"… "no. Qiao Xinwan shook her head, wanting to deny it, but she couldn't speak. It was simply not two words that circled in her heart, and finally said quietly: "Shen Cheng. He wants my child."
It's not that she doesn't want to forget Gu Xuewu, but that he always appears in front of her, constantly reminding her of how stupid she used to be. The former idiot.
She thought very clearly that she had been crazy, stupid, and hurt in the end, she didn't want, and she didn't want Shen Cheng to be like her.
My heart was sour, and I felt uncomfortable for a while, and I couldn't say what I wanted to say. Stuffy feeling. Shen Cheng drove the car intently, speechless for a while.
"If he wants it, will you give it?"
"No." Qiao Xinwan shook her head, her heart was extremely firm: "Of course I won't give him the child."
"Then it's over?" Shen Cheng sighed: "Xin Wan, I hope you are happy."
"If you marry me, I will give you happiness. I am confident that I can give you everything. I will not ask you to love me, as long as you let me love you."
Qiao Xinwan loves so much that she has no dignity and no self, so why isn't he? At the beginning, I watched Qiao Xinwan suffer from the boss, then I saw her hurt by the boss, and then I watched her stumble all the way without bumping into the south wall and not looking back. Until he finally gave up in despair and divorced the boss.
He loves her dearly and doesn't want to see her live so hard. All he can do is give her a home. Promise her a lifetime of happiness.
"Xinwan. Let's get married. Don't cancel the wedding. I can really love you. Always."
"Shen Cheng." Qiao Xinwan's nails dug into her palm. She didn't know what to say, besides being moved, she was still moved. However, there is only emotion.
"That's it, don't talk about it." Shen Cheng had already reached a conclusion. Stepping on the accelerator, the car drove towards Qiao's villa. Not wanting the silence in the car, he turned on the radio in the car.
Qiao Xinwan wanted to say something, when a mournful female voice sang with a tear-like voice:
i thought i was going to cry
but I do not have
I just stare blankly at your footsteps
give you my last blessing
Isn't this a kind of understanding
let me see myself clearly
Although the pain of shared love
will be day and night
deepest in my soul
i thought i would get revenge
but I do not have
when i see the man i loved
helpless like a child
Isn't this a kind of understanding
let you see yourself clearly
To be loved is a luxury of happiness
pity you never cared
ah! a relationship is over
Ah! a heart seems to be barren
if our love is wrong
May you and I not suffer in vain
If you have given sincerely
should be satisfied
Ah, what a pain to comprehend
you were my everything
Just every step of the way when I look back
all go so lonely
Ah, what a pain to comprehend
you were my everything
I only wish you to break free from the shackles of love
The bondage of love chases at will
stop suffering for love
Stop suffering for love? is that so
Gu Xuewu used to be her everything, she loved so blindly and desperately.
And now. She had just walked out of a loveless marriage, and after suffering so much, she realized that it was absolutely impossible for Gu Xuewu to love her. After finally leaving, she now wants to enter another loveless marriage and plunge herself into pain
Isn't three years of painful marriage enough for her to understand? Love or not has nothing to do with forgetting or not.
She was struggling and fell silent because of that voice. So did Shen Cheng. The two were relatively silent, only the female singer's voice rang in the carriage.
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The car stopped outside Qiao's villa. Qiao Jie's car arrived early. Aunt Zhou carried Bei'er upstairs. Bei'er's room had already been furnished, and it was next to Qiao Xinwan's room.
Qiao Xinwan was still carried upstairs by Shen Cheng, and entered the door in silence. Qiao Xinwan was in a complicated mood. Facing Shen Cheng, she didn't know what to say.
"If you are tired, take a good rest." If there is anyone in this world that Shen Cheng can't bear, it is Qiao Xinwan. He always has no heart for her.
"Yeah." Qiao Xinwan nodded without saying thank you. I owe too much, how can a thank you word can solve it
"I'll go back first." Shen Cheng looked at her face and said, "Pay attention to your health and have a good rest. I'll come see you tomorrow."
"En." Qiao Xinwan nodded, turned sideways, and stopped looking at Shen Cheng. A trace of bitterness welled up in Shen Cheng's heart. It was very bitter in my heart, watching her turn her back, and finally could only turn around and leave.
He left, and Mother Qiao came in: "The child is asleep. I'll ask Aunt Zhou to take a rest too."
"Yes." Qiao Xinwan believed in that aunt. Shen Cheng is very good at finding people, and Aunt Zhou is very careful and meticulous with the children.
"Xinwan." Qiao's mother sat down by the bed, with a concerned look on her face: "I saw that Shen Cheng's face was not very good just now. I didn't care if I asked him to stay for dinner, and just left like that. What's wrong with you? It can't be Have you had a fight?"
"No." Qiao Xinwan didn't want to talk about it. Sighing in my heart, I didn't know how to say to my mother: "Mom, I'm so tired, I want to sleep for a while, please leave me alone."
"You are my daughter, how could I not care?" Mother Qiao rolled her eyes when she heard such willful words: "If you weren't my daughter, I wouldn't care if you wanted me to."
"mom… "
"Xinwan." Qiao's mother watched it for two days. If she still can't see it, then she has spent so many years in vain: "Peier is Gu Xuewu's child, right?"
"Mom." Qiao Xinwan didn't want to hear that name: "Can you not mention him?"
"Okay. I won't mention it." Qiao's mother nodded: "You divorced Gu Xuewu when you were pregnant? Or is Gu Xuewu going to divorce you? Are they too bullying? Don't you know that the law stipulates that a pregnant woman cannot divorce of?"
"Mom, as I said, the divorce is my own business. I also proposed it, and it has nothing to do with him. "
"It has nothing to do with Gu Xuewu?" Qiao's mother was furious: "Then does he know that you are pregnant? Huh? I have ignored you for the past few months, and Shen Cheng has always been by your side. I thought you were with me Shen Cheng had an affair before, that's why he didn't go to the Gu family to make a fuss, and now it seems that's not the case at all."
"Tell me, is Gu Xuewu someone outside? Has he left Beijing and his wings are stiff? He is messing around outside? Tell me, right?"
"Mom." Qiao Xinwan was really annoyed: "Things are not what you think, Gu Xuewu and I have already divorced. Can you stop dragging him out?"
"If Belle's father isn't him, I won't talk about it." Qiao's mother was furious: "It's the Gu family's fault after doing it for a long time? No, I have to ask Old Commander Gu to settle whatever I say."
"Mom." Qiao Xinwan couldn't listen anymore: "Can you stop making trouble? Do you think your daughter hasn't lost enough face? Or think your daughter hasn't stayed in Gu's house enough? You go to make trouble because you want Grandpa Gu to force you Will Gu Xuewu marry me again?"
Qiao's mother tongue was at a loss, and he couldn't find anything to say for a while. Qiao Xinwan sighed: "Mom, I beg you, don't mind my business, okay? If you think I'm in your way at home, I'll just move out."
"You, you child, really want to piss me off." Qiao's mother stroked her chest, almost unable to listen: "Do I dislike you? You are the one who is going to marry Shen Cheng with Gu Xuewu's child. You Do you think the Shen family is all fools? Can’t tell that your child is not Shen Cheng’s? Do you think you have yours if you enter the Shen family? "
"Mom." Qiao Xinwan really didn't want to hear this: "Shen Cheng doesn't live with his parents, and besides, it's me who is going to get married, not his parents."
"What about Shen Cheng?" Qiao's mother was very angry: "Is it fair for you to treat Shen Cheng like this? You bring Gu Xuewu's child to marry him. Is it fair for him?"
Qiao Xinwan was silent, fair? Where is the fairness
It was as if Gu Xuewu had never been fair to her, and she was the same to Shen Cheng.
"Xinwan." Qiao's mother always felt that she and her husband were only one daughter at the beginning and spoiled her. In the past few years, watching her stumble along the way was full of injuries. Although she knew that everything was fate, she was her daughter after all. It hurts no matter what.
"If you and Shen Cheng are in love, it doesn't matter if you have Gu Xuewu's child. But if you don't love each other, there is absolutely no need to be together."
Seeing that Qiao Xinwan was still silent, Mother Qiao added: "Since you and Gu Xuewu have children, I think you can consider reuniting with Gu Xuewu..."
"Mom." Qiao Xinwan really rebounded: "I can die without a man? Can you stop talking? I don't want to marry Shen Cheng anymore, and I don't want Gu Xuewu either. I will guard me for the rest of my life." My daughter lives this life. Is it okay? Don't say it, okay?" Wu Cheng said stupidly.
Qiao's mother was blocked by her, and she was so angry that she couldn't speak: "Yes. I don't worry about it anyway. I raised you so much to make you angry with me? It's okay. I don't care about your business, you love Whatever you want is fine. But I also advise you, you have been married once, and you are also a mother. If you don't have a long memory, you will regret it."
After Qiao's mother finished speaking, she left angrily regardless of Qiao Xinwan's reaction.
Qiao Xinwan was left to look at the quiet room, closed her eyes, feeling very tired. I really don't know what my mother is thinking, hasn't her three years of pain been enough
To think of letting her get back together with Gu Xuewu? Even if all the men in this world are dead, she will die alone, and she will not let herself fall into a loveless marriage with Gu Xuewu, and face endless quarrels and cold wars with him.
That's all. Closing her eyes, she felt tired. She needs a good night's sleep. rest.
For the next two days, Qiao Xinwan stopped herself from thinking about those things. Mother Qiao didn't mention it anymore. Shen Cheng visited her twice, but she found that she suddenly couldn't talk to Shen Cheng.
If it is still impossible in the end, why give him hope? Relatively speechless, Shen Cheng didn't stay for long, he looked at her and Belle before leaving.
Until the third day, Qiao's mother went out on business, and Qiao Jie and Qiao's father were going to work. After Qiao Xinwan fed Belle, her aunt carried her back to her room to rest.
She lay back on the bed when her cell phone rang. It was a former classmate who was getting married and invited her to a wedding. Qiao Xinwan turned her down, saying that she was confinement. I don't want to explain the congratulations from my classmates.
After hanging up the phone, I was very upset. Look at former classmates, fall in love, get married. have children. Live happily ever after with the one you love.
But look at her, she didn't fall in love, she jumped directly to getting married and having children. It turns out that life without one link is really different.
in love
What was it like, what was it like? Qiao Xinwan didn't know. For more than twenty years of her life, she has been following Gu Xuewu's footsteps and chasing his figure.
I was a little annoyed, I didn't want to think about it, but I kept thinking about it. Qiao Xinwan sat up, got out of bed, walked to the window and wanted to open it to get some air.
A pair of big hands grabbed her at this moment: "What do you want to do?"
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First update today. Who is it? Ha ha.
The lyrics in the chapter are only over a hundred words, which is not considered money. Everyone said that Xinyue used lyrics to fill up the word count.
Sweating, sweating, running away. . . . . Continue during the day.
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