No matter how much she resists, there is a 50% chance that this child is not Gu Xuewen's. What is she going to do
"Do you know? I sent Gu Xuewen our intimate photos, but he didn't respond after seeing them. Is it because he is too tolerant. Or is it because he doesn't care about you at all? Which one do you think it is?"
Gu Xuewen's three words flooded into his mind, Zuo Panqing came back to his senses, grabbed Xuanyuan's lapel vigorously, and stared at him in disbelief: "What did you say? Say it again."
"I said, I sent Gu Xuewen our intimate photos, but he didn't respond when he saw them." However, he continued to make small moves afterwards, which caused Long Tang a lot of losses.
But it doesn't matter, what Gu Xuewen caused him to lose, he will make up for it with Zuo Panqing. Xuanyuan's expression was not without complacency, in Zuo Panqing's eyes he only felt mocking.
The hand holding his lapel was strong, regardless of whether it would damage his expensive shirt: "Xuanyuan, do you know that I want to kill you?"
"I know." Xuanyuan spread his hands indifferently: "However, if I die, the child in your womb will not have a father."
"Xuanyuan, my child will definitely not be yours." A person like Xuanyuan deserves to have no offspring, how could he possibly have any heirs
"Zuo Panqing, let's gamble, your child must be mine." Xuanyuan was very confident. The more smugly he smiled, the more painful Zuo Panqing was.
Her body shook, she suddenly let go of Xuanyuan's hand forcefully, turned around, opened the car door and was about to jump off...
Aware of her intentions, Xuanyuan quickly hugged her by the waist, pulled her lightly again, and Zuo Panqing's body returned to the car. He looked at the determination on her face with a hint of anger.
"Do you want to die?"
Knowing how fast the car is going now, and if she jumps, half of her life will be lost if she doesn't die.
"I don't want to die." It's good to be alive, she hasn't lived enough yet. Zuo Panqing looked at Xuanyuan coldly, with an expression as cold as ice: "But I believe that if I jump down like this, the child in my stomach will definitely be lost."
"Zuo Panqing, are you crazy?" The determination on Xuanyuan's face disappeared, and there was a trace of panic in his eyes: "That's your child."
"It might be yours too. Isn't it?" Zuo Panqing raised her face, her face was as pale as paper, with a hint of absoluteness and cruelty, that kind of expression that Xuanyuan had never seen on her face been there.
After clapping his hands, Xuanyuan suppressed the panic in his eyes, looked at Zuo Panqing and suddenly smiled.
"Okay, Zuo Panqing, you are really ruthless. No wonder it's been so long, I have no interest in other women, and I can't forget you. You can get rid of this child. But do you want me to remind you that in C city By then, you had already lost a child."
The slender hand touched her abdomen straight away. There was nothing there, and she couldn't feel anything: "Are you sure you don't want the second child you're looking forward to?"
Zuo Panqing's body trembled and she could hardly speak. In City C, when the child was separated from her body, her heart was full of despair, pain, and discomfort.
The thought that flashed through my mind was. If God gives her another chance, then she will cherish this gift and protect her child well. But just two days ago, when she knew she was pregnant, she was still so careful and looking forward to this child. of birth.
And today, is she really going to get rid of this child? You know, there is still a 50% chance that it is Gu Xuewen's child
Thinking of Gu Xuewen being crazy happy when he found out that he was pregnant, his words were incomplete. Just keep being happy. excited. And the elders of the Gu family. She had already seen a doctor, and she had to take her for another checkup. What would happen if they knew that the child they had been looking forward to was gone
Zuo Panqing's eyes were hot, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he fell into a daze again. Not only was she at a loss, but also a kind of despair. She suddenly felt that she was standing on the edge of a cliff, unable to advance or retreat.
"Zuo Panqing. Actually, I don't mind if you have a husband, and I don't mind if your child is mine. But I believe Gu Xuewen may not."
Wrapping her cold palm, Xuanyuan's face flashed with pity, "Don't worry, I won't force you. But I really look forward to it. When Gu Xuewen, and the rest of the Gu family, know that you are pregnant What kind of reaction will it be if it is not Gu Xuewen's child."
With a chill in her heart, she pulled her hand out of his hand, sat back a little, Zuo Panqing looked at Xuanyuan coldly: "Xuanyuan, you will have retribution."
"Really?" Zuo Panqing and Zheng Qimei are indeed good sisters, they said the same thing, Xuanyuan didn't take it seriously: "Then I look forward to the day when my retribution will come."
"Xuanyuan, stop the car." Zuo Panqing looked at the fleeting scenery on both sides. It was already dusk, and the sky in Beidu was a bit gray and yellowish. Occasionally, you can see that the sunset is about to fall, in late spring. Everything is unbelievably soft.
The sunset is infinitely good, but it is almost dusk. This line of poetry flashed through his mind, and Zuo Panqing suddenly felt ironic.
Ever since she knew she was pregnant, she has been in a joyous mood, and that mood is like the setting sun in the sky at this time. Little did they know that this brilliance was only temporary and would soon disappear.
She also finally understood what it means that things must be reversed when they are extreme, and that when they are prosperous, they must decline.
When your happiness comes to an end, your misfortune will come. There was a huge gap between the mood at this time and the mood of the previous few days. This gap made her unable to accept it, let alone adapt to it.
But no matter what it is, she doesn't want to see Xuanyuan at this time, very much, not at all.
"Stop the car." She screamed in shock, she just felt that staying in the same space with Xuanyuan made her feel sick and nauseous. I don't want to be with him for a second.
"Panqing, do you have to be so excited?" Xuanyuan pointed to her heart with a firm expression: "I think the reason why you are so excited is because in your heart, you have already believed what I said, right?"
"No. I haven't. I don't believe a single word." Zuo Panqing shook her head and covered her ears, not wanting to listen to every word Xuanyuan said.
"Xuanyuan, I won't believe you, have you heard? I won't believe you."
"Really?" Xuanyuan smiled wickedly and smugly: "If you don't believe me, then why did you jump out of the car just now?"
"You..." Zuo Panqing suppressed the anger in his heart, as well as his disgust and hatred. He raised his head and smiled at Xuanyuan: "Because I don't want to sit in the same car with you, I feel sick and uncomfortable."
"It's a pity." She was proud, and Xuanyuan was more proud than her: "No matter how disgusting you feel or how uncomfortable you are, you will give birth to a child of a man who makes you feel sick and makes you feel uncomfortable."
Zuo Panqing turned her face away to look out of the car window, blue veins appeared on the back of her twisted hands, and her fingertips were pale and slightly trembling. That's because of anger.
She could keep persuading herself that the child was Gu Xuewen, but it couldn't change the fact that she had a relationship with Xuanyuan.
It can't change that her body has already been touched by him, and it is no longer exclusive to Gu Xuewen. How can this not make her angry, angry, unwilling, more disgusted with herself, and abandon herself.
How can she be so stupid? How can you not even know that your body has been touched by others? How can she
She was sorry for Gu Xuewen, and even more sorry for the Gu family. Sudden self-loathing surged up, and she could hardly face herself.
She was upset, and Xuanyuan didn't force her. The so-called fishing is to cast the bait and lure the fish to take the bait. Half of his goal has been achieved, and now it's up to Zuo Panqing.
Based on what he knew about Zuo Panqing, she would definitely tell Gu Xuewen about this matter. And he is very confident that Gu Xuewen and the Gu family will never accept a child who is not from the Gu family.
"Panqing. We're here." Zuo Panqing narrowed her narrow eyes and smiled slightly. Zuo Panqing was startled, and turned her face away, only to find that the car was parked at the gate of Gu's house. With a slightly shocked expression, Xuanyuan took the initiative to open the car door for her.
"Don't worry, as I said, I won't force you. Panqing, your child is mine. I'll wait for you to think it through and make a decision."
"Xuanyuan." Zuo Panqing got out of the car, turned her face to stare at the determination in his eyes, the corners of her lips were raised, with a bit of sarcasm: "I tell you, even if the child is really yours, I will never follow him." You are together, you should die of this heart."
"Don't be too sure about everything." Xuanyuan was very confident. When Zuo Panqing was hurt in the Gu family, he was the only one who could give her a safe haven.
"Panqing, I really hope you can understand that I am the person in this world who understands you best and is most worthy of you."
"You are the most disgusting and disgusting person in this world." Zuo Panqing snorted coldly, turned and left without looking at Xuanyuan.
Watching her back disappear behind the courtyard gate, Xuanyuan smiled, and glanced at Aaron in front of the car: "Let's go back to the villa."
"Yes." Aaron turned the car around and left.
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When Zuo Panqing came home, she was not in the mood to eat in the dining room, so she went back to her room.
Sitting on the bed, the stubbornness that had just been disguised on his face was gone at this moment, only a daze remained.
What is she going to do now
That bastard Xuanyuan, Zuo Panqing really didn't expect him to do such a despicable thing. This shocked her too much, and even surprised her.
But no matter whether he is a jerk or not, the result now is that the matter has already happened, what should she do? Do you want to tell Gu Xuewen? Do you want to tell Gu Xuewen
"I'm going to be a father." Thinking of the joy, excitement, and complacency on Gu Xuewen's face at that time, Zuo Panqing felt that she really didn't have the courage to tell Gu Xuewen about this fact.
Xuewen, what would you do if you knew that the child was not yours? what would you think Will you forgive me? Will you be angry not to want me? can you
Zuo Panqing was entangled with those negative emotions, she finally couldn't control her emotions, she fell on the bed and started to cry softly.
Why, why should she encounter such a thing
Every time, she was always thrown into hell when she thought she was going to heaven, and every time, she was always disappointed and painful when she was too happy.
Is this God's punishment for her? What did she do wrong
"Second Young Mistress." Aunt Zhang's voice came from outside the door, interrupting her crying. She sat up, wiped away her tears indiscriminately, and opened the door. Aunt Zhang stood at the door with a respectful expression on her face.
"Second Young Mistress, Second Madam asked me to ask you to eat."
"Oh, I'll be right there." Looking at the time, it was getting late and it was time for dinner. Zuo Panqing nodded to Mrs. Zhang, went back to the bathroom, washed her face, sniffed, looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were still slightly red and swollen.
At this time, I couldn't care less, washed my face, and quickly went to the dining room.
Everyone is seated at the round table. Seeing her coming, Gu Tianchu showed a smile on his face: "Panqing, come on, today I asked Mrs. Zhang to stew chicken soup, drink more."
"Thank you, Grandpa." Zuo Panqing sat down on the seat, and Mrs. Zhang brought her the soup immediately: "Drink the soup first."
"Thank you." Zuo Panqing thanked in a low voice. Looking at the bowl of soup, she didn't have any appetite and couldn't drink it at all. The Gu family's expectations for this child have already begun since he was not born. If you let them know that the child does not necessarily belong to Gu Xuewen, then...
"Hurry up." Gu Xuemei sat next to her, looking at the entanglement on her face, she was a bit puzzled: "What? Are you afraid of oil? Don't worry, the vegetables and meat we eat at home are all special offerings Yes, like this chicken, but a pure green ecological chicken."
"Really?" Zuo Panqing nodded, unnaturally picked up the bowl and drank the still hot chicken soup. Looking up, she saw Chen Jingru staring at her face with a very serious expression.
That gaze made her heart tremble, and she felt inexplicably guilty.
"Panqing, you should eat more." Chen Jingru opened the corner of her mouth and smiled, picked up a piece of fish with her chopsticks and put it into her bowl: "You are two people now."
"Thank you, Mom." Zuo Panqing felt that she was a bit frightened now, and felt that she could easily be frightened.
The other elders picked up their chopsticks and began to eat. Zuo Panqing couldn't taste the taste of the meal.
She didn't stop her chopsticks until she felt that her stomach was uncomfortably full. Seeing that she had finished eating, Gu Xuemei smiled at her: "Panqing, I prepared a radiation-proof maternity suit for you and put it in my room. You can come and get it later."
"Thank you ma'am."
Gu Xuemei is so kind, she spent the past two days shopping and playing with Zheng Qimei, and she really forgot about it. Xuan Yiyuan.
"You're welcome." Gu Xuemei glanced at her stomach: "I'm going to be an aunt. Of course I have to try my best to be an aunt."
If it was before yesterday, Zuo Panqing would feel that it was reasonable and normal for her to accept all of this. But at this time, she was in a complicated mood, and she felt that she deserved it.
Pushing Gu Xuemei back to the room. Holding the anti-radiation suit she bought for herself, she was not in the mood to sit down and chat with Gu Xuemei, and went back to her room after saying hello.
As soon as she went out, Chen Jingru stood at the door, staring at her face with burning eyes.
"Mom?" Zuo Panqing stood a little sideways: "Mom is here to find sister? I just recovered."
"I'm here to find you." Chen Jingru glanced lightly at the anti-radiation suit on Zuo Panqing's hand: "I have something to tell you."
"Oh." Zuo Panqing nodded, not knowing what she had to say to herself, she suddenly felt a little uneasy, followed behind Chen Jingru, not going to her room, but back to her and Gu Xuewen's own room.
On the sofa in the small living room outside the room, Zuo Panqing asked Chen Jingru to sit down, and poured her another glass of water: "Mom, you drink water."
"Um."
Chen Jingru sat down, took Zuo Panqing's water but didn't drink it, but put the water on the coffee table.
"Panqing, sit down."
Zuo Panqing sat down with a reserved expression, as if she was sitting in danger. Chen Jingru smiled. Looking at the tension on her face: "Panqing, are you nervous?"
"No, no." Zuo Panqing shook her head, not knowing what to say: "I'm not nervous."
"Panqing. Do you like to study literature?" Chen Jingru cut straight to the point, looked at Zuo Panqing: "Tell me, do you like to study literature?"
"Mom, of course I love him." Zuo Panqing nodded heavily, emphasizing her tone: "I love Xuewen."
Chen Jingru was silent for a while, then raised her head and looked at Zuo Panqing: "Xuewen is my son. In the past few years, I have seen him live very hard, and I love him very much."
"..." In silence, Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say, because Chen Jingru said such words well, which made her a little uneasy.
"Originally, catching drug dealers was such a trivial matter. There was no need to study literature. He stayed in City C for three years. It was not easy for him in these three years. I also know it. So I never forced him, and I also I never thought of taking advantage of my power to transfer him back. I arranged for him to go on a blind date with you in the hope that he will have someone who knows the cold and hot in the future and will take care of him inside and out."
"When you marry Xuewen, I really treat you like my own daughter. Do you know this too?"
"I know." Zuo Panqing nodded: "Mom has treated me very well, and I have always been very grateful."
Not all mother-in-laws are easy to get along with, and she understands that.
"I don't want you to be grateful." Chen Jingru sighed softly: "I want to learn to be happy."
"Mom?" What did she mean? Zuo Panqing didn't quite understand.
"Is the child in your stomach a student of literature?" Chen Jingru couldn't say anything harsher because of her personality. For two days, she went from doubting yesterday to being sure today. She has been struggling with what she should do.
But today, she found that she couldn't struggle any longer.
"Mom?" Zuo Panqing's body softened, and she was suddenly speechless.
"Tell me, is the child in your stomach a student of literature?"
"..." Of course it is. Zuo Panqing wanted to say this, but when the words came to her lips, she bit her lips tightly, unable to utter a single word.
"Isn't it?" If there weren't those pornographic photos, if Zuo Panqing hadn't said that she was pregnant in the United States, then Chen Jingru would not have believed it.
But all the facts in front of her told her that the child Zuo Panqing conceived probably wasn't Gu Xuewen's. How can she accept this
She didn't have an aggressive tone or a stern look, she just looked at Zuo Panqing with a gentle and somewhat painful expression.
With that look in her eyes, Zuo Panqing couldn't refute, she couldn't say anything, her body was frozen there, she couldn't move, looked at Chen Jingru's face in front of her, and shook her head blankly.
"I don't know, and I don't know."
She really doesn't know, she has always been very confident, even if she was abandoned by Ji Yunzhan and framed by her own mother, she has always been able to face all kinds of problems.
But at this time, she was really entangled, really hesitant and hesitant. Because she encountered the biggest problem in her life, she had a relationship with another man without knowing it, and she might even be pregnant with that man's child.
And that man was not her husband.
God, what kind of mess is this? Zuo Panqing didn't know anymore. Also at a loss.
"You don't know, even you are not sure?" The probability is half to half, even if Chen Jingru wants to convince herself, there is still a half chance. She couldn't accept this fact, looked at Zuo Panqing, and thought of what she saw when she went to the airport to send a friend off today, she felt chills all over her body, she said without thinking: "This child is not a student of literature, right?" .
"Panqing, you can't have this child."
"What?" Zuo Panqing sat up straight, looked at Chen Jingru in front of her, "Mom, I..."
"Panqing. I'm sorry." Chen Jingru held her hand, with a pleading expression: "I really can't have this child. You think about Xuewen, you think about grandpa. Can you bear it?"
"But..." This child may also be studying literature. Zuo Panqing wanted to say this, but she couldn't say it. Maybe those two words had already shattered all her hopes.
"Xuewen loves you very much, and he has sacrificed a lot for you. Are you really willing to let Xuewen have a child who is not his?"
"Mom..." Zuo Panqing's throat was choked, she wanted to say something but couldn't, her body froze there. There is an urge to cry. But Chen Jingru held her hand tightly, her body was weak, she couldn't take her hand away, she just felt that the world collapsed at this moment.
"Panqing, get rid of this child. I have no other demands. I think I am very open-minded, but please forgive me. I really can't accept a child who is not from the Gu family to call me grandma, and I can't accept a child who is not from the Gu family to call me grandma. The child of the Gu family is called Xuewen's father. Panqing. Please understand me. Okay?"
"I..." Zuo Panqing kept shaking her head, she didn't want to do this either, she really didn't want to, but what would she do
"Panqing. I don't ask you for anything else, I just ask you for this. If you kill the child, I will help you take care of your health. You will have your own child in the future. You and Xuewen's child."
Zuo Panqing was about to cry, tears gathered in her eye sockets, blurring Chen Jingru's face in front of her eyes, the light in the room was obviously very soft, but she felt that it was too glaring and uncomfortable.
how so? Why? Why should she make this choice
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