Children are innocent. She has already lost once, is she going to lose again
This child is a gift from God to her, and she does not want to lose it. She can't lose it either.
"Pan Qing, this child is not a literary student, you can't be so selfish." Chen Jingru doesn't want to be a bad mother-in-law, nor does she want to be a bad person. But she really couldn't accept such a thing.
She thought of Gu Xuewen, she was not worth it for her son.
Selfish? .
Zuo Panqing was shocked by those two words, and looked at the coldness on Chen Jingru's face: "Mom, this child may also be a student of literature. I..."
"You also said it's possible?" Chen Jingru interrupted her: "Then it's still impossible? If this child doesn't study literature, what will you do?"
"..." Zuo Panqing fell silent, and Chen Jingru stretched out her hand to pull her up: "Don't kneel down, it's cold on the ground, get up."
Zuo Panqing didn't move, Chen Jingru pulled her up and made her sit on the sofa.
"Panqing, don't say I'm cruel. I just hope you can understand. I can't help it. If you give birth to a child, what will you do if you don't learn literature? How do you deal with it if you want to learn literature? Then It's a child, a life, and it's impossible for you to say no to it. At that time, I'm afraid it will be too late for you to regret it."
The very realistic words made Zuo Panqing feel cold all over, and her body trembled one after another. Holding her arms weakly, she suddenly missed Gu Xuewen very much.
If he was there, would he let himself kill the child
If he was there, would he believe her? Believe her baby was his
Seeing that she was still hesitating, Chen Jingru said again: "Panqing, can I beg you? You are still young, and you will definitely be able to get pregnant again in the future. I will not mention today's matter again. Okay?"
Zuo Panqing gently shook her head, looked at Chen Jingru: "Mom, I, I don't know, I have to think about it, okay? Can you give me some time?"
"Okay." Chen Jingru nodded without forcing her: "Panqing, I can give you time. But I want you to think about Xuewen's position and your future life with Xuewen. Are you sure you want to raise a Isn't it your own child?"
Zuo Panqing was silent, she didn't say any more, stood up and left. After she left, Zuo Panqing collapsed on the sofa. He stared blankly at the ceiling above his head.
She should be grateful, thank Chen Jingru for at least not saying it in front of other members of the Gu family. Embarrassing her, at least she gave herself a choice. isn't it
Should she be grateful? Why do I feel so much pain inside
She didn't know how Chen Jingru knew about it, but it really came true: If you want people to not know, you have to do nothing yourself.
However, it wasn't her fault, why did she have to recite it
"Wooooooo." I couldn't bear the pain in my heart anymore. Reaching out to touch her lips, she clenched her teeth tightly and cried out in despair.
No, she doesn't want to kill her child.
There's still half hope, isn't there? The other half may be Gu Xuewen's, isn't it? If the child was aborted, but it turned out to be Gu Xuewen's, what would she do then
She can't accept this reality. She can't stand it. Zuo Panqing tossed and turned all night, and did not fall asleep until dawn.
It was already late in the morning, but I didn't forget that I had to go to work, so I went to the company with my panda eyes.
The whole day, Zuo Panqing was absent-minded. What I think about the most is the child in my stomach. And Gu Xuewen. She didn't know how she was going to face Gu Xuewen, or whether she wanted to let this child be born.
Too much uncertainty made her spirit a little decadent, she didn't feel anything about what she drew or what she did.
It wasn't until the little assistant knocked on the door and asked her if she had to work overtime again that she realized that she had already left work.
He randomly stuffed his things into the bag and left with the bag. Downstairs, a black RV parked at the entrance of the company. That car looked a little familiar, but Zuo Panqing was not in the mood right now.
Holding the bag and walking towards the subway station, the car door was opened, and Xuanyuan walked down from it.
"Panqing. Are you off work?" The slender legs moved towards Panqing to the left, with a gentle concern on her expression.
Seeing his smiling face, Zuo Panqing felt disgusted and hypocritical. Without even thinking about it, she turned and left, without any thought of spending more time with Xuanyuan.
"Pan Qing, you haven't eaten yet, have you?" Xuanyuan stood in front of her, still looking like a gentleman: "How about I treat you to dinner?"
"No need." Zuo Panqing shook her head, "I'm afraid I'll feel sick when I see your face."
"You are so interesting." Xuanyuan took two steps forward. There is a beautiful arc on the thin lips. With a bit of playfulness: "You can't not eat, right?"
"Sorry. I don't want to eat with you."
Zuo Panqing didn't even look at him, and walked over his body directly, Xuanyuan stretched out his hand to stop him, but someone moved faster than him to protect Zuo Panqing in his arms. Difficult to restrain.
Zuo Panqing was startled, turned her face instinctively, and saw Gu Xuewen came at some time, standing there, a green military uniform made him very handsome. Staring at Xuanyuan with burning eyes, he wrapped his arms around Zuo Panqing, tightly protecting her body in his arms.
"Xuewen?" Zuo Panqing's sky suddenly cleared. He looked at Gu Xuewen with a happy face, and stretched out his arms to hug his waist tightly.
"Xuewen, you are back."
Great, really great. Zuo Panqing has never been so happy as this moment. Holding Gu Xuewen's body. The little face pressed tightly against his chest. I let out a long sigh of relief in my heart.
"Well. I'm back." Gu Xuewen responded to Zuo Panqing's words, turned his eyes to look at Xuanyuan, his deep eyes were as sharp as a falcon's: "Xuanyuan, you really don't know what giving up is."
"Yes." Xuanyuan folded his hands in front of his chest, with a relaxed expression on his face: "I really don't know what giving up is. Why don't head Gu teach me?"
"Panqing is my wife. I am a soldier." Gu Xuewen said word by word: "Do you want me to remind you? If you destroy the military marriage, I can arrest you and go to jail."
"Tsk tsk. I'm so scared." Xuanyuan spread his hands and smiled playfully, not afraid of Gu Xuewen's threat at all: "Then, why not arrest me first, Captain Gu. I really didn't know you still have the right to arrest people. "
"Xuanyuan, have you said enough?" Zuo Panqing couldn't listen anymore, her water eyes widened, staring at Xuanyuan's face: "You can get out, I want to go to dinner with my husband, I don't have time to talk to you. "
"Panqing, don't be so impatient." Xuanyuan's gaze never left Gu Xuewen's face: "You want me to leave because you are afraid that your husband will know something that you shouldn't know?"
"..." Zuo Panqing's face turned pale, her body was so weak that she almost couldn't stand up, but fortunately Gu Xuewen held her waist to prevent her from falling to the ground. She straightened her body, looking at the smile on Xuanyuan's face, she wished she could tear him apart.
"Xuanyuan, get the hell out of here."
She was extremely angry, but Xuanyuan was not annoyed, his eyes swept over Gu Xuewen's face, and there was a half-smile on his face.
That smile was very glaring, Gu Xuewen's eyes turned cold, and he put his arms around Zuo Panqing's waist: "Let's go."
"Okay." Zuo Panqing heaved a sigh of relief, and followed Gu Xuewen to leave. They wanted to leave, but Xuanyuan didn't stop them, and just spoke softly from behind: "Head Gu, it's so hard, I don't feel anything when I see those photos. I really have to admire you."
Zuo Panqing's body froze, Gu Xuewen felt it, his eyebrows twitched, and his long arm hooked her waist to let her keep up with his pace: "Panqing, what do you want to eat?"
"I..." Zuo Panqing shook her head, she had no appetite for anything to eat at this time, so she followed Gu Xuewen into his off-road vehicle.
Zuo Panqing glanced outside unintentionally, and found that Xuanyuan was still standing there, saw her turn her head, put two fingers on her lips, and blew a kiss over.
Shrinking her body, she quickly turned her face away, looking disgusted.
The body shrunk into the seat and forgot to wear the seat belt. Gu Xuewen stretched out his hand to fasten her seat belt, she was startled, and hid behind with an "ah".
"Panqing, what's wrong with you?" Gu Xuewen held her hand and found that something was wrong with her: "I'm Xuewen."
"Xuewen?" Zuo Panqing threw her body heavily into his arms, holding him tightly and not letting go. Listening to his heartbeat, let yourself settle down.
"Pan Sunny?"
Today's Zuo Panqing is very wrong, can't all this be because of Xuanyuan's appearance
"Are you OK?"
Zuo Panqing shook her head, still holding him tightly, with a bit of astringency on the corners of her lips: "I'm fine."
"Did you miss me?" Gu Xuewen couldn't see the expression on her face, but could feel how tightly she was holding his hand: "Didn't I come back?"
"Xuewen." Zuo Panqing almost bit her lips, but couldn't think of how to say to Gu Xuewen: "My..."
"By the way." Pulling her hand away, Gu Xuewen smiled softly: "I remembered. There is a restaurant with very good dishes. It is light and not greasy, and the taste is good. I will take you to try it."
"Okay." Zuo Panqing smiled uncomfortably, if God really wants to take away her happiness, let her have a good last meal with Gu Xuewen.
"Let's go, it's not far from here. It's only a 20-minute drive." Gu Xuewen fastened her seat belt, sat up straight and started the car to leave.
Zuo Panqing looked at his profile and thought of Xuanyuan's words. He said Gu Xuewen had seen those photos? But he didn't say anything to himself.
He even acted the same as before. He was gentler and more careful with her.
Did he never doubt it? Between her and Xuanyuan
Or did he really believe in himself that much? Do you believe that there is nothing between her and Xuanyuan
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