"Things are not what you think, why do you always involve others?"
other people? Is Zhou Ying someone else? Zhou Ying is a thorn in her heart, the bride who was tied up by the army. Over the past few years, day and night, she has had trouble sleeping and eating.
"Is that someone else?" Qiao Xinwan didn't think she was wrong: "That's the woman you love, the woman who occupies your heart. Do you think I don't know?"
Stretching out her hand to push Gu Xuewu away, Qiao Xinwan resisted him to the extreme. The more she pushed, the tighter Gu Xuewu hugged her, trapped her in his arms, and refused to let go.
"Qiao Xinwan. Calm down."
"I'm very calm." Qiao Xinwan dared to say that she had never been so calm before: "Do you think I'm speaking out of anger? No. Gu Xuewu, I won't get back together with you. No matter how humble I am, Qiao Xinwan, It’s okay to find a love that belongs to you. What I want is a man who is wholehearted and only sees me in my heart and eyes. Not a man like you who is impure and has other women in his heart. Do you understand? You can go away."
Zhou Ying's face flashed in Gu Xuewu's mind. The face that was originally very clear suddenly became blurred at this moment. Seeing the stubbornness on Qiao Xinwan's face, he hugged her with both hands and refused to let go.
Many complicated emotions surged in his heart, and he couldn't find the words to explain them. Turning around Qiao Xinwan's body, letting her snuggle into his arms, stroking the top of her hair with his chin, smelling the rose fragrance on her body, and speaking with a helpless voice.
"I don't know how to say it. I can't tell you that I'm in love with you now. But I like you, at least for now, right now, I have you in front of me, and you are in my arms. I don't want to explain What happened in the past. Also, the woman you saw the day before yesterday was not Zhou Ying."
"Not Zhou Ying?" Qiao Xinwan raised her head and looked at him with disbelief in her eyes: "If she wasn't Zhou Ying, how could she look exactly like Zhou Ying?"
"I'm also curious." Gu Xuewu's gaze suddenly became far-reaching: "She seems to know a lot of things, but I'm pretty sure she's not Zhou Ying."
"You, how are you sure?" Qiao Xinwan couldn't believe that there are two people in the world who actually look the same: "Could it be that they are sisters?"
"No." Gu Xuewu shook his head: "Her name is Li Lan, not Zhou Ying. She is the daughter of the Li family. My mother once asked us to go on a blind date."
Qiao Xinwan was full of doubts: "Blind date?"
"Yes." Gu Xuewu looked at the doubts on her face: "It was before, the time you met me in the coffee shop, my mother arranged for us to have a blind date. I am very sure that she is not Zhou Ying, otherwise I would have If you are with her, how can you come to pester you?"
"That's because Zhou Ying..." She couldn't have children. When Qiao Xinwan came here, she felt a little guilty. More than four years ago, she used Zhou Ying's low self-esteem and her illness to make her leave.
In fact, she was not sure whether Zhou Ying was dead or alive in the past five years. Maybe with five million, she will be cured, but not necessarily.
But…
"What?" She only spoke half of what she said, causing Gu Xuewu to raise his eyebrows, and looked at Qiao Xinwan in confusion.
"Is that why you pester me because Zhou Ying is not around?" Qiao Xinwan continued following the words, covering up the discomfort on her face: "If Zhou Ying was around, you would be with Zhou Ying. Gu Xuewu, After talking for a long time, you are still a bastard. Because in your heart, I am just a substitute. You, you are simply disgusting. "
Pushing Gu Xuewu away hard, this realization once again shocked Qiao Xinwan, and made her angry: "Go away, you go to die, why don't you go to death?"
Gu Xuewu pulled her back and looked at the anger in her eyes. Slightly raised eyebrows: "Qiao Xinwan, do you mean that in your heart, I am a person who can make do and find a substitute?"
Qiao Xinwan was at a loss for words for a moment, and Gu Xuewu held her hand tightly at this moment, not letting her get up: "Even if it's a substitute, I still have to like it? If I don't like it, so what if you have Belle? What do you think? , I really have no way to bring Belle back home?"
If he hadn't been ruthless, he would have found a way to quietly take his daughter away from Qiao's house. If he didn't have this ability, he would be the boss of Qilintang in vain.
Qiao Xinwan was taken aback, seeing that Gu Xuewu couldn't speak a complete sentence: "You, you can't..."
"I can." Gu Xuewu looked at the shock in Qiao Xinwan's eyes: "You better believe that I can do more things than you think."
A soft word, but very powerful, Qiao Xinwan believed it, she had always believed in Gu Xuewu. only…
"I still can't promise you."
"Why?"
"I said, what I want is unique love. But you can't give it to me."
"Love?" Gu Xuewu paused for a moment because of the seriousness in her eyes. After thinking for a while, he raised his eyebrows and said softly: "Unique? I really can't guarantee it now, so I hope you will give us a chance for each other. Time, let things develop in the direction we want. The bride who was tied up in the military marriage. Isn’t this also possible??”
"I don't think you will fall in love with me at all." Qiao Xinwan looked at Gu Xuewu: "I'm not your type. You said that, didn't you?"
"If feelings can be controlled by their own will, are they still called feelings?" Gu Xuewu felt that Qiao Xinwan was making trouble out of no reason: "Speaking seriously, you are indeed not my type. But I really like you now. What do you think?" What is there to hesitate?"
"You want me to promise you. Yes." Qiao Xinwan nodded, looked at Gu Xuewu's face, and said, "When did you forget Zhou Ying? When did I promise to get back together with you?"
"Qiao Xinwan."
"Don't call me again." Qiao Xin turned her face away, not letting herself see the emotions in Gu Xuewu's eyes: "I've already missed it once. Gu Xuewu, it's impossible for you not to know how I got here during those three years of marriage. Or you know it, but you pretend to be stupid. You want to punish me. I know. I don’t want to go back to the past time. I don’t want to experience that feeling in my life. Today you can change me because of Belle, Slowly falling in love with me. Will you return to being cold-faced to me because of Zhou Ying's sudden return tomorrow? I can't stand it. Gu Xuewu."
Turning her face, she looked into his gaze, with a trace of pleading in her eyes: "Gu Xuewu, if I am destined not to have a relationship with you in this life, then I would rather I never have your feelings. But if we are destined, then I wish you the best What I don't want is that after I get it, I lose it again. That would be more uncomfortable than letting me die."
If she has never owned it before, she can still deceive herself, but when she has it and then loses it, the pain is something she dare not imagine or face.
So she had to kill the pain in the cradle. Don't give Gu Xuewu a chance.
"You're too pessimistic." Gu Xuewu didn't miss the emotion in her eyes, and there was a bit of reluctance in his heart. He believed in himself: "Since I said to be with you, no matter what Zhou Ying does, I will never with her."
"It may be impossible for your people to be with her, but what about the heart?"
Now I swear that I won't waver, it's because I didn't see Zhou Ying, what if I did? zsvh.
How can he guarantee that he won't see Zhou Ying and think about the past, and then he and Zhou Ying will be reunited, and the two will be together again
At that time, how will she deal with herself? And how to face Gu Xuewu's heart that he had already gained but suddenly lost
Gu Xuewu was stunned, he really couldn't speak for something that didn't happen, and he couldn't say what would happen to him. He hasn't found Zhou Ying yet.
And he must find Zhou Ying. But it is certain, no matter whether we can be together or not, we must at least ask her for an answer, and such words are obviously not suitable for Qiao Xinwan to say.
Because she will definitely not accept that she still has to go to Zhou Ying. Seeing his silence, Qiao Xinwan stood up and stepped back a few steps, keeping away from Gu Xuewu.
"Gu Xuewu. You can't afford what I want. I don't want what you give. So, please stay away from me. Give me a little peace and space. If you really like me. Then this is You are the greatest kindness to me."
Gu Xuewu looked at Qiao Xinwan, trying to say something but couldn't say it. Qiao Jie came to knock on the door at this time, saying that it was time for dinner.
And it came to fruition. Qiao Xinwan didn't look at Gu Xuewu either, she passed him and went downstairs with Qiao Jie to have dinner. Gu Xuewu stood in Qiao Xinwan's room for a long while, looking at the Danish settlement manuals, his brows furrowed.
Turn around and go downstairs.
In the living room, Father Qiao was waiting for Qiao Xinwan to go downstairs. He saw Gu Xuewu go up just now, but at this moment Qiao Xinwan came down alone. Father Qiao was stunned for a moment, and looked behind Qiao Xinwan.
"How about learning martial arts?"
"Dad. Aren't we eating?" Qiao Xinwan didn't want to mention Gu Xuewu: "Let's go eat."
"Xinwan?"
Qiao's mother and Qiao's father looked at each other, and saw that Gu Xuewu followed him downstairs. His eyes swept over his face, his expression a bit puzzled.
Gu Xuewu went downstairs and stood beside Qiao Xinwan. As soon as he stood beside her, Qiao Xinwan instinctively moved a few steps to the side.
Her movements were clearly seen by those present. Qiao's parents looked at each other in blank dismay, a little puzzled in their eyes. Turning his gaze to Gu Xuewu, he bowed slightly to the two elders.
"I have something else to do, don't bother me."
After saying this, he glanced at Qiao Xinwan. There was meaning in her eyes that she could understand, but Qiao Xinwan turned her head away as if she didn't understand. Gu Xuewu frowned, but didn't say anything, just turned and left.
He could stay, but he knew in his heart that Qiao Xinwan was not calm at this moment, or was too calm. He gave her time to think things through. If she really understands herself, she will understand that once he decides, it will never change.
Seeing Gu Xuewu leave, Qiao Xinwan sat down on the sofa as if all her strength had been drained. His face was a bit worried.
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