"I'm sorry." Kid. A child of him and Zuo Panqing came to this world and disappeared.
His job is dangerous. You are born to die, and you will lose your life at any time. It's not that he hasn't thought about having a child, but he feels that he can't afford the result of having a child.
Three years ago, Gu Xuemei's accident had always been his nightmare. Liang Youcheng's death was also his nightmare.
He never imagined what his own child would look like. What is it like to have a child of your own. Those seemed too far, too far away from him.
But Zuo Panqing appeared, and she said, let's have a baby.
He was suddenly happy. In this world, there is a woman who does not need your protection and does not depend on you. She has you in her heart and is willing to spend her whole life with you and have children for you.
He agreed and wanted a child. In the following days, he never took any measures. If the child comes, come, he begins to look forward to it, to imagine it.
And now
He had a child and lost it through his neglect.
That feeling hurt him more than he had never had before.
"I'm sorry. Panqing, I'm sorry—" These three simple words couldn't express the regret in his heart.
His eyes were hot, he could hardly see Zuo Panqing clearly, he just rubbed his cheek with the back of her hand and kept saying sorry.
Zuo Panqing was dreaming, dreaming that Gu Xuewen came, he was calling himself, this dream was beautiful, she opened her eyes. Find yourself really seeing.
"Gu, Gu Xuewen?"
Is he really here? Or is he dreaming
"Are you awake?" Gu Xuewen was very happy to see her open her eyes, and squeezed her hand tightly: "Are you awake? Is there any discomfort? I'll call the doctor."
When he remembered, his palms tightened, Zuo Panqing looked at him, and suddenly smiled: "Gu Xuewen, are you here?" Until Jue Sui.
He looked so haggard. His chin was covered with scum, and his eyes were bloodshot. He looked like he hadn't slept well for a few days.
But inexplicably, Zuo Panqing suddenly felt that he was very handsome. Really handsome.
In the past two days, he has been anxious too, right
"Gu Xuewen, you're here."
Repeating this sentence, a faint smile appeared on her face, she stretched out her hand to hook his neck, and threw herself into his arms.
"You're here. Nice."
She was thinking of him, and he came. Can this be called a tacit understanding
"I'm sorry." Holding the slender body of the person in his arms tightly, Gu Xuewen's throat was still a little hard: "I'm late."
Zuo Panqing shook her head, and hugged Gu Xuewen's waist tightly: "It's okay. Just come here."
"I'm sorry." Gu Xuewen really didn't know that Zuo Panqing had been hurt so much, and it was even more unimaginable that she didn't blame herself at all.
Zuo Panqing shook her head, wanted to say something, but felt her throat was a bit hoarse and uncomfortable. She rubbed against Gu Xuewen's chest: "I'm thirsty, can you pour me a glass of water?"
"En." Gu Xuewen nodded, let go of Zuo Panqing, and carefully helped her sit up. Put the pillow behind her waist and poured water.
After Zuo Panqing drank water, her throat felt much more comfortable. Only then did he pull Gu Xuewen over and let him sit down in front of him.
"Gu Xuewen." Clearing her throat, she made herself look more serious. Staring at Gu Xuewen's face, he considered how to speak.
Facing Gu Xuewen's deep eyes, she suddenly smiled.
"Gu Xuewen, I'm pregnant."
"..." Gu Xuewen was stunned for a moment, looking at the expression on her face, he felt a pain in his heart again. The voice was indistinct and hoarse: "I know."
"You know?" Zuo Panqing was stunned for a moment, and immediately thought that since he came, he must already know.
"I, I didn't expect it either. I was pregnant."
She has a child, and he has her child. Pulling his hand and placing it on her abdomen, Zuo Pan Qingqing's beautiful face was stained with a gleam like a virgin.
"In eight months, you're going to be a dad. Are you happy?"
"..." Gu Xuewen stared blankly at the movement of her pulling his hand. Staring at her belly for a long time, unable to respond. Didn't Xuanyuan Hui say—
"Happy and silly?"
It was the first time Zuo Panqing saw him look so stupid, the corners of her lips raised again, she stretched out her hand and pinched his nose: "Idiot, you are going to be a father."
"..." Gu Xuewen grabbed her hand suddenly, with an eager expression like never before: "You, what did you say? Say it again?"
"You are going to be a father." His reaction pleased Zuo Panqing, and she suddenly laughed: "Gu Xuewen, you are going to be a father."
"You, child, it, isn't it gone?" Gu Xuewen didn't know what to say: "You have shed so much blood. Child, is the child all right? Are you really all right?"
"It's okay." Zuo Panqing was also surprised: "Xuanyuan Hao, he saved me."
Anyway, I still want to thank Xuanyuan Hao. If Xuanyuan Hao hadn't arrived in time, I'm afraid she would have lost two lives this time.
Her eyes searched around the ward, but she didn't see Xuanyuan Hao's shadow, she was slightly puzzled: "Didn't he ask you to come?"
Gu Xuewen shook his head, damn Xuanyuan, actually lied to him? It's simply disgusting. But he only got angry for a moment, and he was more happy, happy. She's fine, the kids are fine, isn't that great
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he carefully stretched out his hand to touch her abdomen, as if he was afraid of breaking her.
"Gu Xuewen." His appearance made Zuo Panqing suddenly feel sour: "Don't do this, I'm fine, I'm really fine."
Gu Xuewen nodded and hugged her into his arms again. His movements were very light, and the breath of his lips swept across her neck, with a shiver in the warmth.
"Panqing, that's great, you're fine. It's really great."
The heart that has been hanging, full of concern, worry, and self-blame, is finally let go at this time.
She's okay, he hasn't lost her. This is the most important.
"Yes. I'm fine." Zuo Panqing also hugged him tightly, with a hint of excitement in her expression. It's really good to see Gu Xuewen again.
"Yes. You're fine." From now on, he will definitely protect her well and prevent her from being hurt in the slightest.
Zuo Panqing's throat was a little panicked, holding Gu Xuewen, she suddenly thought of another thing: "Where is Wen Xuejiao? How is she?"
Gu Xuewen paused, not knowing how to answer for a moment. Wen Xuejiao
Xuanyuan Hao didn't say anything, but he struck so ruthlessly. So many people died at his hands, and Wen Xuejiao probably did the same.
"You care about her?"
"No." Zuo Panqing shook her head, Wen Xuejiao treated herself like that, she was not the Holy Mother, she couldn't forgive, she just felt a little pitiful.
"Is she going to be sentenced to death this time?"
"Don't miss her." Gu Xuewen let her go slightly and let her lie down on the bed: "You are not alone now, don't worry about people who are not worth it. Are you hungry? Do you want to eat anything? I Go buy it for you."
"Whatever." Zuo Panqing took his hand and looked at his face that had lost weight after only a few days: "What about you? Didn't eat well for a few days again? Didn't sleep well?"
"I'm fine." Gu Xuewen smiled: "We were used to it before."
He just felt a little sorry for her. When she needed herself, he didn't stay by her side: "I'm sorry. I didn't protect you well. Let you suffer so much."
"It's none of your business." Zuo Panqing shook her head with a calm expression: "Wen Xuejiao is too perverted. You don't want to."
"Panqing." Gu Xuewen took his hand, and an unmistakable tenderness flashed in his deep eyes: "Thank you."
Thank her for being willing to forgive, thank her for being willing to understand, and thank her for being willing to be by his side even after experiencing danger.
"Fool." Zuo Panqing is now convinced that he was so happy to be fooled when he heard the news that he was going to be a father: "Gu Xuewen, you fool."
"Yeah. Big fool." He really believed it just now, believing that the child is gone, which frightened him to death.
Look at the time, it's already one o'clock: "Let's have lunch together, I'll buy anything you want."
"Not very appetizing." Zuo Panqing frowned, and was about to think about what to eat at noon, when the door of the ward was knocked twice, and the young woman came again. He was carrying a large incubator in his hand.
"Miss Zuo." The woman entered the door, walked to the bed, took out the contents of the incubator and put them on the simple table at the end of the bed.
Spread them out one by one: "Master ordered me to bring them here for you."
Fine bone china bowls, each with a lid. It's opened, there's soup, vegetables, and rice. The combination of meat and vegetables, the color and aroma are excellent, and it is still slightly steaming. Believe it tastes good too.
"This is a dish designed strictly according to the nutrition needs of people in the early stages of pregnancy. Miss Zuo, please take it slowly."
After setting everything up, the woman pushed the simple table forward in front of Zuo Panqing, and nodded slightly to her: "After you finish eating, tell me, I will come and take away the bowl."
Without waiting for Zuo Panqing to respond, she turned and left. Zuo Panqing looked at the dishes on it, then took another look at Gu Xuewen, and found that he was standing there with a very ugly expression on his face.
Quickly grabbed his hand: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't ask him to bring me food."
She didn't want to owe Xuanyuan Hao, but she didn't expect that Xuanyuan Hao would do something. .
Gu Xuewen's face was still a little worried, Zuo Panqing pursed her lips, and reached out to get those bowls: "If you don't like it, I'll just throw it away."
"No need." Although he was really uncomfortable in his heart, his capacity was not that small. Holding Zuo Panqing's hand, he took a look at those dishes.
"You are not hungry, eat quickly."
Zuo Panqing didn't move, just looked at Gu Xuewen with a deer-like look: "You haven't eaten yet."
"I'm not hungry." Gu Xuewen rubbed her hair: "You are pregnant, you can eat."
Xuanyuan Hao, what kind of man is he? He knew that Zuo Panqing was married and even had a child, yet he still made such a move
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The second update today. Roll around and ask for a monthly pass. If the monthly pass in the afternoon can pass 1300. Xinyue will add one more. 555. Home decoration. I can't afford to hurt you. I still have to write hard. , It's snowing again. There is no heating, are there any pitiful things
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