The Reluctant Bride Book I

Chapter 413: no courage

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"I like your bride who was tied up in the military."

His words made Qiao Xinwan's body freeze, froze there, motionless.

Behind him is Gu Xuewu's hard chest. Ahead is a blue sky. The weather today is good. The sun shines on those high-rise buildings, reflecting dazzling light.

The reflected light made Qiao Xinwan's eyes hard to open. The wind blew over gently, bringing a touch of coolness, but she didn't feel cold. Gu Xuewu's embrace behind him was very warm.

She stood there, not knowing how to react. He said he liked her.

Although she didn't say love yet, Qiao Xinwan hesitated. I wanted to pull his hand away, but he held it tightly and refused to let go. The breath of her lips was on her neck, causing waves of itching.

Her body shrank, but it made him think that she was afraid of the cold. Let go of her, took off the coat, and covered her body: "The weather has changed, why don't you wear more clothes?"

His coat was full of his breath, Qiao Xinwan pursed her lips tightly, trying to say something but couldn't say it. He raised his head and stared at Gu Xuewu's face in a daze.

Is the liking of "You..." sincere? I want to ask, but I feel like I can't.

Gu Xuewu raised his eyebrows and looked at the hesitation on her face: "What's wrong with you?"

Shaking her head lightly, Qiao Xinwan took off the coat and returned it to him. He was also only wearing a shirt underneath.

Gu Xuewu refused to take it, and stubbornly put his coat on Qiao Xinwan's body, stretched out his hand to hold her hand, feeling that her hand was cold, and frowned: "You have probably seen it, upstairs and downstairs The house types are the same. Think about what style of decoration you like. Or, let’s ask someone to design it first, and you can take a look. Go back today.”

After that, he took her hand and went outside. Qiao Xinwan followed him, and he led the way carefully, avoiding the construction waste that hadn't been cleaned up in time.

After entering the elevator, there was still a strange smell that hadn't receded. Qiao Xinwan frowned as she did when she came here, her expression seemed a little displeased. Gu Xuewu stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms.

Thinking that he was going to kiss her like in a company elevator, Qiao Xinwan struggled. Gu Xuewu hugged her tightly and refused to let go.

"Is it because you don't like the smell?"

With just one word, Qiao Xinwan fell silent, her face pressed against his chest. His breath rushed into the nasal cavity. It's not the smell of cologne that men like to use, nor is it the musky smell of ordinary men.

Gu Xuewu smelled very good. At least, Qiao Xinwan was very attached to his chest before. Finally went downstairs, a worker was about to go up. Seeing two people hugging each other, there was some ambiguous playfulness between their eyebrows and eyes.

Qiao Xinwan blushed again, quickly separated from Gu Xuewu, and walked out of the elevator first. Gu Xuewu followed behind her, reaching out his hand to hold her. Look at her blushing face. The corners of the lips are slightly raised.

"We are husband and wife, what are you embarrassed about?"

"Who is married to you?" Qiao Xinwan pulled her hand away, her mouth was very stiff: "We have nothing to do with each other." zsvh.

"Oh?" Gu Xuewu raised his eyebrows with a playful expression: "Are you sure? We have nothing to do with each other?"

"Sure, sure." Qiao Xinwan didn't appreciate it: "You are you, and I am me. It doesn't matter."

She is stubborn. Gu Xuewu was not annoyed, and took her into his car. Sitting in the cab, without starting the car, he looked at Qiao Xinwan: "It's okay, I will make you Mrs. Gu soon."

"Hmph. Who cares?"

Qiao Xinwan rolled her eyes at him: "I can't find three-legged toads, but two-legged men are everywhere. Besides, the men waiting to marry me are all lined up on Chang'an Avenue. Why should I have to you?"

Gu Xuewu looked at her with blank eyes, and wanted to say that you have said before that you would rather die than occupy Mrs. Gu's position. It's just that the words went around in a circle, but they didn't say it again.

Since it was said that it was going to start again, the previous things were not mentioned.

"You don't need me. I need you."

Gu Xuewu's indifferent words made Qiao Xinwan speechless again.

I thought he would be angry before, but he didn't, and now I thought he would be unhappy, but no one knew. Just to show again. his attitude. The heart is a little shaken and a little hesitant.

those emotions. Qiao Xinwan turned her face away uncomfortably, not looking into Gu Xuewu's eyes.

If she didn't say anything, Gu Xuewu was not in a hurry. Quietly started the car and headed towards Qiao's house.

When they got home, Belle just woke up and was looking for her mother. Aunt Zhou was about to make milk powder for her, when she saw Qiao Xinwan coming, she was relieved. Qiao Xinwan carried the baby back to her room to nurse.

Not surprisingly, Gu Xuewu followed in again. Qiao Xinwan didn't bother to care about him anymore. Breastfeeding Belle, she was very happy to see her suckling.

The eyes are rolling and rolling, and the pink face is very cute. The bride who was tied up in the military wedding.

Gu Xuewu was sitting beside him, watching his daughter drink milk, his eyes dimmed a bit. Qiao Xinwan was very uncomfortable, and raised her head angrily to stare at him.

"What are you looking at? Perverts, wolves."

Gu Xuewu didn't argue with her words, but raised his eyebrows slightly, and looked at Qiao Xinwan: "This is a pervert. You haven't seen it before. What is a pervert."

"You..." In terms of shamelessness, Qiao Xinwan was far from his opponent. How could it be possible to beat him

He lowered his head not to look at him, but concentrated on watching his daughter drink milk, but he could always feel that Gu Xuewu's gaze was fixed on him all the time, never leaving for a moment.

In such a short period of time, I just felt that that day passed extremely slowly. Just when Qiao Xinwan was about to be unbearable, Belle finally had enough.

She hiccupped lightly, looked at Qiao Xinwan, and waved her little hand closer. The expression on Qiao Xinwan's face softened, and she stretched out her hand to hold her daughter's. Tease her daughter happy, eyes full of smiles.

Such Qiao Xinwan is different. After every woman becomes a mother, her maternal surname will be inspired. Love for children can turn every woman in the world into another person.

No matter how fierce a woman is, she will be more gentle when facing her children. She was looking at her daughter, but Gu Xuewu was looking at her. Staring at Qiao Xinwan with such burning and direct eyes made her feel uncomfortable for a while, and in the end, she couldn't take it anymore, stood up, and carried her daughter to the next door to let Aunt Zhou take care of her.

As soon as she returned to the room, she had just closed the door when Gu Xuewu pressed her body against the door forcefully. He stared at her face, lowered his head, and suddenly sucked her lips forcefully.

She choked for breath, and her first instinct was to push him away.

How could Gu Xuewu let her push him away? Press her body tightly against the door panel, not giving her a chance to escape.

"Well… "

kiss. Very intense. Qiao Xinwan couldn't escape, and wanted to push him away, but felt his lips and tongue were so strong.

finally. He relaxed a little, but didn't back away, but moved closer to her ear: "I've wanted to do this since I saw you give Belle a moment ago."

No, it should be said that every time he saw her nurse Belle, he wanted to do it.

"Gu Xuewu. You..."

"You are mine." He sealed her lips again, not giving her any chance to speak.

As soon as the kiss was over, her legs were weak, thinking that she would go further, but Gu Xuewu backed away after a while, just hugged her tightly, kissed her lips, and there was a nice curve on the corners of her lips.

"Can you promise me what I just said?"

"I..." Qiao Xinwan lowered her eyelids. She had no intention of agreeing. In her heart, she admitted that she still had a crush on Gu Xuewu, but that didn't mean she could accept being with him again.

It takes a lot of courage to be together again. As for her, all the courage she used to have was exhausted, and now, she can no longer find the feeling she had at the beginning.

"Gu Xuewu." Qiao Xinwan gently pulled his hand away, turned around, walked to the window and stood still, looking at the garden outside. In this season, all other flowers have faded, but the chrysanthemums are still in bloom. She pursed her lips and sighed softly.

"I have no courage."

Gu Xuewu froze for a moment, took two steps forward, and continued to speak: "I'm very tired, and I don't have the courage to be with you anymore, do you understand? My courage has long been exhausted. Now you want me to be with you again Together, how could I? I'm tired."

"What if I don't make you tired?" Gu Xuewu stepped forward slowly and hugged her tightly from behind again: "If I don't make you tired, what if I'm with you? Would you feel better? "

He is a very calm person, and he also thought, listen to Qiao Xinwan, give up on her, and leave her alone. But he couldn't do it. When he fell asleep at night, he would think of Qiao Xinwan sleeping in his arms.

What he couldn't restrain himself was that he often thought of Qiao Xinwan. Occasionally, when he saw a woman holding a child on the street, he would take a closer look. The mother's surname could be found on any woman, but it was that person, not Qiao Xinwan.

When Li Lan was held in his arms that day, his mood was calm and he didn't have any desire or desire to hug her.

But when Qiao Xinwan was in his arms, he would want to hug her.

He is a person who obeys his own heart. When he doesn't like it, he just doesn't like it. But if you like it, you won't let it go.

"No." To his surprise, Qiao Xinwan still shook her head and refused: "Gu Xuewu, you are a person who doesn't know how to love at all, why do you have to put on such an affectionate gesture? If you think so, I will Will you accept it, will you soften your heart?"

Feeling her tense body, Gu Xuewu let go of his hand, turned her body around, forced her to look into his eyes, and said in a voice of disbelief: "Shall I put on an affectionate gesture?"

follow some to see. "Isn't it?" Qiao Xinwan didn't think she would make a mistake: "For a person who has hated and resented for three years, she suddenly said she likes it. If it's not pretending, what is it?"

"Then what is my purpose of pretending like this? What is it?" His voice turned cold, Gu Xuewu looked into her eyes, held her hand, and tightened it: "Tell me. What is my purpose like this?"

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First update today, continue during the day. Supplementing meat makes my head hurt. For the last time, no more writing. Really, stop writing.