Zuo Panqing seemed to have had a very long dream. In the dream, she was lying on Ji Yunzhan's shoulder, and very self-willedly asked him to carry her on his back.
"I'll have ice, I'll have cake, I'll go to Hatch for dessert—"
"Okay, no matter what you want to eat, I will eat with you."
Ji Yunzhan smiled softly, Zuo Panqing had no resistance to such a smile.
"Yun Zhan, you're so kind." With a soft smile, Zuo Panqing stretched out her hand to hug him, but what she held in her arms was nothing but darkness.
"Yun Zhan, where are you? Yun Zhan—"
Why is he missing? Zuo Panqing was in a hurry and kept searching. A monster suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, and the monster looked at her: "Zuo Panqing, you are my wife."
"I'm not, I'm not—"
She is not the wife of a monster. she is not. Zuo Panqing wanted to resist and escape, but the monster didn't give her a chance, pressing her body and began to abuse her.
She begged for mercy and cried out in pain, but she couldn't shake the monster.
Seeing the monster invade again, she cried desperately. The piercing pain made her open her eyes, only to realize that she was dreaming.
Gu Xuewen was not seen in the room. Outside the window, the sunlight was already very dazzling, and through the curtains opened, one could see the washed blue sky outside.
I don't know what time it is. She suddenly remembered that she had to go to work today.
Struggling to sit up, but found that there is no comfortable part of the body, especially between the legs, a slight movement, like a knife cut pain.
"Beast." Weakly gave up the idea of getting up, Gu Xuewen's frantic face yesterday flashed in his mind. He is angry? Punish yourself in this way
Gu Xuewen, you are so ruthless. Apart from resentment, there is more shamelessness. Only barbaric and uncivilized men will use violence to conquer women. A real man should be like Ji Yunzhan—
Realizing that she was thinking about Ji Yunzhan again, Zuo Panqing closed her eyes, and a burst of moisture appeared from the corners of her eyes. My heart is sour and painful.
She is a wayward woman. She always has been. In fact, she has always thought about it, one day. Ji Yun came back from the exhibition, fulfilled his promise, and married her. But later, after waiting day by day, she was disappointed.
For three years, she waited for him for three years. From sophomore year to work. Later, he entered the Li family and met Zhang Jianyuan.
The first time Zhang Jianyuan spoke, she was taken aback, and she was shocked by the voice that was just like Ji Yunzhan. Later he offered to show his favor. Zuo Panqing agreed to date him almost without hesitation, and then—
Thinking of all the things that happened later, if it wasn't because Zhang Jianyuan was not as good as a beast, how could she go to the bar to get drunk, go to ktv to sing and get involved with Gu Xuewen
This, is it called fate? The so-called fate
Blinking, forcing back the burst of tears, don't cry for Gu Xuewen, he is not worth it. As for Ji Yunzhan. Already missed it. She was no longer his Xiao Qingqing.
He sighed, suppressing the complicated emotions in his heart. Feeling sticky and uncomfortable on the body. She frowned, she didn't need to look to know that there must not be a piece of skin on her body that was intact. ujap.
What kind of beast did she provoke
It was sunny under the plane. She glanced weakly at the ground, where her mobile phone had been broken, and she didn't know if it could be used.
Frowning, thinking of Minister Wang's care for her, she struggled to get up, not looking at the fingerprints and hickeys all over her body. The moment his feet touched the ground, his body softened and he fell heavily to the ground.
"pain."
The body that was already in pain became even more painful. Zuo Panqing gritted her teeth, and struggled to stand up again. The short distance of two or three meters made her walk extremely hard.
Squatting down to pick up the phone, if the simple action involved n wounds on the body, the body softened and sat on the ground again.
The screen of the mobile phone has already been broken. I tried to turn it on, but the screen was white.
"It's broken." It's so distressing, it hasn't been used for long. Leaning weakly against the wall, he was thinking about how to contact Minister Wang so that he could ask her for leave.
The door of the room opened now. Gu Xuewen stood at the door, watching Zuo Panqing bend down to pick up the phone, with a very cold expression.
A finely tailored white shirt and crisp black trousers with sharp knives. His brilliance brought out her embarrassment.
Step forward, walking towards her step by step. Zuo Panqing didn't even move, it wasn't that she wasn't afraid, it wasn't that she didn't want to escape, but that she had absolutely no ability to escape now.
The bite marks, the bruises, and the most intimate places of shame he left were all painful. The pain made her unable to move. Watching him approach, she stretched out her hand and pulled the phone out of her hand forcefully, shaking it.
The phone hit the wall heavily. This time, it wasn't that the screen was broken, the phone was shattered, and it suddenly became dilapidated, just like her body.
Bending down, he reached out and hugged her. Zuo Panqing frowned tightly, and finally looked at Gu Xuewen, and suddenly smiled.
That smile was very weak and haggard. She believed that what she looked like at this time must be in a mess, extremely embarrassing.
"Gu Xuewen." She was very tired, really tired: "Let's get a divorce."
It turned out that the hand holding her tightened suddenly, and he stared at her, his hawk-like eyes almost burst into flames.
"Don't think about it."
It hurts, it really hurts, Zuo Panqing couldn't laugh anymore. He met his eyes with a mocking expression: "What? Haven't you had enough fun after yesterday?"
He didn't, but she had had enough. Gu Xuewen stared at her huddled little faces and the mocking look on her face. Frowning tightly, he hugged her and walked into the bathroom.
Holding her with one hand, put the water in the other hand. After measuring the water temperature, I put Zuo Panqing into the bathtub, unbuttoned it and was about to enter the bathtub, when Zuo Panqing made a sound.
"Please, get out, please?"
She felt ashamed, embarrassed. If it wasn't for lack of strength, she believed that she would find a place where there was no one to hide, but since there was no way to hide, could she choose not to see him
Gu Xuewen stood there motionless, his body was extremely stiff, and the air around him began to become oppressive.
Zuo Panqing doesn't care, now she has nothing to fear. I have experienced the worst, is there anything worse
Feeling the warm water pouring over her body, she felt much more comfortable. She sighed a long time, closed her eyes and leaned her body into the bathtub.
"Leave me alone for a while, thank you."
With polite and polite words, and a cold and alienated attitude, Gu Xuewen stared at her face without missing the traces on her body, even worse than last time.
A trace of annoyance flashed in his eyes, and it seemed to be regret, but when he met the resistance on Zuo Panqing's face, that emotion turned into depression again. Clenching his fists, he took a deep look at her, turned and left.
Zuo Panqing soaked for more than half an hour and felt much more comfortable. Wrapping herself in a towel, she slowly stepped out of the bathroom.
There was no sign of Gu Xuewen in the room. Zuo Panqing gave up the idea of going to work today, and wanted to go back to sleep, when she saw the traces of her, a look of disgust flashed in her eyes.
Bracing from her discomfort, she found out a new bed sheet and put on the quilt cover. This consumed a lot of her physical strength, and her tired body made her lie down on the bed as soon as she was tidied up.
Gu Xuewen came in at this time, holding a tray with a bowl of porridge on it, and put it on the bedside.
"Drink some porridge."
Zuo Panqing closed her eyes and did not move.
Gu Xuewen reached out to touch her, but she seemed to feel it: "Don't touch me."
The outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and a bit of forbearance was stained on his resolute face: "Get up and drink porridge."
"Not hungry." Zuo Panqing pulled up the quilt to cover her body: "I want to sleep, please go out."
"Zuo Panqing." Zuo Panqing called her name as if gritted her teeth, but Zuo Panqing ignored her. Just as the big hand was about to forcibly pull her up, the phone beeped. That special sound made Gu Xuewen's expression tremble, and he quickly picked up the phone.
"It's me. I'll be right there."
After hanging up the phone, Gu Xuewen should have left immediately, but looking at Zuo Panqing who was lying around, he found that he had no choice but to leave like this.
"Zuo Panqing, I'm going out for a while, you drink the porridge obediently. Do you hear me?"
Zuo Panqing closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but she didn't move, then she felt a cold and cold breath coming from behind her suddenly, and a low and cold voice came warning, piercing her eardrums.
"Zuo Panqing. I will not divorce you, never."
After taking a deep look at the person nestled in the bed, Gu Xuewen turned and left.
Won't you get a divorce
Did he want to be entangled with her for the rest of his life? Treat her better when you are in a good mood, and punish her with that kind of thing when you are in a bad mood
Gu Xuewen, is this my future marriage with you? If yes, I really don't know how I'm going to stick with it.
He went out? Does having to go mean he has a mission
That's fine too, since he's been away for a while. At least, her body is safe.
There was a burst of aroma from the porridge on the bedside. She was really hungry, half sat up, looked at the bowl of porridge, Zuo Panqing came over and took a sip.
Gu Xuewen's cooking skills are good. The food cooked is better than her cooking. Thinking about it seriously, it seems that Gu Xuewen only has this advantage, right
Unexpectedly, Ji Yunzhan's face flashed in his mind, and there was actually a hint of hatred in his heart.
Since five years ago, leave without saying goodbye. Why come back five years later
Is he so sure that he will wait for him? If so, Ji Yunzhan, you are really confident.
But she couldn't wait for him. He knew her personality, so why would he pester him after five years
He has always loved her? What a ridiculous joke. If you really love, why didn't you contact her for five years? How did you live without letting her know where he was for five years
Her cell phone number has never been changed. In fact, I have always had a faint expectation in my heart, looking forward to Ji Yunzhan contacting him. Could he at least tell her? Where is he and what is he doing.
But he didn't. Since it has been ignored for five years, why not continue? Why suddenly show up and disrupt her life
Ji Yunzhan, do you know how much I hate you
If it wasn't for him, how could she be misunderstood by Gu Xuewen? How could he be treated like that by Gu Xuewen
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First update today. In fact, I still sympathize with Xiao Ji's children's shoes, why do you say that. Because there is no right or wrong in love, it can only be said that everyone is not necessarily good at dealing with love. First love is beautiful after all.
These two chapters are a bit cruel, but it will be fine after passing. Jiong. I am my own mother. Repeat 10,000 times.