He said hoarsely: "Why, how could this be? She, isn't she at work? "
Okay why did you run out? Why is there a car accident? Why
"How could this be?" Ji Yunzhan couldn't listen any longer, and rushed forward to grab his collar, with a resentful expression: "Isn't this what I want to ask you? Didn't you say that you wouldn't tell Panqing about the child?" What happened? Why did you say it? Do you know how sad she was when she knew the child was gone?" vr3s.
Gu Xuewen let him blow, the wound on his face still showing a little pain. He didn't feel it, and looked at Ji Yunzhan's angry face: "I never told her about the child."
It is certain that Zuo Panqing will be sad, he knows how much she cares about this child. He still remembers Zuo Panqing's yearning expression when he thought of the child.
It was also because of her appearance that he never mustered up the courage to tell her that the child had problems. But I didn't expect that the child would leave them in this form.
"You haven't?" Ji Yunzhan shook his head, his face full of disbelief: "Then why is she so sad? Gu Xuewen, do you know that I have never seen Panqing so sad. Even if she knows that her biological mother is using She never felt so sad when she went to sell drugs. Tell me, what did you do? "
He couldn't forget Zuo Panqing's empty appearance just now, and he couldn't forget Zuo Panqing's dazed and heartbroken laughing appearance.
"Ji Yunzhan." Gu Xuewen waved his hand away, just because he gave him two punches just now, it doesn't mean that he will be beaten by him all the time: "Panqing is my wife, it's not your turn to care about her."
"It's not my turn to care?" Ji Yunzhan couldn't listen anymore, he grabbed his clothes and squeezed hard: "I told you, I said that if you don't cherish her, I will snatch her. You still know she is your wife? Then why don't you take good care of her? Do you know how much pain she had just now? How much blood she lost? Do you know how sad she was when she woke up and heard that the child was gone ? If you are really her husband, if you will cherish her, then tell me. Every time something happens to Panqing, where are you? What are you doing?"
There was no elegance on Junyi's face. There is no tenderness left, only anger and accusations at this time.
Gu Xuewen froze for a moment, what is he doing? he just-
His wheat-colored skin suddenly turned pale, seeing the excitement on Ji Yunzhan's face, he was speechless for a moment.
However, his appearance did not dispel Ji Yunzhan's anger. The hand raised, the fist fell, and another blow hit Gu Xuewen's face.
With a "bang", Gu Xuewen's face was slapped away. Cheeks are bruised and slightly swollen.
Ji Yunzhan didn't just let it go, he clenched his clothes tightly, and punched Gu Xuewen in the face again: "Gu Xuewen, you are such a fucking bastard."
After receiving Ji Yunzhan's four punches, Gu Xuewen's face became discolored, red and swollen, and turned blue. He didn't fight back.
Even if Ji Yunzhan is not qualified to beat himself up. Ji Yunzhan had countless associations with his guilty conscience. No matter what, it was his fault to make Panqing sad.
When he raised his hand and was about to punch the fifth time, a very weak voice said: "Stop."
Ji Yunzhan loosened his fist, and looked at Zuo Panqing, who woke up without knowing when, and rushed over quickly.
"Panqing, are you okay?" Zuo Panqing looked at Ji Yunzhan, shook her head slightly, looked at the excitement on his face, and the clothes that were a little messy because of the fight with Gu Xuewen, her brows were slightly wrinkled rise.
"You guys are so noisy." She wanted to sleep so badly that she couldn't sleep because of their noise.
"I'm sorry." Ji Yunzhan shook his head: "I didn't mean to disturb you."
"Panqing." Gu Xuewen also stood in front of the hospital bed at this time, his clothes were a little messed up, his face was swollen and bruised, and he looked a bit comical.
However, Zuo Panqing didn't look at him, and sat up with support, Ji Yunzhan quickly took the pillow and put it behind her waist, ignoring the concern on Ji Yunzhan's face. Turning his gaze out of the window, it was still raining outside, and the sky had already darkened. Is it already dark
How long did she sleep for? No wonder I feel tired. She let out a slight breath. Open your mouth to Ji Yun.
"Ji Yunzhan, I'm fine, let's go."
Things look dumb. "Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan didn't believe that the first thing Zuo Panqing did after waking up was to let himself go: "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you want me to call the doctor?"
"No need." Zuo Panqing shook her head, with obvious resistance: "You go. I'm fine."
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan refused to leave, but Panqing left and right did not look at him, his eyes were still fixed on the dark night outside: "Thank you for sending me to the hospital. My husband is here, you can go."
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan pointed at Gu Xuewen: "Gu Xuewen—"
"He is my husband." Zuo Panqing ignored Ji Yunzhan's words, and did not look at Xuewen, as if the words were spoken to the air: "He will take care of me."
"Panqing?" Ji Yunzhan's heart ached, his hands clenched into fists, and he put his hands on the sides of Zuo Panqing's body: "I haven't answered the question you asked me. I—"
"I don't want an answer now." No matter what the answer is, no matter what his reasons are, hurting is hurting, there is no reason. Zuo Panqing is very stubborn. Blinking eyes: "You go, I want to rest, I'm so tired."
Ji Yunzhan looked at her pale face without blinking his eyes, still wanting to imprint her appearance in his heart.
Why bother? Her appearance has long been deeply engraved in his mind.
"Okay. I'll go. I'll come see you tomorrow. You have a good rest." Stand up straight. His gaze swept over Gu Xuewen's face, which was threatening.
After glancing at him bitterly, he turned and left.
He left, and the ward was quiet again. Gu Xuewen reached out to pull Zuo Panqing's hand, but she turned her hand away as if she had eyes.
Looking at the rain curtain outside, he turned his head slightly.
"Gu Xuewen." It was very dark, and suddenly the shadow of the tree shook, and it could be seen that the wind was very strong. The air conditioner was turned on in the ward, but she felt a little cold, frowned, and looked a little depressed: "Can you do me a favor?"
"Um?"
"Close the curtains." She wanted to get out of bed and do it herself, but she really didn't have the strength now.
"Okay." Gu Xuewen stepped forward very quickly and pulled up the curtains, turned to look at Zuo Panqing, she maintained that posture, her eyes fixed on him.
The originally somewhat dazed and tangled water eyes suddenly retracted, and the hands on the quilt were tightly twisted together.
Zuo Panqing looked at her hands, her fingertips were cold and pale. She believed that her face was the same, and what Lin Qianyi said just now flashed in her mind.
"He's changing clothes."
When she was dreaming, she dreamed that Gu Xuewen fell down, her clothes were dirty, and she had to change them.
When dreaming, she thought, she wronged Gu Xuewen. Maybe things are not what she thinks they are. But the clothes he was wearing now felt like a slap in the face to her.
Hit so hard, so hard. She was so beaten that she couldn't speak.
I couldn't say a word of what I had planned to say, and stared blankly at the windbreaker on Gu Xuewen's fingertips getting colder and colder.
"Our eyes are very similar."
"Really? Too bad I like this one better."
The conversation at the men's clothing store that day still lingers in my ears. At this time, it became a kind of irony.
Lin Qianyi, you know that Gu Xuewen likes to drink lattes, you know his preferences. You understand everything about him.
If it weren't for your capriciousness back then, I'm afraid you would have been together by now.
"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen's words rang in his ears, he didn't know when he was sitting in front of the hospital bed, looking at her with worry and guilt.
Worry? Does he worry about himself too
guilt? Why feel guilty? Because he betrayed himself and did something wrong to her
Zuo Panqing felt that she was going to cry, scream and make trouble. But at this time, it couldn't be done.
It's only been less than half a year since she got married, and her temper and her water chestnuts seem to have been worn away. It was worn away bit by bit by Gu Xuewen. It made her less and less like herself.
Where did that Zuo Panqing who slapped Gu Xuewen in the past go
Where did that Zuo Panqing who soaked his whole body in coffee before go
Where did that Zuo Panqing who tried her best to avoid him in the past go as far as possible
She couldn't find it, she couldn't find herself.
Heart, suddenly sober. I figured it out right away.
She had thought of it as a marriage of convenience. She knows the Gu family's help to the Zuo family. She understands the embarrassment and expectations of her parents.
Therefore, she chose to marry Gu Xuewen.
However, because she cared about Gu Xuewen. Because she fell in love with Gu Xuewen. She began to become greedy, hoping for more.
She began to look forward to some happiness that did not belong to her.
I heard my colleagues say a long time ago that marriage will wear down a woman's personality. She didn't believe it, never believed it. She is her, Zuo Panqing forever.
But it's really ironic. She's not like her anymore. Not her anymore.
Zuo Panqing, how did you become like this? Xiumei slightly raised her eyebrows, her expression seemed to be puzzled, more entangled.
I don't remember which book I read, saying that if marriage can't make a woman's life better than before marriage, then it's better not to get married.
It's better not to end-
Thoughts are sometimes chaotic and sometimes clear. The eyebrows sometimes furrowed, sometimes stretched. In a short period of time, my mind turned countless times.
Finally, I finally understood, clearly.
look up. There was calm in the water eyes, looking at Gu Xuewen, the corners of his lips could be slightly raised. Show a slight smile.
"Gu Xuewen. My child is gone." She was talking about me, not us. Gu Xuewen didn't hear it, and was taken aback for a moment.
He quickly clenched her hand, feeling her cold fingertips, and wanted to pass on his strength to her.
"It's okay, we'll have other children in the future."
It's good that the child is gone, after all doctors can't guarantee the health of the child, if it is not healthy, Zuo Panqing will suffer even more.
"… "Yeah? The smile lines on the corners of Zuo Panqing's lips deepened, she gently pulled his hands away, and hid them under the quilt, with a slightly alienated expression.
"Gu Xuewen. I want to divorce you."
"..."
Gu Xuewen was stunned for a moment, and quickly realized: "Panqing, this is not funny."
"I didn't tell a joke." Zuo Panqing tried hard to make her voice sound relaxed. Actually, that's hard.
Her body was still hurting, very painful. She never knew that it was such a pain for a child to leave her body. The pain was so extreme that she could hardly breathe.
The little hands under the quilt tightly clutched the hospital gown that had already been changed, with cold eyes: "Gu Xuewen, I want to divorce you."
"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen wanted to shake her hand, but her hand was under the quilt, so he had to put his hand on her shoulder: "I'm sorry, I didn't come here immediately, but I promise you, there won't be any." Next time."
Is it important to come here the first time? He thought she cared about such things
She is not a silk flower, she is not so weak that she needs a man to protect her at the slightest sign of trouble. But she couldn't tolerate her man being by the side of another woman. Doing those dirty dirty things.
With his hands on his shoulders, did he touch another woman just now? Did his speaking lips kiss another woman
And his body—
Zuo Panqing didn't want to think like this, but she couldn't control her thoughts. In fact, she should have known it long ago, from the first time she smelled her perfume.
The relationship between Gu Xuewen and Lin Qianyi cannot be broken.
How could the love for so long be broken
Lips raised, and a mocking smile: "Gu Xuewen, tell me, where were you just now?"
"..." Gu Xuewen was stunned for a moment, his eyes flickered: "I'm in the bureau."
"In the bureau?" What bureau? Puzzle? Valentine Bureau
Thinking that he once said that he would be loyal to himself, he said that he had nothing to lie to himself. Every sentence seemed to be still in my ears, but hearing him say it now turned into a sarcasm.
Zuo Panqing wanted to laugh, but she really did. That laugh hurt somewhere in her body. pain.
The more it hurts, the more she laughs.
"Is there a mission? Or is there a new case?"
"Do some handover." It's time to go back to Beijing, and he has to handle things well. This is his duty. Gu Xuewen did not lie. Zuo Panqing couldn't listen anymore.
Closing her eyes, she retracted her body into the bed, pulled up the quilt to cover her body, wrapped her tightly, turned her face away, and did not look at Gu Xuewen.
"Gu Xuewen, I'm so tired." I was exhausted physically and mentally. Head full of confusion. exhausted. He likes to play like this. She doesn't like it. She is tired. She wants to go back to the former Zuo Panqing.
Smile when you are happy. Cry when you are unhappy. Zuo Panqing who loves herself more.
"Take a break when you're tired." Gu Xuewen looked at her empty hand and wanted to touch her, but her body trembled slightly: "Gu Xuewen, if you are still a man, divorce me."
"Panqing?" Divorce? No, he absolutely does not want a divorce.
"I'm tired, I don't want to continue." If she hadn't fallen in love with Gu Xuewen, she could have lived with him like this for the rest of her life. It doesn't matter anyway.
But she fell in love with Gu Xuewen, so she couldn't calm down, and couldn't get along with such a man anymore.
"Panqing?" Gu Xuewen wanted to say something, but Zuo Panqing had already closed his eyes and didn't want to hear any more.
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First update today. sweat. Continue during the day. My eyes have been so sore for the past two days. Jiong.