tightly into his arms.
A familiar faint grassy breath that had appeared countless times in dreams poured into the tip of his nose. That was completely different from the strong masculine aura of Gu Xuewen.
It was a dream that she could never forget and never get rid of.
Her body began to tremble, and she could barely stand. If it wasn't for the big hand on her waist, she believed that she might have fallen to the ground at this time.
"Qingqing, my God, is it really you? It's really you—"
That nice, gentle voice was very surprising, very unexpected. It rang in Zuo Panqing's ear, one after another. overlap with the past.
Zuo Panqing's body was tense, and the temperature in City C was just above that on an October day. But she felt cold, intermittently cold.
After being stiff for a long time, I felt that the nails were sinking into the palm again, it hurt, it hurt so much. The pain brought her back a little bit of sanity.
What should she do
With a strange face, he said, "Sir, I'm sorry, did you recognize the wrong person?"
Still raised his head calmly and said: Long time no see. Are you OK
Thoughts circulated for a few times, but Zuo Panqing couldn't say a word, her eyes were a little hot, desperately suppressing the urge to cry, she suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed him away forcefully. The voice was so cold that even she was surprised.
"Sir. I'm sorry, but you got the wrong person."
Leaving this sentence behind, she didn't dare to look up at him, but quickly ran into the women's bathroom, and when the door was closed, she leaned heavily on the door panel, gasping for breath.
Putting his hands on his chest, he jumped violently. She bit her lip desperately, and finally forced out the heat in her eyes.
In the western restaurant, there was light music playing at this moment. As if appropriate to the occasion, the deep female voice was extremely pleasant to the ear.
miss
we all make mistakes
in the corner of happiness
what more do you want
until one day
sorry to bloom its flowers
anyone will understand
was the happiest ever
miss
God is at fault
create joys and sorrows
make us bear the consequences
everyone
is another person's view
When you are lonely, your hands are out of the sky.
what's more naked than love
Yeah, miss it. Whether it was five years ago or five years later, they have already missed it, and they will never go back to the beginning.
After washing his face, patting his cheeks, looking at himself in the mirror, he finally regained his composure. Zuo Panqing, you are no longer the innocent little girl you were five years ago. You are now married. You have a husband and a new life, and it has nothing to do with that person at all.
That's it, do a good job of psychological construction with yourself again. Zuo Panqing strode out of the bathroom. Out of the corridor, there was no one outside.
Zuo Panqing heaved a sigh of relief, and began to doubt in her heart whether she was dreaming just now.
Back at the seat, the food was already served, Qiao Xinwan looked at Zuo Panqing with a smile on her face: "I said if you don't come, the food will be cold."
"It's okay, isn't it here?"
Zuo Panqing smiled, sat down on the seat, and searched the restaurant unconsciously, but couldn't find that familiar figure.
"What's wrong? Are you looking for someone?"
"No." Zuo Panqing smiled uncomfortably. He lowered his head and concentrated on eating. After leaving the western restaurant, she rejected Qiao Xinwan's proposal to send her back. She hailed a taxi herself to go home.
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"Qingqing." That voice was very pleasant to hear. Zuo Panqing likes listening to him talk the most, and even more like listening to him sing. I especially like to hear him sing Leslie Cheung's songs.
"Qingqing. I love you."
"Qingqing. Let's be together forever, okay?"
"Qingqing. I want to marry you. We will stay together forever."
"..."
Every sound, every call. That was his exclusive nickname for her. Qingqing, these two words, only he can call her that.
"Qingqing. We are made for each other."
Countless scene transitions, each protagonist is him and her. Until the end, the door of the hotel room. Zuo Panqing left with a disappointed face+—
"don't want."
Zuo Panqing sat up and realized that he was actually dreaming. I dreamed about the past again.
"So it was a dream?" It was a dream, not real. Then he never came back. That person in the restaurant today is not him. Yes. not him.
Zuo Panqing patted her chest, wanting to go back to sleep, but found that she couldn't fall asleep no matter what. There was a trace of regret in her heart, maybe in the restaurant today, she shouldn't just push him away like that.
Maybe she should look up. You will find that that person is not him at all, but just admitting the wrong person.
"Enough." Lying back on the bed weakly, Zuo Panqing didn't let herself think about it anymore.
"You're married. Married." Whether it was him or not. Everything before them. It's all over.
Zuo Panqing said this to herself, but couldn't stop thinking about it. For a long time, she could not accept the figure of him leaving just like that. So I have been looking for a similar shadow.
Just like Zhang Jianyuan, she chose to be with him just because his voice resembled him so much.
Every time Zhang Jianyuan begged her. She thought of him. Then you will soften your heart and agree. If it wasn't for Zhang Jianyuan's voice that was so similar to his, she wouldn't have dated him at all.
But. How could a bitch Zhang compare with him. Such a person is not worthy to carry his shoes. A humble gentleman like him. It is impossible to do something that hurts a woman.
"But he hurt you, didn't he?"
I despise myself so much in my heart, but I can't help but think of that hug today, full of heartache, pity, and regret again and again. There are also concerns.
does he love her Does he regret it? Or was it a misunderstanding? can you
His lips moved, but he couldn't pronounce the name no matter what. Putting his hand into his mouth, he bit down desperately, trying to wake himself up.
Enough left Panqing. stop it. Don't think about it. Zuo Panqing shrank her body, feeling a little cold.
Is the air conditioner turned on too low? I wanted to turn it off, but found that she didn't turn on the air conditioner at all. He rolled his body into the bed again. She huddled tightly into a ball.
Unexpectedly, Gu Xuewen's face flashed in his mind. It is undeniable that the guy's intelligence is really warm.
If he is there, fine. Gu Xuewen. Where are you
As if he had a feeling for her. Zuo Panqing's cell phone rang at this moment.
"It's a pity that you are with me to the end."
With a crisp ringtone, Zuo Panqing quickly picked up the phone. But when he saw Qiqi's phone call, he was disappointed.
"Qiqi, is there something wrong?"
"I'm so annoying." Zheng Qimei had never been this annoying before: "I wanted to ask you out for a drink, but I thought you had to go to work tomorrow."
"What's wrong?" What's bothering you? Is it because of that man again
"Panqing." Zheng Qimei drawled the end of the voice, with a touch of distress: "You said, do I look ugly?"
"Nope."
"Then I have a bad personality?"
"It's alright." It's just that his personality is a little straighter, but everything else is alright
"But if I'm not ugly and my personality isn't bad, why doesn't he want me?"
Went to dinner with Du Libin today. Take a walk together after eating. She hinted a few times that she wanted to go home with him, but Du Libin didn't seem to understand, and sent him back to the shop anyway.
"Uh." Sure enough, it was because of that man. Zuo Panqing wailed: "Miss, you have only been here for a few days? Do you want to worry about gains and losses like this?"
Isn't it just a man? Zheng Qimei didn't say that before.
"But he is not an ordinary man." Zheng Qimei's tone was very aggrieved: "I really like him." ud1w.
No, it's not called liking, it's stronger than liking. It can be called love. She really fell in love with Du Libin. love at first sight.
"Well, you like him, but he doesn't like you. So what are you going to do now?"
Giving one-sided feelings is always tiring. No matter how much you love and give, if the other party keeps not responding, it will be really difficult to persist.
"Panqing, help me find a way." Zuo Panqing was at the end of his skills, and really couldn't think of a way: "Find a way to make him mine."
"Seduction." This is the only way Zuo Panqing can think of: "However, I really don't think you are suitable."
Although Zheng Qimei is very beautiful, if a man is not moved by someone as beautiful as Zheng Qimei, it can only mean that the man is gay. Either impotent. There is the last one, which is also the most dangerous one, that is, this man has his own heart.
Either way, Zheng Qimei would be injured.
"Why?" Zheng Qimei became even more depressed: "I seduce him, can't it work? Is he really that unacceptable to me?"
"You can seduce him, but you have to be prepared to get hurt after paying the first time."
Zheng Qimei was silent. She's not afraid to give the first time. Just because you didn't meet the right person. If that person is what she likes to care about. She doesn't mind. real.
"Qiqi. It's still early for you to start. It seems too early for you to worry now. You can wait a while. If his attitude is still the same, it's not too late for you to give up."
"Okay." Zheng Qimei nodded: "It's getting late, go to sleep."
"Yeah." Zuo Panqing sighed, it was really hurtful. Zheng Qimei, who has always been calm and composed, has become like this for a man, which really surprised her.
After hanging up the phone and going back to sleep, the phone rang again. Zuo Panqing picked it up this time without looking at it.
"Qiqi, it's getting late. I'm going to bed." If you serve her as a love counselor again, she won't go to bed.
"I'm not Qiqi." That familiar voice was a bit joyful. But, Gu Xuewen
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First update today. Xinyue has done statistics. The lyrics in the article are not worth money. The day continued. thank you all