Gu Xuewen's eyes were full of shock, looking at Zuo Panqing's face, he couldn't believe what he heard.
"You, what nonsense are you talking about?" Du Libin loves Lin Qianyi? God, how is it possible
"Nonsense?" Zuo Panqing just wanted to laugh: "Is it nonsense?"
She withdrew her hand, raised her head, and stared straight at Gu Xuewen's face. The shock in his eyes seemed to her to be a tacit acquiescence.
"If not, tell me, why did you break up with Lin Qianyi?" And it was so reluctance to break up, and you still can't forget it until now, and the ties are broken
"..." Gu Xuewen didn't expect Zuo Panqing to come back to this question after being tangled for a while, her eyebrows were slightly twisted, and a trace of gloom flashed on her resolute face: "Didn't I already said that. She doesn't agree with me being a soldier, and she doesn't agree Agree with me coming to City C, so—”
"Gu Xuewen."
Zuo Panqing's voice was almost roaring. Staring at his face, wishing to poke a hole in his body. The hair on the chest button. In her eyes, so dazzling.
Take a deep breath and try to suppress the anger in your heart. She calmed herself down: "Do you think it's fun to lie to me?"
"Panqing?" Not knowing where her anger came from, Gu Xuewen frowned slightly: "What's wrong with you?"
"She loves you so much, will she separate from you because she opposes you? Do you really think I'm a fool?"
Gu Xuewen was silent, and couldn't find anything to say for a while. Zuo Panqing smiled slightly, but felt a tightness in her chest, which made her almost unable to breathe.
"The woman Du Libin likes is her, right? You know, so you are in a difficult situation. You chose brotherhood between brotherhood and women, so you broke up with Lin Qianyi. Right? That's how it is, right?"
In the end, she almost yelled.
The air was silent for a while, Gu Xuewen was silent, and Zuo Panqing had lost all strength. The eyes of the two met in the air, one helpless and the other cold.
It was Gu Xuewen who was helpless. I don't know why Zuo Panqing suddenly wanted to use Lin Qianyi as an issue.
The cold Zuo Panqing felt that she was too stupid, too stupid. Knowing that men are not trustworthy, knowing that this is just an upcoming marriage, why do you still have expectations for Gu Xuewen
Why should you care about him, like him, even fall in love with him—
yes. If she was honest enough, if she was frank enough, she would tell Gu Xuewen that she had fallen in love with him long ago, when they were about to get married for half a year. Fall in love with this, do more than talk about her. A man who gets together less and leaves more with her.
He is not as gentle as Ji Yunzhan, nor as understanding of her as Ji Yunzhan. Even sometimes very rough, very careless. Never give up on yourself. Every time I go out for a mission and leave for a few days, I will be xxoo when I come back.
She hates this life. The marriage she desires and yearns for is not like this.
But she didn't know when she started to care about Gu Xuewen, maybe because of the cup of milk he warmed for her in the morning, maybe because of the last time he knelt in front of her parents,
Maybe it was the care he might have shown for her that he inadvertently revealed at other times.
Anyway, when she found out, there was an extra person in her heart for no reason. She will miss him and think about him. Thinking of paying something for him, doing something.
That pair of cufflinks is the best proof that the two of you will walk through this life hand in hand. Take good care of your marriage.
He is her husband, her first man, and the man she loves. When Ji Yunzhan appeared, she hesitated and struggled. The tradition in her bones makes it impossible for her to betray her marriage, and the deeper reason is that in her heart, she has already begun to care about Gu Xuewen.
Therefore, she hoped that he could be honest with himself and be faithful to his marriage.
And now, she finally understood. Some efforts are destined not to be rewarded. No matter how much you love some people, his heart will not belong to you.
Chest tightness. More powerless. There are things in this world that no matter how hard you try, you can't get them.
"no."
The low words came out, as if there was something wrong with her ears, and her eyes met Gu Xuewen again, and he was also looking at herself.
"No." Gu Xuewen sighed: "It's not that reason."
Seeing the disbelief in Zuo Panqing's eyes, he showed a bit of helplessness: "I really value my brothers. Du Libin and Song Chenyun are the ones I grew up with since childhood. They are like brothers. But, I will definitely not want my own woman because I value brotherhood, I will not."
Zuo Panqing was silent, the sky outside the window had completely darkened, she began to feel a little cold, not for this reason, what is the reason
Staring at Gu Xuewen, her expression was guarded and disappointed. Looking at his face, waiting for him to tell how he broke up with Lin Qianyi.
Gu Xuewen's expression was slightly awkward, seeing Zuo Panqing with his hands folded around his chest, he turned around and turned on the light in the living room, as well as the air conditioner. Walking up to Zuo Panqing, she stretched out her hand to hug her, but she dodged it, and she took a big step back.
"Gu Xuewen, tell me, I'm waiting to hear."
She is very persistent, she is stubborn, Gu Xuewen knows it, but at this moment she feels that she seems too stubborn. Sitting down on the sofa, I didn't know how to speak for a moment.
Time goes back to more than three years ago.
Gu Xuemei was with Liang Youcheng at that time, and he was with Lin Qianyi. After Liang Youcheng and Gu Xuemei set a date for their marriage. Lin Qianyi also wanted to get married.
The Lin family urged him several times, but Gu Xuewen didn't object or agree.
Gu Xuewen felt that he was still young and was not in a hurry to get married. He always felt that the satisfactory age for marriage was thirty-five.
Lin Qianyi was in a hurry, she wanted to marry Gu Xuewen after graduating from university. In order to be with Gu Xuewen. She especially likes to cling to him. As long as Gu Xuewen comes back, she will basically stick to him.
At that time, although Gu Xuewen felt that Lin Qianyi was too clingy, but at that time, he would get together less and leave more, so he could be considerate, and he was tolerant of Lin Qianyi.
Until the day when Gu Xuemei and Liang Youcheng had an accident.
His day he will arrive. That day, Gu Xuewen was restless. Gu Xuemei told Liang Youcheng early in the morning that they would go out to pick out things for the wedding. He wanted to follow, but Lin Qian refused.
She said that it was rare for him to come back, so he went to accompany his sister and brother-in-law, so what is her girlfriend
Gu Xuewen had no choice but to go shopping with her. Later, his phone rang once. It was Gu Xuemei who called, hung up after one ring, and did not wait for Gu Xuewen to call back. Lin Qianyi took his phone away.
"What are you doing? Your sister ran over after making a phone call. What about me?"
"Stop making trouble, my sister may have something to do." Otherwise, why call him
"What can she do?" Seeing how accommodating Liang Youcheng is to her, Gu Xuewen has never been willing to accommodate himself. Lin Qianyi pouted, very unhappy: "I just want you to help me take a look, which one is better? Is he getting married or you getting married?"
"Qianyi, stop making trouble and give me the phone."
Gu Xuewen asked her to return the phone to herself, but she refused.
"You are not allowed to accompany anyone else today, you can only accompany me." Without paying attention to Xuewen's reaction, Lin Qianyi took the phone and ran away at the door of the department store.
Gu Xuewen had no choice but to chase after him, but he didn't want to see Lin Qianyi running too fast, a car almost ran into her, Gu Xuewen quickly pulled her back to the side of the road.
"What are you doing?" Be careful when losing your temper.
"me-"
With a wow, Lin Qianyi was frightened and cried. Gu Xuewen was worried about her undecided appearance, so he had to send her home. He spent most of the day with her at Lin's house. She didn't leave until she calmed down and was fine.
I didn't know until Gu Xuewen came home. Gu Xuemei had an accident and was sent to the hospital, but Liang Youcheng died to save Xuemei. vevp.
a bolt from the blue. He rushed to the hospital as fast as he could, stood in the corridor of the hospital, and grabbed Chen Jingru's hand: "Why, why didn't you call and tell me?"
"Your phone is turned off." Chen Jingru did not expect that things would turn out like this in one day. Her beloved daughter had an accident. And the most promising son-in-law, such an outstanding young man, will be gone if he says no.
Chen Jingru's words surprised him, he took out his phone, and it really turned off. It turned out that Lin Qianyi didn't want others to harass their date when he sent her home. He took the initiative to help him turn off the phone.
Gu Xuewen couldn't accept this result, and the militant and friendly team leader he confided in his heart left, and his sister could only sit in a wheelchair from then on.
And all this was caused because he didn't arrive in time
He could not forgive himself, nor could he accept Lin Qianyi's actions. Even if she is not wrong, even if she is also a victim. Gu Xuewen still couldn't accept it.
"Let's break up." When the doctor announced that Gu Xuemei would spend the rest of her life in a wheelchair, Gu Xuewen left the hospital to find Lin Qianyi.
"No, I don't want to." Lin Qianyi said with tears on her face, "I didn't know something would happen to my sister. I didn't do it on purpose, I just wanted not to be disturbed when I was dating you. Is there anything wrong with that? ? Gu Xuewen, don't be too cruel to me."
"You are not wrong." Gu Xuewen straightened his back: "It was me who was wrong. Qianyi, we are not suitable."
"Why is it inappropriate?" Lin Qianyi really couldn't accept that Gu Xuewen broke up with herself for such a reason: "Don't break up with me, I promise you, I will work hard in the future, and I will not interfere with you again. Neither will I. Turn off your phone again. I beg you, don't break up with me."
"I'm sorry." Gu Xuewen could no longer accept Lin Qianyi, nor could he face Gu Xuemei. If it wasn't for him, maybe Gu Xuemei's leg would be fine.
"Gu Xuewen, you can't treat me like this. I am also a victim in this matter. I am not at fault."
Lin Qianyi hugged him tightly, refusing to let go no matter what. If Gu Xuewen didn't save her, maybe she was hit by a car and died. How could she accept such a reason for breaking up
"I said, I was the one who was wrong." In the days to come, how would he face Gu Xuemei? A younger brother who disregarded his siblings for the sake of falling in love
The heartache was so severe that Gu Xuewen couldn't imagine, and couldn't accept Lin Qianyi anymore, because facing her was to remind himself how he ignored his sister for the sake of his girlfriend and caused her to have an accident.
"Gu Xuewen." Lin Qianyi grabbed his skirt, tears streaming down her face: "Don't be so cruel. I'm not wrong? How could you treat me like this? I love you. Is it wrong to love you?"
"I said, you are not wrong, I am the one who is wrong."
Gu Xuewen pulled her away very calmly, with a calm expression: "Qianyi, I'm sorry, I really can't accept it. I don't think I will forget it in the future. Xuemei can't leave, I have to be responsible. I didn't There is no way to face Xuemei. I also have no way to face Liang Youcheng who has left. I'm sorry."
Liang Youcheng's parents came here specially from other provinces. Gu Xuewen and the members of the Gu family were all waiting for the two elders of the Liang family to make trouble. Even scolding them is fine.
But the two elders of the Liang family didn't, they just came to take Liang Youcheng's ashes home. Liang Youcheng was posthumously named a martyr. The army gave a large amount of compensation. The two elders of the Liang family didn't ask for a penny, and asked them to donate the money. They didn't have a word of blame for Liang Youcheng's death to save Gu Xuemei. Just say it's life. Calmly accepted the reality.
"We were ready the day we sent our baby to serve in the army. We are all very happy that he can do this today. Really."
"It should. As a man, you can't even protect your own woman. You don't deserve to be a man. You don't even deserve to be a soldier."
These were the original words of the Liang family's parents, but they stabbed Gu Xuewen like a knife. If it wasn't for him, if he could have rushed there sooner. Maybe Liang Youcheng will not die.
He couldn't forgive himself, he swore that he would use his own efforts to arrest Zhou Qicheng himself. To avenge Liang Youcheng and his sister.
No matter how much Lin Qianyi cried or made trouble. He made up his mind to break up with Lin Qianyi. Knowing that Zhou Qicheng's hometown is in City C, he volunteered to come to City C. It doesn't matter if he can't be a colonel, but it doesn't matter if he can only be a captain, as long as he can be arrested and imprisoned, as long as he is not allowed to continue to harm others, as long as he can serve Gu Xuemei avenged Liang Youcheng, and he could even give his life.
He still remembered that on the day he came to city c, Lin Qianyi went to the airport to see him off.
She said: "You are angry with me, you are not happy, I understand. We are in love. I can wait for you. Whether it is one year or two years. Gu Xuewen. I will always wait for you. I love you, I You can wait for you to forget about it. It's not our fault at all. It's not your fault, and it's not my fault. It's a trick of fate. Xuewen. I'll wait for you."
"Don't wait for me. It's impossible for us." Gu Xuewen calmly pulled her hand away at the airport in Beidu. He entered the boarding gate without looking back.
"Gu Xuewen, I will always wait for you."
She really has been waiting for herself. For Lin Qianyi, she really couldn't accept such a reason for breaking up. My heart hurts too much.
But he understands Gu Xuewen's guilt towards Gu Xuemei. Guilt towards Liang Youcheng. These take time to wear off. She is willing to wait until Gu Xuewen accepts.
But I don't want to, after living abroad for three years, I heard the news of Gu Xuewen's marriage when I came back.
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When Gu Xuewen said these words, his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs. But only he knew in his heart how excited he was.
Zhou Qicheng was caught and faced the death penalty. He avenged Liang Youcheng and Gu Xuemei's leg.
But it is impossible for Liang Youcheng to come back to life, and Gu Xuemei still stubbornly believes that Liang Youcheng was killed by her, and refuses to accept treatment. I made up my mind to spend my whole life in a wheelchair.
Looking up, with a bit of helplessness in her deep eyes, she looked at Zuo Panqing's face: "That's all you want to know. She and I have really broken up, and we can't be together again."
He explained the reason for breaking up, and explained that it is impossible for the two of them to be together again. Zuo Panqing should be relieved and satisfied. But no, she just felt cold. Even though the air conditioner was turned on in the living room, her heart couldn't be warmed up. The bone-piercing cold rushed from the soles of her feet to her heart, and then spread from her heart to her whole body.
No wonder, Lin Qianyi never forgot, no wonder he was reluctant to let go. So the reason for breaking up in the first place was so helpless
Being punished because it wasn't someone else's fault, if it were Lin Qianyi, she wouldn't be reconciled, wouldn't she be willing to let go
"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen stood up, trying to pull her into his arms, but Zuo Panqing suddenly raised her hand and looked at him warily: "Do you love her?"
"I don't love you." Gu Xuewen replied quickly, he didn't roll his eyes, and it could be seen that Zuo Panqing was in a bad mood today.
"Don't love? What about me?" Zuo Panqing bit her lip, looked up at Gu Xuewen, her fair face remained pale, and looked a little thin: "Tell me. Gu Xuewen, do you love me?"
She fell in love with him, so what about him? In his heart, does he care about her a little bit? Even just a little bit
"I like you." He had already said it just now. She stretched out her hand to hold his hand: "Panqing, calm down, we are husband and wife, I said I will not betray you, Lin Qianyi and I have passed."
"It's just liking, not love, right?" Pushing away his outstretched hand, the resistance on her face was very obvious: "Gu Xuewen. You don't love me."
"I—" love you, Gu Xuewen couldn't say the last two words. He had been with Lin Qianyi for so long before, even when his relationship was the deepest, he never said that.
It always feels weird for a man to say this.
Zuo Panqing understood, really understood. She smiled suddenly, with a slight smile on her lips, and looked at him: "I'm tired, I want to go to rest."
"Panqing." Gu Xuewen was anxious, and grabbed her hand: "You haven't eaten, do you want to eat something?"
"No, I'm not hungry." She was really not hungry, and at this moment she believed that she couldn't eat.
Lin Qianyi looked at him, staring at the button on his chest, the wind from the air conditioner was blowing on his face, making it warm and a little dry. The hair on the buttons fell out at some point.
What does it matter when? Others are here, but the heart is not here.
Such a helpless breakup, Gu Xuewen is a very responsible man. This point, she has always known that if something happens to Gu Xuemei because of him, he will feel guilty for the rest of his life.
So it was impossible for him to accept Lin Qianyi, nor would he be with Lin Qianyi.
But the more this is the case, the more unable to let go, responsibility and feelings. Which is lighter? Which is heavier
For Gu Xuewen, maybe the responsibility is heavier, right
"Panqing. Don't do this." It's not that he didn't see the displeasure on her face, Gu Xuewen hugged her tightly, feeling her slight resistance: "Lin Qianyi and I have really passed. You believe me, OK?"
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The third update today. Five thousand words. Say something. Lin Qianyi was really unforgettable. It's because she really doesn't feel reconciled.
so. , everyone understand.
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