Gu Xuewen was not at home at this time, where did he go? Why did you go? He is angry? still…
A lot of troubled thoughts flooded in, Zuo Panqing found that she couldn't sleep again, she sat up, got out of bed, and walked to the window.
In the small yard outside, the orchids are blooming, and a wisteria is also blooming. Although it is more than half of the night, the light fragrance is still there. When he first came to Beidu, Zuo Panqing looked at the flowers in the yard every day, looking forward to the warm spring soon. bloom.
Love telegrams her. Now that the flowers are blooming, she has lost the mood to appreciate them. Put your hands on your upper abdomen, there is a child here.
Gu Xuewen, is he thinking the same as Chen Jingru? He can accept that he has had other men, but he cannot accept a child who is not of his own blood, is that so
Clenching her hands tightly, a thought came to her mind, she was frightened by herself, and quickly shook her head.
No, you can't.
The fact has not reached that point yet, maybe Gu Xuewen is just busy, maybe he...
Distraught, trying to convince myself but there is no way. Zuo Panqing couldn't fall asleep and wanted to continue sleeping, but she couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
Thinking of her dream a few days ago, she dreamed that she gave birth to a daughter, who was so small and so cute.
How happy was she at that time? Thinking about all the things that would happen after the child was born, she even thought of marrying Zheng Qimei.
Really unable to fall asleep, Zuo Panqing sat up, picked up the phone and wanted to call Zheng Qimei, and checked the time, most likely everyone was asleep at this time.
Fingers swipe continuously on the screen. Unexpectedly, he unplugged the phone at home.
"Hello?" On the other side of the phone, there was a little yawn, and Wen Xuefeng's voice sounded like he hadn't woken up.
Zuo Panqing clenched the phone tightly, bit her lip, tears rolled in her eyes, thought for a while, and called softly: "Mom."
"Panqing?" Wen Xuefeng's spirit returned: "What time is it, why haven't you slept yet?"
"Sleep, sleep." Zuo Panqing hurriedly explained: "I went to bed early, but I just had a dream, and I miss you so much when I wake up."
"What about studying literature?"
"He has a mission." Zuo Panqing twitched the corners of her mouth, tears fell silently, but she let herself act like a baby to her mother: "Mom, I just dreamed about a snake, it was so big, it scared me to death."
"You." Wen Xuefeng was really helpless, how old is this daughter. It's just a dream, and I still want to call to harass and harass her, an old woman, in her clear dream: "That's a dream, how can it be taken seriously."
"But it's really scary." If the snake is Xuanyuan, then Zuo Panqing is really scared, very scared: "You don't know how big that snake is. It wraps around me, and I can't even breathe."
"What a silly child." Wen Xuefeng couldn't help her: "You're having a nightmare, so just call to wake me up, right?"
"I miss you." Zuo Panqing blinked, and acted like a baby to her mother: "When I was young, you would always come in and hug someone when you had nightmares."
"Yes, you also said it was when you were a child." Wen Xuefeng sighed: "You are already married. Why don't you grow up at all?"
"Mom..." Zuo Panqing's tears flowed more fiercely, and she raised her hand to cover her lips to prevent herself from crying.
"Pan Sunny?"
"I'm sorry." Zuo Panqing tried her best to control her emotions: "Mom, I quarreled with you, I'm going to sleep now, and you can sleep too."
"Panqing." Wen Xuefeng didn't hang up the phone. Hearing the very quiet voice on the phone, she suddenly said, "Panqing, have you been wronged? Someone in the Gu family bullied you?"
She didn't want to think that way, but her daughter's behavior was really unusual.
"No. No." Zuo Panqing shook her head: "No one bullies me, I do, I just miss you."
"Silly girl." Wen Xuefeng didn't think much about it, since the incident with Wen Xuejiao last time, Zuo Panqing was much more clingy to her than before. If you have nothing to do, call her: "Okay, okay. It's so late, go to bed. You don't want to go to work tomorrow?" vex6.
"Yes. I'm going to sleep now." Zuo Panqing hung up the phone, but her expression became more serious. She didn't tell her mother that she was pregnant, did she dare not, or didn't want to
I struggled for a long time, wanted to call Gu Xuewen, but was afraid that he really had a mission. After all, the nature of his work is different. If he really has a task, it is not because he is worried about himself...
After thinking for a long time, Zuo Panqing went back to sleep, telling herself not to worry too much, not to think too much. After all, he didn't make it clear, did he
It was another tossing and turning, and finally fell asleep in the middle of the night.
When I woke up in the morning, I had two panda eyes again. Zuo Panqing had no choice but to put on light makeup to cover the dark shadows under her eyes, and then went to the dining room to eat.
Gu Xuemei went back to the research institute, and Gu Tianchu heard that he was invited to go on vacation starting yesterday. Both Gu Zhigang and his wife were absent, and Gu Zhiqiang also went to the army, saying he had something to do.
Surprisingly, she and Chen Jingru were the only ones at the dinner table.
Because of what happened the day before yesterday, seeing Chen Jingru at this time, Zuo Panqing was a little embarrassed. Sit there quietly and eat.
Mrs. Zhang still specially made soup for Zuo Panqing, which was ordered by Gu Tianchu. Zuo Panqing looked at the bowl of soup and couldn't drink it. Chen Jingru kept looking at her. She bit the bullet and drank it. After finishing breakfast in a hurry, I stood up and was about to leave.
"Pan Qing." Chen Jingru finally spoke, looking at her back and said slightly: "Have you made up your mind yet?"
"Mom. I..." Zuo Panqing turned around with a very tangled expression: "I, give me some more time, okay?"
"Hey..." Chen Jingru sighed, lowered her head and ate quietly without looking at her. Zuo Panqing stood there, neither advancing nor retreating. After thinking for a long time, she gritted her teeth and left quickly.
After entering the company, Zuo Panqing felt tired. She had never been so tired before. Turning on the computer, she realized that she was pregnant now, and she was in a mess these two days. She didn't wear radiation protection suits.
Annoyed, he turned off the computer and sat in a daze. At this time, the little assistant knocked on the door and entered, holding a large bouquet of blue roses in his hand.
"Left design, your flower."
"Flowers?" Zuo Panqing looked at the large bouquet of roses she handed over and took them: "Mine?"
"Of course." The little assistant smiled ambiguously: "Zuo designed the market, this bouquet of roses has at least ninety-nine roses, it's not cheap."
Blue Rose. so romantic.
"Thank you." There was a small card on it, and Zuo Panqing's heartbeat started to speed up. Could it be sent by Gu Xuewen? Is he willing to believe in himself and forgive himself? is that so
After the assistant left, Zuo Panqing quickly pulled out the card with big characters flying and dancing on it.
"Panqing. You are as beautiful as this blue rose. I hope I can have dinner with you tonight. devil."
devil? demon
Xuanyuan
Zuo Panqing felt disgusted, and threw the bouquet of flowers into the trash can without thinking about it. Standing up, she couldn't sit still.
Pacing back and forth in the office, my heart, which had finally calmed down, became disturbed again. Looking at the patches of white clouds flying by outside the window, the weather in Beijing has been pretty good these two days. She couldn't be happier.
Zuo Panqing gritted her teeth and clenched her hands into fists, Xuanyuan Hao, you are too deceitful. You really think I'm afraid of you, don't you? I tell you, I am not afraid of you, I am not afraid of you at all.
Grabbing her bag, Zuo Panqing didn't care that she was at work, and walked out of the office door.
After leaving the office building, I hailed a taxi outside and reported an address to the driver. There was a hint of despair on Zuo Panqing's face.
The car stopped at the gate of the hospital where she was undergoing an examination. After paying the car fare, she hurried into the hospital.
Register, line up, and soon it will be her turn.
Sit down in front of that doctor, the same as last time. Seeing her coming, the doctor still had a little impression: "What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?"
"Doctor." Zuo Panqing swallowed her saliva, looked up at the doctor's firm words: "I want you to help me kill the child."
"What?" The doctor was stunned for a moment. The reason why she was so impressed with Zuo Panqing was because of the worry and worry in Zuo Panqing's eyes that day. At that time, she was so worried about the child. Why don't you just say no now
"What did you say, Miss?"
"I said, help me kill this child."
Zuo Panqing knew exactly what she was doing, and also knew what she was thinking. The root of all problems is this child.
As long as the child is killed, there will be no problem at all. Chen Jingru will not be unhappy. Gu Xuewen will not turn a blind eye to avoiding it. And Xuanyuan Hao no longer had any reason to pester her.
She doesn't want to go on like this anymore, she wants to solve all the problems.
"You want me to do the abortion?" The doctor repeated Zuo Panqing's words once, and she nodded heavily: "Yes, please, doctor. Please help me abort the child, I don't want this child anymore."
"You..." It's so contradictory, obviously in her eyes, she still sees the emotion of reluctance, why do you want to get rid of it
"Miss, are you married?" If she remembered correctly, Zuo Panqing's registration information indicated that she was married.
"It's over." Zuo Panqing grabbed the doctor's hand: "Doctor, I beg you. I am an adult, and I can be responsible for my actions. Help me kill the child."
The doctor watched her grabbing her own hand, her onion-like fingertips were round and fair. These hands are very beautiful. Like an artist's hand. At this moment, her fingers trembled slightly.
she is afraid
"Miss, I can help you with an abortion, but the question is, have you thought it through?"
"I've thought clearly." Zuo Panqing gritted her teeth and nodded: "Doctor, please."
"Okay." The doctor nodded and called out: "Miss Zhang. Arrange surgery."
"Thank you, doctor." Zuo Panqing should feel relieved. But the heart became more and more heavy. The nurses began to prepare, and she was taken into the operating room.
The doctor pointed to the middle: "Go up, lie down."
Zuo Panqing walked over, every step was heavy, but without hesitation.
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The second update today. Continue at 00:00 on the 19th.
Finish tomorrow. There will be an update of about 15,000 words.
throw down. Be patient with you.