Zuo Panqing is very familiar with that melody, her favorite Canon.
"You are pregnant. From now on, you should listen to more light music. This is called prenatal education."
Gu Xuewen turned his face and saw her slightly surprised eyes, and smiled: "Next time I will take you to the concert."
"Concert?" Zuo Panqing was stunned for a moment, looking at the smile in Gu Xuewen's eyes: "What concert?"
"Mo Xiaoxiao's solo concert." The corners of Gu Xuewen's lips rose a little: "That boy Song Chenyun provided sponsorship. Mo Xiaoxiao is a well-known violinist in the world in recent years. She will come next week There will be a concert in Beijing."
"Oh. I've heard of her." Zuo Panqing once designed violin-related accessories, searched a lot of information, and knows a lot about some violinists. That Mo Xiaoxiao is very famous abroad and has always performed with big theater troupes. , rarely show up in the country.
"So, I asked Chen Yun to get two VIP tickets, and we will go listen together then."
"Okay." He said happily, but Zuo Panqing was a little absent-minded. The corners of the mouth are obviously raised, but the melancholy in the eyes cannot be concealed. Gu Xuewen was concentrating on driving and didn't see the uneasiness in her eyes.
Zuo Panqing was not in the mood to appreciate the beautiful melody flowing in the car, but hesitated to speak several times with a nervous mood.
When the car stopped, she finally regained her composure.
Get off the bus, the name of the restaurant is quite Beijing-style, called Yupinfang private kitchen.
entered the door. In fact, Zuo Panqing was not in the mood to see how the dishes were, so she asked Gu Xuewen to order a good dish, and she picked up the water on the table and wanted to drink it.
Gu Xuewen blocked her hand and glanced at the tea in her hand: "This is green tea, pregnant women should drink less. How about I let them serve a glass of milk?"
"What's wrong with the tea?" Zuo Panqing looked puzzled, absent-minded, she hadn't noticed what kind of tea she was drinking.
"Tea contains a lot of tea polyphenols, caffeine, etc., which have many unfavorable factors for the growth of the fetus in the womb. In order to make the intelligence of the fetus develop normally and avoid excessive stimulation of caffeine to the fetus, pregnant women should drink less or no tea. ."
Gu Xuewen carried behind his back the knowledge he had crammed in during the past two days. Zuo Panqing froze for a moment, put down the teacup in her hand, and smiled unnaturally.
"You know it well."
"It's okay." Gu Xuewen smiled very gently: "You are pregnant now. Of course I have to make up for it."
"Xuewen?" Zuo Panqing's eyes were a little shocked, but more moved. She hadn't read the booklet given by the doctor that day, and she hadn't fully remembered the taboos and taboos for pregnant women. Hearing what Gu Xuewen said at this time, she knew that during the two days when he was not by her side, she must have seized the opportunity to read books on these topics.
The eye sockets instantly turned red, the tip of the nose turned astringent, and the feeling of wanting to cry couldn't be stopped.
"You don't want to cry, do you?" Gu Xuewen looked a little helpless when he saw her surprised and inexplicable look: "I really didn't know you cried so easily."
"..." Not crying, Zuo Panqing gently shook her head, trying to restrain herself. But the tears still fell. When it drips on the back of the hand, a beautiful little water flower blooms.
"Panqing." With a helpless sigh, Gu Xuewen sat down next to her and took her hand: "What's wrong?"
"I'm fine." Zuo Panqing shook her head, "I just think that you are too kind to me."
"Fool." Gu Xuewen rubbed the top of her hair: "Is this considered good to you? I just think I'm not good enough to you."
"Enough is enough." Zuo Panqing nodded her head like a chicken pecking at rice. Really enough.
I didn't feel it before, but after so many things, I really feel it more and more. The changes that Gu Xuewen made for himself were not a little bit.
There are so many good things, accumulated together, it has already passed 100 points.
Gu Xuewen beckoned for the waiter to change the tea into warm water. After the water was poured, he looked at Zuo Panqing: "Don't drink too much, I ordered soup, you will drink more soup later."
"Um."
At this time, Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say except to respond.
The waiters are not slow to serve food. Not too many people on Monday. Zuo Panqing sat in the corner with Gu Xuewen, drinking the soup he served for herself, occasionally raised her head, and met his gaze, his eyes were full of tenderness and doting.
At this moment, Zuo Panqing hopes that time will stop forever.
There is no Xuanyuan, no one else, only her and Gu Xuewen. Blind date, love each other, stay together.
Everything is so beautiful. Solve the meal in front of you at a very slow speed. Looking up at Gu Xuewen from time to time, his eyes are full of affection.
Gu Xuewen seemed to be in a good mood today, and kept picking up vegetables and soup for her, telling her to eat more.
He didn't stop until she really couldn't eat anymore, and looked at the three dishes and one soup that were almost finished. With a smile in the corner of his eyes: "Not bad, keep it up."
"I hate it." Zuo Panqing rolled her eyes: "What are you keeping? If I continue to eat like this, I will definitely turn into a pig."
"Huh?" Gu Xuewen looked around, turned Zuo Panqing around, and smiled brightly: "Is there such a beautiful pig? Then I really don't know."
"Gu Xuewen, you hate it." Zuo Panqing blushed, pouted her small mouth, and expressed disbelief: "I just said it casually. Do you really think I'm a pig?"
"I don't dare." Gu Xuewen took her hand with a smile, looked at the two red clouds flying out of her face, and thought it was very beautiful: "How is it? Are you in a better mood?"
"Ah?" Zuo Panqing froze for a moment, looked at Gu Xuewen, the smile in his eyes was gone, and some were serious. She was in a bad mood and had been trying her best to cover it up. She thought he didn't know, but she didn't want to...
"I probably know what you're worrying about, and I hope you don't."
"Xuewen?" Zuo Panqing was completely stunned, and Gu Xuewen sighed softly: "I know you don't want to see Xuanyuan, don't worry. Leave everything to me, and I will help you solve it. How about it?"
"It's not what you think." Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say: "Xuewen, let me tell you, Xuanyuan came to see me yesterday, and he said..."
"What he said is not important." Gu Xuewen held her hand tightly: "Our happiness, our children are important."
"But..." The child may not be yours, doesn't it matter
"No but." Gu Xuewen saw her crying, leaned over, and kissed the corner of her eyes: "You don't believe me?"
"I believe in you." Zuo Panqing trusted Gu Xuewen with all her heart at this time, but she was afraid, afraid that after Gu Xuewen knew the truth...
"Just trust me." Gu Xuewen waved to the waiter to pay the bill, and left with Zuo Panqing.
It was late at this time, and night fell. Because of the streetlights on the road, it was still as bright as day, Zuo Panqing looked at the hands of the two people holding each other, and made a decision to explain to Gu Xuewen.
Even if she didn't say it, Chen Jingru would still say it when she returned to Gu's house. Instead of that, it's better for her to recruit first.
"Gu Xuewen."
Just when his name was called, he turned his face away and made a silent gesture: "Follow me to a place."
Aren't they going home? Zuo Panqing was a little puzzled, and followed him into the car.
Want to ask clearly, but Gu Xuewen has already started the car, still turned on the music, turned to look at Zuo Panqing: "Be happy, pregnant women should maintain a happy mood. It is good for the child."
"..." Zuo Panqing didn't know what to say anymore. She looked at Gu Xuewen's handsome side face, he was very good-looking, she always knew it.
At this moment, she felt that his handsomeness was not as good as the gentleness in his eyes, which made her fall in love, and also made her feel at ease. He knew that he was pregnant, so he went to see the taboos and taboos of pregnant women for her, and downloaded light music for her to listen to in the car.
The car drove forward in the dark, and drove for about an hour. When it stopped again, Zuo Panyan was stunned before getting out of the car.
Gu Xuewen actually brought her to the Temple of Heaven.
"Gu Xuewen?" What are they doing here? There were many doubts in my heart, but it became clear immediately. After Gu Xuewen bought the ticket, she was led inside by Gu Xuewen. When he came to the Echo Wall, he asked her to stand where she stood last time. Smiled at her.
"Wait me a moment."
What is he going to do? Zuo Panqing didn't know, but Gu Xuewen walked towards the other side.
Soon, her cell phone beeped twice, and it was his text message: "Put your ears to the wall."
Zuo Panqing put his ear against the wall and heard it soon.
The sound from the echo wall. It was from Gu Xuewen: "Zuo Panqing, I love you."
Tears flowed down suddenly, and he deliberately brought himself to this place where they were dating for the first time. Just to say that I love you
"Gu Xuewen." Sniffing, she calmed herself down: "I love you too."
After saying that sentence, she could no longer make a sound, and she covered her mouth and cried hard. The tears kept flowing.
Before he could turn around, his body was hugged into a warm embrace. Gu Xuewen patted her on the back. Silently comforted her: "Panqing. No matter what the unhappy things are, they will pass. You trust me, okay?"
Can't get over it, some things have already happened, how can it pass
Zuo Panqing shook her head, raised her arms and hugged him vigorously, and said a word that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.
"Xuewen. I'm sorry for you, Xuanyuan. He, he violated me while I was asleep. Xuewen. I'm sorry. I'm no longer… "
The voice paused, and she tried to calm herself down: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm not clean anymore, and I'm no longer worthy of you."
sorry…
She kept holding Gu Xuewen's waist with both hands, feeling his back suddenly stiff, she bit her lip hard, and said another sentence again.
"Xuewen. He said that the child in my stomach is his. I don't want to believe it, but in fact, it might be."
According to the time of her pregnancy, this child was indeed born in the United States.
There is a 50% chance that it belongs to Xuanyuan, she dare not gamble. Bet on the fifty percent chance. But if she was asked to kill the child, she felt very cruel and reluctant.
Because there is another 50% possibility that the child belongs to Gu Xuewen. She didn't dare to bet on the half-to-half chance. I dare not face it.
I can only tell Gu Xuewen to leave everything to him and let him decide.
Whether he wants this child or not.
She looked left and right, whether he wanted it or not.
"Do you understand? Xuewen. This child may or may not be yours. I don't know how to face it. I don't know how to tell you. I hope it's yours. But I'm more afraid .I'm afraid that after the baby is born..."
She couldn't go on talking anymore, her hands behind Gu Xuewen grabbed the clothes on his back and didn't let go. She pressed her face tightly against his chest, sobbing silently.
She didn't even dare to raise her head, and she didn't dare to face him because she might look at him with disgust and contempt.
Gu Xuewen let her hold her, without saying a word. At this time, a gust of wind blows, bringing the coolness of the end of spring. That kind of cold made Zuo Panqing feel cold in her heart, and she hugged Gu Xuewen even tighter, with a hint of despair on her face, she was waiting, waiting for Gu Xuewen to give herself a trial.
For a long, long time, Gu Xuewen didn't move, neither did Zuo Panqing. I feel a little bit of hope rising in my heart little by little.
He was willing to hug himself and didn't push him away. Does it mean that he is willing to believe in himself
With a bit of temptation, a bit of fear. Zuo Panqing spoke softly, looking at the distant sky illuminated by neon lights. The mood is tangled and complicated.
"School text?"
"Let's go, go home first."
Gu Xuewen let go of his hand and led her outside. Zuo Panqing was stunned. The heart that was originally rising suddenly became cold bit by bit at this moment, and she couldn't feel any warmth when her hand was held tightly by him.
He refused to answer her question directly. He is running away. He can't accept this reality, can he
Chen Jingru's words flashed through her mind, she was stunned again, and followed Gu Xuewen into the car in a daze, staring blankly at the street lights outside the car window. His hands were tightly twisted together.
My heart aches.
The car drove towards Gu's house in silence. Zuo Panqing, who hadn't slept all night and was thinking wildly all day, fell asleep in a daze under the flickering lights.
When did she get home, she didn't feel it. She just kept dreaming. In the dream, she was chased by a big boa constrictor. She kept running and running away.
Gu Xuewen stood in front of her, she was overjoyed and reached out her hand to ask him for help, but he turned and left indifferently.
She was anxious and kept calling his name. I want him to stop and look at me, and give me a hand. But he walked faster and faster. Finally, it disappeared into a white circle of light.
"Study literature, study literature..."
Gu Xuewen disappeared, but the python caught up and entangled her. She felt suffocated and couldn't breathe, until her breathing became more and more difficult and short.
"ah… "
Zuo Panqing sat up sharply, put his hands on his heart, panted heavily, looked around, and found that he had returned to the room.
Still wearing the original clothes, I got up and searched around, but I didn't see Gu Xuewen's shadow. My heart became cold again bit by bit.
He, don't you want to be yourself
He took out his phone and checked the time. One o'clock. What about Gu Xuewen
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