The throbbing pain continued to hit her one after another. She was no stranger to that kind of pain, and she had it a few days earlier.
Does she know what that means
Xiumei tightly knit together, and her hand instinctively caressed her lower abdomen. It was still flat there, but she couldn't feel it anymore, couldn't feel the beating of life inside.
"Son, my child—"
Her expression suddenly became flustered. She wanted to sit up, but someone held her shoulders: "Panqing, calm down."
"Ji Yunzhan?" Seeing his face, Zuo Panqing thought of everything before she fell into a coma. Suddenly, Zuo Panqing grabbed his hand forcefully: "Tell me, my child is still there? Isn't it? My child Didn't leave me, did you?"
"Panqing, calm down."
Ji Yunzhan didn't want to see her so excited. Holding her shoulders, calm her down: "Panqing, don't do this. Calm down."
"Tell me, my child is still there? Isn't it? Isn't it?" Zuo Panqing looked at him expectantly, her pale face was flushed with eagerness.
Ji Yunzhan couldn't tell. At this moment, he had no way to deceive her, so he held her hand tightly. He tried to put on a relaxed look: "You are still young, and you will have your own children in the future."
Zuo Panqing's body softened, and she let go of Ji Yunzhan's hand. His head fell back on the pillow, and he looked at his face blankly, not accepting the fact: "The child is gone?"
"Panqing, don't do this." Ji Yunzhan looked at her face distressedly, he would rather she cry, or scream, than see her so absent-minded.
"The child is gone?" Zuo Panqing's body froze there, her eyes were not focused at all, and she repeated the sentence again: "The child is gone?"
That child, the one she managed to keep, was gone.
"Pan Qing?" Ji Yunzhan felt his heart was about to break: "I beg you not to do this, you are still young, and you will have children in the future."
"In the future?" Where does the future come from? Zuo Panqing wanted to cry, but couldn't cry, wanted to laugh, but felt her nose was sore.
after? Will she have a future? Didn't Gu Xuewen go to find that woman? Will he still have a future with him
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan wanted to say something, but Zuo Panqing suddenly sat up and looked around her: "Bao, where's my bag? Where's my bag?"
"Here, here." Ji Yunzhan put the bedside bag into Zuo Panqing's hands, his face was full of worry: "What do you want? Tell me, and I'll help you. Don't get excited."
The doctor said just now that miscarriage is not a trivial matter for a woman, and it needs to be adjusted properly, otherwise it will affect the future body.
"Go away, I don't need you." Zuo Panqing didn't appreciate his kindness at all.
At this time, she is a hedgehog, with thorns all over her body and full of defense. It's the same for anyone who comes close.
My own husband still can't believe it, let alone other people
But from the bottom of her heart, she wanted to trust Gu Xuewen. She tried to figure out what was going on. Even if she is to be sentenced to be out, let her die to understand.
Taking out the mobile phone from the bag, Zuo Panqing's fingertips trembled slightly.
Gu Xuewen, where are you? Did you know that our child is gone? do you know
She swiped her hand across the screen a few times but failed to press the number properly. Gritting her teeth, she endured the pain to calm herself down. With trembling fingertips, she pressed the familiar number and listened to the sound of the phone being connected.
The waiting time, almost every second, slowed her heart.
Finally, someone answered the phone, but it wasn't him.
"Hello?" There was a searching female voice, Lin Qianyi was no stranger to her. Zuo Panqing clenched her hands tightly, feeling like she was about to crush the phone.
"I, I'm looking for Gu Xuewen."
"He's changing clothes." Lin Qianyi's voice was very gentle: "Why don't you let him call you back later?"
change clothes? Why change clothes? What clothes do you change in broad daylight
Zuo Panqing wanted to question her, scold her, and yell at her, but in the end her throat tightened: "No need."
Hanging up the phone in a daze, Zuo Panqing's beautiful and pale lips slightly curled into misty arcs, and her eyes gradually became sad.
She just lost a child. She had just come close to having a brush with death. And the father of the child, the man she loved, was with another woman at this time.
change clothes? Some wonderful pictures flashed in my mind involuntarily. Combined with those photos, those pictures suddenly became very three-dimensional and very clear.
pain. it hurts. My whole body hurts. This pain was even worse than when Wen Xuejiao kicked her stomach last time.
When the pain reached the extreme, she couldn't cry out, and she wanted to say something, but her throat was choked and uncomfortable, and those voices couldn't come out. Finally raised her head, she suddenly laughed out loud: "Hahahaha. Hahahaha."
It's ridiculous. How could there be such a ridiculous thing. It was so funny.
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan was frightened by her appearance, and he took her hand very worried: "Are you okay? Don't do this, I will be worried."
What is Gu Xuewen doing? What the hell did he do? Why is Panqing in such pain? so sad
"Hahahaha." Zuo Panqing didn't hear it, but kept laughing.
Stupid, Zuo Panqing. You are really stupid. So stupid, so stupid. Really stupid.
How could you believe Gu Xuewen's words? How can you trust him so firmly? Just because you love him unilaterally? So you believe in his sense of responsibility to the family and believe that he will not betray you. Believe that he will be loyal to you
Where did you get your confidence? Do you think you can impress him? Do you think he will fall in love with you one day? who do you think You Are
"Hahahaha." It's really ridiculous, Zuo Panqing, Zuo Panqing, you are a tragedy at all.
She had no image, she laughed like a lunatic, her whole body trembled when she laughed, and her abdomen throbbed after laughing, the pain made her laugh even harder, even tears came out of her laugh.
"Panqing." Ji Yunzhan had never seen Zuo Panqing like this before, he reached out and hugged her tightly in his arms, and hugged her tightly: "Panqing, I beg you to stop, don't you so."
Zuo Panqing stopped smiling. I can't laugh anymore, my body hurts so much. She had just finished the cleaning and uterine surgery, and there was still a lot of pain there, and her crazy laugh just now made her abdomen tear even harder and the pain was even worse.
All the strength in her body seemed to be drained at once. She had no strength. Ji Yunzhan put his arms around her shoulders, hugging her with a heartache and pity. She felt it and wanted to push him away, but she didn't have the strength at all. .
The smell at the tip of the nose is somewhat familiar, the smell of grass that smells good to men. It is different from Gu Xuewen's strong male masculinity. This man was also once loved by her, and also loved her.
But he hurt himself.
Gu Xuewen is the one she loves now, but he doesn't love her. Is it true that she is left looking forward to Qing, and it is destined that no man will fall in love with her? is that so
Grasping his skirt unconsciously, she raised her head, facing the concern, pity, and other emotions in Shang Ji Yunzhan's eyes, she clenched her hands tightly,
Staring at Ji Yunzhan's face. Ask one word at a time.
"Ji Yunzhan, do you love me?" Is it love? Otherwise, why should he be so gentle to her
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan was stunned for a moment, not understanding why she suddenly asked such a question, but Zuo Panqing's hand tightened again, her fingertips were icy cold, she stared at his face, smiling utterly. No temperature: "If you love me, why? Why did you leave five years ago without saying goodbye? Why didn't you come to the hotel for an appointment? Why?"
"I—" Ji Yunzhan's lips moved, he didn't expect that Zuo Panqing would suddenly ask this question, and wanted to answer, but the hand that was holding him suddenly loosened.
"Why?" Zuo Panqing lay back on her bed, the pain had exhausted all her strength, she murmured blankly looking at the elegant face in front of her.
But without waiting for him to give an answer, he let himself be swept away by the darkness again.
In fact, what I want to ask more is: Gu Xuewen, why? Why are you betraying me
"Panqing—" the gentle face lost control again. He looked at Zuo Panqing's pale face full of worry. He rang the bell on the bedside to call the doctor.
... ... ...
After Gu Xuewen changed his clothes and came out, he saw Lin Qianyi standing on the balcony, staring at the rain curtain outside in a daze. Hearing the sound of him coming out, Lin Qianyi quickly turned around. Looking at him, there was a hint of shame on his face: "I'm sorry, it's because of me that I made you wet your clothes."
"It's okay, you've already given me a new set." Gu Xuewen looked outside, the rain was still falling, and it seemed that it wouldn't stop for a while.
He walked to the sofa and took out his wallet and mobile phone from his wet clothes and put them in his jacket pocket. Put the wet coat into the bag just now, and carry it in your hand.
"I go first."
"That clothes are wet." Lin Qianyi pointed at his movements: "Throw it away."
In fact, she recognized that dress. In the men's clothing store, she and Zuo Panqing took a fancy to the one on him, but Zuo Panqing chose another one in a fit of anger.
Actually just found out. That dress suits him very well.
"How can it be so wasteful?" Throwing away the clothes Zuo Panqing bought as a gift for him, she insisted on giving him a meal first. There was a slight smile on Gu Xuewen's face: "Panqing bought it for me."
He was also reluctant to throw it away. This is the first time my wife bought clothes for him.
The last time Zuo Panqing bought clothes for herself flashed through his mind, and he also bought a sexy outfit to seduce him, the corners of his lips raised unconsciously.
Smile very happily.
Such a happy smile hurt Lin Qianyi's heart. His expression became a little unnatural. He glanced at the rain curtain outside the balcony.
"The rain is getting heavier and heavier. Why don't you wait for the rain to calm down before going back."
"No need." Gu Xuewen shook his head, Zuo Panqing was pregnant, and he still wanted to pick her up from get off work: "I'm going to pick Panqing up from get off work."
"Oh." Jealousy. Uncontrollable jealousy welled up in Lin Qianyi's heart, she had already decided to give up and accept her fate.
She wanted to go back to Beidu alone, but last time she was kidnapped by unknown villains, Gu Xuewen came to rescue her, and even treated her—
Although Gu Xuewen repeatedly explained that he didn't do anything to her, but she believed that he had himself in his heart, otherwise why would he save her
But now, she was not sure, he saved herself because he said that he was a policeman, no matter what happened to anyone, he would save him.
"I'm leaving." Gu Xuewen didn't notice the tangle on her face, she opened the door with her bag and was about to leave.
Lin Qianyi suddenly ran after him and grabbed his hand with a slightly embarrassed expression.
"Brother Xuewen, you—" Seeing the calmness in his eyes, she couldn't speak the rest of the sentence, so she let go of her hand slowly: "It's raining, please drive carefully."
"En." Gu Xuewen nodded, and stepped out of the door with one leg. Lin Qianyi grabbed his hand again: "Well, I forgot to tell you. I, I booked a plane ticket for three days later, can you come send me?"
"Three days later?" Gu Xuewen calculated the time, and it happened to be Christmas: "Maybe not, I want to spend the holiday with Panqing."
He is not a romantic person, but looking at the Christmas promotions all over the street, I know that women like this. Zuo Panqing is pregnant, so it is very important to maintain a happy mood at this time.
More importantly, he wanted to spend the holiday with her and make her happy.
"This, is that so?" Lin Qian let go of her hand again, with a disappointed expression on her face: "Then did you buy a present for sister-in-law?"
"No." Gu Xuewen shook his head and shrugged: "There are still three days, isn't it? It's the same when I go shopping tomorrow."
"That's it." Lin Qianyi was speechless: "If you need advice, remember to call me. I'm happy to provide advice."
Gu Xuewen nodded slightly, but didn't agree with her, and asked Lin Qianyi to accompany him to pick out gifts? I'm afraid Zuo Panqing will be so angry that she will throw away all the presents if she finds out.
Dressing hurts. Without saying a word, Lin Qianyi watched him leave, leaving her and going to another woman.
Although that woman is his wife, she is not reconciled. What if you are not reconciled
The elevator and the doors opened and closed, and Gu Xuewen left. After closing the door, Lin Qianyi stood on the balcony and looked downstairs, watching Gu Xuewen get into the car, start the car and leave.
Heart clenched, he turned around and started to pack his luggage. leave. Blessing with a smile, letting go generously, is also a kind of demeanor, right
It's just that at this time she thought of another thing. She seemed to have forgotten to tell Gu Xuewen that she answered his call.
Gu Xuewen knew, probably very angry, right
I'm sorry, Xuewen, let me take the surname again this time. Although I have decided to let go.
However, Zuo Panqing's personality will definitely interrogate you, right
It's hard for you. Gu Xuewen, I'm really sorry. Heart
Feeling a little guilty, Lin Qianyi raised her head and smiled slightly: "Gu Xuewen, goodbye."
My childhood sweetheart, goodbye.
Goodbye, her first love.
The best time of my life, goodbye.
Pack your bags and get away. Starting tomorrow, she will be a brand new Lin Qianyi.
……………… vemf.
Gu Xuewen's car was parked downstairs where Zuo Panqing went to work, and no one answered her phone, frowning, it should be off work by this time.
He took out the phone and dialed her number. This time someone picked it up, but it was Ji Yunzhan.
"Hello."
The male voice made him stunned for a moment, and he immediately realized: "Ji Yunzhan? Where's Pan Qing?"
Ji Yunzhan in Zuo Panqing's office? still
"Gu Xuewen." Ji Yunzhan was worried about Zuo Panqing just now, but he heard Zuo Panqing's cell phone ringing, and only now did he hear it. A cavity of anger welled up. He reported the address of the hospital with a very cold voice: "Panqing is hospitalized, come or not if you like."
After hanging up the phone, regardless of Gu Xuewen's possible reaction, his gaze was fixed on Zuo Panqing's face.
The doctor checked her just now, saying that she was too emotional, so he asked him to comfort her and calm the patient down.
comfort? How to comfort? The comfort she wanted was not something he could give. The comfort he could give was something she didn't want.
Thinking of the question Zuo Panqing asked, he felt very painful.
It was a misunderstanding five years ago, and he didn't explain it clearly in time.
Now she asked herself, but Ji Yunzhan couldn't say it.
If five years ago, he insisted a little more. If five years ago, he would be more confident. If five years ago, he could have been braver.
Then the person who is by Zuo Panqing's side today is herself. Then he would not be willing to let her suffer a little harm.
He holds her in the palm of his hand and regards her as a treasure. Seeing Zuo Panqing in pain is more uncomfortable than his own pain.
Looking at Zuo Panqing, who was ill, her face was pale and haggard. It was all his fault.
Half an hour later, Gu Xuewen almost drove all the way to the hospital.
"Panqing?" Pushing open the door of the ward, Gu Xuewen was about to go to see Zuo Panqing, when his body was suddenly pulled by force, and when he turned around, Ji Yunzhan glared at him angrily.
Raise your hand and shake your fist. A heavy punch hit Gu Xuewen in the face.
"Bah." The defenseless Gu Xuewen was slapped off his face, and he froze for a moment, but Ji Yunzhan didn't wait for him to react. Before he could react, another heavy punch hit him in the face.
"Bastard." After Ji Yunzhan finished beating him, he pushed hard, pushing Gu Xuewen's body against the wall, and tightly grabbed his skirt with both hands.
"Panqing, Panqing had a miscarriage." With just a few words, Ji Yunzhan's heart ached. Staring at Gu Xuewen's stiff face, the corners of his lips were bloodshot, but he had the urge to punch him again.
"Gu Xuewen, you bastard. You bastard—"
Gu Xuewen was stunned, he didn't feel the pain on his face, and stared at Zuo Panqing who was still unconscious. His face suddenly turned livid.
"You, what did you say?"
"Panqing had a miscarriage. The child is gone." Ji Yunzhan grabbed his skirt with a very angry expression: "Gu Xuewen, what did you do?"
Letting go of his hand, Ji Yunzhan backed away feebly, the strength in his whole body was exhausted by the two punches, he took a step back, and then took a step back, looking at Gu Xuewen.
"Panqing. She had a miscarriage."
Gu Xuewen finally came to his senses at this moment, looking at the pain on Ji Yunzhan's face. His pain was so obvious, his pity was so obvious, as if the aborted child was his.
There were bursts of sourness in my heart, but it was more of a pain.
Zuo Panqing. Miscarriage
With stiff feet, he walked heavily to the hospital bed step by step and stood still. His hand trembling slightly stretched out to touch Zuo Panqing's face, but he stopped just when he was about to touch it.
He said hoarsely: "Why, how could this be? She, isn't she at work? "
Why is there a car accident
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The second update today. Eleven thousand words have been updated. I have something to do in the afternoon. Continue tomorrow.