Ji Yunzhan looked at the night above his head. It's getting late. The phone rang several times, and he heard it, but didn't intend to answer it.
A little tired, a little pain, more at a loss.
She was already hopeless, but after knowing that Zuo Panqing was pregnant, her hopelessness turned into despair.
Zuo Panqing will be very happy. And her happiness has nothing to do with her.
It was a very strange feeling, which has been lingering in my heart, and never waved away.
His body was stiff, the air conditioner was not turned on in December, and the wind was blowing a bit cold, but he couldn't feel it. The only feeling was that he regretted that he didn't come back sooner.
This kind of regret has come to my heart more than once. But at this time, that feeling is even worse.
Someone knocked on the car window twice, Ji Yunzhan heard it, but didn't respond. The car window was knocked twice again, he frowned, and finally reacted, Gu Xuewen's face outside the car window made him stunned for a moment.
silence. For a moment I didn't know what to say. He rolled down the car window and looked at him with a dignified expression.
"It's late." Gu Xuewen glanced at the time: "Don't you want to go home?"
"Related to you?" Ji Yunzhan admired Gu Xuewen, but besides appreciation, there was also a trace of hostility, which was an emotion called envy and hatred.
Gu Xuewen shook his head, staring at Ji Yunzhan's face: "If you don't mind, just give me a ride."
What's the meaning
Ji Yunzhan didn't understand, but Gu Xuewen got into the car first: "I think, you should be familiar with my family, right?"
Ji Yunzhan remained silent, started the car calmly, exited the parking space, and left.
After leaving the hospital, he glanced at Gu Xuewen with a dissatisfied expression: "Don't you want to accompany her?"
"Yes." Gu Xuewen nodded: "I'll go back and get something."
It was silent again, Ji Yunzhan didn't know what to say, but Gu Xuewen spoke first: "Panqing is pregnant."
"I already know." He didn't need to irritate himself again and again, Ji Yunzhan frowned, and there was a bit of sarcasm on his always elegant face: "It's impossible for me to be with her. You don't need to guard against me like this."
"You made a mistake." It was not Ji Yunzhan that Gu Xuewen had to guard against at this time: "Her child has problems. The doctor told me that it would be best not to have this child."
"squeak-"
On the street late at night, the sound of a car braking suddenly is very harsh.
There were one or two cars passing by behind, all of them protruding and cursing. Ji Yunzhan didn't feel it, and stared at Gu Xuewen's face: "What do you mean?"
"It's not interesting." Gu Xuewen didn't want this either. He looked at the street lights on the road outside the car window, and the circles of tree shadows cast: "Pan Qing was kidnapped by her perverted mother a few days ago. She almost had a miscarriage. Although the doctor tried her best The child was saved, but the child has problems. The doctor said that the birth may also be deformed, so let us consider not wanting the child."
"You, are you joking?" Ji Yunzhan thought of Zuo Panqing's happy and happy face just now: "You, you didn't tell Panqing? She doesn't know?"
Gu Xuewen nodded: "I don't know what to say."
"But, she will know when the baby is born." Ji Yunzhan couldn't imagine that such a thing happened to Zuo Panqing.
damn it. why
"Why, why don't you guard her well?"
"..." Silence, Gu Xuewen had nothing to say to his accusation.
After Ji Yunzhan finished speaking, he realized that he seemed not qualified to say this sentence. Restarting the car and going on the road, looking at the road ahead, my heart suddenly became heavy.
"Why are you telling me?"
"I don't know." Gu Xuewen shook his head, he might be crazy, so he told Ji Yunzhan. He is even considered his own rival.
"You want me to persuade Panqing not to have this child."
"No." Gu Xuewen didn't know what he was going to do: "I'm just telling you."
"Gu Xuewen." If he hadn't been driving, if it wasn't for the current situation, Ji Yunzhan believed that he would have punched him twice: "Did you do it on purpose? You just don't want me to feel better, you want me to come with you Pain, isn't it?"
"If you want to think like this, it's okay." Gu Xuewen put his body down on the car seat and looked at the front of the road: "When I am in pain, I will want to pull people into the water. I suddenly discovered today that I also can't do it." things that arrived."
That feeling is very powerless, very helpless. He couldn't resist. It cannot be changed.
"Is there no other way?" Ji Yunzhan didn't want to believe that Zuo Panqing would have a deformity: "Now that medicine is so advanced, could it be—"
"Do you think this is what I thought?" There were many phone calls this morning. He knows many doctors. The advice given is the same. This child is not worth it.
intolerable.
"You have to tell Panqing." Ji Yunzhan believed in Zuo Panqing: "She will accept."
"She won't." Gu Xuewen sighed: "She also told me today that she wants to have a girl and dress her up as a little princess when she grows up."
Ji Yunzhan was silent. Being a mother is strong.
Many women have children, and the children become her life. Others can hurt her, but they cannot hurt a mother's child. That's pretty much all maternal instinct.
Without another word to say, the car stopped at the downstairs of Gu Xuewen's apartment. Gu Xuewen got out of the car, went upstairs, changed his bloody shirt, and packed two sets of Zuo Panqing's clothes.
He installed Zuo Panqing's mobile phone, afraid that she would be bored, and brought her two books.
It only took ten minutes to pack these up. Carrying things downstairs, Ji Yunzhan's car was still there.
At this time, Gu Xuewen really understood why Zuo Panqing could not forget after breaking up with Ji Yunzhan. He opened the car door and got in the car, he smiled mockingly.
"I thought you'd be gone when I got down."
"You're not here anymore." Ji Yun gave him a blank look, started the car and ran back to the hospital.
"Gu Xuewen." Halfway through the car, Ji Yunzhan said suddenly: "Have you ever thought about it. Maybe there will be a different result if you change to another hospital?"
"It's not a question of changing hospitals."
Gu Xuewen shook his head: "There is really no other way."
"Look for a doctor abroad, or."
"Don't talk about it." Gu Xuewen looked helpless: "That's it. Anyway, it's my child, no matter what she gives birth to, I will accept it." vbpf.
It takes courage to make this kind of decision. Ji Yunzhan has never been a father, but he can understand Gu Xuewen's feelings. Without speaking again, he calmly drove the car back to the hospital.
When the car stopped, Gu Xuewen got out of the car and took a deep look at him: "Ji Yunzhan, you go back. If Panqing sees you here, she will feel a burden in her heart."
He didn't want any possibility to make Zuo Panqing unhappy.
"I thought you would want me to persuade her."
"No." Gu Xuewen shook his head: "I have made a decision and will accept all the results."
"Since this is the case, why did you tell me?" Ji Yunzhan frowned: "Are you just trying to make me feel bad?"
"Yes." Gu Xuewen nodded, admitting his bad intentions: "I just don't want to make it easier for you. Because, I think you are unhappy."
In fact, this is of course an excuse, he just wanted to talk to someone. And Ji Yunzhan is the most suitable audience.
"I understand."
Ji Yunzhan's eyes turned cold all of a sudden, he snorted softly, stepped on the gas pedal, and this time he left without nostalgia. yes. This is already a matter of their husband and wife, no matter what, it has nothing to do with him.
Gu Xuewen sighed softly looking at the shadow of his car going away. is a good man. Hope he will be happy.
Thinking of the child, he sighed again.
... ... ...
For the next time, Gu Xuewen stayed with Zuo Panqing. He just solved a big case. Du Xinghua deliberately took his big vacation, knowing that Zuo Panqing was in the hospital, he was allowed to wait for Zuo Panqing to recover before going to work.
Just like the time when Zuo Panqing was injured before, he took care of Zuo Panqing carefully, but this time, his mood was a little heavier than last time.
That child, whether he wants it or not, has become a thorn in Gu Xuewen's heart. Occasionally sleeping in the ward, the disabled baby in the dream stretched out his hand to him, always waking him up from the dream, and then looking at the sleeping Zuo Panqing, his mood suddenly fell to the bottom.
Zuo Panqing didn't notice Gu Xuewen's thoughts. For her now, nothing is more important than the child in her stomach. Being a mother is strong, that's what it means. She is very cooperative. What the doctor said, what she did.
Eat what is nutritious. I want to have a healthy baby. After a few days of intensive treatment by the doctor, her stomach pain finally disappeared.
A week later, the doctor said that the condition of the fetus was stable, and Zuo Panqing could be discharged from the hospital.
There is only one week left until Christmas. Zuo Panqing felt that she was going to be moldy in the hospital. She was very happy to hear the doctor said that she could finally leave the hospital.
Gu Xuewen looked at the joy on her face, and there was some joy on her face: "I'm so happy that I don't need to be hospitalized?"
"Of course." Zuo Panqing stuck out her tongue: "I hate the smell of the hospital so much, I can't wait to go home early, this is just right."
"Yeah." Gu Xuewen nodded: "I'm going to go through the discharge procedures, you wait here for me."
"Okay." Zuo Panqing smiled, Gu Xuewen left, she got out of bed and went to the window to stretch.
Activities, activities, if you really want to live, you have to move. After a few days of inactivity, I feel that my bones are going to rust. The happiest thing is. No need to spend Christmas and New Years in the hospital.
Otherwise it's really unlucky. And she didn't know how to tell her parents. Parents have been wondering why she didn't go back to see them for so long, but she always made excuses that she was busy with work. Said that Christmas will definitely go back.
It's all right now, I can leave the hospital, that's great. I stretched my body a few times casually, feeling comfortable. Taking a deep breath, she turned her limbs. Hearing the sound of the door being opened at this moment, Zuo Panqing turned her head quickly with a look of excitement.
"The formalities are done? Can we go?"
The person who came was not Gu Xuewen, but Xuanyuan Hao.
"Boss, President?" The excitement on her face disappeared, and her expression suddenly became a little reserved. She put away her waving hands and placed them in front of her, looking at Xuanyuan Hao with a distant expression.
"It really hurts my heart to be so unfamiliar." Xuanyuan Hao was wearing a black windbreaker at this time. Inside is a white shirt and white trousers.
If someone else dresses like this, Zuo Panqing must think that person is out of his mind.
But Xuanyuan Hao's wearing like this gave him a demonic aura. It's very attractive, but it doesn't mean it also attracts her.
And what he said made her even more wary, she stepped back slightly to the window, with a hint of resistance on her face: "You are my boss."
Just boss. boss. Nothing else.
"I am your savior." Xuanyuan Hao didn't mind reminding her: "Without me, what would you be like now, don't I need to remind you?"
"Xuanyuan, thank you for saving me." Zuo Panqing looked at the door, Gu Xuewen hadn't come back yet, her eyebrows frowned: "But please tell me, what exactly do you want?"
"You know in your heart what I want."
"I can't give you what you want." For the first time, Zuo Panqing felt that she was a scholar and met a soldier, and she couldn't explain why: "I'm married, I have a husband, and now I even have children. "
"I don't mind." Xuanyuan Hao really didn't mind. Taking a step forward, staring at Zuo Panqing's face: "I told you. I want you."
Zuo Panqing noticed his words, he said I want you, not I like you. These are two feelings. Shaking her head, she felt ironic.
"Why? There are many women who are prettier than me, and as you—"
"Do you think I want your body? Zuo Panqing, what I want is your heart. As for the body? Among the women I have met, there are many more beautiful and gorgeous than you. No matter how beautiful the body is , but a skin.”
His words blocked all she wanted to say, and the meaning was obvious. He wanted her, and it had nothing to do with her identity or status.
Just because she is who she is.
Zuo Panqing was a little shocked, and couldn't believe it even more: "Xuanyuan Hao, don't play anymore, okay?"
If Gu Xuewen comes back and sees it, he will definitely be unhappy. And she really didn't believe that Xuanyuan Hao was sincere to her.
"What? Are you thinking about your husband?" Xuanyuan Hao's lips curled up slightly, with a bit of playfulness: "But I think, he probably doesn't have time right now."
"What do you mean?" Zuo Panqing suddenly became alert.
Although she didn't know who Xuanyuan Hao was, but if he could take herself away from Wen Xuejiao, then his abilities must be extraordinary.
He doesn't want to hurt Gu Xuewen, does he? Otherwise, why didn't Gu Xuewen come back after half a day
"It's nothing interesting, I just want to tell you one thing." Xuanyuan took two steps forward, Zuo Panqing wanted to back up, but he turned her body around, making her look out the window, and stretched out his fingers into the hospital's lawn . There was a hint of sarcasm in his expression.
"Look clearly, who is that?"
Zuo Panqing was stunned for a moment, followed his hand and looked downstairs, where Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi were standing face to face.
What the two were talking about was too far away to hear clearly, but she could clearly see Lin Qianyi's expression was very excited. She stared at Gu Xuewen with a look of disbelief.
Gu Xuewen looked a little embarrassed, as if he was explaining something. Lin Qianyi refused to listen, and the two kept pestering each other. It wasn't physical contact, but in the end Lin Qianyi suddenly threw herself into Gu Xuewen's arms. He was obviously taken aback, but he didn't push her away.
"How is it? He doesn't have time to talk to you right now." Xuanyuan Hao's expression was determined and proud, looking forward to Zuo Panqing's possible reaction.
Zuo Panqing stared at those two people, unable to tell why. I felt discomfort in my heart. Those discomforts expanded little by little, turning into soreness and pain. Her nails dug into her palms, and she stared at the two people who were still hugging each other. I wanted to say something, but found that I couldn't make a sound.
At this time, Xuanyuan Hao, who was behind him, put his hands on her shoulders, approached her, lowered his voice, and said with some sarcasm: "Zuo Panqing, as I said earlier, he is not worthy of your trust. "
Yeah
Gu Xuewen, don't you deserve my trust
"I care about our marriage and I will trust you."
trust? Does she trust him? Zuo Panqing asked herself in her heart.
"Go away." Zuo Panqing suddenly pushed him away forcefully, staring at his face, with a bit of anger in her watery eyes: "Xuanyuan Hao, does this have anything to do with you? What does Gu Xuewen do with other women?" Does it matter to you? That's my business. It's none of your business. Now, please leave."
"Zuo Panqing?" Xuanyuan Hao was slightly surprised: "You are angry."
"I'm not angry with Xuewen." Zuo Panqing couldn't tell what was causing the pain in her heart. But at this time, she must not show weakness in front of Xuanyuan Hao: "If I am angry, it is because of you."
She stretched out her hand and pointed directly at his heart: "Who are you? You are just my boss. Didn't you come back from a foreign country? Didn't your education allow you to spy on other people's bodies?"
"Xuanyuan. Even if Gu Xuewen really cheated, I won't give you a chance to be with you." After a pause, she took a deep breath to calm herself down: "What's more, I don't know what he did now. Maybe they Nothing. Why should I listen to your nonsense here?"
Xuanyuan Hao was really surprised this time, seeing the anger and determination in Zuo Panqing's eyes, he suddenly smiled.
"Interesting. Zuo Panqing, you are really interesting."
Taking a step forward, he put his hands on the window lattice behind her: "What should I do? I find that I am more and more interested in you."
"What a pity." Zuo Panqing's voice was cold, looking at the interest flashing in his long and narrow eyes: "I hate you more and more."
"Okay. Very good." Xuanyuan Hao let go of his hand, but his body leaned forward: "Zuo Panqing, let us see how long your ridiculous persistence can last. And Gu Xuewen, how long can you trust. We We'll see."
The body backed away, and the breathing of his lips swept across her cheeks, causing her to tremble and feel uncomfortable. Before she wanted to attack, he had already stepped back two or three steps.
The action is very fast. Walking to the door, opening the door, she stopped suddenly and said without turning her head: "Zuo Panqing. The new product you designed is ready to go on the market. You have a day off tomorrow. I hope to see you come to work the day after tomorrow. .”
Before she could react, he had already left. As soon as her body softened, Zuo Panqing almost fell to the ground.
It takes a lot of energy to confront Xuanyuan Hao, she is not his opponent, not in the past, not now, and even less in the future.
Cheng is holding hands. Caressing the window lattice with her hand, she turned around slowly. The two people who were hugging each other had disappeared. There was some surprise in his eyes. Searched the lawn twice.
I finally saw it, but it was not on the lawn of the hospital, but outside the hospital wall. The distance is even further.
But Zuo Panqing could clearly see that Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi were standing on the side of the road. He stopped a taxi and looked at Lin Qianyi. Yi stood there refusing to move. Gu Xuewen said something to her. Lin Qianyi finally nodded, stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Xuewen again, and then got into the car.
Seeing Lin Qianyi's taxi leaving, Gu Xuewen turned around and walked into the hospital. When he was walking, he looked up at his window. Zuo Panqing was startled, and instinctively hid behind the curtain .
His heartbeat began to speed up. From the lawn, counting the time spent waiting for the elevator, it took no more than three or four minutes at most. She stroked her chest to calm herself down.
Gu Xuewen will come up soon, does she want to ask him? Will he say it
Zuo Panqing half-shrunk her body and leaned against the wall.
After thinking about it, he walked to the sofa and sat down, staring blankly out of the window, his mind a little messed up.
Do you want to ask? Do you want to ask
The footsteps were getting closer. She could almost imagine Gu Xuewen walking.
Then the door opened and he came in. Zuo Panqing stood up suddenly, walked up to Gu Xuewen and held his hand, smiling brightly.
"Why so long?"
"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Gu Xuewen's expression was very calm, Zuo Panqing couldn't see what was going on in his mind from his eyes, so she shook her head.
"Fortunately, Dr. Jiang came just now and told me some things to pay attention to. It doesn't take long."
"That's good." Gu Xuewen looked a little ashamed, and took Zuo Panqing's hand: "It's all right now, let's go."
"En." Zuo Panqing smiled and nodded, looking into Gu Xuewen's eyes, not wanting to remind him that the doctor who routinely checked her was named Zhang, not Jiang. There is not a single surnamed Jiang among the doctors.
My heart started to get cold little by little. Her body trembled and she froze there, and she even felt a little unable to move.
"What's the matter?" Gu Xuewen took her hand, feeling that her palm seemed to turn cold all of a sudden: "You don't feel well? Do you want to ask a doctor to check?"
"I'm fine." Zuo Panqing shook her head and pulled the coat on her body: "I feel a little cold."
"It's only twelve degrees today." Gu Xuewen looked at the blue sky outside and frowned: "The weather forecast says it will start to rain tomorrow. Let me take you to buy some clothes."
"No need. I have clothes to wear." Zuo Panqing shook her head, "But it's really rare for the south to be so cold."
"Hmm. The weather this year is really abnormal." In just a few days, it seemed as if it had changed from autumn to winter all of a sudden. Gu Xuewen tightened her clothes.
"It's snowing all over Beijing. It's all white. It's very beautiful."
"Really?" Zuo Panqing smiled slightly, watching him pull the clothes for her, and wanted to say something when the phone rang.
"The most romantic thing I can think of is growing old with you."
This ringtone was changed when she was bored a few days ago. Taking out the phone at this time, I felt that the ringtone was a little ironic for the first time.
It's seven. Seven's phone.
"Pan Sunny—"
Zheng Qimei's voice was full of tears: "What should I do? I was abandoned."
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